 Good morning everyone welcome to vlog week day four. I cannot believe that we're almost done. That is actually really sad But anyways, um I am going to take the dogs. Do you want to come to the room? I'm going to take the dogs on a walk Um, I think I might even grab coffee on there. Do you want to call them? I just feel like I just get a long walk in today. I'm still just like I don't know what it is guys But I go to bed at like 10 and it is so hard for me to wake up even at 8 Like I don't know why any of you guys Have this problem where even when you get enough sleep and you feel like you're getting good sleep You can't wake up early the next morning. Like I don't know what it is Maybe it's just I'm not used to like waking up as early as I used to or what but like my whole body is So tired even when I wake up at like seven like I was supposed to get with seven I didn't get up to like seven forty and like I used to wake up at like five every morning So if any of you guys have had this problem, what do you do and what is wrong with me? Because it feels like my entire body is just exhausted Back of red boxes right here is really bothering me I thought for sure like oh, I'll just replace all of my doorknobs myself Like it can't be that difficult and then my mom who like can do literally everything and was literally a Contractor's daughter was like yeah, honestly doorknobs are pretty difficult But once you get the hang of it so updates to come on that it will make my house look really great Like those are not gonna be there anymore They're gonna be like black modern ones like just small little accessories like that accessories small little You know what I'm saying I didn't shower I need to edit today's vlog and upload it I keep putting off running at my Christmas decor because I have so much to do but I'm going to do it tomorrow Morning, I think for sure. I have to because it's on sale tomorrow. Anyways, I went to the merchant I walked it was so nice just listening to a podcast walking getting coffee Especially when it's like super cold out that'll be like my favorite morning thing to do It's also nice to get out of your house I wanted an ice pumpkin spice latte, but he gave it to me hot and he was really so nice And like I even regardless like comment down below if you really I will never correct someone on my order I think I've maybe done it like once or twice in my entire I just like can't do it. I'm like, okay. Thank you and my leave. I don't know I just don't want to do that, but he was so nice and he gave it off to all these treats and stuff and fits like was so excited This couch is soaking wet and I sat on it. It's just too late now. You know, I've been listening to okay It's this all morning. I'm feeling good. I need to get some stuff Up for the podcast this morning and some info over Which is exciting guys, so there's a new podcast episode up. I'm so sorry that AC is so loud There's a new podcast episode up with Trinity who is the co-founder and CEO of gold So that's exciting. She's the youngest black female founder to have a Business air brand in Sephora. So it's like really really cool So I'm running behind on schedule because I actually got ready today But how fun is that guys? I did my hair kind of I mean, it's up, but I curled a little bit And make sure this is off. This is the curling iron I use by the way Babyless, I think the one and a quarter inch. It's my favorite coming on My hair is actually down when I have like any of the like loose curls you guys see on my Instagram It's this I'll link it below. It's like 40 bucks really really good curling iron I can also even show you guys in the video like how I cut my hair if you want to see that Let me know, but I'm wearing this dress from ancient M and like here's the thing It's definitely not like my go-to style, but I just thought it would be fun with these boots see It's very fall and then I'll be wearing this bag Which I thought was fun and it's just I don't know again. It's not very me, but I Don't know I got these boots thinking I would like love them more But I feel like I don't love them as much But I need boots like this and then I would like them with other outfits Like I have another dress that would just be all black that I would love this look with But I'm trying to like change it up a little bit and I think that that is fine with this dress. So Anyways, I'll have everything done below, but I'm actually about to go Downstairs I need to film some Instagram stories. I can literally look so crazy because I'm wearing makeup I need to film some Instagram stories And then I need to edit this vlog actually really really bad. Okay. I got a replica perfume This is by the fireplace. It's a really unique scent. It just smells like a fireplace So look, I don't know if that's really like a good perfume set I will say it last like I could actually smell it on myself Hours later, which I can literally never do and then I also got