 Hi, it's Bridget. Welcome to Above Life Channel. The purpose here is to inspire your spirit and to fill you up with hope. In this week's Weekly Channel we have, we are going to be talking to Freddie Mercury and Jim Hutton. Now Jim was a partner with Freddie for the last seven years of his life. They were in a relationship together and he lived with him. So we are going to have a conversation with hopefully the two of them together today. So welcome Jim and Freddie. How does it feel to be together right now? Because I know in other videos when I've talked to you and done some channeling with you that you're not really together right now in the afterlife. Can you guys talk about that? I mean how does that feel? Freddie says that it feels, I think it feels weird for you, for those of you who will be fans and who will want to know. Which I understand, he says, I understand the needing to know that part if we're together or not, but he says I don't know how it feels for Jim, but it feels just quite natural to me. And Jim says, yes, I agree. I agree. There's not any anger or hurt feelings or any of that sort that some of you may think that I was angry at Freddie or that I felt betrayed or discarded. And none of that's true, none of that's true. I mean there's a natural part of our relationship dissolving that, yes it was quite hurt, but that was my own grief and my own feelings of loss. Not as in the public eye as much as of course Freddie himself or as Mary either and the bandmates and the Queen, but I'd much rather prefer a more quieter life. But being human you do have emotions and feelings, but those things are easily resolved when you shed the body and become spirit once again. It's nice not to be sick. It's really nice not to be sick. Jim, that's beautiful. Thank you for sharing that. Now I understand that you wrote a book after Freddie died. I saw that I think on one of the interview things that or comments might have been a comment here. We have a playlist for Freddie Mercury channeling. If you are watching above life channel, make sure you check out the playlist for Freddie Mercury. But Jim, I understand you wrote a book. Is that true? Yes. Yes. And it was about your life with Freddie. He says my life was Freddie. Yes. Yes. And he says there was a healing process for me. I needed some time to process things and to get some perspective and let some things take shape. And I wasn't quite ready to do things on my own again. It had been a good chunk of my life. Almost a decade I spent with Freddie Mercury and to go from being with Freddie it's life after Freddie is not easy. It's quite different and much more as Freddie would say boring. And then Freddie says dull life without me so dull. He says unimaginative. And I see Freddie with a cat on his lap. So Jim, did you like cats? I'm going to ask you that. He says you have to like cats if you're going to be around Freddie. That's a simple rule that is definitely understood. You can't just tolerate the cats. You have to love the cats to be around Freddie. He says, all right. And so and he said he shows me I think he may have had one or two that were his own or he had two cats of his own or and I don't know if it was before they weren't were together or after Freddie's death that there were two cats that I see with Jim. Gray and white it looks like one that has a lot of white but I might have a little bit of gray and then there's another one. I see somebody. Okay, so there's is there a cat named Sheba. Do you guys know is there a cat named Sheba because I say Sheba Sheba Sheba. I think it's Sheba. It might be Sheva. Sheva or Sheva Sheva Sheva. Not sure but I see that Jim and just mentioned that and then So, okay, so the two of you. All right. So how would you describe your relationship in the afterlife now since I know that I've channeled you and you haven't really felt together connected. What's there is there a reason for that or what's the deal because a lot of times we think that when we die, we go into the afterlife and we're united with our family and our loved ones and all that. So why aren't you guys together if you were in a relationship and a committed relationship and a love who you guys loved each other. And Freddie says it's not like that. It's not like that it's not the same and it's hard to it's hard to define this but in a way that people could understand but we have our paths have crossed here and we have been interwoven to some degree but we're very much individuals and there's no and then he's Jim steps up and says there's no karma between us. There's no debt that needs to be paid. There's nothing owed. There's respect and he says, you know, kindness. There's an understanding here and so and that's as simple as that. So Freddie, did you love Jim? Would you say would you in love with Jim? And then Jim says he loved the idea of me having someone here and around I think is is more what to Freddie's liking. What do you think Freddie? I think that's accurate. I never wanted to be alone. I never wanted to be alone but Jim was such a wonderful man and such a wonderful companion and confidant. It was quite lovely. He's very domestic. He's a very good caregiver and he says I mean that in the highest regard and the best compliment. It kind of feels like you guys it kind of feels like Jim maybe grounded Freddie a little bit is how it feels. So in the movie I know that the movie Bohemian Rhapsody which was a loosely based on the life of Freddie Mercury and Queen Jim we saw the relationship that the two of you had as depicted in the movie. How accurate was that? Would you say I mean I know the timing of your meeting and all that kind of stuff was probably just interpreted and it wasn't maybe accurate but he says yeah well I think a whole new generation deserves to know Freddie. Like the Freddie we know