 Hi guys welcome to another week in on my life vlog. I'm so dehydrated. Oh my gosh I've not been drinking water at all like my hydro flask was in my office for four days without me. Anyways welcome back to another vlog I'm really really excited to be vlogging so today. It's like Saturday at 5 p.m. And this is when I'm starting my weekend on my life log I stayed at my mom's in the suburbs the past like two days. I want to say So I'm back home. I showered I shaved I self tan and all of it I have a brother clean his room today and I laughed and I felt so gross so now I feel so much better Anyways, I came home to a lot of packages tomorrow is so exciting because my IKEA stuff arrives So I'm gonna have my other mirror to go back in my old mirror spot And then stuff for my pantry so I haven't had a pantry like a big pantry in a while All my food has like been back there and I just been cooking too much and I have too much stuff now So you know I have a real pantry and then Yeah, some stuff for the dentist come in and then I'm going to set up I think my dad is going to come over and help me with bunch of stuff I just put some tanner on so I feel crazy. I've been using so von a lot of the Luxem filter itself tanner It is the best one I've ever used in my entire life. Like oh my gosh. Also. I just had a smoothie King delivered via door dash I'll have a link down below and you guys can use it for $15 credit So you guys can get a free smoothie King smoothie, but I got to I don't know which ones which because What is that supposed to mean? Because it's like $10 free delivery, so I either pay for delivery or just get another smoothie I don't know which one I got. Okay, wait this one This one is more tropical and I normally get the angel food. These are literally bigger than my head And I thought I was gonna cook tonight, but like I'm not gonna be hungry. They gave me straws I just feel like this is gonna taste really weird with metal straw, but it is one of those, you know Okay, I'm enjoy it All right, so and then Monday's Memorial Day. Anyways, um this weekend is a very big Progress weekend as far as the house goes, so I'm really excited. I have a few things to unbox I bought this shirt from upper room a few weeks ago celebrating their life. Oh my gosh I think it's their 10 year anniversary or something. This shirt is really cool. Okay, so anyway, it's like the most creative church ever So that's the back Which is really cool. I like how it's kind of boxy and then this is the front Yeah, this shirt is really cool. I'm a really big fan this with some swag some Air Force one so easy really cute Oh, yeah, okay beauty counter sent me some stuff, which I'm really excited for. This is a cleansing oil I really need a new cleanser. I'm almost out of my Sony to car one These are eye cooling mask, which is really cool Lip conditioner, which I desperately need and then a sugar body scrub So these are all things that I really need and I'm very excited about Upper rooms packaging is so cool. I have a package from dr. Brand. I have more packages actually downstairs to the garage But we're not gonna do that today. Oh, that's a one. That's a really cute back and I love that color We got a few. Oh gosh, we had a few things. Okay The first thing is a poor refiner primer, then we have a little mini of the microdermabasche Bration, I don't know I can't talk a luminizer primer I love luminizer primers and then a vacuum cleaner a poor purifying mask So this bag is super cute. I'm excited for this. Okay. So anyways, I am gonna make buffalo chicken stuffed Spaghetti squash, which I'm really excited for I used to make the buffalo chicken sweet potatoes all the time And those are so good. This is like a healthier alternative. Yeah, I think I'm gonna have a really chill night I've just been loving Relaxing I have so much work this week I think I recorded like eight episodes like so much stuff and then I said so much on top of that So I really only vlogged like one day last week just because I was like swarmed with stuff That's why what's my mom's because I was like I need to just like chill and I slept so much and I feel so good So this is gonna be very refreshing weekend, but I'm really excited I think I'm gonna watch some youtubers some I don't know I started real high source of dollars actually my mom's but I don't have that login on this TV I have someone else's login on so I gotta forget that out. I am exhausted and it's only 6 p.m I think I actually am gonna cook tonight. So I need to get up and start on that. All right So I'm making buffalo chicken stuffed spaghetti squash. So we just have celery green onions chicken spaghetti squash It said red bell pepper, but that wasn't an option and then I just have some buffalo sauce And then I got some primal kitchen ranch dressing. I've been loving primal kitchen lately Just trying out new stuff, but