 So tonight Lucy had quite an experience actually. And yesterday we went to see a movie and one of the female characters said to the Pierce Brosnan character, Thank you for saving me. And Pierce Brosnan didn't hesitate. He just turned and looked her right in the eye and said, Letting you die was never an option. Letting you die was never an option. That was one line. It was worth the whole movie. Just for one line. Because he did seem to save her and it took her a while before she just, her heart just broke open and said, Thank you for saving me. But the answer was dazzling. Letting you die was never an option. It's really like the spirit or you could say Jesus or Holy Spirit or whatever. Letting you die was never an option. Wow. Thank you. That's amazing. That's there. You talk about walking on the tightrope and doing the highway act and then the net underneath. Letting you die was never an option. You may try some risky moves but letting you die was never an option. And this movie really shows that there aren't really any options when it comes down to Awakening. It's an amazing movie in the inevitable nature of Awakening. You think? Yeah. I was just sharing with David. At some point I was being asked by seemingly older people out there, Why? How did you do this? Why are you so young? Why? Because we were on the same path. How did you do it? What's the secret? What's the key? And I said the key was that I never had an option. I never had a choice. I never had a false idea that I have a choice. I have options to choose from. It was only one way and it's happening and either you go with it or you go with it. And you don't like it too bad. You're still going. Even this anger at God, it's like, oh, I hate you. It's like too bad. That doesn't change anything. Up you go further. Like I said, there was never an option to stop or pause or delay or choose something else. It was just really a very direct path. And it's like I always feel like there was always feeling like I'm not asked. Like I don't have a choice. I was never like, oh, what do you think? It's like I'm not asked. It's just happening something like beyond control. And this movie, Lucy, really demonstrates that we do talk about a decision maker making a choice and choose again. And this movie shows this is beyond the choice. This is beyond choosing. This is really there is no choice, period. And it's just the matter. Well, do we want to know if like if we truly if we truly want to know, then this is it would be shown it would be demonstrated. Like and so this is this is a movie of like it's really demonstrated of like demonstration. A symbol of the mind that is ready to just like take a direct path, take a direct ticket without detour without delay. Like a delay is not an option there and just go straightforward and even fear is not an option. There isn't even in this movie there isn't even fear. It's like what is it? What is fear? Like any anything that's in the way about in the way of it, that would be a delay. Even like talking about like, oh, well, what about fear of God? It's almost like that's that just waste of time, you know, talking about it in a way that it's like that would be a delay because it's like I always say the fear is not that there's blocks on the way. The the real fear arises when the mind actually realizes that there are no blocks and the way is clear and you can just go and nothing is holding you back and it's like whoa. And so, yeah, so it's exciting. And it's like and like, yeah, it's like a good demonstration. It just like it could be this direct. And I think, you know, and this is it like that's like what it's like to me it feels like for those who like on the on the path or have been on the path of a course of miracles like with the three questions you kind of get a chance. You know, like there's a passage about the last and answer question and and and Jesus says with the three, you can still change your mind. You can go back and forth and it's like and Jesus lets you do the dance and it's like, yeah, play with the choice play with the option like I can choose. It's like I can like kind of get in touch with I get in touch with the power of the mind, right? It's like so and then but once the fourth question hits, it's like this is where you have no choice. And it's like if you say yes to that, then it's a direct path and it's almost like to me this is what it looks like. Once you've said yes to the last unanswered question and the last unanswered question is do I want to know that what I've denied because it is the truth. And to me this is a representation once what it looks like and just how fast and direct and this is where the choice falls away and everything else just falls away. This is everything that we've learned up until then just simply falls away and yeah. Yeah, let's look at that last unanswered question really to four questions. Three of them you can change your mind, one it's unequivocal, there's no going back. Do I want to see what I deny because it is the truth? Do I want to see what I deny? What was denied? Light, love, Christ's vision. This world was the denial of light, of abstract light, of love, eternal love, of divine happiness. That's what this is. Do I want to see what I deny? Is it my desire to see with Christ's vision? And you'll see as you go through this movie that time and space will literally seem to reverse and then implode. Big Bang was seemingly an explosion. It will literally implode. And beyond the implosion is just the light. It goes all the way. It's almost like this movie is an answer to the prayer. Do I want to see what I deny because it is the truth? Now, there's all these metaphors and of course the miracles and some of you have