 Hello my YouTube family. Welcome to another NARC Survivor Live video. In this one we're going to be talking about when the narcissist realises they betrayed themselves because they came into your life, they manipulated you, they lied to you, they future faked and exploited you, they took you for all your worth, they stripped you of your value, everything that made you who you are, they took that away from you while making you believe in a possible future with them, that they never even took the steps to bring into fruition because it's not something that they were ever really about. They came around you to take from you, not to give anything to you. But the regard is that narcissists do betray themselves by doing what they do to their victims. And I know that not only my own experiences but also from seeing you, my viewers, my clients seeing just how great you are. The narcissist really did betray themselves because they assumed that what they got was what you had to give. Like they didn't realise that there was so much more to you, that there was another side to you, that you had so much more to offer. They didn't even give you the chance to share that with them because instead what they did is they just saw something that could be beneficial to their lives. And they just wanted to reach out and take it and just use it in that moment because they're very impulsive, they're reckless. So they just wanted to take and use you. They weren't thinking about building with you, cooperating with you. They weren't thinking that if they invested something of value into you, that you would later be able to reciprocate so much more back to them in the future. They didn't even consider that. If they did, then that's probably what they would have done. Although some analysis is maybe aware of that, but they don't do it because it's like either way, it's still you. You've got it. You get to enjoy it. And they don't want to see that. They don't want to see you being happy. Although some analysis may give you something, but what they will give you is maybe small amounts of money, gifts, just things that will keep you going in the moment. And then it gives some supply because they can look at it and think, oh yeah, I give you that. And that's why you're happy. So they'll take credit for your happiness and success. But some analysis won't even do that if they are extremely envious and jealous. They won't even want to take credit for your happiness or success. They just won't want you to have that at all. Different narcissists can react in different ways. It depends on just how narcissistic they are. Or if they are full blown MPD. Because the reality is that with those who have full blown MPD, they're never going to realize that they betray themselves. And they're not even going to see it as though they betrayed you. They're just going to blame you. They're going to think that it was all your fault. They're never going to see the light. They're never going to see just how great you actually are. They're just going to see it as though you're trying to manipulate them. And that's just how it's ever going to be with a full blown MPD. I mean, I have mentioned before that if you trigger a narcissistic injury, it's kind of like there's a short window where they appear to self reflect. But they are triggered to reflect on their shame. And then that is what drives them. That's what makes them want to abuse you even more. And I still believe that that may be a possibility. But even then, that's just for a short period of time. It's not continuous. It's not consistent so it doesn't make up who they actually are as a person. But those who simply have high narcissistic traits, that's different. Yes, they may realize that they betrayed you. And not only that, but they may know that they betrayed themselves by betraying you. They may even feel regret if they're not full blown MPD. They may be able to look back and realize that if they had treated you differently, there would have been a different outcome. And yes, of course we know that's the truth. But yes, those with high narcissistic traits, they may be aware of that. They may be conscious of it. And that may just be another reason for them to keep abusing you because they want to fight it. They don't want to accept it. I mean, you've got to look at it like even though they may be aware of it, what are they going to do for you? How are they going to make it right? They got with you because they saw you as being greater than them. That's why they idealized you in the beginning. In that moment, they saw you as perfect. And that's the case with the full blown MPD as well. They see you as perfect in the beginning. And then you don't go along with their agenda or they notice a flaw or imperfection because of course we're all human. Or they do something wrong and we disapprove of them. And then they twist it in their minds and make it out as though it's something to do with us. But otherwise, yes, in the beginning, they saw us as perfect. We were everything that they wanted, everything that they had been waiting for. And yet that then suddenly changed. And then we could never be enough of them. But the reason why, why we could never be enough of them and not only that, but the reason why they betray us and why they eventually betray themselves, you want to know the reason for all of that. The reason