 I just sense there's a frustration that you are really dealing with almost to the verge of tears. I want you to know that the Lord is with you. He also wants to grow in you in the area of trust. There's a friction, frustration with your mom and I heard obey them or humble yourself with them. That word came right on time and I was in the midst of, you know, my frustration. I was really tired because I was in pain because I've been battling with health issues for a while. So I had to set this on and then I started to hear my name and I'm like so fast Holy Spirit. I've trusted them a lot since that day. I've gotten closer to God. I really repented and my relationship with my parents have gotten a lot better. So I thank Jesus for that. I am so calm. Only Jesus Christ could give me this peace if I was in the world. I am positive I would have had thoughts about suicide. I thank Jesus for all the peace he has given me.