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I Forget when I post this I got to switch it to documentary instead of entertainment God to switch it Let's get into this man. What's Dean's lock me in the flat? This is where we want to start Taboo homeless spice out of Dean London United States. I'm fine. Thank you A pit village in South York City Doncaster, and what was your childhood like? 30 minutes From big standing from big families from the 70s and 75 boy I'm a twin I have five brothers some brothers and two sisters step sisters and stepbrothers included He's a twin. I'm curious to see what what life his twin has led and yeah from a mining village in South York So what was a desecrated by the female prime minister? Margaret fact you won't say something much as to where however, that's where I am from. That's the years I am from and and And it's so old in life from there really to be honest with you from living in the small villages pit villages What desecrated? My education was quite alright as a twin I used to be like close to my twin brother and They took me in the second year They took me out of being with me twin brother and saw there was something in Inside me aspiring for an education because I moved up to the a-band and b-band and Kept they kept my brother to the c and d-band down below. So that's Yes, so education. Yeah, I think I was quite intellectual at the time regardless whether I acted on it or or put into play Surprising shouldn't be by his cover. He was a smart kid Where did it all go wrong? twin brothers and Social issues with a big family How would you describe your childhood? Difficult because I am a middle child and I'm a middle child to Dean. I understand I'm a middle child. My mom's a middle child. So the middle child is a tough spot to be in a twin brother as well We are a middle child. I strongly believe in a thing called middle child syndrome where In the big families we could be we could be forgot This is my family pit in the pit villages The eldest will be eldest and the youngest would still be the babies and The middle the middle children usually get stemmed to stray away And I think I want to stray away try to get the underdependence find out what's going on because you gotta think about it The first child of your parents or your first child. They always gonna have a deep relationship always. That's your first child Before your second child was your first child. You took care of that child. He was there 100% by itself He was glued in he was focused laser focused That second child you was okay. God damn again My bad you was again Okay, and after that second child you probably gonna have a third child quick and that's your baby That's your baby because your last child is your last child. I'm just going on the range of three children your last child is your last child Ain't no more after that You go you gonna baby that child to till he 49 or she 49 I've been on the streets on and off since I was 19. My father passed away at home While I was working for Warner Brothers on a night shift I got a phone call about 10 o'clock at night saying your father's died He needs to be taken away by a coroner and I never got right with me dad I've never got chance to say goodbye anything because the coroner were taking his body away So when I did get to my parents house They went crazy, I mean start throwing his medication and things You know, I think the time had passed I couldn't get to say goodbye. So I live on that live on that burden as it is And kind of cold shoulder from the family a little up as you would say because I slipped away Yes, I got three years seven months on my first offensive drugs That's try to say I was it look okay now all things being considered besides been a middle child and you're going to go high in all the law It wasn't that bad Dean so far. It wasn't that bad There had to be some monumental that changed Changed the framework to view Supplying low-level just fund my home Abbey They caught me with four ten-pound bags in the kinder egg and gave me three years seven month My first offense because I won't grasp my Workers up because they knew I was working for they wanted me just to confirm it off a record I told them no that's not way It works and so this was the moment so they said they'd make an example of me and they did they give me three years seven Well Obviously it was terrible it changed you for the worst For a little bit. I hope you on the up and up now, but let me hear I never wrote Asking me family for money. I've never wrote asking my brother for money. I've never had any family help never Because it just when I have sent nails out and not got replies. It's more of a Hindrance it more it hurts more so if I don't do it then I can't get I did the spice addiction. Yes So it was jail jail was the moment for him People go in the jail like very innocent like Small charges, but like they said they wanted to make an example out of him They made that example gave him almost four years and he picked up a spice addiction in there. That's Me came out worse way worse well, it was the legal high it was so long just shelves and It'd take me away from reality for the day for the minutes for the hours Wait, what take me away Well, it was the legal high it was so long just shelves and It'd take me away from reality for the day for the minutes for the hours as long as I can however They took it off the shelves of being illegal I and left us all hang and dry there with an addiction to spice Well, I say an addiction to spice it's I still have to give it a bit of credit for getting me off a heroine And that's against the long-term use for me to use Man from what I've heard spice because it's worse than a girl. I don't let it go Because it's been so much of a support and got me off a heroine since I was 19 I'm I'm use her in for two years What does spice give you An escape for a time and a time of being an escape It's not it's worse, but it's not it's bad. You said twitch is moving mad like what's wrong with it It's moving cool on my side. I can see all of like All that like, you know credentials and how it's moving if it's moving slow, it's not moving that bad It's moving actually pretty good It's moving back restart it restart your side, bro. Yes Or at least I guess you restart and I was comatose on the floor outside the doctors for four hours I could have been Rachel Rob that All right, look, so he was here. He was comatose Outside of the doctor. He could have been our word and robbed Our word is a stretch Dean oh God bless Your condition that way you can just fall asleep anywhere. I suffer narcolepsy and Cataplexy, which is a sleep disorder called the lady bastard at home. No Now the stream is good. It's just that I was saying offline and now letting me know why would I do that? And I used to drag out a bed with me hair and to be tuned to be pulled out and advice Which is a sleep disorder called the lady bastard at home. No, and nice Drag out of bed with me hair and to be tuned to be pulled out and I've ice-cold water thrown over me to wake me up and shop I was called a lady bastard But when my girlfriend's Family took me to see a private doctor. They said I suffer from a rare disease called narcolepsy. It's a sleep disorder And then I got a comment