 Hey y'all, how are you guys doing? So I am back with another chit chat girl and disclaimer I mean I always do a disclaimer First of all, I'm still getting over allergies. So my voice may be cracking It may be an octave for too low and then what it normally is it is what it is girl This claimer. This is random as hell. This was not planned since I'm going to be filming a tutorial I might as well talk doing it. Okay girl multitasking And I did fix myself a drink if they drink now Miss Rhonda Rhonda is my cousin here in Phoenix, Arizona. Y'all her name is mr. Like for 72. She has a YouTube channel. I love her She sent me this god-awful recipe for another drink And it was mango and what was it girl mango and cranberry with green apple vodka now, I tried the girl I Tried it about three days ago, and I didn't like it. You know what it is it boiled down to I don't like mango mix With other stuff. I just like mango strength, but I do like green apple vodka with the cranberry So I'm not gonna drink all this y'all and I only got a little bit. It's not even it's not even dinner time. So But it just you know, it just gets me feeling better. It's some good mystery punch So y'all he had talking about a random a lot of random stuff Um Wow doing my hair. I'm actually gonna be setting my hair in twist finally. No, not twist braids Finally going to officially review the niche line in a proper way So yeah, let me unravel Yeah, real quick while I'm around with my hair. I am still amazed I know I shouldn't be but I just feel like there's so much information out there There's just really no excuses. I mean, I don't I don't understand I am still amazed at the fact that there are so many women with natural hair who still Don't know how to do their hair What is the problem? I mean, I understand if you're experiencing I understand if you're experiencing an actual issue if you're here, maybe you're having you don't experience in shedding breakage dryness dryness, excuse me, but to not have a regimen down If you've been natural for one plus years, I mean I have I have women approaching me with their hair looking This is good. This is this good to compare to what cuz my hair is shiny But that's the sign of health But their hair is looking like new growth all over not to say there's nothing wrong with that But it looks very it's dry. Their hair is dry. They're not sure what to do And I'm like, excuse me again I understand if you have any issues and you just went natural, but there's so much information out there First of all, I find yet again that people are doing way too many things with their hair Way too many things are using way too many products and I'm guilty of that Your regimen your regimen should be simplified. Okay to make it easier. You don't have to do protective styling I look I am not looking forward and I right now. I'm really not on Facebook that much. So I don't see the foolery But around this time as it gets cooler You'll I will normally see posts from and again I get it if this is something that you're traditionally used to doing But I'm just trying to say from experience take it by someone who's been natural almost 10 years You do not have to put your hair in a protective style in order for it to grow I don't know where that came from, but that was really I think it's kind of died down But it was really popular popular, you know, seven or eight years ago to put your hair in a protective style You know or to put your hair in a protective style when it's cooler I do know low manipulation. Okay low manipulation most of the time What you saw before you probably didn't see it I had my hair pulled back in twist in a low bun. That's how I wear my I do not wear my hair out Y'all first of all, it's too much hair and I get hot again. I feel like I say this a lot So, yeah, you know, just have a very simple regimen, you know Perfect your try to perfect your styles. You don't have to do perm rods You don't have to do those god-awful waveforms. You don't have to do, you know, you don't have to do anything that is You styles that you may feel is difficult But again, I couldn't understand if you get bored with your hair styles in the way that you wear your hair or if you're at a Lymph that is you that god-awful lift to where you have no choice but to twist it You it's too short to really put in a ponytail. So what do you do with it? You can still pin your hair up and twist if you can twist your hair You can still pin it up you guys So I think I will be coming back on camera with a lot more pin-up styles and maybe just do a few with my hair Still in twist Because it's so funny. I get I get the most compliments Well, I'm just putting my hair up real fast and doing something. So alright y'all so um Girl ain't nothing going on in YouTube, but chocolate capricorn you make me sit girl. She Yeah, I tried not to look at the drama. I tried not to but I did I went and watched Another another gentleman's video Did y'all hear that? Yeah, I'm paranoid as hell. Um, I went to go look at another gentleman's video and I Was confused as hell girl, but when I tell you I'm not surprised. I know y'all figure what I'm talking about a youtuber named Sean Bradley and James Caldwell And I'm sorry. I looked at uh, I'm not I'm not subscribed to Sean um, I used to be but Yeah, we ain't gonna go into why I'm not and I'm but I am subscribed to Stuff to James and I saw his video and when I tell you he snapped like Snap snap. Yeah, I wasn't ready for it, but I'm not surprised. Okay. So anyway girl moving on from that Yeah, I didn't even tell y'all so when I was filming my last to check video. It