been using that pathway. Maybe some of you have used a number of pathways and there's all kinds of aspects in there about time collapse and choice and on and on and on and on. That's just like getting you some bubblegum to chew on. Listen, tonight we're going beyond that. It's time to throw the bubblegum out. It's a little stale. I went all the way to China and met all these Chinese students and it's interesting to go to China and they're asking all these deep profound experiences about the Course in Miracles. They've been into non-duality. Of course, China has for centuries. They had read Disappearance of the Universe. They had read all the authors. They had read my stuff. And they were asking questions like, listen, if you emphasize the script as written, you take that line out of the workbook the script is written and you emphasize it. Disappearance of the Universe. Art and the Purse are ascended masters. They're talking to Gary about collapsing time and not needing to have certain scenes appear. The script is literally shifting the script around with the mind and decision points. Which is it? I like the Chinese. Come on, let's get to the cut to chase. Can you change the script or not? Is it written? Is it destined? Is it predetermined or can I, you know, we have some miracles and we have some rearrangements of time and space and not have to play out certain scenes, prevent certain things from happening with my miraculous choices? Or is it done? Is it set? This is the kind of stuff when you go to China, they're like, come on. And some of you know, like the story with Eckhart Tolle, the park bench experience, a relatively rare experience where there's this blazing kind of shift of mind and then everything seems to change in awareness. Life is not experienced the same after that moment. You know, even though Jesus says in the Course, most are given, you know, a gradually unfolding curriculum. But that's like a flash. Well, Eckhart had that flash in the park bench but that was what? Years ago. He's been talking and talking and talking since that park bench experience and everything. Now Lucy's going to have a flash and time is very limited after this flash. It's going to come to a close in a hurry. It's just, we're not talking years, we're talking hours. This is such a powerful, profound flash into the inevitability. That's a great word. Inevitability. She's going to flash into that. And the Course does talk about the borderline but it says all the decisions have already been made. That again kind of points to the scriptures written. All the decisions have already been made. All these decisions inform what to do, where to see, you know, what to practice. All these things that seem to be a myriad of decisions are already made. It's almost like you get to a point with such a major flash that you're in the tractor beam and you are getting beamed up and there ain't nothing you can do to stop it. You've gone too far to the egos terms. You are in the tractor beam and you'll see in this movie, there's one point where she, the crystals in the pouch, the blue crystals in the pouch, once they seem to get released into her bloodstream, you'll see at that point you can feel the inevitability of it, of the awakening. And then, no, nothing is really a decision to her from that point. You don't get the feeling that she's making decisions. We're trying to feel into something. Trying to, like, just, okay, let me feel in. You know, it's like, it's straight up, it's inevitable. It's done from then on. It's like, she knows she's gone already. It's like the feeling is like, she's already gone. It's just a matter of how long is the residue, right? How many hours, days, it's just she's gone. That's done. So it's that kind of, yeah, that kind of, like, you know, that, like, really like a true, true awareness. Like, in the course, Jesus said, like, the world was gone, undone, long time ago. That's why it's all of the past. It's like, do you want to know? It's like, who was, like, that kind of, it's like, it's gone. We're not, like, we're not here. We're gone from here. It's like, we're not talking. This is not where we're communicating. Like, the other day I looked, I was talking to David and it was just a simple question. I just looked, he just came from somewhere and I'm talking to David and all of a sudden I just had this flash and things disappeared and I was like, oh, we're not here. It was a clear realization. We're not here. This is not, like, we're, like, we're gone. This is not where we're talking. This is not the communication. This is not, this is just the after effect of that decision to really to know the truth. And it's like, and it's not, like, you can't stop it. It's done. It is done. So, yeah. Jason said during the afternoon moving it was kind of, he's kind of lit. It was looking at deferral and going really deep into what's underneath the deferral and all that and then starting to just touch into the involuntary nature of the miraculous. He told me that's kind of where he left it. He said, and, you know, Nikita and Jason and David will take it from there. We get into the taste of the involuntary nature of the miracle. And so you might say, yeah, this is really, this is what it is. It's, it's this, there's no hesitation when the inevitability hits him. It hits, it hits strong. It hits hard. And there is absolutely no hesitation after it hits. After it hits your mind, then that's the end. You know, we should, Confucius say, evil hesitates is lost. And when you are hit with this, you are found. You are definitely not lost. And you definitely don't hesitate. There's no hesitation in this. This is like the tractor beam and the tractor beam got you. Effectively