 Good morning everyone welcome to another kind of college week in my life college days in my life This will be Tuesday through Thursday, I think so what today is Tuesday today. It is like So today is Tuesday It's my first day of classes at a self-cost Tuesday once a Thursday if you guys don't know I go to Zoe leadership college It's a credit through Southeast University in Los Angeles But if you guys are new here subscribe my camera is dying So I'm gonna go put it on the charger really quickly and then I'll talk to you guys soon I just made some steel-cut oats with almond butter blueberries penny and bananas This is like literally the best breakfast ever. Okay. I'm on my way to class. I read I had breakfast And it is now 8 36. I'm on my way. We don't have to be there until like 9 50s. So I'm gonna be really early. Maybe I'll get a coffee. My coffee has just not been doing it for me lately guys I need to just switch my espresso But I just the pod thing it overwhelms me and I don't know what to pick And I don't have the Nespresso cups and I need to get all of that. So guys, let me know what I should do Anyways, I'm gonna listen to a podcast in my school. It's about a 30-minute drive I'm so tired Well, the lighting is great Mary Actually, we're in the chicken way. There's no way to have a freaking mac. No, they do We're in the chick-fil-a drive-thru right now on our lunch break. We had shot Almost a bit of trouble. No, we did staff devotion. That's it. Also, everyone look at my outfit Where's my Jesus free hoodie? Nowhere to be seen. That's so true Hi, how are you? Um, do you guys have mac and cheese? No, none anymore. Guys, you know we're insane. No, I'm from Arizona and like you guys have mac and cheese in Arizona Oh, that's why I swear. I'm not crazy. I used to work at Chick-fil-A in Washington State And people used to come and ask for like chicken and waffles and I was like, we don't have them. Did they have them? They have them. They have like chicken and waffles. Yes. I've never even seen that. Oh, I guess that's the real stuff Oh, can we actually do three? Yeah, we can do up to three. Cool, hyper one, hyper two, hyper three. I love it! Yeah, so whatever actually is hyper. Yeah, that's me. That's really exciting. Okay, can I have a number three 12 count? A meal with Chick-fil-A sauce. Okay, so the Colbert iced coffee. Is that the coffee that's popular here? Yeah, we have the Colbert iced coffee because you have vanilla or original. Both are really good. I'll do the vanilla. Okay, I literally can't wait to turn it all the way up. I know. I'm ready for my food. All I want is my Chick-fil-A Thank you. Ooh, doesn't it look good? Do you want to try it? Yeah. I'm like your cup bearer. Thank you. Second one. Oh, crap. What? See, I told you people love their coffee. Wait, why does it taste like like a milkshake or something? Right? All right, one more freaking sip. Stop. How much do you want to get a large? Oh, shoot. How does he taste that-ish? Guys, I don't know who you heard of. Blue bottle. I don't know who you heard of. Alfred's. I don't care who you know. I don't know. Thank you. Have a good day. McDonald's coffee. I don't know. Okay. I don't know if you- Oh, shoot. Yes. No, you're fine. You're so good. Thank you. You're eating y'all. Listen, I don't know who I am prophesying to right now about this Chick-fil-A coffee, but I need you guys to know. Thank you. I need you to know that your coffee is off the chain. I will have the world know right now. Let's try it. Oh, try it, man. No, it's a vanilla cold brew. I will let you know right now in Jesus' name that it's sputched by the saints. The saints have prayed over that coffee. Forget the milkshakes. Forget the lemonade. It's ice cold brew. Cold brew. Whatever. Ice. Don't get hot. Don't get the hot brew. Vanilla. Get the cold brew. Vanilla. Shoot. Is that not good? That was really good. I'm really excited for this. Alright, so we're on our way back to class. We have an intern meeting. Right, Maryam? Yes. Okay. Yeah, right? I won't be there. I don't know why we wouldn't be there. I won't be there because I got rejected. Tom's about to be the new intern, so it's okay. She said I won't be there because I got rejected. The empty intern reject. God bless. This parking spot right outside where we're going. God, this is amazing. Amazing. Absolutely incredible. My amazing Chick-fil-A. Best cold brew you'll ever have in your life. Okay, so these roses came in. They are for a deal. I'll open them in a second. Okay, guys. It is now 6.30. I've been sitting here at my kitchen table doing stacks homework for so long. I just have so much homework. I have an OH3 class at 8, which I wish I wouldn't have booked. Honestly, it might be the first one that I have to cancel because I have so much to get done and I have such a busy week and I would honestly be better off if I just made a list and got so much done tonight because I would just feel better about life and if I miss one