 I feel like I've been splacking lately, you know? With this okay vlog, I mean, I mean, I don't even remember the last time that I sat here to just talk. It feels almost nostalgic to be honest. And I look back at my old videos from six months ago and although I honestly cringe sometimes, there's something about them that I will always cherish. And it's something that I miss, honestly. And that is the sheer euphoria to shoot and edit. That's it. The feeling of just sitting and talking to the camera and the probable mistakes that I'll be making before I get it right. You know, going through the edits and seeing those minor mistakes and ignoring them because I can't realize that people are not really concerned with that anyway. They don't even see it. I miss that feeling. And it's the learner's euphoria for me. Let's face it, change is inevitable and growth will find you in so many ways if you keep doing what you're doing. And I'm getting so many great ideas to execute and to do more. You know, like starting my apparel brand Quams, one of which I'm wearing right now and also exploring more avenues with my voiceovers, making documentaries or trying to make documentaries that I can be proud of. All these things are good. It's good to want more, to achieve great things. But I'm also gradually realizing that it will be at the expense of other things. I mean, don't let anybody tell you that you can't do it all. Of course you can. You're allowed to, but also remember that you may lose something else in a process. Call it your old self or whatever, but something will be lost. And unfortunately, it will most likely be the fun part. The adrenaline, you know, the new feel that you get. I mean, I love the new Kwame, where I am now. I love the vision I have for this brand and I think it's huge. I want to see it all come true, but I also love the part of the journey where it was all fun. I miss this, you know, sitting here and just talking and just sharing what's on my mind and what's happening with my freelance journey. The reason for this video diary platform in the first place. So I guess the lesson here for today will be to try and carry a bit of your innocence along with you on your journey, especially as a creative. Don't lose it. Don't miss out on the fun, trying to always outdo yourself and ending up losing yourself. So what if this video doesn't get as many views as the one that came out last week? Yeah, it's about showing up and having fun with it. And I have, and I liked it. So I hope to be able to bring you more vlogs in the coming weeks while I'm at it. And it's always fun talking to you guys. Don't take yourself too seriously. You'll be fine, you'll be fine. And I also left a link to the QOMS online Instagram account. Do like it and the purchase will be appreciated. That's it for now. Peace.