 Hi everyone, welcome to another live. I'm out at the lake district in England, just being exploring the mountains, the waterfalls and the lakes and after a long day of doing all of that and working I'm now just sitting here relaxing in the house just rented a house in the lake district for a week in the mountains it's a very beautiful home just down in the the basement down here there's like a little lounge kitchen two bedrooms and a bathroom and then the main parts of the house is upstairs where there's another lounge dining area another kitchen and actually two lounges upstairs and then free bedrooms free bathrooms so it's quite a nice big home it's very relaxing here out by the mountains and I think it's really important you know just to get away sometimes somewhere you can just relax and I get to know yourself again after everything and I've got some treats with me tonight of course it's alcohol-free I haven't drunk any alcohol for years and these chocolates vegan I've been a vegan for about a year and a half now and it was definitely one of the best decisions I've ever made in my life I highly recommend to give it a try it's a lot easier to do now there's vegan food available in most supermarkets I've never tried these before Buja Buja a multi-award winning selection of organic dairy-free chocolate truffles I've never heard of them but they looked interesting so I thought I would spoil myself tonight that's if I can open the box everyone needs a little Buja Buja now and then mr. Buja Buja can't argue with that love even when everything is pressing you to be less how do you open this let's see okay interest in presentation kind of reminds me of one of those advent calendars any ideas which one shall I try any suggestions here five hazelnut crunch I was thinking of trying that one okay let's let's give it a go how do you do this here are the selection of chocolates let's see how they taste it's good but very very intense really good for a vegan chocolate as well I definitely recommend them whether you're a vegan or not Buja Buja I know this isn't a sponsored video I just picked them up at the supermarket before I give them a try so yeah this isn't sponsored by Buja Buja Orbex this is just what I've got here to enjoy for the evening okay so the topic for tonight why do narcissists exist now this could be something religious spiritual or just a wild personal guess do we have any ideas in the comment section why do narcissists exist while I try this stem ginger next oh wow that's really good can we just taste the ginger there okay why do narcissists exist empath warrior says narcissists exist to show us that evil truly exists and to make us realize our worth even more we learn our whole lives and the narcissist is the greatest lesson a greatest challenge I think that's very true I agree with that narcissists exist to make us realize our worth to force us to put down boundaries which then helps us to learn more about ourselves so that's a great comment empath warrior thank you for that Harriet boating says they are demons from the underworld not human created by the devil with witchcraft abilities I've heard that before I'm not sure if I personally believe in demons I respect your opinion there I think it's good that we all have our own beliefs in this and it makes it interesting you know we all bring our own beliefs into this because we never really know you know why do they exist no one knows for sure highly favored I still don't know why the devil exists I think it's just the way the world works I have to have good and bad positive and negative that's just how life works like if you've ever seen like in hospitals you know when someone dies they flatline for there to be life there must be ups and downs positives and negatives that's just what life is there's no good without the bad there's no healthy people without narcissists Henry minister says they show us what evil is very true I definitely think so that's what they do they show us how not to be Charlotte Quillen says they are part of the Adamic curse on the earth I'm not sure what the Adamic curse is could you please explain that a bit more thank you be happy says to test us and make us stronger definitely I think that's a spiritual belief and definitely something that I believe in their purpose here is to challenge us to test us to help us to get out of our comfort zone and develop we don't grow so much from succeeding it's our failures that really develop and strengthen our character and improve our knowledge like if you want to be successful the best thing you can do is to tell people about your journey the ups and downs things that weren't wrong because it's often the things that go wrong learning from that is what can help us to succeed it's like they have to push us back so we can come back 10 times harder than before Jeanette foot says push us to God to become awake and to fulfill our purpose that's great I think that's why these narcissists exist I think that's the reason why they here thank you for your comment Jeanette so yeah we all have very similar beliefs on this it seems and I definitely agree with a lot of you there I think that is the reason why these narcissists exist to help us to fulfill our purpose and when you think about it it is quite a challenging role for them to play to be the narcissist to have to do the things that they do see I am a very spiritual person and I believe that we are all higher dimensional beings having a human experience and that includes these narcissists and I think that before we came here we knew who we were going to be we knew what role we were going to play so these narcissists agreed to play the role of the narcissist before they came here at least that's what I believe and it's really incredible for them to come down and to to play this this role I know it's hard for a lot of people to accept like to think that this life the hurt the pain everything like in the grand scheme of it all isn't really that serious I mean I think we've all been through so much with these narcissists you know they they victimize us to such a degree that it holds such significance in our lives and that is then what has power over us that's what keeps us down when I had my spiritual awakening that was when realized then that maybe it isn't so serious after all in the grand scheme of things like when you look at this universe how it's 15 billion years old that I look at my life until this point I'm only 32 years old so compared to that it's nothing it's just a blip in existence and I'm not trying to justify what these people do of course not it is wrong and of course it is something that people should be aware of I mean that's why I make these videos and I want to get the message out there but I think we can learn from the narcissist in a way the way that they function from their egos and they're so attached to this world like this world is so important to them all these superficial things that are appearance money success and I think we as victims when they hurt us we do the same thing because we go into survival mode and our pain is so significant to us then but when you think about it we're just these beings floating on a giant rock as it just glides through a space of nothingness in the middle of nowhere I'm starting to think is that alcohol in this we're getting very deep here why do narcissists exist it's almost like asking what is the meaning of life I think the meaning of our lives is really just down to us it's like what meaning do you want to give to it for some people the meaning of their life is to help as many people as they can for others it's just to take and use as many people as they can and then for other people it's just about sitting on some mountain somewhere it's with peace and quiet just with nothingness and that's their meaning of life but what's right and what's wrong I guess that's only determined by our thinking and then our continuous thoughts become our beliefs when you think about it what it comes down to is what we agree on it's like if a number of us agree on something then maybe that makes it true so like a few of us have said that narcissists exist to help us to find our purpose maybe in this realm in this world that we have created here maybe that's our truth if you're just tuning in now this is alcohol-free I don't drink alcohol and if I did I definitely wouldn't do it on a YouTube live I'm just getting late here now it's coming up to 10 o'clock I've got to go and do some meditation before I go to sleep I'll then start working on more vid more videos then in the morning so thank you all for joining this life I hope that this has been a fun and interesting discussion for you there should be another live very soon I have to do more of these I know I haven't done so many lately so yeah I hope you all have a good day and I'll talk to you all soon