 Right, so I went up to leave mine. I have an appointment at cardiology. We're finally going to work out what the fuck's going on in my heart. I say that. Every cast I've ever had done has always come back with no answer. As a kid I used to have seizures and no scan ever while I was a kid revealed why. And I had every scan under the sun done. I had the one where he'd sit in the dark room, you have lights flashed and I was fired. I've had so many scans done and they've all come back negative. So maybe for once we're going to get answers. I don't know. I have very little faith. I'm about to leave. I'm going to go meet with Becca because Becca's coming with me because I have a lot of anxiety around this appointment just because I've never had a cardiology appointment and in 2015 my granddad asked you guys if you've followed me for a while now had a heart attack, eight heart attacks in a year and died in front of me. Living with that is hard and then having heart problems myself I'm just like I'm terrified of it and the reason I'm documenting this is because I share my life with you guys, you know. Hello Becca again. Hello. I have cables attached to me that I've got to try not to break or actually keep it myself. No I don't think you will. It's also just a rain. Yeah. You imagine she said don't get water on them. Don't rain. Please England. Demonstrate the cables. Not all of them because one's there. But we've got cables. This is the machine. That thing that apparently I can't do anything to into this stuff. When he spoke into it I was like oh my god they're gonna be able to hear everything I say. Oh no no he's just lobbying you all. I'm also drinking the worst possible drink I could have drank to a cardiology appointment. Cool. We have a plan. It was such a quick appointment though. Oh there's the train. That was good timing. Can we get in my full shot? No it's totally not gonna fall. I don't want to have any look at all. You have the whole thing falling over. I think I touched it right? Yeah. Either way I'm just gonna put tape over it when I get over because I literally can't go over it. Oh my god I put it on a potato on your screen. Oh thank you. I'm leaving you now. Goodbye. It's been a nice little adventure. Yes. It's cardiac. It's literally the most annoying thing ever. And it's starting to rain. And I'm just like hey I literally can't get it back because it will electrocute me. Walking cables. Lydia don't get it right. Also I don't know what to say. I'm gonna get electrocuted. Rational rain. Obviously I'm gonna get electrocuted. I don't know. Oh fuck that nearly dropped my camera on the floor. This cardiac one is doing my head in a raggy. Like it hasn't even been on for like two hours yet. And it's already pissing me off. Someone knows how obviously I couldn't show like where it is because once that so it tits in the way. Can't really show that in public. Kind of illegal. But now that I'm in let me just adjust my bra because you know I want it to be an educational video. So basically I'm having this EZD monitor done for 24 hours. I've got to take it back tomorrow. Attached. There. There. And there. Which are the key places to do an ECG. I've never had a 24 hour one done before. I've had like done it in Amy. Like you've seen that. This is for my physical health though. Like there was an issue with my heart rate being too fast. As you guys know like you're gonna see me like checking my heart rate because I have to do that. That's my daily life. You guys thought my like mental health was bad? You ain't saying nothing yet. I'm still doing that. That's a cheat. I can't do anything. They'll switch it off. So I can't damage this in any way unless I get it where. Because that one there came off when I was on the train. I'm gonna keep it on until I get to the hospital tomorrow. Because I obviously want the results to be as accurate as possible. I'm gonna end be at the hospital tomorrow for about half 11. 12ish. It depends on the buses. I'm gonna go and chill for a bit. I'll just slide up there you guys. And tell you what's happening. Kingston Hospital NHS. Hello. Are we finally... Yeah it is. Oh hello. I'm bringing you from Kingston Hospital to book your appointment for your echocardiogram. And I was wondering if you can make next Thursday to fifth. Yeah I can yeah. Afternoon would be easier. Afternoon. Tempest 3? Yeah Tempest 3. Let me just write it. I'm just gonna write it down. Morning guys. I've been away since about 3am. Because the fucking ECG monitor attached it to my legged. Kind of legged. The pajama legged. And it was digging into my side. And it woke me the fuck up. And I couldn't get up to sleep. So I'm running online. This is the little heart monitor thing that I have. It's nothing fancy. It's actually in a normal ish range for me. Ugh. I'm just gonna get this thing off. Here we go. I look a mess. I'm tired. And I'm cranky. Let's just go get this shit off. And. And. And. And. It's been nearly 24 hours. I'm gonna leave in a moment. We're gonna go and get this lovely little thing. The ECG monitor. Well, I'm gonna take it off when I get there. But it's okay. I'm gonna go into the bathroom. Take it off when I get there. Um. Technically I could probably take it off now. Because I think it's been 20 hours. But. I don't know. I don't know. So I'm just gonna leave it until I get there. It's easier. I'm not gonna break it that way. And yeah. I'm gonna go and get a. A gun for my driving license. And I'm gonna send that for today. I have no idea how much passport there is cost. But they better not cost a lot. I swear to God. I literally had no money at the moment. So that. But I'll be okay. I was dating. I don't get her why I'm in the pool. Why are my t-shirts open when I'm here. It's so cold. But it'll be easier. Because it's pathological. It's just easier. So I have to run out. Small.