this is obviously like a healthier option I'm actually gonna Cook this on my tiktok which I will show you guys at once I posted my tiktok It just conceals with hey So if you guys want to go back to this later, and it's a lot easier you guys can just find it on my tiktok Coco do you need something? I feel like a mom my teenage daughter is upstairs crying. Oh my gosh All right guys I finished it looks incredible it smells so good. It took me a little under an hour It's pretty easy on this is like a whole 30 recipe that I loosely followed obviously I probably couldn't have primal kitchen I mean, I don't know. I don't think or my buffalo sauce. I don't know what whole 30 is approved Okay, I'm so sorry, but anyways looks so good. I'm so excited. It's on my tiktok can deal with it Okay, it's 8 p.m. On a Saturday night. I'm going to lay in bed and read this like my favorite time in my room And then hopefully go to bed by like 10 so my favorite author duo Liz Constantine Their two sisters came out with another book They were the authors of the losses parish and the last time I saw you Now the wife stalker and like the others who I literally read in like one sitting in this one I'm having a hard time getting into But sometimes with thrillers it really happens like a made book and then you're absolutely obsessed with them It's the best thing you've ever read I need to read more of this and just get into it because I'm just like oh my gosh good morning guys It's Sunday morning. I just woke up. I am so tired. It's 9 30 I slept it a little bit and I'm actually about to go on and run which I really have about Negative interest in doing and you're not like going on a run But I need to so that's what we're gonna go do also look at my tan I mean, okay, here's the problem guys like my hands. We're trying our best. I burned myself. It's fine. I'm fine It is so hard for me to like make my hands not look crazy Also, like my hands are so pale and comparison to the rest of my body give me all your tips on Self tanning with hands, but I mean this is like a gradual tanner. It's not even I guess it is self tanning But you know what I mean? It's like a little bit different. Anyways, I'm gonna change and get ready for my run. Oh my gosh You know what? Oh my gosh, I just read that smoothie King smoothie for after my run So that's gonna make me run go by a lot faster. It's not my run today Normally, I wear like a hoodie or something over it, but it's been getting actually hot in Texas The sports bra is Nike and these shorts are out your voices I talked to my first time wearing them and I'm already obsessed with them. They're very flattering. They're very comfortable They're just great. So I love them. All right, so here's my outfit out your voices Nike and then my shoes are Adidas Cocoa and her bed head guys. It's always something Anyways, I'm gonna go on this run and then come back and have my smoothie. Okay, my dad and my one of my dogs is here Oh my gosh, guys, we have a real live lab re-doodle in my house right now very exciting But really into the sweatshirt trend. I forget where these are from, but I'll have a link down below Throw on a tank top. Oh my gosh. I'm like for some reason out of breath. I'm great run I'm gonna have my smoothie and then we're gonna organize or see it started on the den and setting that up I don't know. I'm out of breath and then at some point today before three ideas dropping off a new mirror Stuff for my a few things for the like mom's lake house and then my Pantry this thing is really a wrap thing is so crammed with random stuff It's just gonna be a big transformation. Like this is what it was before and then we're gonna be so organized It's actually not gonna take that long to like organize this, but it's gonna feel great. Also I got these in the mail Now this is how you know people over at your house. Everything is a little over-the-counters Hustle matcha energy in the peach flavor apparently peaches the best The ala sent this to me and she said that she likes peach the best, so I'm really excited to try these out I want to have a cute little fringe either my office or the den with like fun drinks like this and like I love Recess DVD drinks. This is the best drinks ever I used to actually get some of those we're in the den We decided that we wanted to move this couch back this way and then have the projector on that Hopefully the projector. I don't even know what size it is. Honestly for some reason this feels so much bigger Anyways, we put the gym mat back here and the Lululemon mat Projector will go this way. I don't know where my chairs and wafers are and I still need to get a coffee table I'll probably order one and then my laundry machines and stuff. I'm gonna order Tomorrow tomorrow day sales, but yeah need to set up the actual Projector screen Coco girl you look crazy. Yes Okay, the projector screen is