was um It was storming did I tell y'all? Oh, yeah, cuz I was me appearing though. It was storming But how about actually while I was filming a supposedly suppose? Tornado was in Phoenix. Yeah, they went no damn tornado. That was a large dust When I tell you these folks Flipped out. I saw the Facebook cuz I'm friends Facebook friends with at least five people that live in this area, right? I want to say oh my kid is at school and they're they're They put on an alarm category one hell of y'all talking about you that was nothing I saw videos of me just look like a large dust storm. I was like, yo I Told my husband I said these folks are going crazy. Apparently a tornado and I turned it on touchdown in my area like literally with five Five miles from me. Yeah, my neighborhood. So I was like, okay It's not Bob and let me tell you I'm from East Texas I can't tell you how many times my little chubby ass had to get down in the hallway and try to squish my head down Because I was fat fat, you know So we had tornado drills growing up, you know in in East Texas y'all know what I'm talking about I got people who watch me from from the South We had tornado drills Okay, it's part of the part of the game plan And it floods out there too not just tornado floods So I was just like this ain't nothing This is it and I get it people out here are not used to it, but I was like girl They were like what what did you see it? I said my blinds were open and I was doing my hair, but I didn't see what you saw No, no, yeah, whatever Poor poor tink tinks. So anyway, y'all Heads up. I did let y'all know I posted a couple of days ago that we will be doing vlogmas now I have no hold on let me take a drink after that. This is good now You could also look I'm dripping everywhere. You can also make something called I saw a recipe run if you want to do this as a recipe called apple pie. I don't I don't know. No, I just won't Yeah, so anyway, we will be doing vlogmas and I want this to be a little bit more organized Then last year the year before it was good. I had actual stuff I mean, I had stuff kind of sort of planned for last year But girl none of the year before I didn't do last year I did it two years in a row and when I tell you it's a lot of work So those of you don't know vlogmas is happens in in December and it's basically where vloggers post a vlogging video every day up until Christmas in preparation for the holidays basically I love this time of the year y'all I really just coming up. Seriously. We about to be in October. Can y'all believe this? Can you believe it? We about to be in October and these kids gonna be coming by your door ringing on your door now getting a get in there There's asked for candy. It's here. It is coming This would be the first year when I'm not making JB's Halloween costume I'm kind of girl. I'm kind of glad and I get out. I got off the hook. So anyway, y'all, let's talk about something else. All right, so What did I have down and in my note y'all all right, so what I'm watching on TV So I told y'all last time I was watching fear of the walking dead, which this season was way better in my opinion I really do like Morgan and The two-faced man The white two-faced the white on there. I really do like that I like I think I like fear of the walking dead more so than I like the walking dead right now Because I didn't even watch the past few seasons of the walking dead One because I was getting scared but look Girl, I'm fixing up at the show. I was telling y'all about on Netflix called the OA And it's the letter OA that weird as it is just weird as one of the weirdest yet Fascinating shows that I've ever seen and they decided to cancel season three. I'm like what? Just when I was getting over the octopus filling up the lady. I was getting past that part. It's weird Oh, yeah, it's weird. It's interesting, but you just got to get through it. You got to get through it I know some of y'all told me I know I had cuz I've been asking for recommendations or what what to watch And I know some of y'all suggested three percent. I Can't do it. And let me tell you what what what episode I'm on They have gotten past where I sound country They've gotten past where they can get the food once they do the uno door So I can't well, I don't speak Portuguese where they're basically learning the cold and now they're outside I'm still not into it. I can't I'm not feeling it. It's not drawing me. So I'm not gonna I'm not it doesn't get better There's nothing honestly, there's nothing that's gonna that can make me at this point want to continue watching it So I'm not watching it anymore. Sorry y'all Not doing since eight anymore because it's just way too sexual way too sexual and Yeah, that's I yeah, no girl Um Bloodline is the shit nits if you want to look if you all about petty not petty drama I mean it has everything you can think of wrapped up in a Series it's called bloodline and it's on Netflix and it has CC's CC's basic Some other people who are really not that popular In this I haven't really seen them in anything actually You know what I watch what was it called? Yeah, what was it called? Why am I clapping my thighs? Let me look it up. Hold on has the girl that plays in this is In another series that I saw with the actress from don't tell mom the babies of the Zed That's not fake one of my favorite shows y'all. I love me some 90s movies. Let me look her up Christina Applegate Okay, so Christina Applegate plays in this show What it's a car with debt to me debt to me look up debt to me It is not what you think at all. All right. That was another one. That was a little