 That came about because of my sickness because I came to a point after ten years or so, I was just so sick and tired of being literally sick and tired. And I was broke down and one day I was just crying because I didn't really know why, but I was just really angry at myself. I was just really upset and really frustrated with my life and how I was going. You know, I was a young person. I had dreams. I had aspirations. I wanted to succeed. I wanted to make a difference in the world.