 You know you walk out the door you see someone that you know and they ask you how you are you just have to say that you're Fine when you're not really fine, but you just can't get into it because they would never understand Hey everyone, what is popping welcome back to another blog my eye She's getting there, but She's still recovering if you watched my last video you already know what happened to my eye I really honestly don't know what happened to my eye It looks like I have a scratch on my retina It was very light-sensitive and also I would have to sit in the dark. I could barely look at my phone. I Will have to dim the brightness and just dim the brightness on my computer. I was working all day I was lacking on Doing some work turning in a video and also I Am on my period I'm on my period my eyes like this. I'm very emotional. I've been crying all morning That's probably what my eye look like that. It's been very emotional and when I get my period I get it hard I'm very emotional. I want to eat everything on site And I really don't be in the mood to do Anything especially in the first day the first day. I don't want to do anything I just I just want to feel all the period Emotions and today is day three. It's getting better. So I'm like, you know, I I need to get myself together I have a little bit of a headache. I haven't ate all day actually Anyways, y'all don't care, but I'm just trying to get myself together I want to go to the store and I want to cook myself a little dinner I want to make a little mocktail. It's nine o'clock and I just got done with my video. I turned it in I'm happy about that. I had to make a little drink because I was a little dehydrated. I put some hyaluronic acid peat life Beauty elixir in this poppy. So all I need to really go do is get a fresh cilantro I want to get some more Rosemary to boil on the stove top because I like to put that in my hair in a spray bottle And then also I just need to get a lime because I'm about to make these beauty tacos Then I got Trader Joe Been dying to try these so I'm just gonna let them thaw out While I run to a whole foods really quick tell you to get some onions cilantro squeeze the fresh lime So I want to do the whole nine to get the full effect of this. So yeah, I'm gonna just throw on some clothes I really just want to go like this And I this is really how I look on a weekday if I am on my menstrual cycle If it's that's having a month I'm I'm so emotional it's not even funny like crying over nothing I'm like I literally be finding emotional demons swear. I'm like, what is wrong with me? Why? Why am I thinking this way or why am I feeling this way? It's so I get to overthinking over the most unnecessary things and it's just like Stop But anyways, let me hurry up before whole foods close We got to hurry up so I can get back and make my dinner for tonight. Let's Cheers I'm a part of myself because I could I really say in the bed and just caught it one and not have a I could Over eat something but I'm like, you know what I got food in there a movie Just dropped on Netflix that I want to watch with Lauren London kickback watch that Let's go chose to the morning like I said, though When I'm on my menstrual when it's up that time of the month anything goes, okay? Arrangement they put a branch in here And I thought it was cute just to give my living on some color I could have just got plain pink tulips, but I'm like, you know what? Let's add a little bit more color. I've been really liking tulips in my They're cute, then I got these almond flour tortillas I don't want to try this Given Ginger ale It doesn't even have that lime taste. So thank that this fresh pure Santa Cruz lime juice to add in Two spring waters. I wanted to try out this three trees vanilla bean. I got a big piece I didn't go to the store People's already looking at me crazy because my eye But it's like I said, they're getting better You on the ball and I'm using one we asked you yeah, it was magic. Yeah Imagine grabs you yeah kitchen smells so good. That beard is though I cannot wait to try that but right now we're gonna try to make a mocktail I really don't know how this is gonna turn out for her because I really don't have all the ingredients I'm really just Making something and I do want to put my beauty elixir in it for Labor because this stuff honestly, it tastes good and I just have one one and two packs today Just for hydration and it's the same thing that I just did but we're gonna add the lime juice The sparkling water and then this lime juice one shot of orange juice One shot of the Santa Cruz lime juice I should have got some mint leaves. I don't want it to taste like mojito It was at this moment that he knew he Just because I made it. It's actually so good my year So y'all I woke up was cleaning my house for a little bit and and look at this surprise I got I told y'all I've been having a rough past couple days and my boo came through for your girl And I love a chocolate cup of strawberries on That time of the month and he already knows that I Was having a rough couple days. So he surprised me. It's literally the little things. I literally busted all crying But Yeah, anyways, I was just cleaning up. I would show you my face, but I look horrendous But I'm just getting ready for the day. I was just cleaning out My dishwasher and putting away My dishes that he also brought me a matcha and oh my god, y'all I was gonna make my own matcha this morning but My matcha is expired So I'm gonna get a new one and also I really want to organize This cabinet is organized with my modes right here. But down here Is where the mess is like I have my vitamin c peak life my electrolytes and my greens back there, but I do want to Put them in this drawer some way somehow. I want to make this like my wellness drawer because I already have my peak like Beauty elixirs up here. So I kind of want to put them on a side. So it's just like Grab and go type of thing Um, and I also don't even use these straws. So I'm I'm gonna figure out something so I can have my packs of My like wellness stuff up here so I can just grab it Instead of reaching all the way down here, but anyways, we got a new agreement today as well, but I'm just gonna finish cleaning My dishes. Hey y'all I can miss see y'all right now, but I'm about to put A new pair of contacts in my eye looks so much better I am gonna go get my nails done and