actually incredible, this is only like a hundred dollars on Amazon I'll have everything linked down below But very impressed all right guys So we just opened the garage door and there's natural lighting it looks so much better So I moved my workout thing here, which is great because I can wash most of it health the other projector The couch looks a lot better in person. I think than it does on camera, but the couch is huge My projector I was kind of messing around that I'm playing with it It's obvious. I need an extension cord It's gonna be kind of a little bit of a mess, but it's actually really great And then I have my screen set up here I have this random white table that I took from my office just to use for like random things I don't know what that is on the floor um a speaker My dad I might use his bar thing if we want on that wall Which would be good for entertaining, but like I don't really drink much so We'll see and yeah, it looks really cute We need a rug the two chairs are arriving this Thursday I thought it was last Thursday and it's so cozy like when you turn the lights off and you put the projector on it is incredible So anyway, it's gonna go upstairs and get started on organizing the pantry I'm gonna try one of these hustle matcha energy drinks the ones that I just got in the mail It looks really cute. I'll do a little taste test what we started clearing out my pantry I always feel like but like it's such a mess that there's just dog food like randomly and yeah The shelves are coming today and everything will be so beautiful. I cannot wait. This really is one of the most fun weekends of the year normally Yeah Project. Okay. Are you eating the white cheddar cheese? Those are the best. I always have it for Cody. Okay This actually tastes really good. I was expecting it to not like these No, it's actually like really good. All right, so I cleaned all of this out We're just waiting for IKEA to drop stuff off. I have things all over right now. I Just got this package from Albers. They sent me some running shoes, which is actually great I don't have any and I normally think all running shoes are like pretty ugly But I actually kind of like these like I'm actually a fan. So very exciting So everything is looking a lot better I am actually like definitely afraid of lighting matches for some reason like I always make everyone else do it So I have my siblings matches from the candle that they sent me it's super cute You can like make your own candle, but they do it in a way that like it's put together for you It's really easy, but it's like just better and it's awesome. I have that candle upstairs, but Here we go with this match This actually like just I don't know why it stresses me out so bad And I also can't do it. Oh my gosh. I did it Dad, can you believe that? Oh Well, it didn't like this because this needs to be cut. Okay, one more time. Wow Very proud of myself, I don't know if this can even All right, so this is what we're looking at the IKEA stuff just got dropped off I have a lot downstairs that is my mom's there shipping was like $50 So we just put one order in together. So she has a bunch of stuff for her I think one of the lake houses. I think it's for the lake house. I don't even know anyways I mean literally you guys don't care But I also have this for the print in my room, which I'm not sure how that's gonna work now that I'm looking at it But we're gonna figure it out. I also really want to be mature and get like nine of these and do a you know black and white Photo type thing in my house. I have a very specific vibe and I would actually love to have that somewhere So we'll see but anyways, I have these this is what I got by the way for my Kia for any of you who care I also thought I got more Baskets maybe they're downstairs also like why did I think these were a good idea? Like I have to assemble them. You've got to be joking So anyways, I'm gonna actually try to watch normal people on Hulu as I do this I tried to watch it like very recently. I tried to watch it very recently and I just like wasn't Really into it also. I don't know if I've said this in a vlog. Yeah, I have I finished Nashville. Oh my gosh guys That one really got me so anyways We're gonna watch normal people and try to figure it out for some reason the characters were just like annoying me I think I was just like in a mood that day. I don't know. It's always weird. Oh here we go It's always where would you read the book first? Anyways, I'm gonna watch this because I loved the book It was really incredible 10 out of 10 would recommend. It's a very oh my gosh It's like a really realistic book like a very realistic romance Situation that I think everyone's been in kind of or can relate to in some way So it's really good guys. I just realized that after legit seven weeks of waiting for these packages They sent me the wrong