 We're really close to my face because I don't want to set up my backdrop. This is a shower curtain. I don't know why I'm so like nervous like I'm like oh I don't know where to begin. Hold on I should introduce myself. I'm Sinead from the makeup chair. You're usually used to seeing one eye but I have two eyes and a face which I hope does not become my catchphrase because I do have another eye and an entire face so hi. But yes most of you probably used to seeing just one eye but I actually have a face and today I'm not gonna be hold it together Sinead you're fine. Oh so yeah today I'm not gonna oh my gosh why am I crying? Alright today I'm not gonna be doing like a teaching sort of thing but I'm just gonna be doing my makeup and doing it on camera and I may put this video private eventually I don't know I'm blabbering I'm so sorry. Okay I'm just gonna get into putting some makeup on my face. I'm gonna put some lip balm on because my lips are so dry. I don't know why that's a dr. I don't think I'm gonna tell you everything I'm gonna use I'm just gonna put it on the screen or in the description box or something unless it's something that I do end up talking about I don't know what I'm doing today. I'm already doing my skincare so I'm just gonna go into doing makeup skincare we used to primer so the reason I was gone it's because my illness has been acting up those of you don't know I have joint hypermobility syndrome it's like part of the elders I can never pronounce it so it's EDS a lot of people have EDS there's so many different variations it makes your body react in ways that like don't make sense I usually have one week a month where I feel fine and I didn't have it this month there was a mix up with my medication I was feeling like really low I'm really down it just makes me feel not myself I don't like what I see when I look in the mirror because all I see is my illness like looking back at me and then I can feel my illness and not only am I looking at it but I can feel it I think anybody with an illness will have those times when you're just you know trying your best to keep going and just getting knocked back but I shouldn't complain because I know it could be a lot worse people have a lot worse than me so I shouldn't complain and then you kind of feel guilty about it because you're like get over yourself Sinead like yeah it would be great if you didn't have an illness that would be amazing but you do so accept it but sometimes it's really hard to accept it sometimes you're just like why why does this why do I have to take like one of my on now five different medications a day why oh I'm turning this is turning into a big rent I'm not gonna rent it's fine but I just wanted to explain where what was going on with me where I was I love doing this is my job and I just I hate missing out on it I hate missing an upload I used to check in on Instagram every day and I don't do that anymore like that's I make sure of a few different things it's gonna turn into a rant again I'm not gonna do that um I want to just be back to like being freer and it's very hard to be like so free and just even be out in public at the moment is impossible I don't want to go out of the house with everything so that's really difficult but then being online is really difficult so I feel kind of in a bubble like trapped in like a little bubble it's the start of a new month so let's just now we're gonna be positive start of a new month and I'm just gonna try and go with it and just be like if I want to do stuff I want to do stuff just not a struggle not a difficult thing just putting makeup on because I like makeup and I'm gonna stop crying now and we're gonna have some fun and put some makeup on so I'm gonna take a little bit of concealer and mix it in with my primer my eyeshadow primer because when I wear an eyeshadow primer I'm like wearing eye makeup but if I mix it with my concealer it doesn't feel like a lot of makeup I'm gonna take a sponge and this is just like a disposable sponge but I don't dispose of them I put them in those little bra bags you can get for like washing your delicate bras in the washing machine I put all of these in there and then I put it in when I'm putting like I'm cleaning my towels and all my makeup stuff I remember mentioning this before and people are like that's such a waste of a wash and I'm like no I put them in with other things I'm not just putting them in the washing machine by themselves because that would be very wasteful I'm sorry about my throat I took my medication and it always makes my throat kind of croaky and so I'm very very sorry I know that sometimes when you're watching somebody or talking to someone who has a sore throat you keep clearing your own throat I hope that I'm not making you guys do that I'm trying to like keep it so it doesn't sound croaky but it just sounds kind of like that's on there you couldn't use your fingertips but um it's quite early and the sponge is damp and cold and I just feel like that helps with my eyes to kind of soothe them in the morning so okay I'm gonna use this palette this is a new one I haven't I haven't used it so it's the NARS I'm a bit of a prude so I'm not gonna say what it is but you know what I'm talking about the very famous NARS blush they came out with um a collection for that NARS blush they sent me it this is the one I'm using today this is um I'm gonna put it on the screen it's such a prude you see that you see how pretty it is this shade here right here it like glitter it like catches the light and goes on glitter it's so pretty that glitter shade is so pretty where's my focus somewhere there I'm gonna take the e13 I want to take the matte shade so it's like a dusty rose