 I don't wanna fight, but I'm not afraid of violence Too afraid to fall, I'm not afraid of my heart To level right, you're too afraid of trying I think I'm glad it's over, I struggled when you left me Let me with myself and it turned into a blessing Cause now I am my best friend, thank you for the lesson Need to find a healthy way to cope with this aggression I'm sorry when I'm toxic, I'm trying not to change it Sometimes all this sadness in my heart turns to anguish Never learned to try to smoke, always chasing after something that I don't already own My thousand key dictation is the key to manifesting anything Even when it's hard, it's mostly only mentally If we split apart, then I guess it wasn't meant to be Cause what's the point in lying? I'm afraid of flying, I'm not afraid of flying Man, life can really test you Hurts when people quit when they're the ones you gave your best to Guess I lost my way, but today I think I'm rounded I got no one to blame when I'm the one that had it all out It's so much that I achieved, it's not like it never counted Lost my self-esteem, but I'm better off without it Even when I'm angry, I try and crack a smile Every day I'm learning lessons, even if it takes a while So can you tell me how it's happened? Did God tell you I missed you? Painful hard things in here, but there's not even the issue Fully, I still had you, I make so many changes Breaks my heart to know someday we'll meet again as strangers And know I won't, cause what's the point in lying? What's the point in lying? I don't wanna fight, but I'm not afraid of violence Too afraid to fall, I'm not afraid of flying In my heart to level, are you too afraid to try? Yeah, no, I won't deny Too afraid to fall