it's over. There's no wiggle room. You can't say to God, it's not quite now. Some of you saw the movie Waking Life, you know, at the end of him all seen at the end, you know, and Richard Linkletter, you know, that's his character. That's Richard Linkletter who's done some of the boyhood, some of the movies. He puts himself as an animated character there at the end and he tells the story, you know, where basically it comes down to all of time is basically God saying, are you ready to know you are, to be one with me, to be one with the universe, to be one self? And all of time is the mind saying, no. That's what time is. Every second, no. There was a little hand going, oh, no. That's what time is. Time is a sequence of notes to all of life. Jesus tells us history would not exist. You didn't continue to make the same mistake in the present. No. And then awakening is? Yes. Yes. You see that, that's the end of time. One unequivocal, yes, as Nikita was saying, not like the first three questions where you can try to do it. No, yes, no, yes. That's pretty pregnant, it's pretty split. You've got to know yes, but to actually have a yes, an unequivocal yes, a final yes, desiring, I am this, desiring light, desiring love, fully, let that night be single. Jesus said, let that night be single, let that vision be single. Only the vision of Christ is single. There's not a human perception that's single. By definition, it's fragmented. It's seeing pieces, it's seeing parts, it's seeing the tapestry, all the different parts of the tapestry, but this is what time might be single. And the other thing is you can see Lucy at the very beginning, she seems like human, she's like a regular human being at the beginning, where she has some fear. And then, boom, after it hits, she's fearless. She has some hesitation, she has some doubt. Is anyone sitting here? You can, but my drink's sitting here. Can you coexist with the drink? That has to be a yes to the whole universe. It's just one way of coming into the atonement. But basically, she seems very human, and then, boom, when it hits, it's not human. That is not human after that. Humans hesitate, she doesn't. Humans think they've got years to live, she doesn't. Humans feel they've got free will, meaning free choice in the world, she doesn't. You know, it's like really strong. And that's why it's really, this is a very strong movie. We might, we'll have a movie at night too, because if you watch this and you can't sleep tonight, we are going to set up an automatic movie with my commentary in the middle of the night, when you're not able to sleep, so you can come and go, ooh. If we have to finish you off in the night. That's kind of a cool idea too. We'd play Solaris at night time, most likely from 12. It's with David's commentary. So the whole thing is, I think it's three and a half hours, and this is like, I feel like this would be a bonus, and I think it'll be playing from like 12 a.m. to like what, 4 a.m. or something. So it'll be playing in the gathering room, so everyone who doesn't, who can't sleep, they can go in and really watch this movie. It's a deep, deep, deep movie. And I said like, this would be like a bonus. It's like a trip, you know, if you want like, almost like, it's a trip. So I really urge everyone to take that trip, because I'm taking that trip with David's commentary, it's like, you'll feel like you're taking actual trip to Solaris, and you'll feel what it actually feels like. And so I've taken that trip at some point so many times, because I've been watching it every day, to the point where Spirit told me, slow down a little bit, you know, like, slow down. You're slowing down at LST, right? Yeah, yeah. So, we're going to play tonight for sure. Tonight we'll play Solaris in the gathering room, and it's just going to play at, or here, or in the gathering. Next to the kitchen. Yeah, next to the kitchen here. And so that way it's more cozy, it's quieter, and those who can't sleep, you guys can just like, relax and enjoy it. It's all over the flashlights. If people are in the camera and you see little flashlights raining up around you, they're heading up to see Solaris, because they can't sleep. Yes. Yeah, I just wanted to say, like, I saw that commentary with David earlier in the summer. I don't even exactly know what I watched, but I just know that since then it's been like my favorite movie or commentary. It was so profound. It's amazing. It's a trip. It's like taking a trip out of this world, because we're talking like, you know, we're going beyond this world. And so watching that movie with the commentary, the feeling is like you're taking a trip out of this world, and this is what it looks like. And it's just, I mean, it's amazing. Do take that trip. Like really take a trip. And it's like even, like let's say, allow it even for three and a half hours. Allow it just like to really surrender to it. Imagine you're on that ship. And be very present with everything that's going to show up in your mind. Just be very present. And I was saying actually, you know, because it's unconscious. We may not even know what's going to show up, because it is really, truly unconscious. And it's like I was saying, it's like with David, like where I'd be sitting there, right, at a table, and they'd be like, oh, this turbulence. And I wouldn't even know what it is, because it's so raw. And I was telling to someone, I'm like, well, of course it is. It's like being around Solaris all the time. Yes, things are going to come up in a very raw way, because it's like for release, because the light is like in your face. The light is so close. So, yeah, and it's just like, and you know, and just allowance, just allowance, just a very deep