eek it's a little bit damp don't use a brush damp you don't need to I'm just gonna work this do I'm just gonna work it everywhere all over my lid into my grease and I have to be very careful building this up because my brush is wet and we will end up with a disaster if I don't take my time I apologize for the seagulls I live by the sea and so I have seagulls but I love them they make me happy I also have pigeons that sleep on my windowsill every night it's so funny because I used to have pigeons they weren't like my pets because they were wild for those of you who follow me on instagram you know that I had Sam but I moved and then when I moved I started getting an identical pigeon because pigeons look different I know everyone thinks pigeons look the same they actually look very different but I had an identical pigeon that now sleeps on my windowsill even though there's no way that it's Sam there's no way that would be he can't have followed me but he looks exactly like Sam and he sleeps in my window oh we should watch Sam that would be sweet this shade is very pink well it's like a peachy pink but I love that it's matte though it's a really beautiful matte pink but I'm doing like little swirling motions and I'm picking up a very small amount of product as I apply it and I'm starting here like every time I pick it up I'm like here and then I kind of blend and I'm bringing that onto the lid like working my way in and then tilting my hand down and just running it across like my little hood here just like that so it's going to disperse it upwards and that's going to kind of camouflage that hood make sure you're keeping within your lines imaginary line corner the nose corner the eye corner the brow like this you want to keep your your eyes working in this sort of upwards motion or at least keep this area clean and then for the inner corner I find for me a very complimentary way is to match that parallel line so I have it like so it's here and then I bring the parallel line in here does that make sense they're parallel so this way so that the eyeshadows are working up like that and I use my tear duct so it's like it stops at my tear duct does that make sense so I like bring it in and then I kind of sweep it down so it stays within these this line here like this I put a bit of tan on last night and it's kind of nice well it doesn't look like on camera because I'm a ghost it looks so airbrushed and soft I mean I wouldn't expect anything less from gnar's like I would want them to be this good and they are so that's good it's a little pink kind of blending in with my background so just to kind of neutralize this pink I'm just going to take a yellow tinted powder this is my powder that I use to like set my makeup because it has a little bit of yellow tone and this is going to neutralize a little bit of that pink just tone it down a little bit kind of look like I'm not wearing makeup and that's fine yeah I kind of like that doesn't really look like I'm wearing anything I'm gonna take just using my fingertips oh it's so gorgeous again and tap it on this outer corner oh my gosh that is so beautiful I'll do a Monday makeup lesson with this up close maybe but when I tell you that this eyeshadow is like a dream it's like glittery sand on a beautiful beach like the sun's going down and so the sand has that kind of golden color when you walk on it it like moves you know that beautiful sand but it's glitter it's like if that sand was glitter I'm getting very excited over this I take a little brush this is actually for my lips I'm going to take the highlighter shade and just tap this under the brows inner corner they do have another one as well which is like purples and pinks that's really pretty too but I'm not showing you it to its full extent at all because you're over there it's really pretty just trust me I need some darkness in here e01 handy dandy e01 best brush ever and I'm just gonna take this on this outer corner soft and subtle every brand is coming out with a new mascara it's like tis the season for mascara apparently this is the lash free by room decay when you get a new mascara it's always very goopy like the first few times I use a new mascara I'll just wipe off the excess it's sitting there in the shoe waiting for you to use it and when you first take it out it's got a lot of build up so just wipe it off a little bit it looks like a dragon like a dragon's face they should have called it the dragon missed out there bindi k you know the little ridges on its back that's what it looks like and those little ridges are catching your lashes there's some pretty cool drugstormer scars that have come out as well so I feel like doing a video on all the different ones gotta turn my hand over here to do that because otherwise you get a different shape because doing like this shape and this shape they're gonna end up two different you gotta flip your hand over in order to get the same shaping what do you guys think of it I feel like there's a lot of length not so much volume I mean I but I feel like there's a lot of darkness I'm gonna put lashes on anyway I'll leave the eyes for a while I'll come back a little bit I'm gonna do my face pressure makeup on my face now I haven't actually been wearing foundation and particularly when I feel like this all I like to do is do my eyes but we'll put on a little bit of foundation I'm going to be using the note cosmetics I don't know if you can get this in other countries but it's like popular here detox and protect foundation and I have the shade 7 apricot for some reason far too dark for me so I put in the um body shop lightning drops and let's be honest here I'm gonna be mostly using the lightning drop so it's gonna