 TLO what's poppin We are on twitch. We are not live that you can leave a like comment subscribe turn on your pull notification Be a mind just continue to grow the family from Chicago to the UK that is documentary Monday. I Think I didn't drop a good amount of video today. I've got this H&P Bell Marsh with Rose Kemp for some reason it got blocked so Whenever that gets unblocked y'all will have that and I also did part two to it But for some reason my video only recorded seven minutes of the hour long video So I don't know if I'm gonna be redoing that or not Because you know I do all my reactions live So it won't be the same. I might do it just because There's two parts which I will know that I've already watched it. So But benefit Street series one Season one episode for why they put series one Come on man. Get this together You'll see this street here James Turner Street. I don't want to watch the intro. I know exactly where it's done Oh episode is in gotta know where James Turner Street is in an area of Birmingham called Winston Green a Place where there are more people claiming unemployment benefits than anywhere else in the country Don't work. How are you gonna get money? No, I'd like to work for my money. Thank you Just take them Like these daughter. I mean white these daughter. Nope White these stop full-time work and started claiming benefits five years ago when she had her son Gerard You're not either I'm not gonna say I'm too old to have dreams because I'm not too old to have dreams but At this moment in time all my dreams are for my children. I don't want money. Just want them to be happy Be able to fulfill their education. That's a real talk to get a job You really just a lot of the times your dreams have to be put on pause when you had children And you got to live for a dream and whatnot But you know my daughter is 10 months. I'm going to continue They can create the difference the rest of the world. Yes And he's not have a living. I'd love it to have a career. I want both more kids to have careers I suppose a little vlog today. You just do want the best to be your kids Don't work on that. It's not just her own kids that white D is looking out for For many when there's a problem. She's the first person they turn to And today it's 25 year old mum of two SB who needs a help Two kids have attacked her son Tyrell whilst he was playing in the park Why don't one of the mums of the boys responsible? You know the police are involved, don't you? Yeah, of course the police are involved. They kicked him in the head and stamped on his chest. Do you know I'm saying this is This is what we're trying this is that's Tyrell kicked him in the head and stamped on his chest. Do you know Tyrell is unfazed Go get your leg back. No, don't get your leg back Tyrell. I Don't look I don't condone any of this music. I'm just saying But you know, but it's not a background in him They tried on a child's head and kicked him in the chest, but the laugh of it is because they're ten They'll get they'll get arrested Do you think someone just ringing you and saying sorry do you think you know I mean, how would you feel babes? And he's done it to my friend son, you know, I'm gonna keep it a buck with you. I'm gonna be real one hundred foot here If somebody got into a fight with my child Okay To defend yourself go go fight back because you know, I'm done nobody just step on you like that But I'm going to go with their parents eyes. Hey, that's just me personally. I don't care That's just the me and me I gotta go I gotta go see about your parents both of them both of them I'm gonna go call my baby mama And we're going up there to theorize some shit, so just know that Respectfully YouTube I don't condone violence is other ways to get to situations and points across but hey listen Pull up on her beat Ashley Africa Yeah, mommy and keep it in mommy's belly Huh Since having her second child two years ago SB's been bringing up her children on her own It is a bit of a struggle, you know, I don't want to be broke and look broke Or look poor when I was working. I could buy the food that I wanted to buy but now I can't do that She's been looking for work as a model and has been approaching modeling agents with her photos The woman that was taking our photographs couldn't believe that I was pregnant and that I was in heels and I'm trying and pulling up these beautiful pictures SB gets no financial support from either of her children's fathers She hasn't seen Tyrell's dad since they split up Yeah We got together at 16 Got pregnant Last our first child it was a new girl the TV I gave birth to her But yeah Yeah, and then that's when domestic violence started after that And then 18 months later I had Tyrell Which was a bit of a blessing. It was a blessing To know that I could have another child But it was just upset in that I'm having a child with a man that just Kind of certainly beats me all the time domestic violence is I don't condone that at all That's tough. So he was beaten up. He was doing he was domestic violence in you and you had another child with him That's that's That's what domestic violence do to you. They play with you mentally