 Who am I? Yeah, so yeah, I am a late diagnosed autistic adult. I was diagnosed in my mid 30s and I'm also the mother to two autistic children and another child who isn't autistic who I always feel like I need to mention because I'm like two autistic children but I actually have three children and when I got my autism diagnosis I have a background as a performer I was actually a circus artist in my former life. Really? I did not know that. Yeah so yeah so I used to do acrobatics and juggling and you know street performing stage performing I guess I just like performing always have done so when I got my diagnosis I guess I started making YouTube videos as a way partly to kind of process I'm a verbal processor so partly as a way to process my experience that I was having but also partly to share my experience thinking like it might benefit other people in a similar situation because at that time it wasn't an unusual thing to be the mother of an autistic child realising that you yourself were...