like I don't know about this, but it is good debt to me on Netflix. It's really good. Absolutely love it So, um, yeah girl the OA is gone gone gone gone Waiting for the dark to come back so I can see that fine. You know to me a bubble up, but no Look, I'm growing so I can like me someone who's fine and and I'm gonna die and I can I can you know I'm okay. I'm almost 40 years old. Okay, so I have a little celebrity crush on one of the actors because I Saw how fit to me. Look, it's not you can't just mean not any type of old person You know what I mean? I like an older man who clearly has kept himself up and together And this guy has he's 50 something years old He's a German German actor with a movie that series is German base. Excuse me I'm referring to the series called dark on Netflix. And so that's coming back. I'm assuming sometime soon I'm hoping it is but I Know I'm getting off kind of off subject. Y'all know who I think is the epitome of Older gentlemen older handsome gentleman who's really taking care of himself and I see how old he is Before I I go in. Hold on y'all All right y'all so Does anyone watch live PD y'all I could tell we getting old because we PD is very similar to Cops, but it's like cops with different type of angles and different perspectives and they Shoot out here. Actually They do a Tucson Tulsa, Oklahoma Girls South Carolina. I can tell before they even open up their mouth I can tell when they're in South Carolina Those people the black people outside South Carolina have a different look about them And I think it's because what other a group of Magala people they didn't mix with any other people with any other races They really stick to their own different type of people there Look very much like West Africans. They they kept that as far as facial appearances But anyway, South Carolina someplace like Louisiana child below, but anyway back to the older mind Sergeant Sticks larkin Sean larkin, I think he's from Oklahoma when I tell you that is a handsome Older gentleman. I think that he's gonna be pushy. He's in his mid 40s. He's very fit He's in his mid 40s. He's very fit. He's physically fit and it was so funny because We were watching it a couple of months ago, we watch it all the time now But a couple of months ago we're watching it and I was telling my husband like that man is so good-looking My husband like that old looking man because he he has allowed his hair He doesn't die color his hair. His hair is gray all grayed out. It's my husband like that old-looking man I say Scares me but as a female stages that man, it would be the perfect mate Yes, he's physically fit. He's very good-looking. So anyway y'all Back to Netflix girl. I said all they have just running in circles. Why don't you tell me I watched the season finale of glitch Glitch is a Australian based show First season was the bomb second season was amazing. This season was good, too I'm not gonna give me spoilers, but girl that was one scene. Wow. It's like blast for me Yeah, yeah, I need to read the Old Testament and the and you need to read the book of Corinthians But no, I try to be open you guys. I really do. There was one part but one scene where One of the Awaken women it basically talks it basically deals with a group of people who They're not zombies, but they come back to life and they come back in their former self If they died in 1984, they think it's the 1984 They don't realize that this actually modern day is 2019. They're not mummified. They still have their they're basically their cells are rejuvenated so there was one scene in season three where The woman was like one of the back-to-life Women was like well, so basically we're like Jesus and he responded. He said no Jesus was like you But I endured I endured I washed it Let me go ahead. I hate the sinner not to sin or whatever. I hate to see enough to send a girl Check it out. Look some of y'all but some of y'all old school saying to be like girl. No, we ain't gonna do that So y'all anyway, I watch you know what there are some movies. I'm a movie watcher you guys I watch a lot of movies. I'm a I watch I Don't really watch TV as much as I used to but the first thing I learned how to read my mom My mom will always tell me she always joke about it the first thing I learned how to read was a TV guy and As we were growing up my father would make us read the opening credits and the ending credits of movies So I have watched a lot of different movies When I was in there I was a strange child when I was younger I will watch old movies. I mean Movies from the 20s 30s 50s. I love you know people talk about y'all have you ever seen? Imitation of life. I see yes, but have you seen the original imitation of life? Oh, yes I'm one of those I look at the originals. Okay, I will look at a horror a non-horror movie here And then look up like ring, which is really Ringo I've seen all those hell sometimes I look at it in in the language and I don't even do the clothes cap Because I'm crazy like that. I just that's just how passionate passionate. I am about movies, but there are certain movies that just Are so emotional and just hit a nerve with basically a trigger to where Basically a trigger to where I won't watch it again. There's a couple of movies Like that for me American X is why I just need my perfume In my voice y'all American X hotel will Wanda. I cannot watch that ever again They did with the genocide between the Hutus and Tutsis Africa um hotel will Wanda. I can never watch again Um the boy in the strike pajamas Can never watch again. I lost some of the Quentin Tarantino movies are so graphic