 We are the folks dear the witnesses that you can let it all crumble and we'll be there for you We are the let it crumble folks. I Mean I there's certain songs that I've loved throughout throughout time, but I love that That line in that grace slick song, you know, let the world around us just fall apart Baby, we can make it if we're heart to heart, you know, it's like yeah You could just feel it when she's singing it like there is nothing that can keep us apart it can crumble our belief in and unworthiness is going to just seem to Crumble and so will the world around it that was built to prop up this feeling of unworthiness and it's okay We can let it dissolve away and the Holy Spirit would not have you Linger in time that is not your inheritance. The things of time is are not your inheritance Eternal happiness and love and joy. That's the inheritance and so that's why things will seem to fall away things that have been with you maybe for Days or months or years or even decades may start to dissolve and that's part of the plan as well Humpty-dumpty, you know Had a big fall all the King's horses and all the King's men couldn't put Humpty together again We can't reestablish the self concept. It's it's crumbling and where we are in love. There's a deep love underneath that This is not a pathway of loss But the ego will say that all those things are real and then it will give you all kinds of wild goose chases in time and space to Try to avoid the loss avoid the lack avoid the Loneliness and the sadness and it's they never succeed. We we have tried we pursued Many of those roadways and and we just get there. We're just at the end. We're saying what was I thinking? What was I thinking? I think I've done this before Feels like I've reached the same dead end that I did before and it's like why was I thinking trying this again? it's all part of that That trust and letting go and we are so worthy all of us are So so worthy of that love, you know We we need to really test out the Holy Spirit and and and let it crumble and Trust it that love will be waiting there to catch you, you know, like that that the Libby Newton-John song magic, you know Catch you when you fall that the love is there when things crumble and we're so afraid that we're gonna mess it up or that you know, it's because we just don't believe we deserve it and we do and right before Kirsten called was on the phone with friend of mine Cindy Stanley and and It's the same thing She was calling and she was crying at the other end and all the twists and turns and feeling like my world's falling apart and feeling like my life is Crumbling and I just had to call you and reach out and it was just so beautiful and she said David, you know the Truman show. I said, yeah, she said you're my Sylvia I know if you remember the Truman show Sylvia is the one who's like Where's the t-shirt? How would end? She's rooting for Truman to Leave behind the whole show To let the show just fall apart to she's rooting for him to escape and And and then at the very end, you know when he's right there standing at the door to escape, you know, she's just in a state of prayer You know all along during the movie she's just rooting for him To let go To let go of the props to let go of whatever he thought the world helped for him You know, she's just praying for him and then when he finally makes his his little bow In case I don't see you Good afternoon. Good evening and good night. He takes a bow and all the people that have been watching him cheer and Sylvia comes running down the steps to go meeting. You know, that's the way the Holy Spirit is That's what Jesus. That's the message of Jesus. He's like saying I'm gonna be there for you when you When you just take your final bow To the world It's okay for the world to crumble It's okay, even though you think you're not worthy of what's to come you are worthy it's your inheritance and You know, that's what a true friend in Christ is is one who will be there for you No matter how many times you seem to fail. No matter how many times you seem to turn away No matter how many times you seem to mess it up. No matter how many times things seem to go wrong To have this loving presence That's there for you Just waiting to hold you just waiting to embrace you with love