be like the lightning drops plus a drop of this because I'm a ghost I actually I got a tan on my back oh getting these drops out is really weird I was doing some gardening and not realizing that my back was exposed while I was doing gardening and I have just like it's like this across my back of just brown it's funny because I haven't seen myself that dark naturally in so long like since I was a kid because I've always wear SPF and always like cover up and stuff so it was really funny like see how brown my back is and it's just like a strip I'm like it looks really funny I started using the sponge I meant to use my brush but anyway sorry brushes kind of worked the foundation along here now that sounds it's it's it goes against the rule but I don't like to have too much coverage in here so I kind of place it along here and then I bring it up which is like the opposite of what you're supposed to do when I start in the middle and blend out which I do sometimes and start in the middle and blend out I end up with so much product in here and then it always goes cakey so I started from the out and work in and work around F20 so this is like a flat topped brush and I'm just gonna like press I'm actually really glad that I left my hair in my rollers because it is so much easier to do my makeup when my hair is up like this it like keeps it away from my face I've actually had a few people ask me to do a hair tutorial so I'm gonna do that soon and also people have been asking like what do I ask my hairdresser to do to cut my hair but I cut my own hair I recently added highlights to my hair it took me three days because I was doing it a little bit at a time I watch Brad Mando's broad broad man Brad Brad Mando's that's his name I watch his videos and I was learning from him I learned how to do my highlights even though he says not to do them at home but I did it anyway and I worked out I feel like I've watched like all of his videos all of his videos all of Robert's videos Kendall's videos Georgina Marie oh Bailey Sarian oh and Jen I shouldn't start naming people because I'm gonna miss out people and then I wouldn't be annoyed at myself so I've been watching Bailey Sarian's videos she does true crime she does makeup I struggle to watch them because real people are scary because I watch Robert's makeup and ghost stories which is kind of a play on Bailey Sarian's videos they don't scare me even though they're ghosts they're ghost stories people are scarier than ghosts I actually have so many ghost stories I was gonna send them into Robert but then I was thinking I might just tell some of them over like Halloween because I don't want to take it from people getting the chance to have Robert read them out when I already have like a platform that I could share I've been trying to keep track of a few different stories things that happened to me I'm a different my family members dad told me one about his uncle I won't go into it too much because I'll probably share it in the video but he ends up getting into a ghost car this sounds so crazy he ends up getting into a ghost car and then he got he but he didn't realize it was a ghost until he talked to other people and they're like oh yeah no that guy's not really that's a ghost you're not the only one who's seen him so that's a whole story to tell you foundation is on we're doing all right Davey still hasn't woken up yet let's see it's awake and he's hiding because he doesn't want to disturb me can go out powder it's the illuminating powder it's probably not for your face but I like the glow that it gives me I've been using this powder in forever but you know what it works the only person who's going to see me in real life is Davey and I don't think he minds f41 which is my favorite blush brush ever I'm gonna take the shade do these have names oh they do have names oh I apologize okay hold on subtly sun-touched and bare glow which are two matte shades and I'm gonna use the brush and kind of curve around my cheeks like this because it's like it's a flat brush it's a flat round brush there are two different things you need curve around like that catches the top and like goes over over the cheeks since I'm working from like the apple out I kind of curve over the apple from like the lower part over like over the hill I don't know okay I'm gonna bring it up around my hairline because I can this shade is is quite neutral it's not too warm or too cool and you never want to bring anything too cool around your hairline because it looks muddy we want to use slightly warmer shades so this works as sort of a blush contour bronzer mix on here and then I can also bring it up around my hairline my sister actually did my makeup it was her birthday but she did my makeup for fun she did this really high application for the blush she also did my eyebrows like really bold it was cool and had like a blonde wig yeah that was on my instagram but she did this technique where she applied my blush like up here and then down like like from the top of my ear she like started a little higher and then she kind of bring it down along here and I loved it she mostly does sort of different time zones time zones not different time zones different eras different like people from movies and stuff like that because it's her face but she changes it all the time but she doesn't change it so it's not like shading and shaping and like anything crazy it's like just makeup being used in a particular way to create a different look which I prefer because it's fun to like dress up without dressing up do you know what I mean for blush I'm going to be using these two shades here so one of them is matte and one of them is shimmer so I'm going to combine the two