I don't want you I wouldn't want you again 12 years a slave can't do it But one that wasn't necessarily graphic, but was just so Emotional for me was intercellular with Matthew McConaughey and Hathaway Matt Damon, you know, all he had a cast I think John what I forgot his name last last name is with an L So it was such a overwhelming Emotional movie that I I was like, I'm gonna watch this is it's good Very good movie. Amazing movie. Okay. I'm I can't watch this again. Child. I watched it again this past weekend That big of a fan of Matthew McConaughey and the the reason for it. You're gonna laugh at me Matthew McConaughey is actually from my hometown you guys. He's from Um, it wasn't born there, but he was raised partially in Longview, Texas Um, and I know people who know Matt just what they used to call a man He even spoke briefly about Longview High School Last year because my high school actually went to state in one Football is very serious in east Texas. They don't play in Texas in general. Football is serious. Y'all know that so anyway But the reason why I always sighed Matthew McConaughey because you wouldn't know he has his southern accent But he drank It's like can you not? You really have to talk like that all the time you hear him sounds like he's about to drink out of a damn mayonnaise glass I mean, I shouldn't talk because I got but still I'm like Of his persona is he plays up to he's an amazing actor I'm not gonna do I'm not gonna discredit him from that But that I think he plays on that accent which I don't I get it. Hell sometimes I do it too if I need something If I need something for someone I'm like, how can you help me with that? But he just does it all the damn time. I'm like, come on So I'm seeing him in intercellular, right Um, amazing movie if you have not seen it if you're into sci-fi movies Check it out. It's really good But you know, I was watching it you guys and one part of the scene it came out in 2013 And one part of the scene Matt Damon's character Basically stated He plays an astronaut. He basically asked, you know, uh Matthew McConaughey character Cooper He's basically dying in this scene. Cooper is dying. Okay. He asked him What do you see? Do you see your children? Statistics shows or studies show that when you're dying You see your children a lot of people think that you it varies for a lot of people But a lot of people think that your life flashes Uh, in front of you, but as someone who has gone through a state of actually dying Back in 2014. I actually have a story time video of this I was sick Kind of like I am now, but it was cooler and it turned into an upper respiratory infection Excuse me y'all I woke him in the middle of the night and I couldn't speak. I'm not gonna say a lot about it because again I have a story time basically I was having to ask my attack for 15 minutes straight Um, I didn't want to disturb my husband. I didn't want to disturb my my baby JB was just a year old then he was just a baby I didn't want to disturb them So I was an idiot and drove myself to the hospital. That was the biggest mistake I almost died the hospital was only Seven or eight minutes away, but that was that was so stupid To the point the ER doctor was very upset when she found that I drove myself there But what happened is that by the time I've gotten to the ER, right? um My breath Was getting shorter and shorter and it literally feels like someone is pouring sand down your throat And it's it's rising up and you're you're losing. I mean That's the only thing I could you know compare it to so Excuse me you guys Um, I get out I park I get to the hospital right get it to the ER. I'm literally 20 feet away But it's cold it with the cold air coming in I can't breathe so I ambulance I call 911 excuse me outside of the hospital And they answer and I'm literally like I'm having I'm just I so I try to stay on long enough and I couldn't even get it out. I couldn't even get it out I couldn't even tell her I told her I was at the at the hospital, but I couldn't get out where I was at lots of short girl I started crying I knew that this was it and then I start I saw flashes of my child I started I'm gonna try harder to cry. I start I saw flashes of him being born I saw flashes of him as the baby. I just saw just different stages of his life His little life. He only been alive for a year. You know, he's only he's only a year old, right? So I was but it but actually that is what calmed me down and that is what I honestly think that is what saved my life is the will to to you know, live for my child So I calmed down calmed my breath and what it felt like forever, but finally Um nurses ran out with a wheelchair. They saw me barely leaning up. I was halfway Like a drunk person. I was leaning up like this on the car. I don't know why I did that So they woke me in and at this point I could not breathe and I remember It's funny how you remember certain things. I remember the nurse behind me saying she sounds like a train She literally sounds like A train. That's how much fluid and just it was so horrible. They thought I had pneumonia. Yeah I was an ICU for three days after that, but you know The overall message of this movie is you think it's about time travel and the missions dimensions, excuse me, but It really talks about the power of love and how honestly and I really do feel this way You know after watching this I thought about it, you know And I think about stuff like this you guys I think about serious topics every night and I could be serious And I thought about it, you know, I think that love is the most it's not even an