is because deep down they know they're not enough. And not only do they know that they are not enough, but they've always known that deep down from the very beginning since they were a child. They knew that they were not good enough for anyone or anything. And that is why they created the false character. That's the reason for the illusion for why they have to manipulate and deceive, lie, future fake, punish you, start smear campaigns, even ghost and discard you, triangulate. That's the reason for all of that. Yes, it is because deep down they know they're not enough. And why do they punish you? Why do they devalue you? Why do they target you with smear campaigns or gang stalking? You want to know the reason for that? Because this will really wake you up to the truth, especially the truth about yourself and what you really believe about yourself. Because the truth is we are very different to these narcissists and those with high narcissistic traits and those who are foolish enough to engage in smear campaigns or gang stalking. Because you, and I don't even know you personally, I've never met you in person, but I can say this and I'm sure, if you think about it, it will resonate with you. You know you are enough. You always knew that you were enough. That's why many of you spend so much time alone. That's why you don't get involved in being a flying monkey or in smear campaigns or anything like that. Yes, you always knew that you were enough. You loved yourself. Maybe you still do unconditionally. That's why they came around you. That's why they targeted you. And believe it or not, but what you have is very rare. And I know that myself from the very beginning, ever since I was a child. Yes, I always knew that I was enough. And it wasn't arrogance. It wasn't overconfidence. It was just a humble and peaceful acceptance that, yes, I am enough. And with that came the sense of self-love. Something that they do not have. This is why they created a false character. It's why they manipulate us. It's why they devalue us, punish us, ghost us, discard us, triangulate us, start smear campaigns against us, try to tear us down, try to get us fired from our jobs, target us financially. This is why, because they lack self-love, because they know they're not enough and they felt that way from the very beginning. And just to go even deeper into this and really drive it home and confirm it, they came around us with a false character. They manipulated us because they saw us. They idealized us. They viewed us as greater. They viewed us as perfect in that moment. So of course they had to have a false character. But then they became envious. They realized that they could not be us even while they were trying to reflect back to us our own qualities and virtues. They were mirroring us, because they knew they could never be superior to us or even be at our level. So they had to do that. And then what did they do? They devalued us. What does that mean when you devalue something? You degraded it. You're taking value away from it. Why? And yet they treat you with contempt as though you're worthless or beneath their consideration. But why are they devaluing you in the first place? The only possible answer, explanation and conclusion is that because they already know that you have value. And not only that, but you have more value than they do. That is why they devalued you. And not only that, but that is why they become so negative, because they're trying to take away from you. And that's why whenever you're around them, it's like they're always so full of pride, anger, desire, fear, guilt, shame, these negative emotions, because they're trying to take away from you, because they recognize that you are the one with a value. That's why they go straight to devaluing you. And if that doesn't work, then they engage in these other abusive and degraded behaviors such as trying to intimidate you, insulting you, putting you down, ghosting you, discarding you, triangulation, stalking, harassment, smear campaigns, coercion, whatever they think is going to take you down a notch, because they feel beneath you. And if they're having to do that, then yes, they are beneath you. This is why they betray you, because they view you as greater than them, even while they're devaluing you. You don't need to devalue something that has no value at all. How can you do that? It's not even possible. People devalue things that are more valuable than they are. That's where they devalued you. And that's where they engaged in all of those dysfunctional behaviors, because they look at it like, how can I be functional around you? How can I be normal? I could be normal with other people, people who I don't view as being superior or greater than me, but how can I be normal and functional around you is how they think. How can they be in a harmonious relationship with you? How can they be relaxed, peaceful, when it's constantly irritating, agitating them, that you are more valuable than they are? You're taking the spotlight away from them, you're stealing their shine. So how can they be normal around you? But that's the thing, they're just not being normal at all, because unlike their fake friends or family members, you're actually being real. You're being authentic. You don't need a false character to impress people, to intimidate them, to bring them down. You don't need to