just a little bit just like that see see this is how my sister did it like she did it like way up here and I love it okay and then I'm going to take the gold because why not we're here why not that tap that a little bit highlight it looks all right it's really hard to tell I know because my rollers are like dropping get up there you check out this eyebrow thing it's really cool I might do a full video on this because I really like it it's called the unbelievable unbelievable bra I don't know I feel like a foolish person right now but anyway it's awesome it's by L'Oreal I have it in the shade dark brown and it's like a gel it looks like a liquid lipstick but it's for your eyebrows I'm going to brush through the brows with the spoolie first so I'm just going to take my pinky and rest on my cheek and I'm going to start going kind of through the brows and I'm I'm like literally tapping the skin like this coating the hairs almost like a mascara coating the hairs but I'm then also catching the skin underneath some creating like lines and I'm going in the direction that the hairs are growing out of to start with and then what I do is I then kind of brush them up to finish and I feel like that brushes the product through so yeah that's how I do my eyebrows those are my eyebrows I kind of work from like here out and then I just kind of use whatever's left over and bring it in here I'm going to move on and apply some lashes I always got asked about lashes and I use the cheapest ones I can get and I go to deals or I go to pennies and pennies have like these little I think they're called 3d lashes they're like three euro and I like those ones but then I also found these in deal deals so deals is like the dollar store Howland if you live in the UK if you live in Ireland we call it deals they're like 150 I'm not going to name any brands but there's a brand that are selling their lashes for like 650 and in my opinion these are better and they're only 150 I'm not going to say anything I will say that there's an inconsistency way lashes though just a little bit sometimes they're better than other times hi baby all right lashes are sorry okay my lashes are on I'm going to curl my eyelashes is the Inglot eyelash curler and I love it but it doesn't open very wide so it's like I have to like feed the lashes in there very gentle little squeeze and then when you're releasing gotta be careful so that it doesn't stick for underneath the eyes I'm going to take the e01 and we're going to do our little squash that we always do you put your finger there and you like squash it out like land this is the little technique that we do all the time take that matte shade that we used and I'm just going to run this under the eyes like this and then we can open it up hold it quite far down and just blend it out apply that underneath there question I get asked all the time is about my nails and I don't get them done because I can't afford to get them done so I do them myself and I use they're really cheap I'll show you these are my recent favorites they are by pennies or primar once you file them down you can get this type of a shape and they last for about like a week to 10 days you can hear that noise that's Davey having Chinese food I'm not going to buy any lipstick because I don't like my lips I had to get um a bruise on my lip removed no one else can see it put me it's all in my head I know I just don't wear your lip products very much lips need to be scrubbed I should probably do that Dr. Papa lip scrub awesome it has a scrub on one side and a bomb on the other side so it's all handy when I should have done this before I did anything else but I forgot I'm gonna take my rollers out I'll just mention real quick about how I do my hair demer hair straightener but I curl as I'm as I'm doing it and I pop them in rollers with each section and I use just different different size rollers and I just whack all of these out on my head and then I just run my hands through it to kind of loosen it up I have a cowlick so I kind of have to adjust my hair depending on what my cowlick wants to do I take my front section where my parting is in the middle and I very lightly kind of do this so I'm like so I'm not like pulling it back I'm like feeding it almost in a curve shape and sometimes I'll leave this bobby pin in while I'm kind of getting ready and then I do another bobby pin back here kind of following it so I'll take the next section I'll just bobby pin that too today I'm going a little more casual just where my arch is like I'll come up to my hairline and then I'll bring it back and like separate it like this I hope that you guys enjoy this again I know it's not my best quality I just wanted to check in with you guys I'm filming for a while so I just kind of needed to get back into it maybe I just enjoyed this while you were cleaning or doing something else um yeah anyway I hope you guys have a good day I hope that you've had a good week since I talked to you last for the people who are regularly here for the people who are like new here and are still watching right to the end hi that's nice of you if you're live over in the chat hi thanks for sticking around I think the chat disappears once the video goes so I'm gonna just lengthen this just so I can say goodbye to everybody so I just want to say thanks to everybody who joins in on the live chat I'd love to do a live video soon maybe that'll be fun because check out the videos on the screen now around where are they oh around and um I'll see you in a video next Monday hopefully no I will be I'll do it I'll do it I'll be back to my regular oh this video is not good it's not good okay I may make this private okay bye guys bye have a good day