 Ice is a commodity around here lately. Anybody want to chat? I know that it's dinner time for a lot of you guys, but There's no set times for anything these days. Oh, I need a year so pretty. Water cup, but it doesn't have water I'm having some V8. Oh, this is three smart points. I need to track this Let's track it. Well, this is gonna be a different conversation from me than what I normally have. Yeah, I haven't seen you in forever Track this because I have to track everything and let this be a lesson to you guys when I bought these I thought oh surely it has to be zero smart points, right? Hi Anna. Hi Suze Suze your last message. I haven't replied to my comments yet just because that's what I'm here to talk about Hi Kim. I Love you so much your last comment Cheryl, I miss you too. Where have you been? I'm gonna track this drink and it's not taking me to my tracker Kids no matter what's going on in your life right now No matter how tired you are no matter how bored you are no matter how depressed you are No matter how happy you are just scan. Okay, scan scan three points was dumb thing Hi Barbara And you know what I wasn't to come on because I took a shower And I just washed my hair and like the rest of the world I can't get a haircut and I was like, oh, I'm not gonna suggest suggest the girls to this and then I thought I bet they don't look much better than me So let's get adjusted here. I have on my new Pink Floyd shirt Donned some pink earrings to go with the pink Floyd and then I thought you know what I really want to talk to the girls and see if any of the girls and Jimmy Want to talk to me and let's see how we're all feeling because um When this all started you guys remember I was like, we're not talking about it here We're not talking about it. We're just gonna keep going And I think the farther we get into this we need to talk about it. Maybe just I do Uh, let me see if I said hi to everybody Cheryl Claire Barbara Barbara and uh, hi honey Oh, I'm so glad you guys are all here and I hope you guys are all feeling well Um, oh my gosh, I'm gonna delete this afterwards. I can't believe I'm going. Oh, who cares Anita Who gives the fat rats ask what you look like you smell good Okay, that's what I want to talk about Barbara Okay, that's one of the things I want to talk about. Hi, Carol First off I want to start off by asking. I want to thank you guys for coming in and popping in with me I've been this was one of another one of those days where I was sitting on my bed Oh, I really want to talk but I don't want to go on so much live because I just I just Oh, thanks sus. You know if it was cut it would be fantastical, but it's just uh, you know Hi, Teresa So as things go on a little farther, I think that all of us our emotions our feelings When it comes to everything are changing they're shifting Because when it started I remember you guys I was like, I don't want to talk about it And I think now we need to talk about how we're feeling before we talk about What's going on? Who's opening up? Who's not how we feel about those things? Let's have a therapy session about it because I want to have a therapy session about it Because I think the biggest problem with this whole thing is we are getting so many mixed messages from so many governors and people And uh, I want to get your guys's opinions, but first I want you guys to tell me each. How are you feeling? Um, are you feeling scared? Are you feeling okay? You know, I can do this. I'm okay. I stayed home a lot before this So staying home now is no big whip um You know what? I'm being really bad at eating and I'm not doing so well. I'm a w w program and that bothers me Um, you know what? I'm doing okay. I'm tracking like you tell me media And uh, I may not be losing weight, but I'm maintaining and I'm happy with that Or I might have a couple of you special kids out there going hey, man I'm rocking this thing no matter what they throw at me no matter what the world is doing I'm still losing my weight And all of these I'm here to tell you because I'm a therapist Yes, yes, I am. I am a therapist. I know it all I'm here to tell you guys it whatever feelings you're having whatever is going on in your noodle There is no right. There is no wrong This is something that none of us have ever done before Unless there's somebody here who Was live during world war two Or the polio pandemic this is this is not normal. So we are not expected to be normal And while some of us might want to strive to be normal Some of us cannot some of us are waking up with panic attacks Some of us are sleeping way more than They should be And so I'm here. I'm here as a sounding board with my pals So that we anybody who needs to talk about it Maybe your family doesn't that sometimes I'm worried that Steve does not take this as seriously as I take this And let me also tell you guys before I turn it over to you I take this very seriously. This has me super scared. Okay The whole thought of of getting it I can't like if I'm thinking about it. I go into panic mode. I can't talk. I can't I just a freeze Um, but that may be Nita. Oh my gosh Lord, so let me go back here and see what you guys are saying. Anna says I am not happy about everything opening up so soon Barbara says it's scary. She can See this is I gotta I plan to continue to sit it out for a while. Barbara Come sit next to me my love. Um Anna says, yes, it is. We're already home. Why not just stay home longer while we're already Better safe than sorry better to do it now than have to go back to this Okay, so far. I want to say that everybody's agreeing with me But there is no wrong answer If you do not agree with me and Anna and Barbara, don't be afraid to type it in Is this just a conversation and I'm curious for people who may think it's okay to open up Why you feel that way? I'm trying. I'm trying to get a feel for for how the peoples are thinking. Hi, Esther Hello, my love. Okay kim Kim is being tested tomorrow have a few symptoms. Okay Okay, let's go with the good stuff here because I'm I'm just here to try to give any help I can I don't know. I ever think I can give any help. First of all, you're getting tested That's great because so many people are not getting tested Somebody is seeing it to it You you have a wonderful doctor your health people are saying to it that you get tested That's great. So tomorrow you only have one more night to Worry about it, but please try not to worry about it You have symptoms the symptoms could be anything It could be the COVID wait until tomorrow until You know or try it Oliver. I just want to let you know Come on in and say hi I guess I don't have to worry about him And we are all going to be