do any of that. You can just be yourself, just like I'm being right now. And it's attracting attention. It's inspiring people. I don't need to put on an act. I don't need to shout and scream. I don't need to throw a temper tantrum like a two-year-old child to get people to notice me. I mean, just look at my earlier videos. I didn't even show my face for two years on this channel. And in my earlier videos, my voice was very quiet, because we don't even need to do that. We don't need to put on a show. We don't need to put on an act. We don't have to shout and scream. We don't have to exaggerate things. We can just be ourselves. And that is enough to attract people, to attract attention. And I'm not saying that attention is something we should all desire all the time. It's clearly very important to them, and they were drawn to us. And yet, many of us, we wonder why. Why did they betray us? Why did they throw us under the bus? Why couldn't they be kind, friendly, and courteous? Why couldn't they do that? And of course, the reason why. It's because they do see how great you are. Of course, they do. The only reason they came around you to begin with is because they idealized you. They saw you as perfect. And yes, while that may have been exaggerated, of course, we're not perfect. I know I'm not. I do have flaws. I do have imperfections. But I can look at myself, and I admire myself. I recognize all of my amazing qualities. But yeah, they saw us as perfect. And in their eyes, we were so perfect that they felt intimidated. They felt threatened. And when envious people feel threatened, they feel like you're greater than them. They feel like you're taking the spotlight away from them. What do they do? They've got to devalue you. They've got to try to take value away from you. Because they're looking at it like you with this valgue. You're really showing me up. You're making me feel small. You're making me feel insignificant. It's how they see it. And they feel like there's nothing in comparison to you. They feel like they could never measure up to you. And I know this just sounds like I'm just telling you what you want to hear. Making you feel better. But really, just look at the behaviors. Why do they devalue you? If they don't view you as a threat. If they're not intimidated by you. It's because they view you as having too much value. So much value to where you're overshadowing them. You're making them jealous. They're feeling like you're taking something away from them. Even though it's not even something that's rightfully theirs. It's not anything that belongs to them. It's not their possession. Just you being you is enough to make them feel jealous. Like they're losing something of value. Because they view you as an object that exists to serve them. They do view you as your possession. Because when something is so valuable in their rise. They want to hold on to that. They don't want to let it go. That sounds cute. Sounds nice. But here's the problem. They're not looking to bring anything of value to you. Or to improve your life. Or to even help to sustain you in any way. In fact they're looking to do the opposite. Even though they view you as their possession. They envy you and they are seeking to destroy you. To take you down completely. I mean it's one thing if you're in a relationship with someone and maybe they're a little bit insecure. A little bit jealous. They may be a little bit possessive. A little bit controlling. That can happen sometimes. But at the same time it's like they want to protect you. They want to take care of you. That's okay. You can work on that. But this is another level of jealousy. So much that it becomes envy to where they're wanting to take away your value. And why do they want to take away your value? Why do they want to destroy you? Of course it's because they view the relationship with you as something temporary. They're looking at it like yeah you have all of this value. But you're not going to stick with me. You're not going to remain around me once you realize who I am. What a horrible person I am. And the things that I've done to other people. The lives that I have ruined. You're not going to want to be around me when you realize that. That's how they think. Because deep down they know just how immoral corrupt and depraved they are. So they look at it like this can only be something temporary. At some point you're going to figure me out. So I'm just going to come in and get as much value as I can. Take it away. Destroy you. And then I'm just going to leave you in the pit of misery that I have created for you. And then I'm going to run off and find someone else and do the same thing all over again. Because that is the only thing that they can do. They can't do anything else because they know that deep down, despite how they may have manipulated you. And then later on they even gas like your mind into submission. Despite that they know that deep down you actually don't want anything to do with them. You don't want to be around people like that. You don't want to be around people who are corrupt immoral and depraved. They're messed up. They're envious. They're seeking to take away your light. You're shine. You're glow. They're seeking to destroy your life. That's how envious they are. And remember the only reason they came around you in the beginning is because they idealized you. They