 literal strangers and we just don't even pay attention to them. Hi guys, what is up? So it's currently like 5, 4, 15 and I worked on Riverdale this morning and I got home early. I came home, it took a fat nap and now Madison wanted to go to the golfing range. You just do golf shots. No, you just shut up. Don't act like you're professional. Okay, but that's common sense. Okay, well, going to the golfing range and we're gonna golf. This is my second time golfing in a golfing range ever, I've only done mini golf. I've done the range once before. Didn't go so great. So we're gonna see how it goes. But Madison's probably gonna be better because she actually has been golfing and I haven't. So this is gonna be fun, maybe not. Let's go. Let's go. Let's go. Let's go. Let's go. Hey guys, so I am currently at Shoppers Drug Mart because I just need to get a new eyebrow pencil. I used the one from Elf and I've been using it for so long now just because I used to use it on Astazia, the brow pencil but that one was so expensive. It's literally like $30 I think. This Elf one is probably like $5 but it's way cheaper and it literally does the same exact shit. Like I honestly don't notice a difference from eyebrow pencil to eyebrow pencil. Like a $30 eyebrow pencil versus $5 I could not tell you a single difference. So it doesn't really matter to me as long as like it doesn't break on me because my other Elf one did break but I think that was my fault so I think I dropped it and I don't remember what happened to it but so I'm just gonna go ahead into Shoppers to get a new one and I thought that I would just like vlog this so that if you guys need eyebrow pencil recommendations this one is really good and it'll last me for so long. I'm just like literally at the tip end right now so I don't wanna run out in case I wanna do my makeup one day and then I'm like, oh shit. Oh, I also need conditioner. Oh my God, if I were to forget that I would have been so mad at myself because I literally go to take a shower. I only wash my hair once a week and Madison doesn't tell me when there's no conditioner or shampoo left and she just doesn't say anything and she just leaves it be. I was just like, are you kidding me? Like you couldn't have said anything because the last time I had washed my hair there was like a good amount left so I like didn't think about it. Anyway, so glad I remember that. I literally didn't even think about that until the second, so thank God. Okay, so I just got home and they didn't have Elf there. Like they didn't have the brand because it was like a smaller Shoppers so I know for sure that I've seen that at Walmart so next time that I go to Walmart I'm gonna pick it up. But I do have the pencil so I can show you guys if you guys are interested in buying it because I just brought it with me so I knew exactly what cut shade to get. So this is the pencil. So I use the shade Neutral Brown and the shampoo I got just like the regular sulfate free pantene one that I usually get and conditioner. And then I picked up this Argan Oil Mark Anthony. It's just like a packaged repair treatment and I bought this like maybe a month ago and I've been using it and it's really good. I just like how soft it makes my hair. So there's only like $3 for that. So there's quite a bit of it. The weather is so weird right now. Like it's sunny but it's raining. Like I'm not even kidding you. It's the weirdest weather right now. I'm gonna get a video of my phone here so you guys can see. Anyways, I'm just gonna go inside now. I'm also filming like a video today and it's kind of like a video that I'm gonna be filming over the course of a few days. So get excited because it's gonna come out after this video that you're watching right now but I'm really excited about it. So I'm gonna say, but stay tuned. Hi guys. So I just want my channel to be honest and I want to show you the real shit in life as well and not just when I'm happy and when I'm doing entertaining things and I just wanted to, I wasn't gonna vlog at all today. I just honestly was not in the mood to vlog whatsoever at the same time. I just wasn't feeling it and I just wanted to come on here and say that it's normal to have these random days where you're just not feeling it. I know that I'm happy as a whole. Like as a human being, I'm happy but today the vibes are just not it. Like I just feel groggy. I don't feel productive and I think that's weighing on me right now and I honestly can't wait till the sunset so I can start a new day. I barely got anything accomplished today because of the way that I was just feeling and I don't know if it's a seasonal transition or what is happening but I just don't feel like myself today and I just don't feel good. Like I don't feel like working. I don't feel like filming. I just feel like laying literally in bed all day and I just wanted to film that. I wanted to show you guys that my life is not perfect and sometimes I know that I make it out to be like when I'm filming everything good, everything happy and I don't want to make you guys feel bad about watching my videos ever. I want you guys to obviously be motivated by my videos and I want my videos to motivate you guys and I wanna ultimately just like put out good stuff, you know, but at the same time, there are some days where I just have an off day and I'm just not feeling it and I'm sure that goes for every single human being in this world because we're all humans and that's normal. And I just wanted to say that, that it's normal and tomorrow's gonna be a better day, I already know and it's okay to have days like these. Sometimes when days like these occur, it's because of your body and it's your body telling you that you need a rest day. Physically, mentally, whatever it is, I believe that it's your body giving you a signal. I know there's always a reason. So I'm actually gonna pull out my journal right now and kind of make like a segment in my journal just because I feel like when you have times like this, it's like also good to write things down just like reflect on these bad days as well. I wanna reground myself and remind myself of the things that I'm grateful for. Tomorrow is going to be a better