size clear baskets for organization in the fridge or in the pantry So I'm gonna do the best that I can do and then just figure it out. I don't know Maybe I can find some stuff on Amazon But yeah, really unfortunate. Yeah, so obviously very unfortunate, but we're not to figure that out So I'm gonna set everything up and see how it look Okay, I'm realizing now I definitely only meant to order two of these because we measured but I ordered this so long ago that I was just confused and They gave me four so I have two extra ones that I need to go return My whole order is messed up which makes me wonder if it was on my end or there and like obviously not a big deal But I might did I really think I needed four of these Because we like measured and did all this stuff, but yes, this is so nice I'm eventually gonna get stuff like built up up there built out up there So I meant to say it sucks that only four of my little storage container things are here I'm gonna build them right now Now I wish that I would have gotten more I have four plastic ones downstairs But they're like really big and not this size. So that was also a mistake, which is fine So I'm just gonna do this and then eventually start moving my food over which is very exciting for lunch I'm just having leftovers. It's perfect and gloomy. I'm just in the best mood as I'm organizing this I've built two boxes. These are not the easiest things to build only because the holes are in like the wrong spot It's I mean, it's literally Ikea. What do you expect update? I actually like normal people a lot better than I did the first time I only gave it like 30 minutes the first time, but I really like it All right guys just maybe four bins feeling very good about it I have all of this food and then all of this food and most of this is pasta guys The problem is that it's just way too tall for me so then I forget what's even up there and then I don't see it and then I like five fifteen of the same things and We just have a lot of stuff here so much pasta. So that's a mess and then over here. I'm gonna start organizing though Okay, guys, this is Absolutely incredible. This is so much better than what it was before So obviously I'm missing some boxes. So this is not and they'll be all I just have things together Also, can we talk about how much pasta I have like this right here and then two of these boxes or pasta? That's rice, but anyways, we have a lot of stuff just going on here over here I have like my baking box and then just some random like baking stuff and pancakes and just like you know Not as healthy stuff and then um alcohol Dave's bread and then I just have some drinks down there and then some kind of like junk food and stuff that I Normally keep from my brother comes But then I have my pasta the sauces and stuff down there Oatmeal cans peanut butter rice pasta as you guys saw so I love this seriously It is just making my entire life. We're gonna build up up there Whenever, you know, we can do that and stuff, but wow It just like feels so good to be able to see what I have. Oh my gosh I feel so much better guys, and I just realized that the frame came like this so This is really truly tragic I've been waiting so long for the spring like This is so annoying good. All right guys very exciting things This is obviously where my og mirror was you can see by the block on my white newly painted wall And I moved that mirror into my bedroom because I liked how it made my bedroom feel But I always wanted a mirror out here as well So now I just have two very close to each other But I just feel like the mirror being out here also gave this part of the house so much life And was just really great. So anyways, I'm gonna set this up. I get asked about where this mirrors from all the time Honestly guys, it's from Ikea. It's a hundred thirty dollars I think this is probably like my seventh of these that I've purchased Between all my apartments and houses and stuff like I have had this mirror since I was in like middle school Probably middle school high school like we had so many in our old house We're like if any of you guys are watching my junior year of high school My sister and I had like the whole bottom floor that thing was so cool. That was the best house ever We had so many there and then I have two of my house. I'm actually gonna order more for my gym I actually saw the Remy just did that and my dad was telling us to do it and then I loved how I looked for her So now I'm said so anyways, I'll try to see the name of it Here we are back to this. I love this and I love this background better for Instagram photos I know that's so annoying. I'm sorry, but yeah It just feels great having a mirror right here and I'm really excited. So it's from Ikea Okay, so this is gonna end up being a lot of trash just for the bosses So I'm actually gonna take out all these new products and put