allowance to do that. Like again, just a deep invitation to do this, and this is just for that. And it's like at night, his wife came to him and then watch her comes to you at night. And then watch her comes to you at night, but it's like be aware, but like be totally, you invited them. It's like this one kind of waited to show up. It's just like with that, like have it be with that kind of attitude, like this is not random. And it's just, see who shows up, what shows up. Yeah, this is called, what shows up. See who shows up, what shows up. Yeah, this is called, we're giving you the wake up. This is a wake up call with eye candy. We're going to do Scarlett Johansson and then George Clooney. So, you've got two shots tonight. Follow Scarlett or follow George. It's eye candy, even if you're drowsy. It's, you know, it's, it'll hold you. And then go for, then just give your way over completely to it. Because there's a part with George Clooney and Solaris, where he's wondering what exactly happens at night of Junior Solaris and his friends is, I'd lock your door. He says, I'd lock your door. And at one point he says, I could tell you what's happening, but that wouldn't really tell you what's happening. Because it's not speakable in words, but you can still get it. So really with Lucy, there's two tries tonight. One, you can go with Lucy right now. That's the short version. Or if you can't sleep after Lucy, then you can plan to pull an all-minder and just walk on up to flashlight or whatever and just go in there and just get to pillow. And one way or the other, you want the Holy Spirit to get you tonight. Yeah. With one of these two. Oh, yeah. You think? Oh, great. I swear. Because I guarantee you, if you just give yourself over, you will never hesitate. You will never have a hesitating decision to make. Again, isn't that relaxing? To reach the end of this, trying to figure out what to do, how to handle all these problems, how to handle your bills, how to handle relationships, how to handle your emotions, can be quick. Can be very, very, very quick. Is it one? Yeah. Yeah, very, very strong. Very strong. This is my favorite movie now. So, it's the most awesome movie. Yeah. And really, that would make a very short movie fest for you. Tonight, you can bring it actually quickly. I don't need any additional movie watching. Which is really good. It's quick and painless. And then it's over. And the only other reason we had a movie fest is we just threw some other things in there. Just in case. Just in case. It's the same thing as Jesus starts out. It's a very simple course. Nothing real can be threatened. Nothing unreal exists. It's like, get it? Good. And then there's like 600 more pages. And it's the same thing. It's like, this is it. That's all there is really. Lucy. However, there might be some more movies. Yes, our... Tonight, we're just doing one lesson from the course. And I don't even know if we have a course book in here. We used to do it when we got one here. Tonight, we're doing... With Lucy, we're doing... Let's see, I don't know that lesson. Tonight, we're doing... Which one is it? We're doing tonight. Oh, it's lesson 139. I will accept atonement for myself. What does Jesus say about decision and choice? Here is the end of choice. This is the start of the lesson. Lesson 139, I will accept atonement for myself. Here is the end of choice. For here we come to a decision to accept ourselves as God created us. What is choice except uncertainty of what we are? Ah, there is no doubt that is not rooted here. There is no question but reflects this one. There is no conflict that does not entail the single simple question, what am I? Wow. Yet who could ask this question except one who has refused to recognize himself. The only refusal to accept yourself could make the questions seem to be sincere. The only thing that can be surely known by any living thing is what it is. From this one point of certainty, it looks on other things as certain as itself. Uncertainty about what you must be is self-deception on a scale so vast its magnitude can hardly be conceived. To be alive and not to know yourself is to believe that you are really dead. To believe that you are really dead. For what is life except to be yourself? And what but you can be alive instead? Who is the doubter? What is it he doubts? Whom does he question? Whom can answer him? He merely states that he is not himself and therefore being something else becomes a questioner of what that something is. Yet he could never be alive at all unless he knew the answer. If he asks as if he does not know, it merely shows he does not want to be the thing he is. So that's why we're saying you can dive into it. It's not really a matter of time. There are high fives on the mountain and that's the top of the mountain, the end of choice. So really we're just doing less than 1.39 tonight. When I went to sleep last night my cell phone was on alarm and when I woke up this morning it was on that page. On my cell phone. I saw whenever Tendari's eyes get really big and their mouth flies open maybe she's going down to the Breva Hall with Lucy tonight. Just go with Lucy. Go with Lucy. Don't go back. Wherever she's going you want to go too. And notice how the ego wants to judge her pathways. Sometimes at the beginning she uses a gun. It sits quick. It's really quick. More and more she doesn't even need the gun as she goes along. There's no need for guns. There's no need for guns. She's gone. Yeah. It's a funny thing. It's almost like defenseless although you wouldn't even think of that. It's like taking those off for a gun. It's like there's total awareness that there's nothing on the way. There's nothing on the way. And I look at it