so mentally So messed up in the brain That it can get you to have another child with the person that's harming you call the police Do this modeling, you know Him as well. He hasn't put me in that situation. Go ahead and actually do this You know, you're not holding me down forever He's holding me down for the last 10 years of my life from 15 to 25 It's April the phone across the country. It's a day of national mourning Did you know how your virtue is dead? Did you? You're not tuning into the funeral today, you're not interested Oh Man I just want to relax Who will watch my funeral? Talk about it says that class is for God All right, I know she was a good prime minister No, the only thing I don't like about it But she's done to the coal mourners and the workers things other than that. I think she's quite good What did she do for you? Can't be put on the street Yeah, you can't be put on the street. Yeah So she was all right was she For 10 years before he arrived on James Turner's dream home guy was homeless Did I get into this shit? Sleep on the fucking streets This is where we just put our blankets and in the daytime. It's probably in there like that And you know, you got a gram by a certain time People know who's blank is a blanket to me. So they don't touch it by right, which is good You see where that piece of wood is there. That's where they used to be a doorway What's this is a family asleep in there 10 ADP God damn I mean Dad's Blank is pulled off me. There's my daughter and all my nephew's and they serve She broke down and crying But the end of the day What really got me is that I was more interested in getting a hit. I'm seeing my daughter You know me I couldn't speak to the way I was. I didn't want to look at me the way I was For me Yeah, that's a rough one Fungi has a daughter and two sons all from different mothers Fungi was the rolling stone. He was putting that pickle anywhere, huh? His youngest son was adopted when he was four Okay But Fungi's held on to some mementos of their time together when he was three years old Only he may open this She's first teddy bear But he don't listen. It's for him when he was three only he may open this They're all the cards from when he was born Oh his drawings He will be now six and a half The family is with don't like me So he's down to them when I see my son Brought him up from the day he was born Until the eight years took Do you know what I mean? And you really, I'd like to see Do you know what I mean? Like I say you got A and B in the fork And I took the B road The fucking wrong road Yeah, fucking and it's not the fuck man I proper hate myself with me Proper hate myself That's sad man Your kids will have a way of making you feel like that man when you're not around When I put my daughter to sleep and I go watch tv and I live on them I feel bad Single mom sb's focus especially just on finding work as a model She's also looking for a day job and a way to get off benefits I look for work I send CV's Don't get nothing back Don't know why we can't find no jobs Some people are even not got no experience and my over experience like Can't win I don't think I've ever been this pretty correct and these days you can't even pick a job You're just going to go for what's there. So I'm looking for cleaning jobs um What else have I been looking for? Cleaning, Secretarial Admin Hot Is it hot? Blow it I think I want to definitely made it more as a model In America then over here You know in America you never have more chance of you getting spotted or Stuff like that Wait, what did you say? I want to definitely made it more as a model Think I want to definitely made it more as a model In America then over here You know in America you never have more chance of you getting spotted or Stuff like that in in here We have to leave in London to get spotted. I don't leave in London Listen, I'ma tell you something right now. I got female friends that are models In America they want a certain You got to be a certain Not gonna lie. How old are you? Let's escape. What was this? 2020 This is obviously like some years ago probably when she was doing this And what at that time they wanted you to look a certain way Like not even you could be black whatever they don't care about that But your body got to be a certain way If you a black girl coming in there you have to be skinny because I have A few model friends that are African-American And they they went to my high school big models Victoria's Secret Model Like and they they coming like that It is real I don't know if y'all know who uh I forgot what she go by now, but her name was Erin Bubbly She went to my high school. She white girl, but she's a big model She goes by Erin. What's her name now? They changed it for modeling We are someone like as it was born lived in the um lived in the ghetto What made it big? You know I was born lived in Aston And I was in America with how many millions? Finding a career might not be fungi's first priority But he's determined to get his love that's her name. They changed it to uh, it was Erin Bubbly She had a twin sister name. Um Uh It doesn't even matter, but they changed it to heatherton. Her