them in my little new products then to start using I'm really excited Actually, I put these up here. So I start using them quicker. Oh This face cleanser looks really pretty so I'm gonna put this here because mine is almost out So I'm definitely gonna need more. Oh, yeah, a body scrub just what I need Yeah, I definitely need that for self tanning Another primer, which looks awesome and then beauty counters lip balm, which we know how I feel about lip balm So I'm really excited about this I'm gonna go ahead and take all the trash downstairs because it was just on the transfer my bedroom And it's unnecessary clutter So I have a place for makeup bags I'm gonna put this here and then put these in my to try basket in my bathroom So I'm gonna have to go through that and make sure I'm turning out all those products This is getting messy, but it's okay I decided to go ahead and frame this anyways And I'm just gonna cover that with black paint because it just took so long to get here that I'm not even willing to deal also Like I don't know the frame is just some like not great quality and normally I like Ikea frames like a lot of those are They're Ikea frames, so I don't understand but anyways, I'm obsessed with this friend that goes on this goes in my room Well, I'll hang it above the chair. I'd a pantry. So guys just editing my tiktok I'm already somehow an episode seven of normal people, but it's just been playing all day, and it's already 6 p.m I'm doing some fun Memorial Day shopping guys. I'm getting a washer and a dryer finally Yes, I have already bought them. It was a nightmare. I it long story short got refunded I think finally but yeah, I'm ordering some new ones Which will be very exciting Okay, I'm also getting a rug for downstairs. I'm debating even going up the size on this But I feel like at the same time This is enough because I don't want it to be too big to where I can't link user space for other things This coffee table is literally on sale for a hundred dollars And then I just got this lamp set for my nightstand. So this is gonna go in the den I might actually change the coffee table. I'm not really quite sure yet, but I'm excited Okay, I finished normal people guys I'm so impressed with myself that I actually finished a show in a day. It is 8 p.m I've been doing a lot of Memorial Day sale shopping for my house Honestly, I've been waiting to buy stuff that I just like didn't feel like spending money on And then I just made my first take talk of the din transformation guys. I'm really in it to take talk right now It's actually been a lot of fun. So Anyways, I'm going to post this and then I actually got a new book that I think I'm gonna start reading also Here we are with our white cheddar cheez-its guys. This is the best things ever hit YouTube. I have to be honest Like I actually just cry. I cannot get over how great this color scheme is coming along That looks incredible and that will look beautiful there when I have so many can help me hang I'm actually gonna look to see right now in society six what they have for these frames Just because I really would like to get that done that TV is broken. So I replaced it today as well Those slippers need to go and I just gotta figure it out. So yeah, I'm gonna look at that Um, I actually got a new book which I want to show you I finished the white stalker last night I don't think I said this in a vlog. I stayed up and finished the entire thing. Um, I Just like their other books better. I didn't like I just like honestly didn't love this book I don't know if I just wasn't in the mood for a thriller like this or what but it was not my favorite but like the last Mrs. Parish and Why am I forgetting the other one the last time I saw you or two of my favorite books So anyways, I got one day in December because Margot and Lauren said to so I was like, you know what? I'm just gonna do it. I'm really excited. I'm gonna start this tonight Let me show you the cover There we go, I'm pumped Everyone it is actually pouring outside. I Wish I could show you guys more because it doesn't this does not do it justice, but it's pouring. Good morning everyone It's Sunday cuticles get dry so Easily and like quickly So I have this cuticle bomb that I've been Applying that I need to be better about anyways. It's like 9 a.m. Monday morning. Actually, it's Memorial Day though. Um, it is pouring like I said like oh my gosh And it's supposed to pour all week and obviously I have to keep up running. So I normally don't run every day I'm just catching up on this week's runs just because I missed like two of them Which is pretty bad because there's three but it was because of like weather and stuff So I'm thinking it was kind of weather and then I was at my mom's house But my dad has a treadmill so and he lives like really close to me So I'm gonna go over there and run I just like don't know