like there's a really great scene of her driving. It's like Quentin driving and she's driving like a different way. So like against the one way. Against the one way street. Yeah, against the one way street. And she knows that there's nothing on her way. She knows there's a full awareness that she's not trying to maneuver. And it's like and be a good driver. And she knows that there's literally nothing on her way. And so yeah, there is no accidents, no nothing. And that kind of awareness. It's like the way is clear. There is nothing. It's like yeah, it's amazing. And we'll start the movie here because we know you're ready. Salivating. Salivating. It's kind of fun because it brings a lot of things together. Like sometimes you know you hear things about near-death experience, research. I call it near-life experience because it's all about opening to the light. But has anybody ever heard of like parapsychology? You know it's been around for quite a few decades. And psychic abilities. Yeah, let's name some. Call it out. Name some psychic abilities. We're audience. We're audience. Telekinesis. Telekinesis. Four-dollars. Four-dollars. Four-dollars. Remote viewing is another one. Channeling. Channeling. Omniscience. Yes, omniscience. Okay. Now let's just have fun watching Lucy because these sometimes are called supernatural abilities. Supernatural. They don't call them supernatural. They call them supernatural. Why do they call them supernatural? Because a lot of human beings go rogue. I don't know about that one or those. But Lucy's, she goes through the whole gamut. She, all these so-called supernatural abilities are very, become increasingly natural to her, including transcendence, you know, which is not an ability. It's just what is. Inevitability. It's inevitability. It's not ability. It's inevitability. So that's another fun thing about this is because she's pretty rapidly goes through all of these abilities that are studied in parapsychology. Psychokinesis ability to like move objects. Oh, she's moving more than objects. She'll end up moving all of her. Here's our transcendent being, joining us. We're going to have Lucy tonight and then we're going to show Solaris with my commentary in the middle of the night for those who can't sleep. Helen has just arrived. It's a movie. It's a lesson 139. I will accept atonement for myself. Movie night. Okay. So now we can close. Helen is in now. And so we can close the doors and the gates. All these state patches. The world these state patches are being closed. I don't know. We could end up pausing at certain points. We probably will. There's some points that are just like, oh, so good. Juicy, juicy. Yeah, yeah. I think it's okay. Hold on to your hats. Cosmos is going by. Cosmos. Coswhisper. I am the same. That's the closing song. It's the credits. At the end of the credits you can see that Coswhisper come up in the credits. I hear you have his name. I hear you have his name. I think we've had that song somewhere I haven't played around here. When she touched fingers were loose. It never mind you that picture that's famous like God on the cloud and Adam on the beach. Oh, yeah. This is the end of the chapter. The same is coming. Sistine Chapel. What was the song at the end? Coswhisper. They didn't film the credits. You could do a little search. Coswhisper. I hear Coswhisper. I am the same here. We played it the other night at the dance party. Yeah. I heard that at the dance party. It's almost got like a tribal. An ancient tribal sound to it. Amazing. It's kind of fascinating too if you go back to the beginning of the movie when you first hear the Morgan Freeman character talking about, you know, life was given us so many billion years ago. It starts off, I think he's talking like a single neuron. And then he says it gets interesting when there's two. And that's when they show all the, that's when they show all the movements of all the creatures and everything. So sometimes, you know, we talk about the movement of life, the movement of life, but guess what is also an illusion? Movement. Movement. Life actually doesn't move. Spirit doesn't move. You know how we go, oh, the spirit moved me. You know, that's, that's not, that's in the fact that's seeing the illusion for what it is that there's actually never been any movement ever or change. Remember, spirit is changeless. Eternity is changeless. So, so change is the illusion. And change is synonymous with time. So we've been coming up with some great synonyms, you know, time, death, change, movement. They're all the same. They're all the same. One, this doesn't move. There's no place to move. Place is a concept. People sometimes will say, where do we exist in the cosmos? There is no location. That's, that's time and space are the same illusion. We were asked at the beginning to talk a bit about space. We talked about time, time, time. This movie had a lot of time, but actually space is the same illusion. It's a segment of imagination. We talked about that quite a bit. Just all imagination. One thing I thought about, about the name, they chose for the leading character now. Years ago when they said they had discovered the first mother of the whole human race, they named her Lucy. Yeah, and it says exactly. We got to see her. Yeah, I just, yeah. Kevin's here too. I think after this movie came out, I mentioned the other day that, that Kirsten and I wrote some writing something. Maybe you could come up here, over here and I can just give you the microphone. Kevin, my gosh. He sees so many things in these movies. I think I saw it one or two or three times when I read an email from Kevin and I was like, whoa, he saw so much in this movie. It just went on and on and on. The