like I know the generous and impulsive and fun and very sensitive person that he was and I think he's a legend. He's a legend that it's sometimes hard to see legends as people and I think the movie itself gives the opportunity for that and then there's a much more deeper reflection. As for our relationship I don't know how do you think it was how do you feel it was depicted. He looks over at Freddie and they're going to talk about it here let's see. And Freddie says well not much was shared you know like I know he says so it wasn't very accurate you know we did get in fights we got in arguments and things and but mostly it's when you know he didn't see things my way and I like things certain way and I don't like to be told no or what to do and I like to be free to do as I please. And I know that's going to sound rather pompous and quite arrogant of me but freedom is part of my nature. It's how I live. I can't be held to a normal person's standards you know. Some of my they're talking about OK so Freddie says he shows me an image of some of their their his favorite times were just quiet moments just him and Jim just hanging out just you know just being like at home or it kind of looks like a cabin. It looks like another place and it's by the water I see that place and just kind of relaxing like like normal people would do you know and he says kind of like tourists you know like on holiday he said kind of like that he says were we just relaxing you know and there's nothing that has to be done and you're sort of forced into relaxing and Jim says and that's a true statement by Freddie Jim says you would have to force him to take a break he would get into these states where he just could not relax and not settle down and not you know he just didn't live life the way normal people lived life. Everything was different for Freddie and to know him you had to understand that and be an acceptance of that. And so when he actually had the opportunity to have quiet time where he wanted it. Most of the time he did not want it quiet but when he had quiet time it was very special and it was special to be around him then. But he did have dark times too and I'm not sure that I could speak to that or that I should speak to that but maybe Freddie will perhaps. So were there challenging times in your relationship Freddie that you'd like to share with us in an effort to help other people in their own relationships perhaps or to understand in a more broader context your life and the complexities of it. Well yes I do now nowadays you would probably diagnose me with something you know like depression or things. I would not say that I had anxiety or anxiety. Sorry my tongue is getting a little long yeah anxiety but depression. Depression yes yes depression. I would never I would not admit to that but I would say that you know it's funny because before the end of my life I would say that that would be something you could notice about me. But nearing the end of my life you wouldn't see that. You might see some sadness in my eyes recognizing that I could feel my body dying and I think it's a right to be sad in that case. But I never was depressed about dying about knowing I was going to die that did not make me depressed. So many other things I felt depressed about earlier on prior to that time I think it's important for people to know that. And I know that depression is a very real disease and in fact in your times now he's saying Bridget in your times that there are many generations that will know it differently and perhaps be able to get assistance or help in other ways besides self medicating as I and many others have done and continue to do this day. And that's well documented he says. Tim do you have anything in particular that you might want to share about the relationship the three of you had with Mary. Specifically thinking about how after Freddie's death you were we actually like kicked out of the house or what can you talk to us about that a little bit and again I don't want to gossip I'm not interested in gossiping and I'm not asking you these questions because of the sensationalism of that. I'm asking you these questions because of the relationship that the two of you you and Freddie Mercury had and people have asked to hear from you and to talk to you and I think that that's that that you would provide really valuable insight. So can you talk about that the relationship with the three of you you know Mary and you and Freddie he says Mary was always the third person in the bed. He says to be quite direct it I knew I could never hold a candle to her the relationship that Mary and Freddie have is very very special and to this day and you can see it if Mary speaks about Freddie you can see the love. And I can't compete with that I never expected to and to be honest with you I didn't expect my relationship with Freddie Mercury to last as long as it did. Would it have lasted longer if he would have lived longer. I can't say he says I think so I would like to believe so but I don't know I don't know. Nowadays if you you can be married you know it's legal to be married. Well at least in the United States it's legal to be married at least for right now who knows politics and all that stuff ridiculous politics the out of the bedroom politics. Feel free to comment on that. No I'm just kidding I'm just kidding you guys just kidding just kidding don't comment on that. Jim Jim Jim Jim all right focusing focusing Jim he kind of laughs he says no I rather like that he says I rather like that I like that about you he says I can see why Freddie likes you. Yes the truth should be told he said the truth should be told yes it should be. So were you jealous of Mary or were you angry at Mary what he says it's hard not to be jealous of her but she's she's rather a nice person he says it's really