viewed you as perfect. And then they couldn't take it. It was too overwhelming. It made them feel shame. It made them feel bad about themselves when they knew that they could never measure up to you. So then they went straight to devaluing you. To bringing you down, making you miserable. When they realized that they could never be you and your qualities or possessions could never be theirs. That's why they did that. That's where they betrayed you. And yes, they may try to gas like you and make you think that it's something else. But that's exactly what it was. That's exactly what it was. And I'm sure some of you may look back at past relationships somewhere maybe you felt a bit jealous yourself. Of the person who you were with. Maybe you were with a narcissist. As they will typically try to provoke jealousy as well. In healthy relationships that doesn't tend to exist. But narcissistic people, they lead you into this dream. This fantasy of how they're going to be loyal. They're going to be there for you. Just as you're there for them. And then they take themselves away from you. They withhold things, love, affection, sex. And then it provokes jealousy in the victim or target. But with you, it never turned into envy. And what I mean by envy is when you try to take something that belongs to someone else. Whether it's a possession, money, property, whatever it is. Or even trying to attack them psychologically. Destroy their health. Destroy their finances. Get them fired from their job. Even if you did feel any jealousy in past relationships, it never turned into envy like that. To where you were seeking to harm someone. To ruin them. To destroy their lives. Or maybe some of you. Maybe the jealousy did get so bad. That maybe you insulted them. Maybe you even damaged their property. That can happen. But what happened after that? You felt guilt. You felt shame. You felt like you never wanted to act that way ever again. And you may have even felt compelled to leave them because you just did not like those emotions. You didn't want to be involved in something like that. So you wanted to run away. Narcissists are so messed up. They remain in these types of situations. Because those feelings are already there. You don't even have to provoke them. And they're so messed up. So envious. So jealous. That they don't just hurt you on one occasion. It's not like it's just one insult. This goes on for years. Repeated acts of abuse that never seem to end. Because that's just how envious and jealous they really are. And that's just how amazing, how wonderful of a person you are. Yes, you are very special. And you don't even realise just how great you are. But they do. They see it and they can't stand it. They can't stand just how amazing you are. And yet you're so innocent, even at times naive. And as I said earlier, you realise that you're enough. Of course you do. That's why you stay in the relationship. And when they point out anything wrong with you, what do you do? You check yourself and you try to be better. That's proof that you know that you're enough. You don't pity yourself. You don't feel bad about yourself. You don't play the victim. If you were running on that hamster wheel, endlessly trying to please them, because you knew that you are enough. Even though they may have targeted your self-esteem. But here's the thing and this is something you've got to understand. Because this isn't just the case with narcissists. This is how it is with everyone. You may feel like you're enough. You may love and accept yourself. But when you're around insecure people who don't feel like they're enough and they lack self-love, not all of them, but many of them will become envious of you enough to where they are seeking to harm and destroy you. And it's because they're insecure. I can promise you, I can guarantee it. If they were secure in themselves, if they felt like they were enough, if they had self-love, they would never have betrayed you. They would never have treated you that way. It never would have happened. And how do I know that? Well, not only because I've been studying the psychology of this for the past six years, but even just by looking at myself and how I behave, how I treat people. Because of course, when I move through this world with such a level of confidence and success, of course, I always get people who come to test me and provoke me. And yet I never feel like I want to harm or destroy anyone. I never feel like I want to do that at all. And of course, the reason why is because, somewhere inside of myself, despite the provocations and what people may say to me, deep down I know that it's wrong, it's not true. I know that I am enough. And I do love myself. Sometimes people impose these false characters onto us and they want us to play out a certain role. But deep down we know that's not who we really are. We know we're better than that. We know they're just trying to devalue and degrade us. And that's why we try to prove to them that we're something more. But when we try to prove to them, it may be because we're a little bit insecure after they've targeted our self esteem. But when we do that, it's not like we're creating a false character or trying to manipulate anyone, even though that is how they may perceive it, especially if they do a full blown MPD. For us, it's genuine. It's real. We actually do want to