emotional It's not any emotion. It is an emotional feeling, but it's more than that Love is the strongest force out there whether it be love for A spouse a wife husband significant other love for a child It is the most powerful because if you think about it people have done the craziest things For love people have killed people for love people have given birth for love, you know life and death For love they've done the craziest thing in the most beautiful things um for love and I I honestly do feel like um When it comes to even illnesses and uh depression to a certain degree I am not going to knock down clinical depression that is due to um chemistry, you know Well at the end of the day, I really do think that if more people felt love if more people Reach out to their quote unquote loved ones And if you actually hear those words, I love you It does something to you, you know what I mean? It can mean a lot to a person It can mean a lot a lot to a complete stranger To show love to show and that could be in an act of kindness, you know random act of kindness So yeah, I love the movie. I say honestly, I love the movie. I really did. I was okay watching it You know, I was booing in the middle of it, but I was okay We're going to talk a little bit about celebrity stuff So I know I am late girl and I really ain't going to talk about a lot about this But I just think it's Absolutely crazy Y'all friends Malik Yoba Malik yabba dabba do y'all know what I'm talking about the actor from um Uh undercover new york undercover and from tally parry's why did I get married and why did I get married too? Chow so he had revealed a couple of weeks ago that he has an attraction to transgender women. Okay cool moving on But why apparently in this other interview? I don't know if it was him or someone else that he brought with him basically said that doctors assign gender Let me tell you something. I am not co-signing this bullshit Doctors do not assign gender now. There are situations to where if a child is born intersex or uh Unfortunately, there were some some cases A while back and I think it's still going on today if a child was born with both genders that the doctor would choose And that's the after type of what I remember here in the case where a individual went to the doctor had a skin and come to find out he had ovaries He had no idea. He had ovaries and he had no idea So yeah in those cases they do choose but every day they don't just you know wake up and say Oh jayby, we're gonna make you a boy today. No the hell That doesn't apparently child he ain't got upset and walked out of the interview I didn't want you y'all. He is a mess. So what what I'm hearing is that there are these sexual allegations For underage children that is going on and that's one of the reasons why he came out and said that he had this attraction toward Transsexual so I would be interested to see how that is going to play out. You know y'all Everything what is done in the dark will come to the light like they say, you know what I mean so child But speaking of children y'all I was so upset to hear this case out of whack-ass florida. Of course it's florida Sorry if you live in florida. I'm sorry if you're from florida. I'm just so sorry This police officer arrested two six-year-olds twice. I looked at two Videos I couldn't even get through it because it's so disturbing like What about a six-year-old? Can you not control and you feel the need to arrest and there was a little boy and a little girl That is so heartbreaking to me those children are going to be forever traumatized because you can imagine If someone calls you and tells you that your child has your six-year-old child was arrested at school When I understand the little boy was actually processed The little boy was actually handcuffed. I'm getting emotional because this is upsetting The little boy was actually Processed meaning he was handcuffed Photographed. Are you out of your damn mind? Like these people have lost common sense all together What makes it even more disheartening is that it was a brother a black police officer that arrested these two young black children He should not if you cannot handle children six-year-olds, you shouldn't be a damn police officer That is the most asinine story. I've ever read I That those parents should sue the hell out of that police department and school because if they are under the age of 12 The parents are supposed to be called Absolutely ridiculous. I don't know why the little boy the little boy was was um arrested for a separate incident But I believe the little girl I believe that she um Kicked verbally assaulted not very physically assaulted the teacher even then those children are Traumatized could you imagine? I mean I've seen videos of kids who are Absolutely horrible bad and you know, they've done something that's bad and they were handcuffed and arrested I didn't even agree with that because they're doing it to scare them. I don't agree with that I'm sorry. There's other ways to go about You shouldn't have to scare someone into behaving correctly. That's horrible That is such a failure Oh my god, I don't know somebody asked me be You can't do that, but that's the that's the mama bear in me So I'm I'm kicking everybody's asses everybody everybody line up. I'm serving everybody an ass woman That's the mama bear in me. You can't do that But you can knock them on the books as far as getting a lawyer. No one should be arresting a child I had glasses at a six years old Are you kidding me? Y'all anyway So that is enough y'all I get inside track. Thank y'all for watching. Take care. Bye