thinking about you all night and we'll be waiting to hear from you tomorrow And we'll just try to put out calm thoughts and love and all of that for you and and then And then 48 for the results honey, but I'm It's all right. It's all right. I'm happy for you that if you are concerned about having it that you are getting tested Okay, and we're all here for you kim. You know that right if you have to reach out to us and talk Because I often forget who has who at home Please reach out bye babe And say hey, it's kim. Okay. I went and got tested This is how I feel that's how I feel because that's what this community is here for We started as a white watcher community. We are a white watcher community But we're also a community of friends Okay, you guys are my friends and I care about you and because I know you care about me and That's what we're here for. Let me go back to uh Anna says I do too Barbara until they force me to go back to work. I'll keep myself in my baby home. Yeah, why not? Why not? Okay, carol says my brother has the virus. I'm scared for him. He's The only family I have carol Okay You know, I hate to say I sorry. I'm sorry Because it sounds like such um A definite ending like oh, I'm sorry. Well, I've no he's he's he has every chance of being okay And I think that's one of the things That I have to keep telling myself that steve keeps telling me that that isn't being given out That's word. It's not being given out as Because I think it should be and that is this is if you get it. It's not a death sentence It's scary as hell the whole thing that your brother's without you and you're not there to comfort him It's all the worst And I am sorry, but we are gonna give out Carol, did you give us his name? and for kim for for hi lisa Uh And claire says people are not staying a safe distance away Hi, jill I have been home. I'm gonna wait it out wait it out Suze that's why you and me um So very anxious and then I I was like, okay nita You could sit here in your bedroom and stare at the walls and have your thoughts You can get on with your gal pals and we can all talk about it Um, if I sit and think about it sues, I get sick to my stomach I I get I literally like lock up my body locks up Uh, it scares me Okay, ester that is the uh Question of hey, let me go back Honey says i'm okay. I've put on about a stone I can't stop eating, but that's the least of my worries I'm claustrophobic scared of people in mass scared of the virus and on the verge of throttling my husband Uh, okay, so let's just have a little humor here for a second honey this last weekend Uh, mr. Johnson and mrs. Johnson um It wasn't so swell I I can't explain it, but we there we were not on the same plate. We were not in the same glass We were not in the same place At all this weekend and it is because I internalize my fear Because it does scare me And because when I talk about it, he downplays it and then that pisses me off So then I don't talk about it. So then I'm internalizing it even more. So then I hate him You know, it's just like there's so many things that he and I just are not on the same page about so We're not going to worry about the stone Here's let me touch on the wait for a minute. Here's what I am doing I as you can see I'm tracking everything. I'm staying on my points I'm not going over my points, but I am gaining I am gaining now. I'm still in my shorts that fit that I was talking about the other day This everything is super snug. I know you guys can see it in my face. We've been friends for going on three years um But that is the least of my worries I want my family and myself and everybody to come out of this on the other side Alive and healthy and happy and if that means alive healthy and happy with an extra 10 20 30 pounds So be it we'll get back on the hamster mill trail, whatever it is and we'll do it again In the meantime, okay, walter is is walter carol's brother Okay Barbara, would you do me a favor and would you keep track of any names that we need to remember for people who need prayers and Thoughts into the universe that that they just have a sense of calm. I just If I had a superhero Power right now it would be to just lay a calm over everybody just myself mainly I know and sus and everybody who needs it because uh kim We're sending out calm thoughts friend. Okay ester. I'm confused on the choices of things opening up Either we are on lockdown or not. I was supposed to have a heart scan and have a new doctor appointment Both are cancelled only seeing covid patients okay Exactly You just put the whole thing It doesn't make sense I don't understand how people aren't taking it seriously or are taking it seriously It's either like black or white Yesterday I went to sprouts because I had to get some oranges and some turkey meat I knew what I had to get I put on my mask. I got in I got out The amount of people just walking around no masks. No nada uh Was just mind blowing and okay, that's that's what they're choosing to do and I guess what I'm looking for is Somebody to tell me why they feel comfortable That way I'm not looking to pick on them I want to know what is causing people to think that they're untouchable from this And why it's okay to open places up like I'm working up a sweat. Hold on. Let's take a drink Because we can still have this conversation With a little bit of levity, which is what I'm hoping for Sometimes you just want them to listen mine is lovely. He hasn't actually done anything wrong. He's just there Oh my gosh I love you guys so much because yeah, y'all know steve jones and he cooks dinner every night um lately sometimes He's made his own lunch because in my Fear I'm not doing a whole heck of a lie you guys if I shower once a week. I'm doing swell I'm exaggerating of course, but You guys know how great steve is. He's handling everything. Um What needs to be handled need a year stay at home grandmother He's handling my Emotions and my fear um When he sees that I'm trying to go into the kitchen and make dinner for them and I'm just like two Because uh, you know, I need to be an adult Somebody might want to say be be a grown woman and God get in your kitchen feed your family go on with life We're all different And this is starting to affect me because I don't understand exactly what ester said I don't understand it Hi sue We're talking about our feelings. Um Glad you have your water We're talking about how we're feelings and how any one feeling either that a fear or calm or what? There is no right or wrong feeling And it's okay and we're putting some prayers out for Kim and walter And uh, we're just I just I just basically came on So that we could have a therapy session for all of us because some