make things right. We do want to make things better. But they're just far too insecure. They just can't accept it. Some of them can't even perceive of it. But this is just the reality of it. This is why they betray you. And it's why they eventually betray themselves. It's because of their own insecurities. It's because they feel like they're not enough. They're so envious and jealous. They will insult you. They will put you down. They will damage your property. They will destroy everything. They will tear everything apart. And it's all because of their feelings. These unstable emotions that they have. And it's not so much towards you. Yes, they are envious and jealous. But why? Because they're insecure. Because they have very low self-esteem. They feel like they're not enough. You can't remain in that state of being envious and jealous if you do feel like you're enough. Because once you go back to focusing on yourself, it will go away. But for them it doesn't. It remains that way. They just can't sit in a space with you and be normal. They've got to act stupid, silly, weird. You can't just have a normal conversation with them. They've got to act like a fool. They've got to be stupid. They've got to be crazy, reckless, foolish. They just can't act normal when they come around you. And yet many of you wonder why. It's like you can't even see yourself. You can't see that you are this light. You are this shining star. And that is what provokes them. It's what provokes their envy and jealousy. But guess what? That was already there. Because they feel like they're not enough. And then you come into their space. They target you. And it just resurfaces these emotions. And then they want to destroy you. And it's really crazy when you think about it because it's like you've been with this narcissist for years. Maybe multiple narcissists. They're all seeking to destroy you, to tear you down. And you never went over to the dark side. To where you became so envious of someone after you had your life stolen from you. And you wanted to sabotage someone else's success or destroy them. Doesn't that just reveal how weak and insecure they really are? Because if anyone should be thinking that way, after everything you've been through, after everything they did to you. And yet you're still happy. You can still appreciate other people's success. They can't. Because they feel inferior to you. They feel like they could never measure up to you. And that is why they betray you. That is why they do it. Because they view you as being greater than them. And when they betray you, that's kind of a form of devaluation. They're taking value away from you. Because they recognize that you have value. And they recognize that you have more value than them. And this is the problem. This is what a lot of us have to deal with. When you're a valuable person in this world, it's not as great as it seems. People have this crabs in the bucket mentality. They don't like to see you grow. They don't like to see you elevate. They want to pull you down to their level. Because it makes them feel small. They make them feel bad about themselves. And I've had many people try to destroy me. And I can honestly say that throughout my life it's extremely rare when I've actually found someone who can actually sit in a space and be normal with me and have a normal conversation without feeling threatened, without feeling intimidated, without feeling like I'm thinking I'm better than them. Because that's what most people think. And I'm sure many of you have been through it. You know what it's like. They look at you and they assume that you think you're better than them. They're not even looking at all we've had to go through to get to where we are today. And yet it's like, oh, we're thinking we're better than them. Maybe because we actually put in the work. Instead of just waking up one day and pretending to be something we're not, manipulating people, deceiving them, betraying them, robbing them, devaluing them. Maybe because we never had to do any of that stuff. Maybe that's why we think we're better. Or maybe we're just cautious, we're protective. Because at this point we've learned that we come around someone and all they're going to do is take. They're not going to reciprocate anything for our value back to us. So we're going to invest our time, our energy, our money. And we're going to be left feeling depleted. We're not going to get anything back. We're not going to get an ROI. We're just going to feel like we wasted our time. Like our time would have been spent better somewhere else. Because that's just how it is with most people today. And I know a lot of you can relate. I know a lot of you know exactly what I'm talking about. And yet they look at you like you're better than them. But you're not even thinking that. You're not even thinking that way. And they look at you, they look at your life, your job, your business, whatever you've got going on. And they're looking at it like, what is this? Is this a competition? What are you trying so hard for? What are you trying to prove? Who are you trying to please? Who hurt you? Is what they're thinking. Because they just can't relate. They just don't understand how we just want to be a better version of ourselves. We want to constantly improve throughout our lives. And not just for ourselves, but so we can be of better