name is Erin heatherton now If you google her she's a Victoria's Secret Model. We went to high school together She used to hook Thank you and then I give you one when I got mine He's been living in his house for five years She's dead because of pitch black And he often finds himself without electricity None of these lights up here, you know, none of these lights up here work This is in my bathroom. I've never had to have a bath in there since I've been here Do you know what I mean? I have to go around to my dad's or pop over to Dee's or whatever But that fell off the wall the other day. What am I supposed to do? Go to Charlotte and Not wash my hands. Nah, I don't think so. That's the water coming through the little bit But this here basically that's supposed to be michelle I've had some baths in some dirty places, but that I wouldn't even attend. Yeah, I'm just crazy. Like I look think back. I went I went to a high school on suburbs And I'm thinking about it like we got like some famous people that went to that school like It's a couple comedians that's on tv shows like do stand-up comedy it's uh some uh It's a few models like Erin is her Then we had a girl named flow. She modeled a little bit then her best friend model That was a lot of them I sit back and I think like they're all right or they're my turn My turn I mean, I mean baddest myself Yeah, we kicked that out of high school. This is supposed to work. It's never worked since the day I've been here I mean the back door there's got a hole in it. You can't get through that Oh, why are you getting through that? You know what I mean? That's the alarm. So something comes through that falls off Like it was dead to the world earlier that I mean, that's what he's there for on these I've had enough I've had enough I just want to be normal. I'd like to know what it's like Try and remember what it's like to be normal Fungi's plan now is to get clean Methodo. Yeah Yeah, thank you And try to see his kids I'll see you all right. Thank you It's gonna be better than I want to drink these If I get clean and all that I'm praying to God. I'll just fall into place like a jigsaw does It is for myself But I want to get to know my kids really want to get my normal kids Come to the end where it's like You've got to stop Do you know me? It's a litty hand like his people say the first step is to admit it. Yeah, I've admitted it. So No, I'm on the verge of getting things sorted All right, it'd be after christmas before you even get near a height rehab Today is a big day for white d's 15 year old daughter katelyn She got a job She's running in a girls association athletics competition Why don't you go? She's always had the impression of that she will do school. She will do college She will go and get a job. That's what's her And there's an added incentive for katelyn to do well today. She wants to pursue a career in sports When i'm older i'm gonna try and become a gym instructor Like anything to do with sports really When I was younger I wanted to do like hair and all that And then like as I started growing up I started to realize i'm not one of them people that want to be your head I'm one of them outgoing sporty people She gets second place She's been asked by an agency to take part in an audition The entrance fee is 20 pounds half the money she has left for the week If I put in the 20 pound and get back 20 grand you never know I just have to take the risk I've got food and stuff that can last for the kids for the week So i'm all right with that And and just hope for the best That something comes out of this even like now i'm pushing kiwi and I've got my hands like this. I'm still trying to practice more You know i'm getting on I might look younger But i'm not getting any younger and then within the model is in industry, you know You're gonna get your chance grab your chance while you can This is my chance Caitlyn's back home after competing in her athletics event Come in Caitlyn Second This is asian god and i've come first in the 200 Wow well done To help Caitlyn realize her dream of a career in sports white d has arranged work experience for her at the local leisure centre I told you not to come home with anything less than a france I'm just gonna see now how she gets on next week and Does the job okay? I just hope she does buckle down hard and that the opportunity is there for her to get a job How did you get on? golden silver We're taking cash converters on monday See how much i can go for it Isn't that funny SB's paid her 20 pounds and is taking part in the modeling competition in a central Birmingham casino What made you apply for mr. Mrs. Monmay? Um when i got scouted and something i've always wanted to do So Yeah Yeah, you just sit right back now, huh? You know my first walk i don't think it was too too powerful I just think that that asked me less questions and i had to do most of the walking So i don't know what's going on there But i just hope that the modeling can get me and my kids financially stable You know and it makes me think when i'm at home having my bad days You know with the kids i feel like i can't get to be the model that i want to be because