I'm going to Tim But I'm really debating because I asked Dallas does she have an appointment because This year I do want to start doing my own hair as far as washing my hair But if she could style it for me, that would be great So I'm waiting on her to text me back But if not, I can just come back and do my own here, but I want to just wash I should just take a quick shower and then come back and wash it Because I don't want to go up in here and look in the mirror Like me again Contacts are back in I just want to do like a self-care day getting myself together I may be going to get drinks with new people today, but I'm not sure of the vibes. I'm waiting on them to um Give me the details because they invited me to drink so Um, we'll see you know, maybe get prepared for that My hair is getting so much thicker But we need to work on growth I do like like I said, I like putting rosemary in my hair And I am going to wash my hair with the ogx collagen And then also the axology as well. And then we're going to do a hair mask. Don't dare don't respect repair it By briochio and also the oliflex moisture mask. I'm going to mix it but I mean and also I need to go get some new more hair feels um But yeah, I'm really not sure what I want to do right now because I don't want to go in that nail shop looking crazy I don't want to wear a bonnet. I'm just going to take the last of this rosemary spray You spray it on this I got oil. Yeah oil I really think this is helping me because obviously it has rosemary And I have two Yeah, I have one in my travel bag and one I'ma just let this sit during my nail appointment And then come back and rinse it out and then wash my hair and then get in the shower I'm almost off of my menstrual It's like towards the end. Well, I'm going to show y'all what um wash I've been liking too when we get in the shower Because I feel like balancing our pH is so important. Nobody wants to smell like after a period At least I don't but it wasn't a Wash girl. I've never used honey pot um, and I think I did one time like a long time ago And it just didn't work out for me. Um, my hua is very sensitive. She's very Sensitive So I'm going to use this little baby Look at the little arms and then I'm just going to massage my scalp And also my last hair appointment Dallas was like, oh my god, your hair is getting so thick and long And I was like, uh, yes, so I just really want to keep up with my hair routine and stuff like that um for this year because my hair journey has been so Weird, but I'm just trying to get a hang of it. I'm trying to get a hang of a lot of things This year when I get my period I get hit hard and I get hormonal acne I have a breakout right here. I woke up with it disgusting So we're gonna do this and it's free for cleansing clay mask This is gonna be my second time using this So I kind of want to see like How good it is. So I'm gonna really pay attention Sometimes I just be doing a random mask when I don't even need it and I really don't know how good it works But we're gonna see today When I do a clay mask, I really like to do a thin layer because sometimes if I do it too thick My skin can get irritated Because less is more just because you're putting in a lot of product. Does it mean it's going to Do extra work and I want to do this mask. This smells like I stopped up the shower and I went stop that mask This definitely helps because it was hurting at first but now it's It's going down. So that mask will be linked down below Um and my girl Morgan, she was the one I already wanted this but she worked she worked at Sephora in Linux and I was like, I need a new face mask and then she put me on that one I was like that's so crazy because I wanted to try that one out. So shout out to her And she does like the whole Sephora suggestions on her tiktok. So make sure y'all check her out Y'all probably seen her on your free page But anyways, so let me get ready and I cannot wait to get my nails done. So let's go You can't even see these With all of these niggas be on you when you're saying I can be The one that you call and you talk to the good girl I'll see my world Super cute, but I do want to exfoliate my hands I set that dip teak because I needed some new candles room spray. This is the fig Um, I got it from my living room area. It's one of my favorite Uh since at dip teak. So if you like that woody musky scent try this one out I don't know why my lighting is Ugly and then I just got a new 34 candle. I just like this for decoration. Honestly, my other one went out. It's kind of Black in there. So I'm like, you know what? Let me just get a fresh one to put on my pink book I need a new rug. I'm tired of looking at that. It just doesn't go with the vibes and also she put a few samples in here There's gonna be a new fragrance coming out in March So let me see of the paper This reminds me of something I like this. I'm gonna just go ahead and get ready. I don't really know what's going on tonight So I really just want to just be prepared. I want to do my hair. I want to exfoliate I just want to, you know, get myself together. So and our day is stopping in a matcha Seven o'clock. I have no plans yet. So I'm gonna take my time. I'm feeling a little better. So I'll see y'all in a second Good morning, everyone. We are on our way to Secobar This is my form of self-care. Self-care isn't just, you know, going to get your nails done Facials and things like that. It's about really taking care of your body Because you get one body and when I go to Secobar, I feel like I'm the king of the world. Yes, king not queen king. It's so hard. It's so challenging But it's hip-hop sundae the playlist is already going to be lit. The class is packed. I literally got the last slot So I'm just drinking The Celsius but I need to figure I think I'm gonna drink like coffee as a pre-workout. I really don't want to drink This Celsius because I've heard too many things Class starts at 10 15. We are on time and last night I didn't finish my hair because I was like, you know what? Let me just let the mask sit in my hair. I'm not going anywhere. So I ended up not going out for drinks So that's fine. But anyways, so yeah, I just let the mask sit overnight So I'm gonna go home and wash it out after so obviously you just made more sense because I'm about to sweat anyways And might as well just wait it out. So and I'm looking like Barney, I thought this