symbology, you know, seeing, you probably have to see it by age 50 times. Come. Come up, come up. Skip this, but this is our enlightenment night, so. Can we have a little more? This is like unwind in the court. Unwind your mind. There we go. Yeah. Yeah, there were a lot of details that were noticed that seemed significant in the movie when I saw it. But right now, just when you're just talking about where could spirit go, where could oneness go and movement, I've been really feeling that recently is just movement at all. But I'm also wondering about creation too. I was wondering if you could maybe talk about creation and then movement, but maybe there's another sort of movement that's possible, or I don't know. You know what it says in Genesis, in the beginning God created the heavens and the earth. What we're starting to see is the heavens are creation, but not the heavens like in the sky somewhere or somewhere in the cosmos, but that's like the eternal oneness of spirit. And so that's creation. And it seems they have qualities like we call radiating or extending, but even that radiating and extending doesn't involve movement, because movement is a time-space construct. There has to be coordinates or objects or things in relation to each other. That's what movement is. It's things in relation to others. Like they've studied, for example, Einstein. A lot of scientists, recent scientists even, have studied black holes and they find an amazing gravitational field in black holes. It's much, much stronger than earth, like way, way more stronger. So things that we take for granted as far as weight, like how many pounds do things weigh, or when astronauts go to the moon, there's less of a gravitational pull, so we can see the astronauts bouncing up high and seem to just dance across the moon's planet because there's not so much. But gravitation is tied into the perception of time and movement, and so it's all part of like a relative cosmos that has no creation or no existence at all. It's, I think, Jesus does say at one point in the course he calls it a vast illusion. It's like gas, meaning applying to the cosmos. All these, we're still discovering, scientists are still discovering galaxies and more galaxies and more galaxies. It seems to be infinite, but it's actually finite. Just like stars, you know, we used to have love songs, as long as the stars shine in the heavens, I will be loving you. Now we know that just gas is burning out, and we're finite. So if anybody tries to convince you that I love you as long as you're stars in the heavens, turn it down, and turn it down. Say, that's finite. Is that the best you can do? Bring me higher love. A eternal love is love without end. That's all you could ever be content with because that's what you were created as, is eternal love. So everything that we call the cosmos is finite. It's kind of interesting too, when we talk about this motion stuff, because I love these quantum physicists now that have like literally mapped out the cosmos. They say the big bang happened, and then instead of being this thing that's in motion, it's this static thing, it's like a photo. And it depends on where you are inside the photo, that the illusion of where you seem to be in terms of evolution or whatever, like inside of it. But it's actually static. It's like this flat static thing. They've even got a shape of the cosmos. It's kind of cool to see the shape of it. Just like you see the shape of a computer or a banana. It's like the whole cosmos is there. It's an amazing thing. And then it says from inside of it, it seems like it's in motion. Inside of it, it seems like it's still happening. But it's not. It's really over and done. It's like a photo. It's literally that flat, that static. It's not dynamic at all. Dynamic seems to imply movement, force. So you could say that's the final frontier. That's really the undoing. When you say, I'm growing. I'm evolving. My life is in constant motion and movement. No. I mean, it's all a lie. Everything's a lie. Birth is a lie. Death is a lie. Evolution is a lie. Did Darwin have it right? No. Did the creationists, so-called the Bible, God created the heavens and the earth and Adam and Eve's story and all that? No. No, no, no. And this is what I meant when I told Suzanne one time and she asked me, can you describe enlightenment? I said, oh, it seems to me. Damn, damn, damn, damn, ah. And the ah is just seeing that it's much to do about nothing. All of it really. But it's so funny. I mean, you just said Adam and Eve. I mean, the number of times I'm thinking what you're thinking is crazy to me. It's so interesting. Next month, September 24th, is the Jewish New Year. And it's five, seven, seven, five. And I looked last year and I thought, where's the zero? You know, what's the zero? And it turns out that the zero in the Jewish calendar is the moment Adam and Eve were expelled from paradise. And so it's the moment of eating of the tree of good and evil. It's like the tree of that knowledge. And so time starts with judgment in the Jewish calendar. And I thought that was so cool. And I thought, ooh, it's alliance with course and miracles. At least in my mind. There it is. See? Such wisdom. Time starts with judgment. They're more synonymous. There's another word we can say. Death, motion, judgment, time. It's judgment. Yeah. We're seeing it's all the same. And she did say that at one point. She said when she was talking about all the different things that seemed to be going on, really, she was just saying, everything is the same. Because it's all time. That's the sameness of all things. It's time. And time isn't real. So all things were the unreality of all things. I'm saying that. I just realized