hard to not like her. You know the only part to not like is the the fact that she that Freddie loves her more than she loves you and you know it there's you can't have that you can't have a full Freddie Mercury heart. You can't have it no one could ever have it it's not possible because because Mary is his love and he made that quite clear and I've always known that. Did you see did you feel like second best I mean to be quite frank with you did you feel that way. No no not usually he says not usually Freddie never made me feel like second best. He never he never compared us or or made me feel like that at all he always made me feel welcome he always made me feel appreciated. Freddie's Mercury is very loving I would like people to know that very loving very loving and he's quite loyal to his friends as well. And so Jim were you his friend or his lover I was both I was both but I wasn't surprised when Freddie left the house and to marry I wasn't surprised by that. I mean he was generous with me as well he was generous with me and I think that her wanting me to leave was simply because it was painful quite honestly for her. I think it was very painful for her to know that he wasn't there anymore and it kind of felt like I was in Freddie's house and it was hard for her I think to move on with me there. Okay okay that's understandable that's understandable. So how did you feel about her did she make you leave yet well he says well it sure certainly looks like that doesn't it from the outside looks like that and I would have to say yes. And so it wasn't your choice it was not my choice but it wasn't my house it wasn't my it was my place that I lived with Freddie and being there without him would be kind of like a it would kind of be like a museum or something you know it's everything about it was Freddie Mercury. So I don't know I don't know how it could have been different maybe she could have waited I would have appreciated that she could have waited a bit of time before and I didn't make it easy for her either I did because I wasn't ready to let go I wasn't ready to go. So I didn't make it easier because if he's making me feel like there was a court thing situation like I don't know if the courts were involved or there was lawsuits involved and he says he says yes there were some some complications he says two things and they really don't want to discuss that I don't think that that will help anyone. Okay but you're a spirit so spirit talks about anything or everything so from a spiritual level he says oh he says but you notice the difference don't you right now. We are talking to Freddie and I are both talking to you primarily me talking to you in a way that the human viewers can understand and will recognize us. And then through this they will be able to understand perhaps through this conversation some pieces of their own lives that they have yet to address or deal with or maybe give them some permission for their own healing which is is the point of all of this isn't it. Is that the point Jim? Yes healing he says healing. Healing I feel like he's like this kind of guy that would like start a mission in Africa or a nonprofit or go overseas and you know do I feel like he kind of global it's kind of the energy I feel and wanting to expand on outreach and that kind of a thing. That's how it feels to me you guys. Healing is part of his purpose is that your purpose in the afterlife indeed it is he says indeed it is is that was that part of the reason why you came into Freddie Mercury's life yes indeed it is yes it is yes indeed indeed it is indeed it is yes. Part of Freddie Mercury's healing perhaps was helping him to feel loved as he let go of life. He says that's quite beautiful that's how it feels to me the energy that the two of you it's just a supportive energy you guys it's very supportive. Again I'm talking to Jim Hutton and Freddie Mercury about the relationship and the human life that they had and so you guys can understand it as well and and appreciate the relationships that you have in your own life right now. He says you know thank you he says thank you for having having me and letting me be a voice says I appreciate that you know so often I'm mixed in with others and I he says I appreciate it I appreciate having a voice and to bring a message of healing that's that is the point that's the purpose of all of this. So Jim are you reincarnated yes I am I've been on many missions he says yes right now currently yes I am currently okay so he's been in and in and in and I understand that you were HIV positive too as well yes I lived with AIDS for many years. And I feel like you died of something else was it like a cancer or something different he said something complete he said yes something different he said yes yes I want to say oh I could be wrong about this I'm like seven years is what he says. So I know they were together for seven years but did he die seven years after Freddie or in a year with a seven in it or a seventh month. Seventh month will be what July seventh year after Mercury's death will be 1998 1998. No I think he lived longer than that what was in 1998 that's interesting or seventh month so it could be July seven years seven years I don't think that's just a reflection of the relationship I think that means something else seven. Interesting if you guys know as viewers we please post what you think it might be in the comments below I appreciate that very very much. I appreciate your engagement and your value-added comments are always welcome here on the above life channel. Thank you so much Jim and Freddie for being here in this weekly channeling video I hope you guys have enjoyed it. I hope it's inspired your spirit a bit given you some hope because this is your life this is your life so live it just live it. Thank you for watching.