candles, which I'm really excited for I've always wanted these and I've gotten them as gifts for other people But I've never gotten them for myself and I actually got the by the fireplace scent They're so great. I will also link these below. I think that they're great for gifts or if you just want to treat yourself They have the best perfumes jazz club is my favorite, but I can't I've smelled bad enough So I needed to try something new Anyways, like the packaging is just beautiful. It's like everything I've ever wanted alright guys So I just filmed some sponsored Instagram stories. I actually feel good about them Normally, I'm just like how do I make this look good? You know, but I feel good about it So anyways, I'm going to edit those get the sentence edit a vlog get started on my to-do list for today I Therapy at one and then I would call it three and then Brenda's coming over tonight and we're gonna go I think we're going to Lila's and we're just gonna have like a baking night, which I'm excited for They're a bond of pizza for Lunch having therapy at midday's maybe isn't the most ideal thing I normally like don't really schedule anything after like Thursday afternoons on moment is to like computer work We're not to talk people but I'm having a call my friend Ali who always gets me in a better mood So I definitely was like, okay, we can do this But I just made a pizza to be quick because I've only got about 40 minutes of foreign YouTube and I'm exporting the blog now But I still need to do links thumbnail all that stuff the pizza I had yesterday was so good I don't even know if you guys saw it in the vlog. I posted on my Instagram story But here's my margarita pizza. It looks so good. Good afternoon everyone. Um, I'm making out my drink right now I think I want I'll fade it chill. It also matches my dress, but um my video is gonna upload with just enough time It's to get to therapy Update on this drink. I don't think I gave you guys a review my drink reviews. Um, I really did like it I need to get in frame my hands are just so pale. Anyways, I Really did like it and it definitely actually did chill me out. It was great. I'm a big fan You guys know me and kombucha. I'm like obsessed and I always have some so guys I've been listening to Ella Fitzgerald all day Don't you dare? That was rude. My dogs don't make a single noise until the camera turns on like sometimes I don't even talk and they know the cameras on somehow and then they make noise. It's really ridiculous anyways, um, I always have jazz music playing up throughout the house, especially because like Especially in the morning and that's just like worship music or something But if I I'm so affected by the music that I listen to you So if I am listening to something because I'm going through something or whatever It will just like bring me down so I like having like very neutral music so I still have like the right vibe or Basically music like associates if I associate like certain music with fall I can listen to it Obviously, I do listen to music that I like want to listen to but just throughout the day. So I don't like get in a weird Headspace. I don't know if anyone else can relate to this I just always have jazz music playing but I've been listening to Ella Fitzgerald specifically all morning and What a gals also, of course like lighting candles doing all that stuff sometimes at like the afternoon or at night I'll play like fall playlist and then I'll open my doors and it's cozy and like I just love it But anyways, I'm having the best day. I'm in such a good mood. I'm glad that this vlog is going to upload just in time I hate uploading vlogs later. I like uploading in the morning But let me know when you guys want me to post like what time is best for you Like if you're like, oh, I want a new vlog Let me know every single person watching this vlog right now comment down below, please Unfortunately didn't get the video out before therapy because I forgot that my processing time has been taking years lately Also, what the heck? I'm so tired of all the construction. Anyways I'm on my way to therapy. I've always actually Okay, if you guys would like an entire video on therapy like let me know I get the request a lot, but I don't really know like what you guys want in that video like what questions you have Is it like how to find a therapist like the benefits of therapy like what I've seen in my own life Like what are you guys wanting because I don't know I'm so open to like talking about it and doing it I'm like the most pro therapy person there could ever be But I don't really know what you guys want. All right guys. I'm leaving therapy. I need to reapply My look loss. I'm so glad that I went today. I love my therapist. I love therapy. I Really it's just been so helpful in my life I have been I've talked about my therapy journey a little before actually a lot of times I've been in therapy before in different times of my life, but It's