 mmm, and it's got a leaf don't let me drop whoa, I'm really, really stuck it out girl I just thought that while I'm back here I may as well grab hold of my clip-on microphone because I know the audio from my phone is stupid this leaf did not go well I'm just a fucking cook okay, I'm going to rotate this in post-production this leaf did not go to plan oh my god, I am so stressed I ended up fucking cutting my arm open and I'm running late back and I'm stressing out about it so I'm going to leave and just go back to the ward where I feel fucking safe because I don't feel safe yet no, the leaf did not go well I'm heading back to the ward I'm probably going to be late as well so, I have this on now so the audio should be a hell of a lot better I've owned up to what I did I've owned up to that far and I'm out of that while I was at work I'm not going to wash my hair even though it doesn't look like it needs it I lost it there this is literally the dumbest thing I've ever done in my life it's like, oh, how far can it go whether you want to go this is what I did to the tongue it's fine, yeah it's not that bad at all I did it we'll see this is the best thing ever this is the best thing ever this is the best thing ever I'm really high I don't know why I'm so sorry my medications have been increased I'm on like a hundred milligrams of quick-tie-demo I'm really high I'm tired, I'm high too you know, something yeah, I'll have to dose tomorrow