 Hey, what's it you guys? Welcome back to my channel. If you're new here, hi, hello, I'm Lydia Why's my window open? Open my window and why? So today is a requested video from here So I thought we would be that video today Now if you've followed my channel for a long time, you will know that I've had some involvement with the police and my mental health There's one incident I'm not gonna talk about today and that is when I got arrested because yes It's meant to help later and it was traumatizing. I still haven't gone over it. I don't want to train on myself So aside from that, I'm gonna be talking about my good and bad experiences mental health and the police before I jump into this video I'm gonna put a trigger warning for suicide attempts because it's kind of how they became involved I don't want this to be something that's used as a tool to give people ideas I'm a sharing these details because it's an experience with police So if you think you'll be triggered by anything I have to say regarding attempts on my life, please click off this video now So let's start with the most traumatizing one to me anyway that I've been through now I was living in Sturburton. So it's about three years ago now and I and I Went and client over the other side of the bridge because I really was done and Two police officers came running behind me and pulled me over Backwards and put me on the floor with my hands behind my back And so Lydia, you're the thing you under the section 136 the mental fat and when we got on the ambulance They put leg restraints on me because I kept trying to get up and leave but I didn't want I didn't want help I wanted help I would have seeked it. I wanted to die but the only leg restraints one was so restrictive and it reminds me so much of When I got arrested because this is something that was used on me then So it is easily the most traumatizing attempt When we're in hospital, they wouldn't take leg restraints off Until I had to go to the bathroom. They didn't want to carry me yet. Having to piss in front of a police officer Is something you will never get used to it Another one would be where I live in Lancashire and in Lancashire, most of you know this I used to go out drinking pretty much on another dayling and I drank a lot My alcohol tolerance was pretty good and never threw up because of alcohol. I've never thrown up because of alcohol I just I passed out a lot, but anyway, I collapsed outside a police station Can't make this shit up Passed out outside a police station and from what I've been told by police officers Is they found me unconscious No one with me. Thanks friends. This is why I don't have friends. Yeah, the police sectioned me For being in intoxicated on my medication, which shouldn't have been drinking on. I Can't drink now. I really want a vodka coke or an arches and lemonade. That would be nice But yeah, I didn't mean to any that she cuffed me to the bed both sides another time We have is when I was took straight to a 1 3 6 week Which I'll try and find a picture of to put here a 1 3 6 week is a place of safety The only people on section 1 3 6 can be taken they end up sedating me once I arrived because I was psychotic and manic and About ready to punch a window thinking I was invincible. I didn't get to punch the window I have a lot of experience when it comes to police and mental health So if you want me to make The part of this let me know in the comments down below If you have any questions about Lancashire police, let me know if you need questions about Met police Let me know two different police forces So Got you here. I remember one time I was living in Wembley five years ago five years ago And I left the flat because they said I wanted pressure And the police said they wasn't gonna section me And I got outside the building I thought what happens? Lydia was detaining you into section one three six the mental health act But yeah, that's all I thought for this video if you are new make sure you hit the subscribe button and I will see you in my next one Peace