something else too. That's great. I love it. I just love to see what this is. I weep to the left and there's Kevin's face. That looked like Lucy, really. It's your whole face. You smile, your eyes, your cheeks. Tell us. All right. We're talking about time. But the scene when everything's being unraveled and when she's in Times Square and gets blasted from the back, there are a lot of little posters or signs that were posted all over either electronically or street signs. And one of them was, we've got your back. So that kind of felt to me like the Holy Spirit, once you release yourself to it's bringing the mind into full awakening. And it just goes. It's also brain tonic and street cleaning right next to each other. So that's kind of like the brain, the whole idea of like a conditional system. You have to go back and freeze it. Yeah. And then the Times Square, I mean just like the sense of a square in a box and being in form, in the defined form, not abstract. Times Square. Yeah, Times Square. It literally is Times Square, but it's being done there. And then also when you say Time, like the big X that was there for like maybe half the scene in Times Square is like Times, you know, like multiple times, but also the Roman numeral for 10 and like 1 and 0, kind of, it's like some, like reality and nothing, it's still reality. There's no solution to this thing. And then just with words, Lucy is derived from the Latin word for light and then Pierre Del Rio is like rock of the river. And for some reason I got the sense of like river of time or the illusion of motion. So there's this rock, this sense of like an entity that's existing in this flow of, you know, sequential time or whatever. But then the light comes in like almost by grace or beyond logic and lifts it out of all that it knew before. And so that's like, you know, Pierre is just totally like, and then he just lets, you know, let's go to that flow. But he can't go beyond, because it's still within time within the river, but at least the rock got loosened and maybe it's going, but then, yeah, he gets a hint of it at the end when she says I'm everywhere. But I don't know time, that just kind of reminds me of that. Kevin, I'm lost to the rock. What was the rock? That was his name? Yeah, his name was Pierre, which means rock, Del Rio, rock of the river. And Lucy means light. Lucy was the light, and he was the rock on the rock of the river. River being motion, rock kind of solidity, and Lucy, light. Which again, that's what it came to. Everything kind of imploded. You can see the gases before the formation of the planets and kind of the streaming gases kind of like coming from the big bang, kind of radiating outward as a big bang from an explosion. And this was like an implosion. You could see them moving in the other direction. Like the gases all coming and imploding together. And the molten lava, like that we have in Hawaii right now, that's underneath the formation of the crust in the world. You know, it was just reversing everything, kind of taking it back. Time goes backwards. Talk about a regression. That's like an ultimate spirit regression all the way to the I Amness. I am everywhere. Everywhere? My favorite line. And we've had movies where we'll also see transcendence. His wife's asking Johnny Depp character, where are you? And he said, almost at the beginning, that's the only difference. And she's asking, where are you? After he has transcended the body, and he says, I'm everywhere. That's the experience we're going for. It's coming through, streaming through on the big screen. David? I'm everywhere. When Lucy kissed here, was her words safe to remind me? As a reminder? So, coming to mind, did she want to be reminded of her purpose or to all humanity, because of the conversation she had with the Morgan Freeman character initially, to the knowledge, to share it, to give it, what was his words exactly? To pass it on. Right, so it was a reminder, sort of like a mission that she had in a way, that she wanted to give, like it was motivating her. I know we've talked about the expansion and to wake up, and about 100%. But she also was why she created the computer to pass it on. And so he was like that symbol for her when you say the rock. I don't know, it was such a simple kiss. It wasn't French kiss, it wasn't a juicy kiss, it was a wet kiss. It was just like a contact kiss. It was really a kind, like a sweet kiss. Almost like a kiss that you could give a child when you're saying good night. You know, when you're saying sweet dreams and you have a little kiss. It was kind of a quick, soft kiss. But it wasn't really romantic. That's what was interesting. And as a reminder, I just think a reminder of the simplicity, the softness. I think it was like, I really feel like it was a holy relationship expression. It was like, for a reminder. He was trying to, he was thinking, am I needed anymore? He was hoping she was going to say no. I was really afraid. It was freaking him out. I can't even say that in the car. But it was such a soft, simple kiss as a reminder. It was just another, I think, light use of symbols. It wasn't a neediness kiss. And there's so many of you she wasn't trying to get anything for sure. So there was no motive to get anything. And it was kind of a brief one too. It wasn't meant to make something. Arouse or make something continuous in time. Kind of a kiss to get a future kiss. Or a kiss to have a prolonged kiss. It was really, it was kind of a short, sweet reminder. Things were okay. Like a calming kind of thing. Like to calm his fears. Or love. Simple love. A simple expression of love. That's what I was trying to get at. I actually had a kiss like that just recently. A total stranger. And