just been really good honestly if you guys are on the fence about going to therapy This is your sign. All right guys. I'm home. I decided I'm actually going to start on dinner for tonight because it's just an instant pot Meal, so it would be easier if I just started earlier in the day plus it makes your house I'm really good. Anyways, I'm making instant pot ragu But I'm using ground beef instead of beef chucks because that's all they had at the store And I'm kind of just like making it my own recipe. So hopefully it's good I really love especially in any bullenays or ragu bullenays is ragu ragu is not bullenays That's how I remember it, but I love having a lot of Celery and carrots I just put as many as I possibly can in there because to me just tastes so good So all right, I added the rest of it on oh wait is this? I added in the meat the beef broth the spices all the other things I need to add in We'll see how this goes. It's literally looks like a teddy bear, but I call I have a call in one minute So I'll talk to you guys after Okay, I've actually been working downstairs most of today Which is not my usual just wanted to vlog really quickly to let you guys know that we do have a newsletter So if you guys want to get an email for me once a week, it's nothing too crazy I share all my favorite reads listens follows podcast products a lot of the drinks that I love with all the discount codes if you guys ever need a discount code you guys need To be on the email list because there's an entire section where all of my discount codes are better to send out weekly So you guys are interested you guys can join the mailing list down below all you do is enter your email It's not annoying. It's not something that I spam you with or anything like that But if you guys want to join you can it's linked down below. I also think I might do gift guides That way this year. I'm not positive yet So yeah, I'm going to go ahead and send this out Right now it always stresses me up because it sends like thousands of people so when I say send and it sends all these people I'm like, oh, I don't know why I feel like stressed out. I guess it's the same thing when I upload a YouTube video or podcast I Just made myself some kombucha in a wine glass. You guys know this is my favorite I'm all out of recess and I'm actually gonna make an order right now It really helps me anxiety wise think about the other they have an outdoor patio So you just go sit on the patio and then you can order wine I don't know if they serve other alcohol that might be a dumb thing to ask I've never actually been inside, but it's like a really cute place patio on lower Greenville You can get wine cheeseboard. You name it so many hand movements. So I'm excited to go there whenever Brenna gets here We're gonna walk over that way. I've already made us dinner pretty much We just need to cook the pasta and then I'm ready to go. Oh my gosh, if I wanted to make a bake right now I might bake Kombucha a little bit of work therapy. This is really like a great day I made at my pumpkin bars. This is like the leftover. They're in the oven right now It's pretty easy actually it was a really easy thing to make and then you put it in a like a normal honestly like cookie sheet and then It's like 25 to 30 minutes, and then I'm not making homemade frosting I just got this but you can't make homemade frosting if you wanted But I didn't feel like it Brenna will be here in like 20 ish minutes Honestly around this time with this would be done. Just fed the pups. There's cocoa. There's fits Um, and I took some trash out and stellar some boxes, but I also picked up some headbands from Amazon I really want to wear headbands. I've been wanting to for a while. I don't know guys I always think I want to and then I don't like how they look on me. So maybe I'll try Tomorrow This isn't yours right? Okay, yeah, yeah, but I'm I get lip gloss on yours. Okay. I think I like yours better The way that you are okay Yeah, that's true. You like either way. No, here's my thing like we've literally been friends since you were really like 11 But like you're the you know like I know that you do it just because you like wine But it's like the friend who's like, oh you look at here you go because they're like, you know what I mean I've given away a lot of my friends Guys we got something complimentary. What was it? I don't remember the name I was gonna say you have a good memory, but then I realized he told us that 30 seconds ago But I was listening to him, but I was thinking about how it sure is cool. Yeah It's very good All right guys, we're eating dinner We have our nice little fire pit going the lights are on it is just so there's something on my camera So beautiful. All right guys. It is later. I just showered and I'm ready for bed Hope you guys enjoyed today's vlog if you guys did subscribe Comment down below e if you made it this far, but I love you guys so much and I'll talk you soon. Bye