of us just need them regularly So why not uh, you know And uh hi lisa gotta keep moving When you say gotta keep moving lisa, do you mean like exercise wise or out in the big wide world or just generally in life? Or all of the above I was just gonna ask her susie that I was just gonna ask her what a stone was And it says I'm about ready to say screw it this week and just go the hell over all my stupid points for the week I'm craving having a hard time working out due to back in these. Okay. Oh, you're having a hard time working out back to Okay, so Anna. Let's talk about that for a minute Going up and down my stairs These last two weeks it's getting harder and harder and I have these mixed emotions. It's like, okay Let's put the stress of my weight loss aside so that I can try to deal with the stress from the world And then I go up those stairs and I'm having a hard time. It's like, okay, how much do I really want to put it to the side? so it's like Maybe just a little bit. Maybe not all of it. You know, it's it's a tough man It's flippin tough and then I want to go back to what I talked about last week about the embarrassment of gaining weight back It's embarrassing I was somebody Somebody put a comment on my fourth of july video from not this last fourth of the drive before that I was so thin you guys. I mean, I was at the top of my game And and for me it is embarrassing But I'm tossing that the embarrassment out right now because I need to stay healthy for this guy I need to be able to think and But I am maintaining I have to say that I am at weight. I am maintaining. I'm just up and I Let's see Anna we got to do it one day at a time like wake up Put our feet over on the floor and go. Okay. What am I going to do today? Do do I want to have the pancakes and bacon and eggs and all these things for breakfast for Me'll be okay. And then we'll go to lunch and then maybe if I want to blow it then That's kind of how I've been doing it Um, hi male. Hi sweetheart Shower and makeup every day. Barbara. You are a superhero Honey says I had an operation cancelled too. We have got eight empty hospitals Built for covid patients and the covid patients Are in the normal hospital so nobody else can go in. Is it an elective? Surgery honey, will you be okay until until you can have it done? It's hard you guys. We just have to prioritize The one thing that I keep in my head Esther says we had pocketing here by the cap picketing here by the capital and many were Wearing masks but many comments were what a bunch of wimps pouring their masks See that's so insane to me Esther and if if there's anybody here in this group Who agrees with the protesters? It's okay to disagree with me I want to know what their mind think is how can they not worry about passing it to people who have Who are already ill the seniors people that have asthma um I don't know 14 pounds. Okay. That's okay. I think we're all right. I knew you meant picketing Esther. Are you in Ohio? Why do I always forget where you are? I try to remember. I know Barbara is in Ohio because she's by the twins Young people people feel they're not able to catch it so they don't do any of the required requirements Bored to tears constantly eating. I know I gained daughter working from home and houses a wreck Okay, Sue. It's okay. You're home. You're safe Uh I'm working here for you That okay. Here's here's the thing not giving out excuses Somebody might watch this later and go this lady is telling everybody quit their way watchers No folks That couldn't be further from the truth Because I'm not quitting my white watchers. I'm doing my white watchers, but the cortisol just has my weight boom But If you have to lessen your plan a little bit and not be as strict as you normally would be during normal times Some people are tough. Some of us have tough. Some of us are just wimps Keep in mind that we know how to get it off. This is what I tell myself. I lost 50 pounds I know How I did it as you guys know, I keep my program simple. I do what white watcher tells me I don't mess things up. I don't deal with fats I don't uh, I count everything they tell me to count whether it's popular or not Okay, this is just me guys. This is just me. Everybody take a drink. Keep it simple I do it white watchers tells me and I don't mess with the program I don't count calories. I don't count carbs. I don't count fats And that worked for me. That's what worked for me. And I know it'll work again When I can be balls out. Excuse my frangé And do the program the way I'm used to doing it I can't do it the way I'm used to doing it right now for many different reasons Okay Let's go back Honey, I love you. I love that you always insert some humor Humor is always welcome even in the saddest of situations because if we didn't have humor We'd all be hiding under our beds right now I'm pretty sure because all the humor on the internet is keeping me going People are just so creative, aren't they? Let's see Kim you're just killing it all the way So your your weight is the least of your problems and I'm here to tell you that right now Uh, Marilyn says I have observed that some people seem to be letting their guard down with the distancing It bothers me. Marilyn, that's how I felt at Sprouts yesterday I was like dodging and moving man. I felt like I was playing football Very slowly because Nobody I mean they have the floors marked, you know, and it shows go one way but somebody's coming this way and it's like It's like dodging weave dodging weave. I just I don't understand it I lose you guys son of a gun I'm sorry, honey. Uh, can somebody just real quick. I'm going to scroll back in a minute And tell me if I'm back or not or if it's still frozen Well, I guess if nobody comments I'm frozen, right? Okay, let me go back Uh, Jill good for you Okay, honey, I'm sorry. I hope that they're able to see you as soon as possible My friend Mel says we have one confirmed case here in our small town That we know of we may have more but they won't tell us where in bc They are unless it was a work alone in my thoughts But again, if there's anybody here in our 23 folks that are like, yeah, you ladies are crazy. I'm sick of this whole day I'm getting rid of my mask. I'm getting rid of my gloves. I need to live my life. I want to know Honestly, and I'm not being snarky or sarcastic how you think this won't touch you if you do that Because I'm curious to the mindset in a very nice way Good well good girl You'd be the example for the young people. You beautiful girl. You you're so beautiful. I just love you so much Wisconsin, uh We had the voting go on and now they are determining the rise and covet was from that voting That's another whole