 all right time to finish the story it kind of doesn't make sense just uh you know part one i kind of like left out the karma like aspect to the whole thing so you have all whoever's watching this has all the right in the world say i'm a dumb ass because i was a dumb ass there was a sign when like the last few days riders couldn't even hear it because i was so frustrated and you know just everything clicked once i thought about it so used to live in a big house where four other people rented a room and she had cameras inside which i hate it you know what i mean but that also meant that nobody could possibly go in somebody else's room or there would be really no tinkering of any kind you know so i came into this house this new one and i got very very good vibes from pretty much absolutely everybody and everybody kind of minds their own business and does their own thing nobody would ever like go in there someone else's door or things like that i ended up hanging out with my roommates or two of them the ones like next door to me and everything was great everything was super chill and it was really nice because i kind of like got to be a little bit introduced to the house this and that i also was giving somebody a lot of information that i wasn't even noticing that i was giving and the whole time he was scoping me out and i had no idea it had to have been him like i don't even want to like entertain a thought that wasn't him because i feel like i would be disrespecting myself because of how obvious it was he doesn't work and of all the people that i've ever been in these room prevent situations with every single one of them works and it's like there's just kind of this no BS kind of attitude with people who work it's kind of like they can get things on their own they're used to doing things on their own like they don't really need to cut corners like stealing or doing any of this cheap stuff and it's like you don't have anything to do either when you're stuck at home and guess what you have your egos constantly growing you constantly want new stuff but you can't get any because you're not working but then it's like they don't want to get a job but then they need money and how do they do it they steal or a lot of times people do steal but i pay rent on the second and i go in and search around my room and i can't find it you know immediately think of like every single time that i've had somebody do this to me it's always been a pretty guy who i knew was pretty scummy that has been around me enough to understand my routines and like sick as it is he was scoping me out you know what i mean so i leaves lots of stuff just right around the corner like or like even out in the open sometimes and like when i don't talk to anybody when nobody knows most of the time it's left alone but it's only when somebody knows about it it's like a friend which is not really a friend so so it was gone i didn't say anything to him my first initial instinct was to do kind of like the silent treatment and then see if anybody brings it up and then trace it back to the source because i would will not have told anybody but to me i just i'd feel sick if i just don't tell him and it sucks so i don't want to deal with like the fighting or the arguing or like i don't want to say hi to him i don't want to shake his hand i don't really want anything to do with him i don't know if he's going to like turn it on me if he's going to because he's manipulative so like i'm just trying to break it off like i bought him a brand new tv i gave him a ps4 pro i gave him a lot of stuff you know what i mean and i like i don't think it's screwing him over in any way by not wanting to do anything with him just because i just don't want anything to do with him i gave him a bunch of shit i've known him for like a month you know what i mean so i just hoping there's no retaliation here because i don't see why there would be but like another reason is because i lost my phone and he found it like at that day i kind of seemed like really aloof because my stealing radar wasn't going off with the chick which i really don't understand why but with them to me it was so so obvious they weren't doing the things that they'd normally do 100% it was very very very obvious and then like i go and i put a new lock on my door and he doesn't say anything because it would draw attention unnecessary attention to his issue but anybody would bring that up he has such a weird cocky ego it's just like i need to break it off and i don't want any i don't want any communication i don't want to deal with any of this and i know how it's gonna end for him just because i'm older and i know how and i'm not gonna do anything i'm just saying i know how this naturally will come to an end i've thought about it so it's just amazing it's just amazing and i deserve it you know i 100% i've had lots of really big punches to the gut in the last couple years especially with money and maybe it's to stall the karma i don't know but another thing is that i 100% i believe in if you do a lot of good things good things happen to you and if you do a lot of bad things bad things happen to you most people understand that it's karma so i will say that i believe in karma but i just think generally there's an unseen force that sees absolutely everything and if you want to do a lot of good things good things happen to you if you do want to do a lot of bad things bad things happen to you so i don't have to do anything to him and i've i've already understood that i don't want anything to do with any bad karma any lying stealing i don't want anything to do with any of that so um yeah i really believe in that and i really think it's a real thing and if you're somebody who has these bad tendencies like stealing or just screwing people over i recommend stopping as soon as you can because if even if people don't see it you're not getting away with it you know what i mean and man i just can't believe this i can't i can't believe i can't believe this and like i would do the same thing this guy was doing too i would literally take of something big ruin the whole situation the whole like trust like it's this is a sick thing i couldn't never be friends with him like i would be one of my friends that we've never had this issue with like there's no going back from this kind of behavior and it's unfortunate and it's weird because i actually got passed it like you could trust me with any like i don't want to take any i don't want to take anything from anybody you could leave anything at my house or whatever i just literally do not want it so it's like somehow i came around i don't understand um and i was really bad i had really bad issues i'd even take from family and it's like it's sick for me to even think about that and i was just like it was like an addiction you know what i mean and like i'm so glad that i got passed that because i don't think i could have any real healthy relationships if that was going on and i think i would pretty much take it you know do that from with everybody and that's just it makes me say there's just this one incident i'm just so disgusted and it's like i used to do this like it's terrible i've never talked about this on this channel but you know i've tried to talk to my friends about it and i can't even get passed like i'm trying to say like oh i had all these issues and then i literally can't get passed that they're like oh we were you stealing stuff from my house like do i gotta watch you now and i'm like okay well just shut up like i i'm trying to get to the point where like literally like i'm probably the most trustworthy person like i know trustworthy people who would maybe take a little something here and there you know if it was easy you know what i mean but not me that's been thieves and karma part two just kind of like a full circle thing can't believe the situation i can't believe how it all ended um yeah i still have yet to talk to him it's gonna be like i had something i'm dreading because i don't think it's gonna go super easy but hopefully it does and like he has narcissistic tendencies which means he's going to kind of retaliate and try to basically burn the house down if he ever gets kicked out if he ever leaves so hopefully we could kind of like neutralize him or back off or kind of get him to think we're not engaging and just kind of back out so anyways part two let me know what you think of these stories let me know what you think of karma in general let me know what you think of thieves you probably hate them just as much as i do i can't stand them i don't know why i was everyone it's hard to admit that i was but you know what i gotta say it and uh probably getting what i deserve hopefully it's the last part though hopefully it's the last thing