 All right, let's let's do some blocks real quick. Sure the this is a big one You're you're all in your feelings you're So you say that yeah, it sounds negative Yes What in what way is it negative? So I would say I think one of my biggest blocks is I'm all up in my feelings meaning like Like you're a baby minor minor inconveniences or slights will hurt me a lot I'll be like give me give me embarrass yourself. Okay, so I'll give you one Yep, sometimes I might be too afraid to text you because I go if he doesn't text back you couldn't take it It would open up all these other doors of possibilities in my head of like maybe he's mad at me Maybe he doesn't like me. Maybe he thinks I'm annoying. You ever hear my song. Nobody's mad at you It's one of the most popular things I've ever posted on instagram Nobody's mad at you. Nobody's mad at you. You're having a private experience Nobody's mad at you. Nobody's mad at you. Nobody really gives a fuck But that's based on thinking Everyone's mad at you all the time part of aging. Yeah is Getting better at Managing your probable emotions so I Keenan Thompson did this yesterday with me There's something I want to talk to him about Okay That I was gonna text him now. By the way, he mentioned similar thing He gets excited when I text but then he's afraid. He's gonna say something stupid. I like it's like fellas It's it I'm real regular. Um, but But that reality is true. I know how I I have people that I will not we can be Of course, there are people that I will not text For probability that they will not text me back. Wow I'll even when someone like has a hot moment in showbiz. Yeah, I'll give it two months So that I don't get caught up in the swell of like them just like oh, what's up? No, no, no, hold on like that So with Keenan I decided not to call him To talk about the thing we need that I want to talk to him about Because I was sort of obsessed with it for 12 hours. Yeah the obsession passed And now I don't want to reopen it because it's not gonna make a difference like I When I text you I worry about Getting a response me. Yeah Yeah, I worry about everyone respond. I worry about everyone. That's yeah, but I don't okay It is partially because you're popular Okay, do you know any man right because it's not just because the thing that you're talking about in showbiz rejection It's all potentially a harbinger Of something right some greater. Yeah, and is this a reflection if I'm not enough if you don't text me back The thing I I want to say on the flip side of this is like And I risk things All the time No Six weeks ago. Yeah Ryan Reynolds DMs me. Okay about a joke, right? This is amazing and I go and I'm like Fuck do I try to get him on the podcast? Uh-huh. And I was like, okay Hey, man, I'm gonna ruin this right now Okay, and will you do the podcast? I have this podcast. Yeah, I send a link to the letter. Yeah, I send him a link to the letterman episode. Yeah Left on red. Oh What are you gonna do? What are you gonna do? Yeah, what are you gonna do? But you had to shoot the shot. Yeah, it's like I don't want to not ask him Right in case he's like, of course, I'll do it. Okay. Do you know what I mean? Then did you start going down the rabbit hole of strategy? Should we have texted back and forth a little bit? Maybe met each other once or twice and then asked but then you're like the window's gone I do that too by the way. I think I start I I didn't want to not it was worth The getting rejected. Yeah, it's a weird way to like stay humble. You know what I mean Hey, did you like that? Did you like that? Yeah, did you like it though? You want more don't want to work Would rather watch videos of me grab acid with people first. I'll go up here to subscribe And then go up here to uh, watch more clips This is like when the weatherman says there's a high pressure system coming in I'm not really used to the green screen