opera voting, right? Jill Jill's Jill's making up for her sick time and I'm so super proud of her Super proud of her. She had a rough year and look at her go Susie says I don't get it either. Nita. I even had a lady make comment to me saying, oh brother, you're wearing a mask You know what? Susie you have a soft heart and I hope you didn't let that comment bother you because Really, she had to say that even if she didn't Claire says my dad has had a heart attack and my mom has asthma. So they are both in a high risk group Right That's right and those people that are out there without masks and without Social distancing aren't thinking about your dad claire and that just is not right I chose to do the online voting and many of those happen to arrive late Barbara. Yes, we know ww works and we know it'll work again and When I get out of the shower and I get a shower Looking the man. I'm like, holy moses. What happened? Nita, you were doing so well. Remember when you'd come in in your leggings and your shirts And you'd take your selfies and you put them on instagram and you were so so very proud of yourself because you were so Svelte and so thin and so great My world wasn't turned upside down at that. Well, it was wasn't it? I handled the that all better than I'm handling this Hi, tracy But I I can't I've just got to do it day by day meal by meal and If I can maintain it the way that I'm at now Okay, I'm glad I'm back Good for you suit I just give him the stink eye The kids in china have hats with with rulers on them to keep the kids six feet apart Oh, I didn't know that that's really cool Teresa says I go out for a walk for a little bit, but most of the time I'm home with my parents If we need to go to the store, we just it she just makes me go in and yeah one person per family We don't need a whole herd of folks in there Absolutely, lisa Oh my goodness. Oh my goodness I had a friend of mine make us a mask steve has his max masks at work Esther made over 200 masks God bless you ester But that doesn't surprise me my friend That you would just do that Kim Honey before you go. I hope you're still here take a breath relax remember that all these fine folks Are praying for you. We're here for you. This is your community your friends We're sending it all out to you and please don't panic, honey. Okay. We love you And we'll talk to you when you feel like Letting us know how you're feeling. Okay Hi Lou Lou That name is familiar Lou G. I think she lives in like arkita, alabama, alaska Hmm something like that Lou Do I know you? It's good to see you crazy later Being thin is not who you are honey. You're right It isn't but I enjoy being thin much more than I enjoy being High crystal I don't like feeling like this and When I look in the mirror, I I'm not pleased but then I try to think that I'm not even close to being at my biggest. I mean I but you know what you're right It is not who I am But it is who but here's the thing I came on youtube with a youtube channel As a successful weight watcher right because I am a successful weight watcher But to look at me now you wouldn't know that because Then I will be getting it off off again and Esther's a rock star Susie says Give them the old give them the bird Needed it that only rap pizza you made the other night so darn good. Did you make oh looks so darn good I could have eaten at least two of those though. Let me tell you about eating two of those and whose husband Kept handing her pieces of it Aren't locked down only essential but essential. I can't say essential for you. Well, can I businesses are allowed to be open Same here. My hubby is back and forth to work two weeks in two weeks out scares me. He works in a big camp I know it scares you darling and just remember that whenever you need to talk This message me we could talk anywhere you want to talk that goes for all of you guys I'm glad they're taking hi shonda Hi trish. How are you? We're just all sitting here chatting about our feelings and And validating for each other. There is no right. There is no wrong and for some of us who are panicky. It's okay and Wondering what's going on in the big wide world out there and and how I'll tell you the one thing and This has nothing to do with religion I don't understand and if you are one of those folks, this is not I this is not a personal attack This is my thought process Them the pastors and the peoples at the churches opening the churches And packing the peoples in there. I don't understand it I that's all I'm gonna say because I don't want to get tongue-tied and say the wrong thing their churches Uh, it's I can feel mobile pressure just going up going up thinking about it and you're not alone friend You're not alone. I have a friend My cousin actually she's not a wait-watcher But we were talking and I told her I'm like, oh my gosh, honey. I said I just I'm embarrassed. I said I just I'm so big right now, which I'm not again. I'm not even at my biggest And she said she goes I'm not my biggest ever even not counting my three pregnancies And she's she's not a heavy person, you know, so Oh mel. Thank you. I'm just hovering in that one Decade that I need to get out of I need to get out of that decade and then I can take a breath And Guys are coming up with I wish I was riding all of these downs These downs being so successful is working the program not being at goal You know what? I need you to repeat that for me every single time We have an online visit because there is nothing More truthful than that. I can't tell you how much I love that I love that so much because a lot I've never been to goal and I don't plan on ever being at the goal They gave me because it's just too too small for me at my age So I'm not that person go go go go go. That's that's not me. That'll never be me I know where I was where I felt good and I looked good And it was still like 20 pounds above their goal Nope Sue says one thing that I've been doing every night at five is having my glass of wine with pretzel slims laughing cow cheese Uh Okay Honey my brows do you died? I have to tell you I did I was laying I don't know because I've since I have gotten heavier when I lay in bed My arm falls asleep and I felt a little tightness in my chest And it was from how I was sleeping like you and then I have that panic attack, you know Uh Do you hear Okay, let's go back to susie and her wine susie. You're having wine That's not accepted in these parts one glass of wine Oh No Between steve's tequila and my titos. We should be buying stock in the stuff. Okay. It's like we have We sit here every night at our little table I'm doing here my painting is coming along. I'm having some trouble though because it's