i'm depressed all the time so Getting the chance to be a model Is is something that i want to do So it's it's it's great Keep hope alive with my boy See me sun tomorrow See me sun tomorrow We're only for an hour because that's all in my life Fun guys just receive some surprising news You're happy I'm seeing my son tomorrow Only for an hour my son for an hour Last time i saw him my son was three years ago I said that's what's gonna work tomorrow Do you know what i mean? Because i haven't seen my son for so long It's gonna kill me Don't don't get drunk tonight I'm back in the swing do it now i can start seeing my son again So as i know it's just happened completely out of the blue Don't know don't know how it's happened But he's over the moon so i've washed all his clothes for him and Do you know what i mean? So fingers crossed Then when the first made the phone call I'm thinking he's a hoax Someone's playing games with me, but he wasn't Do you know what i mean? It was the grandmother and i was glad Do you know what i mean? Honestly i knew he was taking the fucking piss I just hope it works, i hope for him Me too, i listen I know We're black deer There's a McDonald's It's on the Herbler Road We've got to be there for I'll pass 11 I'll be there 15 minutes early Because i want to spend the full hour with him So he's like, i pass 11 so i pass 12 Do you know what i mean? You know what i mean? It's all happening good now So it's like i'm going up that ladder Instead of coming back down here I'm going up it Do you know what i mean? And i feel good for it Do you know what i mean? I really do feel good for it That's what's up, fun guy It's the Geralt Oh he's late? FUN GUY! Go through the back It's so fitting for you If he's not up and out I'll kill him It's 10 a.m. and FUN GUY is due to meet his son in an hour and a half Get pissed off now! He's just not opening the door I've been trying to get him up since half-eight this morning He's hoping for the broken door I hope he's not being a complete arsehole and misses it And i know he only sleeps in that room I think that'll fit through the letterbox I can go and unbeat him, i'm sure He's pissed off now She's a good woman man She's trying every take She's good I'm glad she's the black mom She's literally the mom for everybody on this block Have you got anything bendy? Do that look bendy? No, beat your son in a few minutes What do you mean? Put me on your own Put me on your own What happened? I ain't even eating them FUN GUYS told White D the adoptive parents of his youngest son Called last night to cancel the meeting They didn't say anything wrong They didn't say why You know, he said look, he's off tomorrow And you've all had the chance to say anything about us, but then Everyone deserves to see their kids find You don't matter what's going on or shit, you know I'm with you Broken, mate? I smashed up Yeah, broken You're not going to let it break, yeah That close to your lesson, I believe that Do you want to try and go through the proper channels to see it? Not later Why? Because he's been adopted now, mate So they've actually adopted it? Yeah, I've allowed them to adopt him because he's really sleeping He's his type Yeah So I've allowed that family to adopt him So it's down to them now to say when I can and can't see him You did the right thing, mate Right before Right to the fucking room, mate You need details But you know, they're trying to do the right thing too Because they're worried about stability You coming in and out of their life They don't know when the next time you're going to come see them They could be thinking that it could be a one-off thing They could be thinking like, man I don't want to traumatize the child But I get it It pisses me off when you've got fathers Like, at least they can't be asked to even fucking contact their kids And then when you've got someone that actually wants to see their kids You know what I mean? And they're not allowed Just let him see his son, man You know what I mean? It's like It's out of order Mark's an out-of-work dad bringing up two kids on James Turner Recently, his benefits were cut Finding enough money to put food on the table is becoming a headache Mark and his partner Becky are resorting to a food bank to feed their family You gotta do what you gotta do We're pleading for food That's the way I see it We've gotta plead for food these days I don't like it, like using the food bank Because that's the way it shouldn't be Looks all right around here What it is like, I mean poverty, scavenging, scavenging for food For our cupboards It shouldn't be like that in this society But Mark is not alone Around 350,000 people in the UK relied on food banks last year I haven't noticed the first time I've actually come So the reason that you're here is low income So are you working on it? I'm not, no You're not? Are you on some economic benefit? All we get is job seekers allowance Are you claiming that? As a football Yeah And you've got two children I have, yeah How old are they? One's one And the other one's three Okay, what I'll do, I'll just take this into the back They'll pack your parcel for you And then we'll just have a