workout, it's fine. I still have two more booked for the next two days. It just really sucks. I just don't want to do any of this, but it's fine. That's fine. I'll get it done with, get it over with. This class will be over by the end of the month, but I think I'm just going to stay in and get everything I can possibly get done tonight just so I feel like way more on top of it and I'm not as stressed out, which sucks, but it's okay. Okay guys, so Joe and I just took some pics. I have all these flowers. Oh wait, this is the wrong thing. We need to turn the lights off for, thanks for knocking for a flash, but I have these roses that I need to put in a vase. What am I saying? And I have these flowers conveniently that are dead, so I need to handle that. I'm really bad at this stuff. By the way, the candle smells really good. Really bad at this stuff, so we'll see. It looks amazing and now Joe's fixing it. Yay. Just what I brought you here for. Oh, where'd that one come from? Wow, so pretty. It's so beautiful. I love our floral business. Amazing. Actually, you'd be kind of interested. Actually, you'd be good at it. Wow, it looks so cute. Okay, so here are my beautiful flowers. Oh, Joe, this one broke and he fixed it for, okay, there we go. Perfect. Back in my room, I'm having a cup of coffee face mask on. I'm going to shower and self tan for the first time in a bit. I'm going to find my worst pajamas to sleep in. You know, like your self tanning pajamas. And it is Wednesday morning. Here is my outfit. I'm out the door. I got to leave very quickly. Hey guys, good morning. So it is Wednesday morning. Last night, I got a ton of stuff done and I feel a lot better. So anyways, today is Wednesday. I don't have class until 10.30, but I'm getting coffee with a friend at 8. So it's like 7.20 and I'm on my way. We're going to Bluestone. It's not Blue Bottle, but Bluestone's really good. And they have really good like toast options and stuff. And I go to Blue Bottle every Thursday morning. So I was like, let's do Bluestone. So I'm not there every day, which is like still, I'm still there all the time. So I'm on my way there. Today I have class of 10.30, 2, 3 and then I, oh yeah, no, I have orange theory at 8 p.m. tonight. Then I am going to. I will really go. And then I'm just going to get some stuff done, work in the office and it's going to be great. We took some pictures last night. So that's good. I'm so hungry now that I'm talking about Bluestone. Oh, okay. I started listening to Bailey Madison and her sister's podcast. It's like, this is between us or between us. I'm like literally listening to right now. Oh my gosh, it's so right. It's called Just Between Us and it's really good. I listened to, ooh. So right. So like I was saying, I started listening to the Just Between Us podcast. It's really good. I listened to this Jay and Mitchell episode last night and then the Chad and Michael Murray episode this morning. I love both of them. So yeah, it was really good. But I'm on my way to Bluestone. It's going to be really good. I'm really ready for this food. Like I just keep thinking about my toast and I'm like, this is amazing. Beautiful. Point with my nails. No, mine are like grown out. Okay, disgusting. Oh, you have little boy nails. So beautiful. I just ruined it. But like, what's the point of this spoon? I don't know. But it's really cute. Good afternoon everyone. It is Wednesday afternoon. I do not know the last time I vlogged. I know I vlogged at Bluestone Lane. I almost said Blue Lane. Honestly, today was like not an easy day at all. And I just had a really rough day. I went to class. I was in class from like 10.33. It's like four something. I have an orange theory at 5.50. So I made myself some coffee. The last thing in this world I want to do right now is go to orange theory. I honestly just want to sit and cry. Not to be dramatic, but to be honest. And I'm going to make myself go to my class because I already canceled my class yesterday and I have to cancel my class tomorrow because we have a shoot that I forgot about. So like I'm for sure going. And I even like moved it up a little bit just so I could like go and get out of the way. I know that when I leave it will probably feel better. But yeah. I wasn't going to record anything. But honestly, I feel like so often it looks like there's like people's lives online are perfect. And I never wanted to come across that. Like I always say like dream life and whatever. Because like I am like very fulfilled. I love my life. I'm so grateful for the people in my life and stuff. But like I'm going through it and I don't want it. I don't want to like make a bunch of videos about it and be like oh my gosh I cry all the time. Because it's like that's really not doing anyone any good. And also it's like it's a private thing. And also like I want to make videos to make people's days better. But every so often like it is normal to have like a really rough bad day. And I don't want you