service to the world. But they can't relate to that. They don't see things that way. Because it's not like that for them. For them, because they feel like they're not good enough and they're so insecure, everything becomes a competition. As soon as they come around you, they're constantly competing with you. All the time. And they're looking at you like, why are you trying so hard? What are you trying to do? Who are you trying to please? As though you're trying to be better than them. Yes, they actually think that way. And I've heard narcissists say that to me. I remember in the past when I was younger, even my own father used to say that I'm trying to be better than them. This is actually how they think. They think we're trying to be better than they are. And they idealize us. They view us as perfect. And then they get these thoughts in their head of us trying to be better than them, of trying to outdo them. And they don't want that to happen. They can't deal with the thought of us surpassing them. So then they've got to devalue us. They've got to betray us. Because they look at it like, if we're trying to be better, we're trying to outdo them as they think then we're already betraying them. Which then justifies whatever they do to us. Yes, this is actually how they think. But I know those of you who can relate, you're watching this, you know you wouldn't ever even think like that. And I know I wasn't as well. Even now, when I have over 170,000 subscribers over 40 million views on YouTube, over 18,000 followers on TikTok, I'm not getting on your thinking, oh yeah. I'm a star. I'm the man. I'm the big boss. I'm not thinking that way at all. Those of you who regularly watch my videos, you will know. I don't have that kind of attitude. I don't have that kind of mindset. I never did. For me, it's all about the value that I can bring to you, the viewers. That's why I read your comments every day. Because every day I'm trying to be better. It's not just all about me being a star, having the shine. It's not about that at all. It never was. I wanted to be better for other people. Not because I was insecure. Not because I felt like I wasn't good enough. But I could see that they felt like they weren't good enough for themselves. So they needed more from me. So I tried to be that for them. And it just made them even more insecure, as it typically does with narcissistic people. They want more from you. They demand more. And then when you become more, they get insecure. And then they want to tear you down. And then that becomes a problem as well. They complain about that. And it's just this endless cycle. They demand and expect so much more from you. But then even when you become that, that becomes a problem as well. You really can't win with them. But I've always been the opposite. I mean, of course, there's other YouTubers in this same field talking about the same information as I do. And they've got many more subscribers than I have. They get far more views. I don't go hating on them. You're not going to go on one of their videos and see me, narc survivor in the comments, trolling, hating, bashing their videos. You're never going to see that. If anything, you might see a comment from me where I'm appreciating the video. And I'm learning from them as well, because I'm inspired by them. I'm motivated by them to be better myself. But not to be in a competition with them, to where I'm trying to outdo them. But rather to be a better version of myself than I was yesterday or the week before. Because that's how we think narcissists have a different mindset because they're very insecure. They feel like they're not enough. They have a low self-esteem. That is why they betray you because they're constantly comparing themselves to you. That's why they do it. For us, it's like we're happy to give someone a leg up to get to where they need to go. So that they can be who they need to be. Even if we're not going there with them, that's fine. Because we understand that different people have different paths. And we're not always meant to be something or everything. And that's okay as well. I would be fine if that was my purpose. If that is what I was supposed to do is to just work a nine to five job instead of making these videos on YouTube, learning about psychology. If that was what I was meant to do instead, then I would just do that and I would feel comfortable with it. I would just get on with it. But narcissists can't. They've got to have the spotlight. They've got to be the center of attention. And when someone comes along and choose a thing because you're not intending to intimidate them. You're not acting in opposition to them. You're not trying to demonstrate yourself as being better than them. But they just take it in that way. But that's exactly what they do. And they, they're paranoid. They think people are envious of them because that's what they do. They provoke people. They tear people down. They act in opposition to them. And then they present themselves as being superior to them. But they're completely delusional because that really makes no sense. It's kind of like you're running a hundred meter sprint. And before the race begins, they break your legs or they tie you to a tree. And then they're like, okay, let's race. And then they complete the race. They get the trophy. And then you see them, then they're like shivering