little bit of a chat More about your situation Yeah, that's fine Right, thank you It was a care worker who identified Mark's family As being in need of help Maybe one more sugar About half sugar However, the voucher that was issued Is in his partner Becky's name Okay, well because it's in your partner's name Have you got anything to go on to prove that she's your partner? Because normally we wouldn't Unless it was a support worker We wouldn't just give out the food parcel Oh yeah, but nothing come there So the only thing we can do is either actually to come back later Or I should go on to come back That's going to be complicated Because he has a good birth money again Can't believe that Because they can't prove that I'm Becky's partner They've told me to have a Wait for them to find them up later Richard, by the time the phone up here it'd be closed anyway Now I've got to go and explain to Becky For Becky to come up here It's really, really badly annoying But what can I do about it? Nothing It happened And I'm just I'm no luck at all I must be the unlucky this guy on the planet Nothing good happens to me Yeah Man, the country is going It's not going to be a fault to pay To pay for everybody But you think it's going to be a fault Because a lot of people are out We have to work If, I mean, for example in Africa If you don't work, you don't eat Simple That's what's going to happen here If you don't work, you don't eat You either live to work or work to live On the latter Or work to live It's the morning of Caitlyn's work experience at the sports center And the reality of going to her first ever job Is just kicking in I think it's going to be hard They're going to be horrible to me Yeah Black people, I mean, white people are horrible to black people The fuck are we? You know, I've had to put a lot of pressure on myself Because if I don't do well, I'll get fired Or I don't get a summer job You're 15 and they're going to cry The rest of that could happen Is they're going to get me to clean toilet So clean the changing rooms and that ain't going to happen Yeah, we'll You're going to do it Oh I knew it I knew she was going to do it with clean toilets Oh my gosh, she wants you to clean it It's not hard to just get a job Even if you don't like it or anything Just get a job To get some money or you ain't going to survive It don't matter if you like it or not If you scrub in toilets and cleaning And you get like 25 pounds a week That's why you wear your gloves That's nothing compared to people that are in Africa They don't even get one penny a day She's got a good head on her So the mama D raised on her right She talked to all that shit Oh, I'm not funny to do this I'm not funny, hey, you just still did it You know what's at stake You know where you from You got to change them generation of curses, man Starts with you Oh man, that's tough I feel a stinky sweat That one Well, this job's definitely worth it This is the... I'm actually glad I picked to do my work experience here It's better than being at school Back on James Turner After his frustrating trip to the food bank Mark's partner Becky has brought home the goods This is all off the food bank Bloody hell Chili con carne Oh Pink sloyces Ew Truck tomatoes don't need Roast pudding Rice pudding Roast pudding Mush-pressed peas don't like Robbie's sons That's tea Not bad, is it? Oh, readable Damn, I'm impressed They come at you good, why Rice pudding for everybody on the block, but then... This is SB SB didn't get the modeling job But battering herself isn't the only thing on her mind She's also trying to make sure her son Tyrell Is heading down the right track He's had problems in and out of school Every time we used to get mad, I always used to pick up the tables And then the minute I got really happy I picked up a chair and hit someone in the head with an electronic Because I threw it By accident There's badness all around But I don't want him to grow up like that So I try my best to sometimes we go church You know, some way so he can know God It's hard for a single woman like to raise a boy You can only teach them so much, you know what I'm saying You can't teach a boy a man A woman can't teach a man that a boy ought to be a man You know Simple And things like that I wouldn't want him to grow up and be a bad man And stuff like that at all SB's worried that Tyrell's bad behavior Is partly down to the domestic abuse he's witnessed I just don't want my kids to have the life that I had I wouldn't want my daughter to go through domestic violence And I wouldn't want my son to put anybody His child or daughter through what his dad put me through She decided to home school her son With the help of a couple from the church Is still bullfrog Swimming or sleeping Tyrell is a typical boy for what the trauma that he's been through It's left an imprint on his mind So we have to try and let him know that Not our fathers are the same It's hard It's a struggle He wants that happy family And I would love to give him that happy family But there ain't a man out there right about now That can make that family complete Because I've got to make sure He's the right person For me