guys to ever like come to my channel and think that everything's perfect. Because it's not. So that is my spiel on today. I love you guys. It'll get better. Hopefully when I go to orange theory I'll feel better. But yeah also so many of you guys have commented like why is there an M. My real name is Mackenzie. That's why there's an M on here. And honestly these may have been when Molly lived here because we both had M's. So like maybe one of them was hers. Not in this house but like in LA. I miss you Molly. But yeah it's just been rough you know. Update. So I just watched YouTube videos for like 30 minutes. And then my one of my friends girl friends um she like lives far away. But she just messaged me and told me she's like surprising him next week for like Valentine's Day. This literally has nothing to do with me but it just made my mood. Because I'm like so happy for them. Literally I'm like I feel so much better. I don't know why. Like has absolutely nothing to do with me. I'm just like oh my gosh I'm so excited for you guys you know. But this won't be up until like after that so. I'm like I don't even yeah anyways so I'm about to go to Orange Theory. I really do need to do workout classes. Where's my lip balm. That are not Orange Theory because I'm really afraid that I'm just gonna get tired of it. And like bored of it and I need to do something else. So we will see. But I'm already feeling so much better so I'm gonna go in the car. And I'm ready to work out. Guys I'm glad I didn't cancel my class. This is a good good decision. Okay I'm gonna leave my wallet in here. I just listened to Destiny's Child and No Scrubs for like the whole right here. And I just hit my eye with something. I am in a much better mood. Oh I need to put my hair in a bun. So maybe it won't get as messed up. That's probably like not even true because this bun is like velvety. But like I don't care. My outfit today is questionable for sure. But I didn't want for my laundry line. And it's not gonna do it so. Oh I always forget the stupid thing. It's so annoying. The heart monitor. You know kind of need it. So I'm on my way to Orange Theory. Oh my bun got stuck guys. Much much better mood. Wow okay I'm back for my workout. It went by so fast. If you guys take Orange Theory it was a 3G. I don't really like 3Gs but it was like you literally transition every like three minutes. Which I normally don't. I like 2Gs better. I think oh my gosh my hair looks like a lion. Like it looks like a lion's mane. But I need it to just be curled and be okay. So anyways it was a 3G that went by like super super quick. Oh this truck is trying to kill me. Yeah the truck. Hi he's just looking at me weird. Okay the 3G went by so fast. I'm in a much better mood. Thank god I didn't just stay home and sleep would be miserable. Our ZLC vlog, the Sunday vlog should be up by now. But it definitely is up by the time that this vlog is up. And we are working on like a week in my life vlog. But it's gonna be like vlog like in the program. So you guys will see what we like really do. But I get a lot of questions and a lot of you guys are interested. My hair. This is like crazy. Like I like an insane person. I might go back to school because everyone's doing homework in the office. And it looks like it's cute so I might go. But then I just have to drive back late and then drive back in the morning. But it'll only be like a short drive. I think I might just go. Why not? You know what I mean? So I'm gonna go home and shower. Put comfortable clothes on and figure out my decision. Or I'll hang out with Joe. For dinner I made some chicken and broccoli. And I know you guys are probably shocked. Sweet baby raised buffalo sauce guys. I literally cannot stop eating it. Once I eat one meal and I like it. I just eat it like all the time. I can't stop eating things with sweet baby raised buffalo sauce. It's really bad. I will literally put it on any food item. I'm surprised I didn't just put it in the avocado. Like it's really bad. So this is my dinner for the night. And then I wish I had the balsamic vinaigrette. It's so good if you put it in here. And then just eat the avocado. But I really just want an avocado. Here's my water. And then I'm just gonna put in some collagen. From the beauty chef. So yeah this is my dinner for the night. Okay so I am back at school. I'm gonna go upstairs. My school is in an office building. If you guys have not called on. If you guys are not aware of that. I think that's some of my friends actually. I can't tell. So yeah it's like in an office building. But we have obviously it's our space. So we're doing like a homework. We're doing a homework night there. You can't even see anything. Hi. This is for me. Wow. Guys this is the most beautiful thing that's ever happened. Wait guys. There's more. In no way. This is the most beautiful thing I've ever seen in my entire life. How did this happen? Get the cobra shots. I have like one single curl out of my