it's the most incredible thing that ever happened. Well not the most incredible thing that ever happened. You're close. And it was after some body work, right? But it went beyond that. And we were just doing this eye gazing. Just total eye gazing. And then the moment happened. There was all of the things you just described. It was not sexual. It was just so sweet. So soft and so light. And just like, what was that? That kind of... And he said, it was a reminder that you can have this all mixed. It's the same word, reminder. It is. You can have this all mixed. Because it's a reminder that you can have this 24-7 all mixed. Because we were just in this deep... No, it was beyond words. I didn't think I was ever going to tell anyone that. I never had it. So this moment. I feel like I had my mouth open the whole movie. I didn't even know what was going on. Yeah. Yeah, it's almost like some kind of transmission where you're... If you're in the tractor beam, that's what we were saying. Just go with a lissy. And you're like... You're just adorable. What other words can we come up with? There's none. You're just transparent and adorable. You're a reflection of all of our mind. Our more fun mind. Yeah. I witnessed him when he first walked in the door here. He was like... And he probably thought the same thing we did. I said, adorable. Just adorable. That's how he walks through the day. Yeah, I just felt like... Yeah, with all that whole movie. I just felt so... No, I just... I had a whole movie. Especially right from the get-go. It was so profound. I wasn't sure what... I'm not sure I had any thoughts, really. Other than I felt this fear of awakening. Stuff like coming up. This is like... I feel like being carried or something right now. But it was... At the same time, it just... I kept feeling like joy from it. I don't know. The only word that's coming to mind is profound or deep. The same thing with Solaris. No words, really. Nicholas told me one day. He said, Today I fully expect to wake up. I live every day in full expectation that today is the day I'm waking up. I thought that was amazing. Like, not tomorrow, not... Not sometimes. Today is the day. Today is my day. It always feels like that. Yeah. I could talk about Nicholas like knowing lots of you from our encounters in different parts of the country and the world and hearing your stories and... Yeah. And everyone, you know, it's like... Everyone to me is just... is just that reflection of... of that union, that love. Because it is swift. When I first talked to you, Nicholas, I think we did a Skype call. We were up in, was it Quebec? At university. He was right in... enrolled in university. And it was just a symbol of being in what they call higher learning in this world. And now he's into music, movies and mysticism. Yeah. Some higher learning. And he's not institutionalized anymore. I don't think... Although some people will say the one that's not institutionalized, but they don't really know the essence of it. I feel like I can't even remember the beginning of the festival. Yeah, time. At all bars. Yeah, and I was also... I was sharing at the... I was sharing at the lunch... Maybe yesterday or the day before, camera. That... I couldn't even see the point in me going to class, because before class I'd be watching movies with you and other people. And then I'd go to class and be like, okay, okay. And then right after class I'd be washed again, because I'd keep watching videos. Other guys just point like that. Other guys just... I'd spend the whole class and be like, I'm on, put next. I just... I just didn't speak to me anymore. I'm trying. I mean, it's still... Yeah, I... I just... Even with my email, I just wanted to be in a space where I could kind of let it all go. And I was just kind of scared to do it at school. Seemingly by myself. So this has been... It has been just a big blessing to me. So, thank you. Thank you. I love you. So much. Just let it all go. Our evening movies, Solaris. It's... Solar is, light is. It seems to be the point of everything. Lucy, life. Solar is, light is. What? These are our movies we ended with. It's like the comic, Cosmic Humor. What if... One track modern. Light. Lucy, light, and then Solar is, light is. So in case you didn't get it with light, then follow-up movie tonight is Light Is. It's really good. It's going to be hilarious. I'm down again. I've watched a lot of still-in-the-movies. It's called Life's 32. Okay. Steve's giving away all of our secrets and we're live for the whole universe. Tell the FBI. They'll never find us. We're just light. We're moving too fast. It doesn't really exist. That's right. There is no FBI. I can't find it. This is our Cosmic Humor, though. I know. Isn't it great? No private thoughts. I'm just trying to be more... That would be unwinding. Unwinding. Okay, we'll all get pajamas and we'll meet at the jail down there. It's a shame. Everyone wears striped shirts. They're really funny. BYOB. It's all for the unwinding. It is. It is. That's the best part. We just... Oh my gosh, we just love you all so much. It's just so much fun to be in here. It's like we're having an ongoing party. Yeah. And everyone's just chipping in with their joyful spirit. Wearing their big glasses. That's great. Big cleaning glasses. She's ready for the 3D movies. That's great. That's okay. Oh my gosh. Okay. The pajamas, the whole thing. Thank you. There you go. Since we put these flowers up, maybe that's a good plan. Yeah. Some of you remember that from the movie Fest Chrissy was in hearing her... In PJs. That was a beautiful symbol. There she is in pink PJs again. That's just like... Okay. We love you. If you can sleep. Sweet dreams. If you can't. It's okay.