 It's only as awkward as you make it a lot of times and one of the things that we do we know we're going to be out and about and so we know that we have a very beautiful understanding in our religion that prayer is actually light. Prayer is a source of light and the places where we pray, where we make that sejda, it leaves a mark you know that will testify on our behalf on the Day of Judgment that worship and remembrance of God was established in that mark. And so it's nice to know like on the way coming here we pass by the shopping center where the Hacienda Theater is we've been to that theater but like the sister said we schedule it around prayer times and we literally like I feel good knowing that we left the prayer mark in that shopping center on several different spots in that parking lot. I'm like hey we left the prayer mark there and so I tell my daughters when I you know I have a lot of slogans in the house just to help make principles easy to memorize but that's just one of them you know it's only as awkward as you make it and so be creatively righteous that's one of the things I say we have to be creatively righteous. We can establish these prayers they always tell me stories of you know leaving of you know having to pray in the Nordstroms dressing room you know all kinds like I said I mean how many parking lots you know are you going to end up praying balconies all these different places you end up praying we can do it we can establish and it's only as hard as we make it sometimes there's just a lot of fears we put in our own hearts it's all like right here it's going to be awkward. I'm not I'm not saying you got to get up in the middle of the movie theater and go down use there's a platform down in front you go down the platform and pray right there yeah and give the a damn you know and go pray but make it work there's times Maryam is right here as a witness we've sometimes the timing is falling a prayer time we even said okay this is where we're going to pray and we pray right there we get up right and even take turns pray on a relay so we don't lose our seats and stuff have we done that right we've gone in corners and theaters and pray right inside the theater and so far we're still alive nobody said anything nobody kicked this out of the theater so again you have to look at it in the positive don't always take the responsibilities as a negative oh we got to pray no we're leaving marks of light across the earth we're making sedge the marks of light on the earth that a lot was worse to you in a theater you remembered a lot in the theater you may have been that only person you know always think about that we go to a certain place we may be the only people in this mall in this wherever who remember God that's why the dua that you say when going into the marketplace is so huge right when you go to a mall you should there's a specific do I'm not even gonna tell you what is because I want you to look it up yourself that you submit don't we say that do I will go to store go to safeway target come in the door make the dua because it's huge because this is a place where people aren't thinking about God you're thinking about what they want to get for themselves okay and that's something I appreciate as a convert is that Allah has helped us to remember him but sometimes you just feel so tongue-tied like what am I supposed to say to God no one's supposed to think of God what I say so he just gives us all these things to say what to say when you get up what to say when you go to the restaurant what to say when you put on your clothes what to say before you eat what to say when you leave the house what to say when you get in your mode of transportation what to say when you go to the store what to say when you enter into a house of worship what to say when you leave what to say when you leave the bathroom right what to say when you greet someone all these different duos is like we can definitely get out there okay and again it's it's we should take an empowering and a positive attitude this is awesome I can talk to God with his own words right his own words of course he's gonna hear that and love that so a lot of times it's only as awkward as we make it so we have to to find creative solutions to some of our challenges but be creatively righteous