as well as my kids Facts That's a fact It's just more subtle Package deal nowadays You can't just be trying to get SB Cooch You're going to worry about her kids too I just want the best for him really I really, really do White D might not be able to repair Fun Guy's relationship with his son But there's one thing she can't help fix The door The door is going to take an hour Do you want to come in and have a look? Come on Fun Guy's had no electricity for eight weeks Damn He's managed to get the utility company to come around and connect it At least we've got electricity down to you What can I say? I can only love you more than I love you now Yes! Man's happy Thank you gentlemen So if I had money I'd give it to you Sure guys, thank you Yes I've got to get some money now for me getting electric and me gas And then I've got everything I need I'm happy It's not like that It's nice Dave I used to be an electrician, yeah So now you used to be an electrician Now that the shit worked Where was you when it didn't work bro? Get out Matter of fact Just get out That's a fault if you're in He didn't used to be electrician Get out Of course I'm not even listening at the moment Steve Sorry Because it seems something I don't know I've watched it for eight weeks I can sit here tonight now It's a one o'clock in the morning And watch Terry At last Put a bit of heat in on Do you know something? I feel electric It feels different here Look at that from here It looks wicked I love it There's lights in my house It's like there's God in my house The little things that matter And I like that I like that You never know what you got until that shit be gone For some people on James Turner Street Working nine to five Isn't the only way to make a bit of cash How much? What happened? 20 Do you only promise? Don't have no money Tell me If you've made it this far And you do not follow my Instagram please I only got 35 more until I'm at 2000 I really want 10k But like I said over two Like go ahead just you know The lit one Simple That's right though Dead balance now It's repeatable for free So I don't say why I have to pay Holding down a steady job Is one thing fun guys never quite managed Stretchies in prison have always got in the way My mother brought us up properly And I don't know how we went wrong T-H-E-E underscore L-I-T underscore O-N-E That's all Simple My mum and dad did this very street What did you do? You first said the crime? I'm robbery I'm fucking robbery You first fucking crime Kick dough Plain eat I'm robbery Not even just Oh I'm robbery Only four years Straight four years Fucking hell I thought you were going to say Shotlifting or something like that Fuck you drop right into it You've been easier with me Oh my god What did you try and rob? I've done a lot of things I've done a lot Yeah I'm serious McDonald's McDonald's What were you after? The double cheese burger No I had a son-off That went off as well And then because the police jumped on me And it went off Fun guy Do you see yourself as a clever criminal or a shit man? A shit man At least that boy know I've got court you know sir Have you almost got court for everything you've done? Yeah What the fuck? Fun guy's still working on his plan to get clean And get back in contact with his children Having the positive attitude I'm sure you'll be fine If you haven't had the attitude I've got the attitude yeah But he's just getting in He's just getting in He has been clean He's been eating He has been looking after himself He does not want to go back to where he was before Next please Take out I forgot his B work there 2.99 please Having not got the modelling job she wanted SB found part-time work in a takeaway You know something I paid exactly 450 for this one yesterday 450 I saved you yesterday You did yeah exactly the same one Not in a small The big one That's why he had veg How much of the veg? 50 BX So I wouldn't have charged you 450 I know it's not for the bigger one You know it's not the best job But it's the way it pays He puts food on the table And stuff at the moment So I'm still going to look for the job I want Tabot I was thinking to audition again Man said I paid the exact same thing For the same thing yesterday Dude veggie is not the same thing yeah How do you want people to see that? Oh listen Next tap model You like it? Let me see you here She real patient Because I would have told them That's not the same thing Just like that That's not the same thing And that would have been the end of my conversation Why don't you have a job? Because I'm going to do the gym and everything K all over again Yeah well you still can do it though I've always wanted to earn my own money And you know Where we lived and stuff like that My mum didn't have a job You know so For me growing up I needed to have my own money You should do it You go and do your own thing And I'm going to do my driving lessons now Now I want to It's not that I don't want to do it But it's just hard now It's not going to be for long though is it? And then obviously the kids Time off work Time off work My boss ain't going to allow me to take time off I will You would? Yes I feel like I was born to be a