in your face. That's just how crazy and delusional they are. They're so insecure. They feel so inadequate that they've got to create a false character and a false reality to protect themselves from how they really feel about themselves. And it's really sad, but this is why they betray us because they see everything as a competition. And they see us as a superior competitor, even though we were never viewing it as a competition to begin with. That's why, like in the analogy of a hundred meter sprint, before the race begins, they've got to break your legs or they've got to tie you to a tree. And then they're like, okay, yeah, let's go. Let's race. And that's why there's so much inequality, so much unfairness when you're dealing with narcissists. Because they already know they're not good enough for you. They already know they're nothing in comparison to you. They know they're never going to measure up to you. If they did, they would give you a fair start. They would allow things to be equal. And I don't mean to where you're just being handed things on a plate. I mean, where you get what you deserve. You get what you were and you get what you work for. They don't want to see that. They don't want that to happen for you because that would immediately mean that you would completely annihilate them. You would tear them to smithereens. And they know that. And that is why they devalue you. That is where they betray you. Because they don't want to get that reflection of themselves. That true reflection of who they actually are. By getting that true reflection of who you are. That's why they don't want to see the real you. They don't want to have to witness that. Because by seeing that, they're seeing themselves. It's like they're having to look at you as the happy, outgoing, charismatic person that you are. Who's capable of so much. You're hardworking, you're devoted, you're passionate. And then they've got to look at themselves. And the absolute garbage that they are. And how they failed in life. You really think they want to do that? Of course not. That's why they've got to betray you. But the jokes on them because they end up betraying themselves. If they could just drop their ego. If they had done that, I'm sure many of you, you would have helped them out. You would have done so much for them but it's because they're so insecure. It's because they're so insecure. All you can really do is just try and protect yourself from these types of people. Set strong boundaries. Establish or maintain a support network. Maybe get a restraining order as well. Because as many people have spoken about already on YouTube, I saw the royal we said it. And David DeMars as well, among many others. Because the root of narcissistic behavior is envy. It's because they envy you. They see you as greater, a superior. That's why they want to betray you and tear you down. So knowing that, you do need to protect yourself. Because they will harm you. They will seek to destroy you. And of course I don't want that to happen to any of you. I want to protect you. I want to preserve your present, your future. I want things to get better for you. But of course, narcissists do not want that for us. Because they view us as greater. And they can't stand it. It's not like us where we could be happy for someone. I mean, many of you, you've been watching me for years on here. And you don't start hating on my videos. You don't start tearing me down, even though the channel's been growing in subscribers and views. We don't do that. We don't have that type of mentality. And I don't as well when I see channels that are far bigger than mine. I'm happy for those people. I look at them and they're working. And I can see, yes, they've worked hard. They deserve it. They deserve all of the subscribers and views that they have. They deserve all of the money that they're getting. And it's not so much that it's like they have better qualities or they're more intelligent or anything like that. I mean, we don't even think that way. It's just more, we're different. We have different abilities. We're not all the same. And when we work together, it's a beautiful thing. Rather than it being a competition where it's like, who's the best? Who's the most intelligent? That's just so stupid. It's so childish. And in fact, it's self-destructive. That's self-betrayal. But that's exactly what these narcissists do. Because they're insecure so they can't stand you. They're only ever going to want to tear you down, bring you down to their level where they're at. And that's just only how it's ever going to be. It's never going to be any different than that. And I'm so sorry for those of you who have to go through this. It's not fair. It's not right. But just know that it is because you hold a lot of value. And they do recognize that. That's why they devalue you. That's why they betray you. That's why they do every negative thing that they do. Because they view you as valuable and they envy you. That's why, and I've said this from the very beginning, that's really how it is. Anyway, that's all I've got to say for this one. I know it's been quite a long video, lots of information. And I do hope that you found it helpful. If you did, 300 live viewers, only 54 thumbs-ups, please hit that thumbs-up button down below to show your support. 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