hair. Puppet tail. I don't know. I'm back from our homework session. It was so fun. We were actually doing homework. And then Tora showed up. And it was just really fun. And yeah you guys saw that kind of. But I'm gonna go to bed. I have class tomorrow in the morning. We actually are doing a shoot and stuff tomorrow. I do a lot of stuff. Like I'm on the creative track. So I do a lot of creative stuff. So we have a shoot tomorrow. Which will be really fun. But I'm just gonna try to go to bed. It's like midnight. I need to wake up in like six hours. So I need to go to bed guys. What time do you go to bed? And what time do you wake up? Please let me know. Everyone it's Thursday morning. I really did not mean to wear like hoodies in sweats all week. I actually don't do that normally. I'm getting a facetime. We're doing like a physical therapy workshop. So they told us to wear like comfy clothes. So here I am again. But today is Thursday. I'm actually on my way. Actually we'll talk in the car. I feel like everything's in the car. But like it's okay. You know it's fine. This is what I'm wearing today. Really cozy. I'm not proud of it. I actually don't. I wanted to dress up today. But here we are you know. Nope. Okay. So I made it to a blue bottle. I just parked. I got free neighborhood parking. Isn't that just the best? I'm going to walk in. Order my New Orleans to the mouth. Am I amazing? Almond butter jam toast that I basically got at Blue Stone yesterday. So our blue bottle is better. And then we're just doing like the girls basically from the program. Like we all get coffee every Thursday morning. It's super cute. Beautiful. Beautiful blue bottle. Really? Really. I also got this toast again. I get it every week. It's so good. Guys, everyone's making fun of me for my Chick-fil-A cold brew. But I'm going to buy this thing. And then I'm just going to pour in. Thank you, Maria. This. Perfect. And then I'm going to pour in my Chick-fil-A cold brew in here. And people will think I'm drinking blue bottle and not make fun of me. So good. Perfect. Got to work with this. Yes. Leaving blue bottle. We're going to class. Guys, we're going to die. Like this is actually pretty scary. Guys, the crosswalk is literally right there. This is impatient. Why do we do this? Oh well, let's go now. Go, go, go, go, go. Bye everyone. Okay guys, we're walking into class. We're very impatient. We couldn't just walk to the crosswalk. So it's much later now. I don't think this is in focus. Nice hoodie. It's not in focus. So we're going to have a Kenny for a shoe. Saf's here. She's in front. Saf's literally killing it right now. Saf's killing it. We're on our way. I'm not going to vlog it but... I don't know if the next day it is Friday. So I meant to vlog last night but then we were hanging out with other people and I forgot and I suck and I know and whatever. But today is Friday morning. I have been reading a ton. We are doing this thing called night to shine. If you guys are not familiar with night to shine, look it up. It's like the coolest thing in the world. So we have that tonight. Yeah, I'm just trying to make my to-do list and get some videos edited and stuff. I'm just going to have a very chill morning. I miss you guys. I feel like I've been vlogging non-stop and uploading all the time but I feel like I just miss you guys. So I'm going to do an Instagram Q&A. I don't know. I feel like I can... I don't really know, man. I'll show you guys my outfit and stuff for today and then I'm probably going to end the vlog because I'm not going to vlog at night to shine. This is my Friday look. Obviously it looks awesome. I love the T-shirt. I got it from Wasteland. It's just like so funny. Okay, so I just made some lunch and now I'm going to get ready. I'm watching Danielle's vlog and here is my set up. I think I'm going to wear one of these dresses from Buhu that I just got. I don't have an iron though. Okay guys, here is my outfit for tonight. You can either wear like a dress or a jumpsuit. You basically just have to be dressed up nicer. Hopefully this is good enough. I just have a black jumpsuit on. I don't even remember where I got this from. I've had it for a long time. This jacket is Princess Polly. These boots are Buhu. So this is like the top of the jumpsuit. It just zips up. I have some jewelry on. This should be fine. Really it should. But I have to go pick up some stuff for the event tonight and then go. So that is it for this week in my life. Also guys, I found out there's a blue bottle coming. It's like being built so close to my house. Like there's not a blue bottle in the valley which has honestly been good for my finances but now that there is going to be a blue bottle in the valley very bad for my finances. Very good for me. So I'm so excited about that. If you guys have been all the way to the end comment blue bottle. But I love you guys so much. I hope you guys enjoyed today's vlog or not this week's vlog. And I'll see you soon. Bye.