really Really freaking small look how small that is I'm not going to show your faces because I messed them up But we sit here and oliver sits here on my computer and he draws and we all sit here trying to be like The waltons, you know and we're painting and but you can bet your sweet bippy that we've got cocktails Right of us, which is why I'm gaining But you know what? I'm an adult. I had somebody Okay, I wanted I do want to talk about this for a second. Um I have always been honest on my channel about my enjoyment of the libations. Okay. I've I've always been honest about it And uh, I am an adult last I checked Let me check my adult watch. Yes, Anita Johnson. You are an adult I'm a responsible adult and if I want to have cocktails, I'm going to have them I'm not drinking. Uh, I don't have too many none of that I need to even say and then I had somebody leave a nasty comment about Anita uh Stop the drinking and work on your weight watching And that threw me off and it pissed me off because everybody has their thing and I'm not here for you to judge me lady Why did I start this? Because I'm in quarantine and I'm going to drink if I want I'm doing it responsibly and I'm not going to be shamed And that's just that You know Hey, you know what? Uh Weed is legal here. I could sit here and toke on stuff all day and all night if I wanted to that's my business It's nobody else's I don't because I'm an eight-year-old who lives with me But let me go back here Air estrus says I used to work at the hospital My heart goes out to them. They're working hard and then have people taking chances Um, I heard something super Super horrible today. I don't know if I want to tell you guys because I don't hello rosie So good to see you friend Trish Uh, okay. Barbara's got the chair next to me. You can have the bed next to me because all I do is sleep Rosie and again, it's no it's not an attack on religion. It can be the catholics the christians mosques What are they thinking they need they need to protect their people The people are going to listen to the higher ups Because that's why they are our our pastors and our priests and the people who guide us Into love and light and all that shouldn't they be protecting their congregations and saying hey Let's do this online You know what I'm saying folks I think that that's a huge responsibility of theirs Lives now my best friend Cindy. She does lives She's types every sunday that she's in church and then I text her and I say you're in church. She goes online relax lady Trish says churches etc should not open as much as most think they should I'd love to open my business back up but health trish. What is your business, honey? I can't either Barbara I can't Well, Anna, that's awesome. You're at goal. I'm not putting down people that are goal. They're that's awesome Of course, I'm just saying it's not always the be all and all in the comment about Doing the program. You guys get me, right? I don't need to backtrack and apologize for myself because you guys know where my heart is You don't have to be at church to pray and worship To mel me too in the lowest I ever want to get is like 166 or something like that Never heard that honey brought you tight Oh, Barbara the faces are horrible. I wish I could send it to you and have you fix it In fact, I just might. Tito's a brand of vodka Trish, you don't have to retract. There's nothing you can't say here. Trust me W w is about living life drink the wine count the points. I do Lou says well, hell yeah, you're a grown-ass woman if you want to imbibe you certainly should You Says you knew you I have been sober since 479. Congratulations to my dad Let me finish and I don't judge anyone for drinking my fall down was tequila Sue my father is a he's turned 86 the other day He was militant a a as alcoholism runs rapid in his side of the family He has been sober. This is I don't know how new you are to my channel. He has been sober for Okay, if he's 86 and he quickly is 30, how many years is that somebody do the math? Bye, honey Enjoy your husband while he's home. Okay. Okay. Trish has a daycare Anyways, he's been sober for a million gazillion years And he never had any problems with in, you know, all the weddings and the parties and everything It's it's like the people who quit smoking and then they want to You just have to do you and you're right and congratulations on your sobriety because it's not easy I don't know again how new you are here, but I have a daughter who has um User issues alcohol, isn't it? Uh, but look at all the great genes in this family. So Huge 79 that's awesome. I do that on normal times. I can't do it right now Rosie said like I said, I totally get I think it's ridiculous. God gives free will with the brain I think we should use it. But that's just my point of You also not meaning to disrespect anybody, you know what you guys we don't have to worry about Disrespecting each other because we're friends here and we all know that there's nobody here Trish, um Thank you guys I just want everybody to be safe You know, um My daughter says my feeling isolated alone is all in my head. Oh still That's not very kind of her and I'm sorry. She said that I have to disagree with her Claire doesn't know her weight and pounds Um amen not when I don't know what that means, but I'm sure it's good That all came out fast meant to say Tito's is about I have to take care Oh, so Tito's isn't you're taking care of to laugh. Yes. She and her husband Are here until uh here. She's on the computer working from home He is gone in the mornings To the golf course with his friends. Are you kidding me? Yeah, we've had a couple tries in this personal family too, Anna None of it is Greek to us. None of it at all. It is Susie I've got the air on I've got the windows closed. I got the doors closed It is good for you Estelle stay home. Stay safe when I go out I just do it as fast as possible. I do normally have Steve do everything I did have to get those couple there's I don't know about your guys's husband But there's a couple things that you can they'll go to the store and they'll say What do you need or make a list or you'll tell them Many make the list and they'll leave without the list but they tell you they know what you mean And they'll pick it up and then they come back and they what? You didn't tell me you needed pineapple It's So yeah, I kind of have to go do it yourself Rosie says is anyone done really well during this time? That's an excellent question It's so strange because I'm actually losing weight way better now That I'm home from so many less temptations Rosie Okay, you just reminded me uh sandy Is doing better because she's not going out to eat