 What it means to see yourself as mind is to pull everything back to a thought. If you can see that that's where your attention needs to be and that is what you really are and that's what you want to perceive yourself as then it takes, that's the step or the leap to go from thinking like before in the example you were using to go from a lousy student or someone who's not really wholeheartedly in it to seeing yourself as a 4.0 student as being able to handle it, bring it on is like you said, that's the way to take the spiritual correction, bring it on. That's the very feeling that I've had with this. As deep as it goes, as overwhelming as it seems, bring it on, bring it on. I've got nothing better to do, I've got nothing better to apply my attention to. Nothing more precious, nothing more important. And it feels that good to be able to say bring it on and then whatever seems to come on you know to really be able to look at it and deal with it you know even in the metaphor of just going and meeting with Jesus you know and having meeting with someone who can completely read my mind you know just see right through the deception it can seem even in a visualization of for people at times of sitting there and sitting across from Jesus fears can come up because it's like oh he can see everything I can't conceal anything from him but the fear would come in and believing the reality of those thoughts you know and he in the course is so many symbols of him saying you know I see you as whole and complete I see you as perfect and that's why he loves me so to speak because he sees beyond the air the fear of the fear of Jesus looking and seeing the dirt or the muck is only the belief that the muck is real or is me there's a fear that seems to be welling up underneath times take a look you know that's the thing it's that's how it's dispelled is just by taking a good direct look at it not by all the evasive maneuvers well get to that later I'll work up to that I'll work gradually towards that you know all the different things but if there's a fear there it's it's good to explore it just to look at it it's not going to disappear by wishing it away or by trying to dance around it or go around it it goes away that way the miracles just really being anchored in the idea that appearances deceive it doesn't matter what the appearances are what the situations are it doesn't matter what the reactions appear to be the reactions of these so-called others you know when you're in that place of the images or images then it just doesn't matter you're lined up with the force so to speak or you're lined up in the Holy Spirit and the appearances just don't matter whatever they are