off my mom Which said I always knew there's something wrong with yeah, but they never taught me to talk to they never taught me to an hospital That's how I cannot be like that with my kids like if I feel like there's something wrong Like seriously something wrong like where I can feel it. I don't even care if it's like a little inkling You know I'm saying I don't even care if it's this small of a feeling we're gone We're gonna go see the doctor. I don't got a schedule. Nothing. I'm going to the ER Oh Well, I'm being robbed twice three times a day sometimes and People just people start me to see where I'm tapping or they start me to see where I'm tapping or wait for me to fall asleep I've woke up when we popped ticked upside down as though they're blatantly. I've done it wirelessly I went to the toilet at Donald's one day. They've loved me pot then They took me trainers off my feet in challenge cross station They went down my pants and took my wallet with 25 pound and four wraps of spicing and we had a pair of shorts And so I'll put it down your pants They took my trainers like You said you put your wallet down your pants because you had shorts on with no with no pocket So you put it down your you know Near your meat You telling me somebody reached down there And I and they roll it from down his pants And that was chance for some the ground station I did an appointment for world homeless sleep out a couple of years ago Where they into come an interview me and asked me about my street life And they said oh, we can't pay your cash However, we can get you some camping materials and things to keep you warm We'll be here tomorrow. I pass what they never even turned up If they would have used my material, I would assume They took off video like I'm doing to you now just And then they told me they'd be back tomorrow with some some goodies for me I never saw him again But I know how much they earned in a week because they were bolstering about it 232 million pound And then he said thank you Straight used was a bit nervous at first because I've been locked and trapped in rooms like I've lost my eyesight now They came to the foot. I had my DLA me the disability living allowance That night and and somebody got got a key to come into the room and rob me Well, I didn't get my DLA that night and I was awake when they tried coming into the room But I was stuck in a sleeping bag and they forced the way through the door While I was putting that lifting up to put the Yale lock up They forced the door open what and load me over in the sleeping bag tried to get out that quick I pulled the cord tight instead of undoing it and I was stuck in the sleeping bag with a hood on with only one arm out And miss face show and I was looking up to an IP pay a sentence fruit cake With half a Popeye tattoo of a clown's face and a Popeye hat on so here a Popeye hat and half a clown's tattoo that means you sure you sure about that Dean That doesn't even sound real listen. I'm not questioning your reality. I understand that don't type of things happen But you are you sure about that? Like on the real You might have been off it Because that like if you tell the police that he had a half a clown thing tattoo on his face They'll be like, oh, okay That's easy to find Face we've burned there and it wasn't a very nice sight to look at when you're bouncing off here And I went I went blind for our four days later in the shop doorway In in the charity shop doorway about our seven in the morning. This is about four or five days later The security away of woke me up, but I couldn't see anything or could see was with black and the floor pavement Across from the charity shop working out foundation was an operate Opticians and I know that they can check your eyes check your eyes for two brain tumors and things I thought it was a brain tumor. I didn't realize it. It's from the kicking that night They told me to the hospital. So I went to the hospital. This is the good news is You haven't got a brain tumor the bad news is you've got two detached retinas and you've got less than a fortnight to save Your eyesight. However, our ophthalmologist the best in England is off for two or three weeks You'll be lucky if you get an operation. Well, they did manage to operate me three weeks later and They put buckles around the retinas to reattach them to my eyes Unfortunately because this I was so damaged and pushed to the floor It can never be repaired in its dying and shrinking. I don't know if you can tell or whatever Sometimes you can tell sometimes you can't That's a crazy story. So that was really was sure about that. That's crazy When my son Rodney Put the pockets off Pulled the hoodie over my head. We stepped out. He stepped dad will beat me while he pulled the hoodie over the head And then he cut his pocket my pockets off to get me this job. I was just come out of jail We said oh, you can stay at mine for the night. My son and this who he calls daddy Says you can stay in my tent. You can see now tension in the garden, but don't be any trouble to listen man I don't care what my dad do to me My biological father, I don't care what that meant. That's still my blood At the end of the day, I would never do him like that And I would never let nobody do him like that no matter what how fractured our relationship is it would never be that fracture That's beyond messed up down this alleyway Got me from behind pulled me hoodie over me out. So I couldn't see he had a big padlock and chain on the bike Start beating the padlock and chain with a hoodie pulled over me While he were putting the pockets off and took the discharge went 47 quick That's probably all that worse now And think about how many bad nights he's had the one involved in his son is clearly the worst You can see the pain in that man face. That's terrible. I'm being that's a L son locked in flat He used to lock me in a flat Yeah, with all his all the winters locked it locked me in no electric and I think It gave me a 10 pound heroin To spice and it'd be like I'll pick you up in the morning And then it picked me up about nine ten fucking the morning Give me another bag of spice and a bag of owing to get me out of in the right Oh, and let me go shoplifting for him all day To pay my debt This son's a savage messed up messed up he his son groomed his father 20 years of that. Oh Wow That's my that's what you used to say it has Where's my Christmas presents for 20 odd years? I? Got I got I was in jail with him in the same wing as my son. I sent him a Christmas card saying God bless Better late than never but I'm here for you now When I got back to the wing that day. It's not to poke you around my neck It said don't ever send me a Christmas card again saying never better late than never Pull right if you're out I'm in it while all these boys are laughing at me. That's another day I left don't cast a never look back when I found out she was pregnant Because I don't want to be The docile in my grandchild's life. I've committed to aspiring and better myself I don't think he cares That's a bad. That's a like I mean that's a tough situation You weren't there for your son because he was addicted and that's how he decided to take his anger out But that's messed up man till a little like common. I'm gone