what we're gonna do this week if it's pouring rain the entire time because I Guess a listen. I just can't run together because we're gonna have to do treadmills like It's really something So today it's gonna be a chilly at home I was hoping I could have like a fun Memorial Day on my rooftop But like obviously that can't happen So I think baddie trap's gonna come over later today And then we're gonna watch movies on the projector downstairs. So I need to get an extension cord on my dad's house And I think that's pretty much it. I also probably need to order groceries today And figure out what I'm cooking for the week I thought I was gonna be at the lake this week, but we're going next week now So my days are all out of whack guys. Oh my gosh. Guess what? Okay? So daylight we all know daylight if you guys watch my vlogs when I was in LA and how much I loved her My favorite Pilates instructor ever she texted me and asked me if I wanted to do like a live IGTV Pilates cost with her which it would be like amazing. So if any of you guys come Please come a little bit my Instagram can deal with a bit. It's gonna be Friday at 11 a.m Just a big standard time 1 p.m. Central so obviously it's free, but obviously like Dale It's not making money right now So I'll have her Venmo and stuff for those of you who can send a little money because that'll be really kind and great But um, yeah, I'm ready to go. This is what I'm wearing Lulu Lulu This jacket is brandy a lot of people ask me this I've literally worn this for them I've had one of these for the past like years the best jacket ever I'm pretty sure that Walmart has really good ones like this too though from what I've seen on tiktok guys I woke up and I spent 30 minutes on tiktok this morning. I'm not kidding There she is there she is. So anyways, I'm gonna go And go work out on the treadmill Guys I don't think we've had a car shot in the vlogs in so long. Where are you guys at? Quarantine wise like are you going crazy? Are you adjusted to your new routine? Are you like? Ready to go. How are you feeling? Wait? Let me make sure I have my airpods because if not, I will lose my mind They do thank God part of me is like totally adjusted to my new life and like stressed out I don't anything part of me. I think most of me like I'm more stressed out for my quarantine ends Then I am which like here. It's lifted and like we're going back to normal stuff And I'm pretty sure right 50% capacity. I mean I haven't gone out and done anything because I don't trust anyone I just saw a video of like a few zarks where like there's so many people in this pool and I'm just like oh my god No, thank you Like I'm okay with having a group gathering like a very small group gathering at my house now with other people have been quarantined And like Texas a lot of places have been allowing that for a while now I think but like I don't want to go to a restaurant or anything. You know what I mean Also on the topic of working out I actually think I've become a at-home workout person you save so much time you get to choose everything like I'll still go to like certain classes in DOS that I love weekly, but like as far as my everyday workouts I actually think I'm gonna be like an at-home workout girl, which is really weird. You know, all right I just did my 30 minutes of running. It was week two at day three. I am like drenched in this garage Um So they have like a little gym set up there working on like reorganizing the garage and stuff also very Texas That's not too refrigerator. So that's a fridge and that is a freezer unreal with a freezer. Um Anyways, I just finished so we're done Good to go. I feel great guys. I'm actually like fully ready Showered dried my hair put it through the air up and then I messed it up with my bad hair spray So I just have like messy loose waves I did my makeup slight makeup not much and I'm wearing a real outfit because I Has to send photos in to a brand American Bumble and Instagram photos So I have to do that stuff and then I'm gonna go straight back into my sweatpants cannot wait But yeah, I'm gonna go finish this stuff and then I'm gonna go downstairs I think I actually I'm gonna try to start at our banks Maddie Trapp's supposed to be coming over later And I need to figure out what I'm doing for food, but today is a more real day. It is a day off I'm gonna chill and relax and I really want to go watch stuff in my new den So that's the plan. It is still pouring outside there right now guys like it's really bad. Okay guys Propeller hat literally again I need so much we can edit it on my vlogs of how many times it looks like I have a propeller how on with These fans. Anyways guys, I just did my hair at the air up and like I Really like it, but I feel like when I first do it looks amazing It falls out immediately and like I could just not be using a good hairspray, too I really