That let's get feet with sandy. Is there any channels here that I always forget to shout out? I forgot to shout out Mel's channel Anybody who doesn't know Mel already, please go see my friend Mel at Mel's ww journey Oh honey, it's whoops It's like insane and congratulations Rosie. That's awesome It's nice to hear somebody's having some success Esther says I ran to the market for two things. I was going to be quick They changed everything around in the store and then you have all the The lines saying one way, but you only need that thing right around the corner But it's still That's exactly Barbra's is barbara's doing better. Oh barbara's doing yeah barbara's doing great. I'm sorry barbara I'm trying to go as fast as I can and catch everybody Oh my god, I've got fat in my face. Oh, well, I just got it Day by day You know, let me tell you guys something as I sit here and pick on myself Uh, let's look at my I never know how to get there though to the blue dots I have all blue dots for this whole week. I have blue dots Okay, so I'm going back three weeks. There's only one day. I don't have a blue dot and that was uh April 19th I'm blue dotting every day. So I don't know Enjoy barbara. Enjoy. Enjoy. I would be too, but it's too darn hot. Oh my gosh. Somebody wasn't paying attention, huh? Barbra's channel see you You guys have to remind me barbara. You've got to remind me to shout out your channel. I'm so bad that way Okay, so we have males ww journey. We want you guys to subscribe to barbara pasx channel Please go over to her channel. You won't be sorry. She's the loveliest most beautiful I love barbara. Please go subscribe to her channel She is she's relatively new. We're trying Our community is her community She's a personal love of mine. So everybody needs to go over and support her and it's under her name She's a painter Rosie is down 15 pounds That's fabulous. Congratulations. Ding. Here's to you my friend. Here is to you This stuff tastes so weird. What time is it? Is it too early for titos? Your daughter is being like this. That's not cool. It's just not cool Where have you been? I realized I hadn't seen You With a video or anything in the last video you had was six days ago. Where have you been? Are you out causing trouble in connecticut? smack vision has a channel if you guys are not familiar with Angela and uh She has lost over a hundred pounds And she makes it look like it's super easy. Don't let her fool you We get your rosy. You're good You're walking and just uploaded Definitely causing trouble. Ah, yeah, yeah Yes, it's under barber pass If you scroll back, you'll see her name and she's got a wrench. You can just click on her name It'll take you to her channel and you could subscribe And she just she's the best Her and Susie are my favorites And Lou and she shows up because Lou gives me permission And You know I come to terms with a lot of things. I'm just coming on so I don't know what's going on We are just talking about everybody's feelings Oh, you know what you might be here to stir the pot better now because I'm talking with all of our community Not necessarily about weight loss some about weight loss. We're talking about our feelings and what's going on in the world And uh, if anybody's feeling panicky who's feeling panicky who's afraid Who's abiding by the laws who isn't why we're just having a discussion Feelings Yes Okay, Trish. Thanks for popping in And you have a beautiful rest of your evening too. Thank you for always contributing All you guys I just wish I could just give you a big hug Mike sister so funny. She said that uh, our nephew came over to her house to help her with her air conditioner She says oh, nini. That's what I go by my family. I'm nini. My name's Anita. I I'm nini and her name's christy and she goes by teeny and uh She says I hugged nicolas. I completely forgot about social distancing. I probably freaked him the hell out And she says I am trouble with this so I should mind my p's and q's You are trouble with this. I didn't care about you and if I didn't love you, I wouldn't say anything I'd just send you on your way You remind me a lot of me when I was younger Lou okay, Lou been in a really dark place. That's why I disappeared. That's what I do. I'm an ostrich See Lou that too is why You're one of my favorites because you just I haven't been around a whole lot I take little snippets of things that I cook I throw them on my youtube to keep my channel going. What do I have in my mouth? Uh because I don't want my channel to die And I'm not a normal w w Weight watcher, you know what I mean? I'm here to be a w w weight watcher. I'm here to encourage. I'm here to motivate I'm here to support, but I'm just one of you guys. I am not a superhero and sometimes I feel like Uh a lot of folks who watch youtube are expecting superheroes. We want a superhero. I'm not a superhero I'm just here to help in any way shape or form that can Tracy says I just missed my three granddaughters. They live two miles. I know tracy everybody's missing their grandkids Bye sue. Thanks for thanks for hanging out Thank you sue You know what ester that's I have to um and that's why I'm not getting along with steve because I'm I'm withdrawing So I thought I'd get on here I know you do susie I know you do So does barbara. Oh patricia. No, that's okay. So it's getting to you And that's okay that it's getting to you Is what I'm trying everybody's feelings are valid everything that we're thinking everything that we are worrying about One person might be worried about the color of her hair another person might be missing her grandkids They're all the feelings are okay. There's not one that's more important than the next What you guys they're just gonna be bigger when you see them and they miss you too And when they see you they're just gonna smother you with hugs and kisses And and then you know what's gonna happen. Don't you when we let you in on a little secret Are you listening up all you grandparents that are missing your grandkids? Their parents are gonna go. Hey You haven't seen little johnny for two months grandma Why don't you let him come stay with you? Once you see him You're never gonna be able to return him Susan Oh susie honey anytime you need to talk about your feelings Dial me up say get online or we'll do it in the back of instagram and we'll just do it Oh you guys i'm sorry that I held off, you know, I just at the beginning I didn't want People to worry unnecessarily until we knew kind of what was going on and now that we know What's not going on more than ever We need to talk about it. We just do It is a terrible feeling but that's what those your kids are gonna do Hey mom, I've been stuck in