purple was gonna match the purple. I already had but it is probably faded See, I look like How fast So I was number six out of 30 in this class So applaud me and I'm getting so much better and I feel so much stronger and Yeah, I just love cycle bar You know, you have a Starbucks addiction when they already know your order Is somebody in this car though y'all's hip hop sundae was so Good, it was late. Am I oh, it's somebody in that car But yeah hip hop sundae was so Good, it was late and then I stopped at Trader Joe's because I needed to get um some like brussel sprouts vegetables for the week and some apples and stuff for like my green juice And just like little groceries for like out the week and she is having a tailgate at Atlantic station but um Because y'all know rihanna is performing halftime and y'all know it's like her comeback season. Hey girl Here's still hanging in there strong gotta have a sugar-free Thank you blue. You too. Happy sundae. Um, but yeah, she's making her comeback. She's having a Um, also, I got matcha from Trader Joe's too because I need to start making my own Stuff at home. I'm really not a football girl. The only stuff I like If it's like a football party or something. Yes, I'm absolutely going for the food Yeah, I don't know. I haven't seen anybody really talk about it like going or anything like that Maybe I might stop by for like a second Um after I do my hair maybe Yeah, I mostly just go inside and take a shower More inside my hair and then start my hair because I didn't get a chance to yesterday So it was time to take my cup out because my period was over and I'm telling y'all I love my menstrual cup So I seen this tweet the other day and this girl was saying that she has her period for seven to 12 days Or something like that It's because people are wearing pads or maybe tampons that contain chemicals or toxins That are causing vaginal disruptions. She are kuchi Isn't supposed to be smelling like roses and flowers So when we get these items that you know contain these chemicals that's supposed to make us feel and smell fresh all day No, you're not supposed to smell like roses and flowers So I would look into something that is more natural and you know What works for you and my cup works well for me It helps with the duration of my period I'm literally on my period three to four days tops. Y'all know it goes through that dr. Pepper phase So it I have to let it clear out But other than that I've had no issues with this it helps with cramps And I'm not telling you to go get this but this is what works for me But I would definitely work look into something that works for you And that was just some information that I've been researching Especially with using my cup because I've seen such a huge difference and I'm like, wow, this is crazy like from Transitioning from pads to a cup has really made a overall difference that I've noticed. So Um, look into it. See what works for you. But yeah, enjoy Look through my lens a million to grandma who did I disappear and never and then you'd be like Hey, y'all so I just did my nighttime Skin care we're all oiled up Patches on because I have the Chanel one still so I want to use them up and y'all Why did I get this mochi? from Trader Joe's actually Really good. I got the strawberry one. I really am not a mochi girl But I don't even like them hard. I need to put this back in the freezer But they melt fast. Mine's a little bit more hard. So these need to go back In the fridge with the freezer, but they're so good Today I am Getting prepared to go out the house and go to the coffee shop and y'all look at sweat soup. It's from skims It's from their new bubblegum drop. I love this. It'll be linked down below and also I have on the halter tank top underneath Just in case I get hot Um while wearing this while I'm doing my coffee, but currently Babes, we did our own just add one more in my inner corner Um, I'm using this kev by kev kev creative lashes your way Um, I'm using 14 on my 16 on my ends and I'm going in with 14 and then um, but yeah, this was very like This is very like Uh tedious because if you don't do it right or don't have a good technique, it'll keep just falling off Um, but yeah, so I kind of got the hang of it And I'll do like a full tutorial. Um later on but I'm just gonna add One and I'm also gonna let y'all know how these lasted on me because I don't know How long this is gonna last on my eyelash and also how Um good it will take when I get in the shower or like watch my face or if it gets around water Um, where is the glue? So It has a glue with it. I don't know where it's at, but I'm just oh here go And anything that I always mention will be linked down below hairstylist Locations of things anything that y'all see me doing in blogs. It'll be linked down below. Um Y'all ask me all the time what things are when it's linked, but um Yeah, so I'm just adding this lash glue It's black I put just one thin layer on where I want to put it And then I'm also gonna put a thin layer lash This is so convenient. I don't know why I didn't do this sooner So I'm gonna let that for 10 seconds and you want to put it on your lash not your skin That makes sense But like I said before I gotta get the hang of this first before I even tell y'all that I'm like you gotta put it on a lash like an expert and I'm not But I will and I gotta get new tweezers because these are And I'll just suck it right here I need to go Okay, so I'm just gonna let that dry And Then I also had ordered a lash advice a while ago like like months ago And I'm just gonna use the bonder on this cute I feel so pretty today And I think I'm gonna do These two mix together today the mugler mix with the Miss Dior So I actually wasn't able to end off the vlog because I was rushing trying to get to the coffee shop to turn in my video And I just want to let you guys know That if you're somebody who gets your mental cycle, you get so many emotions I feel you grow and just know you are not missing out on anything when you're Tending to your mental health tending to how your body feels And you are not missing out when you're taking care of yourself So I just want you to know that I am here with you sis And I can definitely relate So With that being said I'm ending off this video I hope you guys enjoyed Do not forget to like comment subscribe. I love y'all so so so so much And I'll see y'all in the next video