like how it looks now, but I just wish that it stayed how it how it was at first forever Like I see everyone else's hair stays when I watch tutorials and mine just doesn't and I don't understand But I love the air up like 10 out of 10 would recommend anyways. I change into sweats. I'm wearing it Oh my gosh guys look at this shirt. Okay, it's upper room. It's literally the coolest shirt ever I just got it in the mail. I ordered a few weeks ago of upper rooms of church It was the best worship music you'll ever hear literally ever. Um, it's actually in Dallas But I got this for the like 10 year anniversary. So anyways Cannot believe that I'm about to admit this with the wear your propeller hat But I think I'm actually gonna doordash McDonald. I have not had McDonald's in like I Can't even I don't even remember the last time I had it. I don't know but I literally this is like my once-a-year thing and It like slightly sounds really good, but then part of it doesn't sound good. So like maybe I'm not gonna get it I don't know. I don't really have food here and I need to figure out my menu for the week And here we are for the day. So I got a huge fluffy rug Which I'm excited for it's an 8 by 10. It might not be really big enough All those boxes are IKEA either to take back pretty it's my mom. So ignore that. I'm so sorry But I'm gonna move this here a lot of this stuff is gonna come over the next few weeks I think the chairs arrive on Thursday, which would be really exciting and then this is really gonna look so much more put Together I did my first tick-tock of the first part of the transformation, but I'm just getting comfy in here Because I want to watch outer banks on the big screen guys. This is literally the best thing ever I'm just like so happy on a very real. No, I do this stuff all the time But I think I was listening to like a podcast earlier and I have two things to say One first off I'm so grateful for you guys because I would never be able to like even have the life that I live without you guys like My job is like the most incredible thing. I actually love every single thing that I do I mean love what I do and love what I get to do and I'm so Unbelievably grateful and I also get to like help. There's just so much with it Like I just am so grateful I think all the time like how I don't deserve this like this just Turned out to be the best thing ever from like starting a YouTube channel. Why am I like getting emotional? This is so random. I'm starting a YouTube channel when I was like 15 16 I had no idea what would come from it And like I'm just so grateful and like the people I've met like I'm just so unbelievably grateful for my life And I'm very aware of the fact that like obviously a lot of people would like love to be doing this or you know Whatever and I'm just like so grateful the second thing. I think is that I think I've just been thinking a lot Especially just during quarantine about like what you're rooted in somebody like really struggles with anxiety I'm like medicated. I have been and you know, whatever but in a time Like I think that this time around has shown me how much I've grown because a few years ago if this would have happened I would have been losing my mind every single second not to say like I'm not losing my mind I am losing my mind and not to say that anyone who is losing their mind right now It's for this reason. I just mean for me personally how I respond and react like I feel like I would have gotten so Over-the-top anxious and maybe I feel like I did at the beginning of quarantine But I would have gotten so over-the-top anxious and like just become a really like especially my family like very irritable and I don't know look I just think my identity is so far from being rooted in my job now Like it's so much bigger than that and it's like obviously like for me It's in my faith and like myself, but I think like I actually just love who I am and love who I'm becoming and it's not It doesn't have any correlation with like my job, which I think is really healthy and good so anyways Just been noticing some character development lately just especially in like the way I like handle things I think in the past few months like I don't know I just feel like I can tell how much I've grown and how much I've matured just from the past few months alone But yeah, that is that I'm gonna watch Outer Banks I'm gonna start that today, and I am gonna door-dash McDonald's. It's a holiday. I deserve it Okay, I wonder if I can set up my Apple TV to this because I did finally get guys. Oh my gosh I lost my Apple TV remote for my like new Apple TV We bought this when I was in LA we were like we're watching Disney plus and whatever and then I bought it and it arrived two Hours later, and then I took it to obviously the Dallas and I moved and then I lost their most so I bought a new remote on Amazon it came