this house with these grandkids of yours for two months Now you got to be stuck with them Oh, that's good estuarine That's and I don't know if you guys saw I have two other grandchildren who both had birthdays in april My granddaughter tulula turned two My grandson benjamin turned three To lula I have had the pleasure of spending time with I have a grandson who I've never met and i'm benjamin If that isn't a total I can only think of cuss words right now Try to imagine that try to imagine having a three-year-old grandson And never have meeting him. My family isn't that family. Hey, you know, I don't know. Um Your mom would never what inch I I don't want it to be lifted until it's we were safe and good to go because I'm not going anywhere I hope nobody needs me anywhere Um, I you know, I've got these parents who are 86 and 84 They're staying hunkered down Um, oh take over with the kids when it's over. Oh, your mom would never take your kids. No Yeah, but all these grandmothers here. Hi bonnie I feel your pain. I have a six-year-old and a four-year-old grandsons that I don't get to see Haven't seen them in two years. My son is estranged. I'm so sorry bonnie I'm sorry. My thankfully that isn't my situation, but it's hurtful nonetheless. Whatever the situation is. I'm so sorry I hope that maybe someday that can be Fixed for you guys She's 58 live in her best life. Yeah, you know what? I was uh 50 something live in my best life too. And guess what? I guess Um, my situation Bonnie it was Bonnie. I was talking to you is that uh When Oliver's mom left Because she was using She had two more children that we didn't even know about She got clean and she's doing wonderfully The little boy was adopted while she was still sick She doesn't have access to him Which means I don't have access to him And uh, but uh, the little girl is likely gonna live with her mother. So But I have faith that someday I will be able to see him because he is with people that she knows And it's just one of those things that's just gonna take time I know ang I know um I just if if if somebody would have told the younger and ate it You know, you know, I'm here from the future and I have some news You're gonna have a grandson that you're gonna see all the time. He may even live with you But you're gonna have a grandson that you don't know I would be like no That's not even possible that that doesn't even Uh, no Yes, honey, and you know what that's often things I think that we do here when we have these great conversations Is bringing around is what I try to do kind of is Let's oh guess who's home And he's gonna walk in here with his dirty shoes on and get in trouble And I'm gonna tell him to say hi and he's gonna do this watch. He's gonna do this He's not gonna show his head. Hi ladies Shh everybody don't be quiet hide hide everybody hide. Hi. How are you? Good Well, I'm cut off again. So yeah, I told him that you were gonna do that Come in and say hi. No, don't sorry guys Hey, and he says hey look at look at what a honey. Look what a honey wrote Take your dirty shoes off Okay, I will Lou says hi Steve. Lou's been MIA. She's back. She's gonna be back, right Lou? Some of us had and she says welcome welcome homie Everybody's saying a hi. Hi. Did you uh come down so we can see your face because it's a good face. I like it It's all right. We're just looking at your pretty eyes. Anyways, it's a good face. I like that face You smell hot Kevin kiss You smell like you've been baking in the truck or out work or something Doing my thing doing a thing I'm gonna go take my shoes off. Okay. Yeah, you're doing way over there. You're gonna take kitty. You want to take kitty out? Lou no, but Lou seriously though. This is totally serious, and I'm looking at you It's not always about the way watchers with me. If you see him online. It's not just about way watchers It's about us as friends and communities and homies and talking Uh, I only have one pair of shorts that fit right now And I refuse. Hi sandy Susan says hello to hi cat. Oh, okay. My fourth favorites here You're so off the wagon right now Bonnie You're not alone Uh, there's just lots of wagons parked on the side of the road everywhere everywhere. We look with no owners and nobody driving them Is there to bring it around Lou? A trippy thing happened the other day. We were going to Think of Oliver And we're coming down our street and then our main street down here Started down at one end long story short. They were having um A neighbor of ours Was killed in Iraq a month ago. So I'm like my whole town had this humongous Miles long drive-by Uh for his family. I've never seen anything like it But I'll tell you what Somebody needs to get in touch with Steve and make sure that I don't get one of those drive-by parades on my birthday My birthday is next month And if anybody arranges a drive-by parade, I will not show up Oh We can buy him online though, sadly, but I refuse I refuse Cat, how are you today? Beautiful lady. I'll you know what all my friends are just like the most beautiful I miss I miss home goods And I need to find a desk because I've got one computer there one computer here all we're doing is homework there It's just a mess in here right now Lou. Oh my gosh Means we're all queens some of them are princesses some of us are queens Oh, Angela Beautiful lady Okay, you guys so ordered a little frother yesterday I like how you did it all in and in little letters like whispering I ordered a little a little frother yesterday. Shh mom's the word Hi Regina cat it's really hot down here, too And I'm so jealous that you guys you know since my pool's a community pool We don't get to use it. I don't know what I'm gonna do with this kid all summer long I'm so envious of your pool and you're being able to use it Watching DVDs, you know, that's another problem that we have Maybe I should buy some DVDs online since I'm buying some I always just pray everything gets here before he does If not come up with a story Um That's we've been talking about the lockdown cat and how everybody's feeling about you know, some people opening up cat Are you guys opening up on in Las Vegas? Oh, yeah, you're the one with the crazy mayor the crazy lady mayor I forgot to ask you about that for you guys that don't know my friend cat on point has a channel You guys gotta remind me cat on point if you don't already watch her Which of course, I'm sure all of you do but if there's one new person here Go to her channel click on her name Subscribe and go be a member of her beautiful Just that's another place to go like barbers channel when you just need to relax not angelas I'm teasing you But my best friend moved so I missed the swimming so