star What else? What else do you want? How the food is there? Something like kind of good For Caitlyn Her first taste of the daily grind Work experience at the sports centre Has come to an end I think my mum is going to be very proud of me Because I did try my hardest this week And she knows I don't like getting up early in the morning And she's probably going to be proud of me That I actually did get up early in the morning I really enjoyed it They've got a cool relationship So Matam If you learnt anything about working Is it easy? Is it hard? It's hard It's very hard Is it? Yeah And that's all funny isn't it? Because you haven't actually been doing it lower A proper job Feels like a proper job So you're still thinking that's the career you want? Yes Definitely Yes Oh I'm so proud of you Bones She doesn't really talk about her ambitions But I don't really have any worries about her I mean she's such a grounded girl I can actually see Caitlyn getting what she wants Me too You're asking about a proper job or any other proper job? No, why? Can't be bothered after what I've been through this week In your face Ah! But out on meeting his youngest son Trying out, yeah Fongai's now trying to contact his 23-year-old daughter I mean he's a smart phone See you bag of nerds man Oh no, please don't do that He hasn't seen his daughter for over a year I'm sorry The number you have called is temporarily unavailable Please try again later Change the number on the phone Yeah, I weren't the best dad in the world But I'm trying now Do you know what I mean? All right It's four years a bit too late but But I'm trying Do you know what I mean? For the grandkids sake Do you know what I mean? No, no, no, Fongai don't look that old His ex-partner, Dommar The mother of his daughter I want to find out what's going on I'll be with my family man Do you know what I mean? Why am I being blank so much? Unable to speak to his daughter His only option is to visit Dommar You think I blew on Millie Pseboi? Because you know I've been second bills Fongai If I was just walking in the crib like that What if she got a new man or something? Dommar has just got back from a night shift And is looking after her granddaughter She wouldn't ever turn her back completely on him I know she wouldn't It's her dad But they ain't got that closeness Yeah, we ain't got that bond Too late for that now She was 23, no? No, I can't believe you've just seen her then 20 years old Where's that from, brother? I met it in jail I don't know, she was about three It's in prison? I met the baby of those days You'd see her for four years, did you? Oh, God All right, leave her alone Basically, this is where I should still be Yeah, man, he breaks my heart I just believed I shouldn't No, I should still be here, and I'm not Down I look like Oh, oh, oh That's how I'm not doing this Oh, shit, if I listened to her, I think she still would be I mean, I'm 40 now, you know I'm not kidding Oh, you're 40 next birthday, yeah I don't think drugs are in there I don't even mention that I'm not going to make a case, you know I don't think drugs are in there I don't even You're right, why? I'm on medication now, look, I have to carry it with me What's medication? Drugs Man, you know what? Never done Yeah Yeah I can't get off and look at them just like that No, no, no But look at how long has it been? Yeah, I've got it down 180 mil and then it's 180 mil now Just 80 mil, not 180 It's just, I think it's a lot to do with the area he lives in as well and the friends he's got Yeah, well, moving out of there anyway To change your life like that, you have to complete, though Make a gentleman a big, big break My alcoholic, bruv You're an alcoholic now? Oh, Jesus That's not what I'm saying Imagine it You shot one for another one I don't think he could live the normal life See I'm going to be trying to get some cooch Some cooch from down, look at that You know, it's just being normal What, he's normal? I know, yeah, true All right, listen, I'm going to let you look after the kids tonight, yeah? Yeah You'll be good, right? It's a sad attack, yeah Nice to see you Yeah, man Yeah, it's just, you need to start, you know How the fuck are you going to get an Uber? I'm going to see you, it hurts to me What the hell, man? We're a producer's trove, huh? I mean, she's the first one to have my child So, I mean, it's an extra special bond I'm not seeing that box, just I was like, what? Twenty years ago, man Come on, let's get out of here It's too many memories here for me What's up, man? Too many memories here for me Get that fake cry out, I feel it, fun guy Fun guy, fun bee, fun guy Oh, that's just for a fucking bit of that, isn't it? It's a shame he passed away I feel like he was on the right path during the show Maybe it got worse It's, it's wonderful It's nice to call it What the hell is this? You don't even know who the next door neighbors are I don't want to, I don't want to see the preview I just want to watch it, man Till I leave a like, comment, subscribe, turn on your post I hope you enjoyed documentary Monday Well, I have a TV series on this one But whatever, I'm gone Follow the Instagram, leave a like