super quick and I got a new TV for my room too, so I might use this up here if I can use it in here I will but if I can use it upstairs I will so okay So I can set up my Apple TV down here So I will but the only extension cord I have right now only has one plug So I'm going to connect my laptop for now I just messed this up when we started blocking but like this is like as perfect as I can get it to Match which like I don't really care. I mean obviously I can flip a little bit But like as far as actually covering it I've pushed the couch back as much as possible with the gym being back here still So like I've got to figure out a better way to do this Does anyone have any good ideas and chips and tricks for me because I really need help Obviously I don't care right now for myself. I can set this up to the best of like my ability for now And I'm good But I don't want like obviously when I have people over I'd rather it be better Honestly, it is how to be done. This is such a mess. I've just been ripping boxes apart And I'm literally dying. I just started blogging and then she goes full extent. Oh, how are you? Great, I have a new Nespresso. It's very exciting This is gonna cure my headache problems. I've only ever had one other caffeine headache, but here we are guys The Apple TV is working on the projector. This is incredible. What are we gonna watch guys? Oh my gosh It is pitch black. Let's see if I can do a little. Oh, oh my gosh. It's now green This is oh, this looks like I'm telling you guys scary stories. So It is 8 p.m. Maddie just went home I've been working on my computer a little bit for the past few hours as we were watching selling sunset My lips are chapped my least favorite thing ever I'm gonna start Outer Banks and I might import some footage and just kind of do a little bit of editing I thought it was gonna be the lake the next three days So like I don't even have that much of my next few days to do So I might just like kind of chill a little bit I don't know my my week is gonna be a little more relaxed. I think last week was so hectic I got so much done That's why I didn't vlog because it just wasn't entertaining like I was probably the most productive I've been all of 2020 this week will be chill and I'm looking forward to it. So It's also a rainy week. So I'm like really excited. It's supposed to rain all week So it's gonna be a cozy week at home Anyways, I did connect my Apple TV to the projector It literally has been incredible guys and a few of my things are actually gonna come earlier So I'm now gonna start Outer Banks because I actually have not until now We are watching selling sunset if you guys haven't seen selling sunset. It's basically a reality TV show I've seen most of it. I've seen like I think most of the first season I know season two just came out so Kevin from this is us his ex-wife is on it and at this point She's his wife and I just found out they got divorced because I was stalking them while I was watching it So anyways, I'm now gonna watch Outer Banks. Oh, hello And then just work on my computer a little bit and just see what I want to do for the next few days Oh, I also made my menu for this week and I did get all my groceries delivered So I'll show you guys what I got when that arrives Okay, I'm showing you guys what I got. I have some more dairy-free Yogurt for my breakfast guys. I feel like my camera quality is just super down in this vlog And like I haven't changed any of my settings. So I don't know what's up, but almond butter granola This is normally morning stuff Then I have a lot of like Italian sausage chicken beef. I'm making a lot of things in my slow cooker I just ordered tonight that comes on Tuesday So yeah, I'm making lasagna and all this stuff you guys will see in this week in my life vlog as well It's on my tiktok. I have roasted almonds for my salad. I'm gonna make the Hollywood Bowl salad again this week I'm really excited some fruit carrots I cook with carrots all the time white mushrooms. These are the wrong mushrooms. It's all they had blueberries crushed I know that I have so much tomato stuff guys But like I just use it so often when I'm cooking and like this recipe called for a lot of it So I just got a few more just in case Literally one sweet potato. I'm confused. That was not always supposed to happen. Okay Purple grapes even though I have some mozzarella Parmesan cheese goat cheese onion honey lasagna Kind bars and goldfish just to have us like a random snack, but that is what I have. I'm very very excited to go Load up my pantry for the first time ever. Oh my gosh. This is so exciting All right guys, so that is it. I'm just gonna go downstairs and watch outer beings I hope you guys enjoyed this vlog and all the fun little house updates and organization These are always like my favorite vlogs, but I'll be back so much and I'll see you soon. Bye