much, honey How oh my gosh, I'll drive don't tempt me. I'll get in my car and I'll drive He's intercepting the boxes You got another box. There's a package on the stairs Okay, shawnda give him heart give him give him lots of hugs. Thanks for popping in Yeah, we all have a different level of craziness. Mine's a little odd Angela's is just full of energy Cat's just like cats like when you want to look at somebody beautiful. Angela is beautiful, too I mean and I saw I came upon one of your old The other day and I sat there and just stared at it for like three minutes girl. The difference is just Yes, our mayor and her mayor heavy before oh her husband are real characters. He used to be a mob lawyer. Oh Oh my gosh But I don't say that in a negative way and it's a fun uplifting channel But sometimes we just you know what I'm saying, right? I want to be a cat when I grow up to or whenever kids hi Ruth How are you? She's so beautiful and it you know, you know, it's like just like sus and cat You know, we all have our different I'm sure there's certain ways that you guys look at me and other youtubers that you guys watch and we couldn't be more different and For a while there when I was going MIA like you Lou ensues It's because I was letting the comparison be the thief of joy. I was like, oh, I'm not like that youtuber and Wow, they have 10,000 Viewers and they've only been here for two weeks And then I realized I can't I can't do that because I don't want to be like them I'm me and I'm gonna stay me and anybody who wants to hang out with me is welcome to hang around like me I did no I left you another one because I left on 11 months ago And then I left another one yesterday because I was just looking at you thinking I hope she looks at these occasionally because that is like Okay, so smack vision cat on point bar per pass Mel's ww journey. Am I missing anybody you guys smack vision? Hey, Tonya. How are you? You guys have to if you if you're not at smack vision you have to go First go look at when she started. Okay. Look at her beginning video and then look at her now She needs to be an ambassador Have you thought about applying Angela? I think you should pretend you're normal and sane for 10 minutes to Pen a letter to the ww Flip your hair into that nice little 50s do because it's so beautiful Oh, yes, you do. Let's do it for you. Come on now You and sandy both I could I know I repeat this every time you come on here, but it's just a fact You encourage me when I see you and how far you've come. It's like, okay. Look at her. I've done that and I'm gonna keep doing that You're you're an amazing creature See Ruth smart. She agrees Me too, honey Isn't her hair beautiful cat? It just always looks so pretty Just like mine Angela, okay, let me ask you a question What better things do you have to do right now? That's a valid question. Didn't see that coming did you? Check it out, man Throw in that old picture throw in the new picture. Let him know that There's nothing wrong with you Let him believe that there's nothing wrong with you on you. Whoops Oh, thank you, Tonya. Not so much lately. I wish I could I could do that Because I know you can take it. That's the thing Because I love when people give it to me because I can take it, but everybody's too polite Claire Never say that nobody is too anything to have a youtube channel because we all have something to offer someone Right That's what I need to tell myself Just because I'm not at goal And uh, you know, my family's a little different than everybody else's family That doesn't mean I don't have something to offer and I bet you would have something to offer as well Cat, you know what though? You have the perfect coloring for this, but you're too beautiful and still too young I've talked long enough my hubby's home Um, just remember that you guys You know what? I'm going to say this last thing before I say 10 more last things like I always do Don't ever say anything like that about yourself. I'm too boring. I'm too Loud I'm too obnoxious. I don't know enough We all have something to offer. I get something from just about everybody uh, um Just about everybody Our community has changed a lot Yes, honey That's why I don't come on live as much anymore either because I feel like I'm Repeating everything I say which I am I should just record it And put it on every day on a loop I just you know what I had somebody say something like I just can't watch all your videos Nita because you're on too much For good night patricia sweet dreams. Hi lori lori always coming right at the end my friend If you'd like just my regular videos And you just want to catch 10 minutes and me cook in or whatever It will not say live in the title if you want to come in and chit chat and Throw it down with me Look for the live and come in here and let's talk You just finished dinner. I don't know what we're having for dinner I haven't broken the news to him yet that he's making it I think I may have forgot to defrost the pork chops All right kids. Thank you so much and remember we can always talk about anything here It doesn't have to be just weight watchers And if anybody needs to talk about their feelings if they're scared I am gonna be the weight watching mr. Rogers channel I'm here to validate your feelings and tell you it's all gonna be okay And change my shoes I am off thursday and friday do a live then please. Okay lori. Um What's today tuesday? Will you message me on instagram and remind me? Only because I never know what day it is Hand to god, I never know what day it is. You know it's okay you know I don't particularly like coming late on somebody's live because They're having a conversation. I don't know what they're talking about. It's I and that's okay But that's why I put the live in the title so that if you like my regular videos Which sometimes you're just silly You can watch those or watch these or you can do both By ang talk to you later and I'm gonna I'm gonna bug you about that Totally bug you about that and I'm gonna get everybody to get on board to bug you about it Okay, you guys lou. I'm super happy to see you. I'm always happy to see all you guys If anybody's feeling it's the last time I'm gonna say this and I won't say 10 more times anxious susie Scared everybody anybody anything? I love you cat. We'll talk soon Just message me you guys know where to find me and uh and we'll talk okay All right claire you go to bed and you are not boring my friend. I don't have boring friends honey. Thanks for the laughs Thanks for always bringing the levity. I appreciate it greatly Oh lou then what you need to contact me. Come on. I'm serious Love you. Good night sandy. Good night everybody