 I was struggling with myself every day and I was telling myself should I do it? Shouldn't I do it? I was finding excuses and then one night I had this absolutely amazing dream I found myself levitating over an Islamic city. I don't know which city this is But there were minarets everywhere minarets from the mosques and all of a sudden I'm flying I'm levitating and I hear the Adhan. I hear the Shahada, but it doesn't come from the mosques It comes from my heart And the wildest thing is it tried to come out of my heart through my mouth and I should have proclaimed it But in that dream I held my mouth shut. I didn't want to say it But it was so overwhelming That even though I was holding my mouth It burst it out through my heart and then you heard it over all the rooftops of that city La ilaha ilala, you know, it was resonating And then I woke up Yes And for me it was certain then and there. Okay. This is it. You know, you are a muslim This is what you believe in your heart Now no matter what you do No matter if you take it today if you take tomorrow you are a muslim You know, this is your conviction and this is the path that you now cannot change anyways This is what you believe. This is what you are And therefore the shahada was simply the reaffirmation of that