 What is up? What is up everyone? Do I look fucked right now? Because I feel it. We're back. We're back from Christchurch. We're back from Bali. I don't know if you can see anything around me, but we're at Coupapedi, man. We're at Coupapedi. I've calculated it. I think I've been up approximately around about 40 hours, I think. I had fuck all sleep for my last night in Bali. I got up at six o'clock and did a complete day tour through Ubud, which was absolutely amazing, and I really enjoyed myself because I knew that as soon as I got back to Australia, I had a massive drive home and so what happened was I did the tour, caught the flight at 10.40 at night, got to Adelaide at 6 in the morning, so that was a five-hour flight. It was 12 13 hours of touring, three hours of waiting at the airport. I had a five-hour flight, which I didn't sleep a wink on. That was at 6.30. I attempted to go to the gym in Adelaide, and it was the worst session, the weakest session I have had in an extremely long time, and that is just due to pure exhaustion. I could have dropped then. And I thought I was going to. I went into my car. This was at 8 o'clock in the morning. I went to my car and I fucking put the seat back like I am now and crashed out for about half an hour, and I just jolted myself awake for some whatever reason, someone walked past or something. So, you know, I didn't really sleep. You know, it would have been fucking ten minutes at most, and I thought nah, fuck this. I can't sleep in my car. I'm not gonna bother my mates, so and I knew that I just needed to get back to Alice Springs. I mean, I've got work. Oh my god, going back to work after being on holiday for so fucking long is so hard, man. Oh god, it's hard. I really can't be fucked. Basically, I'm in a bit of a position right now, a bit of a pickle. I don't know exactly what to do. Either I shut my eyes right here, right now, and just see what happens. Or I keep going. I'm 850 kilometres into the journey from Adelaide, so I went and did that workout, slept for ten minutes, and then started driving, and so it's about six at night, and either, you know, I might fall asleep for two, maybe three hours, and then I'll get up at nine, and it'll be dark. Driving in the dark is actually pretty dangerous around here. So if I, you know, I've probably got another couple hours worth of lights, which I really should use, but I mean, I'm so exhausted right now, and like, it's dangerous, man. So I've been, you know, fueling myself up with food and caffeine the entire way. So either I continue to do that and drive the rest of the way. I've got 650 kilometres, and if I really boot it at 150 kms an hour, I'll get there in about four and a half hours, and then I'll be home in my own bed before 11 o'clock at night, and I will sleep like an absolute baby. Or I can fall asleep in my car, I have a shitty three or four hour sleep, and drive the rest of the way in the dark. So at this point in time, I'm undecided, but if I do drive back now, that means that I have been awake, or I will have been awake, for at least 40 hours. Especially because Indonesia is actually two and a half hours behind Alice Springs. So what do you do? But I always feel real depressed when I come back from holiday and have to go back to work. And then after a couple of days, it's not so bad. So hopefully that's how I feel this time. But in saying that, let's let's think about what what day it is actually today. What what day of making gains is it? It's what day is it today? It's a Sunday. Friday would have been 84. Saturday would have been 85. Today is day 86. Nearly at 100 days, man. That's crazy. But anyways, I'm going to go fill up the car and keep driving. I just really hope I make it. So if you're seeing this video, I did. And then tomorrow, tomorrow, guys, is going to be my first first time filming in the gym in a very long time. I know it's been so long and I know this series is meant to be about making gains. And I haven't been fucking filming them, have I? So hopefully I'll be feeling pretty, you know, strong ish. I haven't been taking creatine this entire time. So I haven't taken creatine for a month. I think that's dropped a couple of reps off each lift. I really do what I'll say about Bali is that it's so humid and it's so hot, bulking is near impossible. I'm telling you, as far as eating goes, as far as, you know, keeping fluid in your system, I was consistently probably about two kilograms lighter than what I normally am. The entire time I was there, any time I weighed myself, I was always probably about two kilos lighter and I felt it. I felt weak. But fuck, I was drinking water the entire time, all the time, man. And you just you can't drink enough, but you just sweat it right out. So as far as keeping yourself full and keeping yourself, you know, hydrated, which is really, really important for being strong in the gym and getting good pumps and, you know, staying healthy, it's really hard, really is. So guys over in Indonesia that I saw in the gym that a massive man fucking props to you, because bulking is not easy over there. I'm telling you, who knows, there might have been a bit of extra vitamin S involved there because there was a few fucking huge guys. I hit up Hammerhead Fitness in Kuda, which was a good time. Only when they're once the other three workouts were in the hotel that I stayed at or one of the hotels. And obviously you saw the hangover video. Wow. That stayed with me for about two days straight. Absolutely fucking horrible. But it did it to myself. So didn't buy any alcohol on coming through duty free, because I was just I was literally after that that day, I was just like. I don't even want to see alcohol right now. It's just not aimed for me right now. Fuck that shit. But yeah, I feel like I'm rambling a little bit, guys. So I'm going to cut it off right here. But I will be back tomorrow. Actually, I'll tell you guys when I get home just to make sure I do get home. But we're looking at six thirty seven, six of November, six thirty seven. My birthdays in actually three weeks today. So that's cool. Not that I'll be getting anything. But I'm hoping. Yeah, hoping to be home. Fuck it. I won't even be home by eleven. Let's do this shit. Before I do, guys, we've had a monster. We've had a V. I'm absolutely disgusted on myself. There's about four banana skins, a fucking cream bun. Water to the days to try and rehydrate myself. Yeah, I'm actually really looking forward to just just getting back home, man. Just just getting back home, getting back into the swing of things. You know how it is, man. You know how it is, especially with work and stuff. I just need to really just get back into the swing of things and get my life back on track and the series back on track. So that said, I'm going to go fill up the car. It'll be off. I better get the jerry can because I've run out before and it's not good. Apparently there's free Wi-Fi inside and my phone account has been disabled because I hadn't paid my bill while I was away. So I'm going to go in and use some fucking free Wi-Fi and upload a YouTube video for you guys. All right, guys. One YouTube video uploaded. One, one, what is one? One extra large, long black to go and one extra large, long drive to go. Man, I'm so fucking tired. I uploaded a YouTube video and I was replying to a few comments and I'm like, I can't spell words that I'd normally I'd just bang out. I'm like looking at them strangely thinking, is that right? Is that even a word? That's really fucked up. So I need to go to bed, man. I need to go to bed. Oh, shit. Why did I drive to Adelaide? I guess I tried. I'm literally about 50 minutes away. And if I keep driving, I'm going to kill myself. I've got to get some sleep. Right, so it didn't last long back there, guys. Yeah, that's just I just got to get to bed. Guys, you would not you would not fucking believe this. I've done it. I've done it again, man. I've done it to myself again. Look at the petrol. Look how fucking fast I'm going. I'm going like 60 k's an hour. I've had to go. That's bright. I fucking oh, man. Honestly, I feel like crying. I I this without without without sounding, you know, dramatic. This is probably the most. Ah, emotionally. Unstable and just ready to just break down and cry. I've I've been in a long time through lack of sleep. And now I'm having to crawl along these last few kilometers to Alice Springs because I didn't fill up along the way. And I've done it to myself before. And it's 135 and I wanted to be in bed by 12 to put it into perspective. I'm in a I'm in a 3.6 litre V6. And I'm using 5.7 litres per 100 k's, which is less than half I was using. But I've got to say that that needle that that fuel gauge is is hanging in there like a fucking trooper. I've got to say we're going to make it. We're going to make it. You know, this kind of does make me think if you really had to, how long could you stay up? And at what point would you actually legit start going mad? Because I think I'm nearly there. This is this is too bad. I don't get anything out of it, but but fuck me. This is some character building shit. I'm telling you, this has been harder than any. Any workout regime, any diet, anything to do with the gym I've ever done. This is so much harder to just try and stay awake, concentrate at the same time. We have lights. We have lights. We're home. We're there. And I'm going, I'm actually going to go. I'm actually going to get something to eat, man, because I'm I'm fucking I'm going to go get a feed before I go to sleep. And then and then hopefully I wake up. But it's going to be man. It's going to be extremely interesting how long I sleep, actually. It's going to be real interesting. And I don't even know if I'm going to actually bake this into a blog. But if I do, thanks for thanks for following along, guys. Haven't seen it yet, but you watching this has actually kept me going. So thanks, thanks again. We get a crispy clubhouse chicken medium meal with water for the drink. Big clubhouse chicken meal, medium with water. Yeah. And a cheeseburger and a self. Yeah. And a hamburger by itself. Anything else today? No, that's all thanks. Then the comfort total is $18.10. Please drive around. You ready? No, it's all good. Well, yeah, great evening. Yes, you too. Evening, is it? I thought it was two o'clock in the morning. Yeah, straight to the service station. Put 50 bucks in my car. Then I'm going home. Probably don't want to go to sleep like 12 to 14 hours without eating anything. So that is why we are here. A bit of fucking all be in there, man. If it's not, there's problems. She left the park open for me and everything. I missed you.