day. Yeah, I'm not gonna get mad at myself because there's no point in doing that. So one tip that I wanted to share with you guys that helps me when I feel kind of stuck inside and if I feel like I need to let something go, like if I feel like there's like not bad energy but like kind of stagnant energy maybe within me or if I just feel not so good. One exercise that like literally helps me so much. Okay, so what I do is I inhale and when I inhale, I imagine myself inhaling like light and goodness and good feelings, good emotions. As I exhale, I imagine like a black cloud coming out of me and I imagine that being all of the stagnant energy, all of the bad things coming out of my body. I imagine it coming from in as I breathe and out as a black cloud coming out. I heard it from somebody and I don't remember where I learned this from but it helps me so much. So I suggest that you guys try it if you ever like feel that way. Always makes me feel so much better, like I swear. I'm honestly gonna keep this a chill night tonight. In Madison wanna watch Dancing with the Stars because we're behind. Let me know if you guys are watching it down below and maybe we'll do some face masks, you know, just end the night off, right? I'm gonna better note and pick myself back up. Honestly, you kind of have to appreciate these days because without these types of days, you wouldn't know what a good day is. You can't feel happiness without feeling sad, so. We're on the way to get a lot of the cake. We felt like we deserved them. I don't know what their explanation for that. We used to get a lot of the cakes literally all the time and then we stopped getting them. Hey guys, so I'm such in a better mood today. Like I'm just happy today. I'm thankful for what happened yesterday because you know, now I'm so happy and thankfully like the day before yesterday I caught up on a lot of work and I did a lot. So me doing basically nothing yesterday was fine. All I did was really go through my emails and like I had to make a new media kit so I edited that. So I did do a couple of things but then I was just not feeling it yesterday. So I just got Starbucks. I got a pumpkin spice latte because I always remember back to that it's so good. And I just got my bean chemo wrap. I'm going out to do a COVID test for Riverdale. But yeah, I'm just on my way to do that. And I just had this random thought in my head that I wanted to briefly talk about right now. Me and Julia were talking about this and I just keep thinking about it which is like, it's just like the weirdest concept ever. Everybody that you see is a stranger to you. Like everybody is just kind of just like an object because it's like they don't mean anything to you. Like a stranger doesn't mean anything to you in our day to day lives. But it's like our life means everything to us. Like our life is our life. We're the main character of our life. But if you think about it, like that person driving next to you on the road, that person walking across you, like those strangers that you see in the grocery store, they're main characters of their own life as well. So they're playing our role but in their own life. But to us, they're just literal strangers and we just don't even pay attention to them. We don't talk to them. Like we don't talk to strangers. No one talks to strangers. Maybe a quick hello, but no one's just going to go to Cognum and start talking to them. But it's so weird to think that it's like we just see them as just like bystanders and like background people of our own lives. But it's like they're the main characters of their life. Like it's so weird to think about it that way. I don't know why it's so weird, but there's just so many people on this planet. And it's like we only know like a few people in our lifetime out of the billions of people on this planet. So yeah, I just wanted to say that because you never know what a stranger is going through. You never know what their story is. Don't be so quick to judge people. They have their own life going on as well. There's things going on in their life you don't know about everything. You don't know anything about them. Therefore, like you can't just judge somebody because you don't know what's going on in their life and they are the main character of their life. Therefore, like they're going through shit and their life is just as valuable as yours and you gotta empathize with that, you know? I don't know. I've just been noticing random strangers more. Like I just been looking at them and like I wonder where your story is. Because everybody has a story and it's just crazy how many people there are in the world and we only know literally a tiny handful. We only know like a grain of sand of people in this world. I don't know. That's just literally the craziest thing to me. I just wanted to say that because me and Julia were talking about it and we're like, that's so weird. This is so good. We're gonna pick ourselves back up, you guys. Starting it off right with Starbucks. Honestly, getting out of the house to go to this COVID test I honestly love getting out of the house nowadays because I work from home. So I'm mostly at my house. So getting outside, like I've grown a deeper appreciation for just like leaving the house just to get my body outside of the house. So that's why I like treating myself to Starbucks when I leave the house because I don't leave the house often. I guess it depends a week but I do work from home. So it can get very repetitive but I don't spice things up. I'm just gonna drive now to my test. I'll see you guys later whenever I pick up the camera next. Okay, you guys. So I got tested, I drove back. I just stopped to get some flowers from my mom. They're kind of like orangey yellowy. They would kind of remind me of Thanksgiving because Thanksgiving is this weekend. I just wanted to buy her flowers because she's been going through a really hard time. She's finally healing and so I just wanted to give her flowers as a sign of healing appreciation for her. I'm so happy for her. Doing things for other people makes me happy. So yeah, this is your sign to do an act of kindness today. Whatever it is, it can make somebody's day. So. My mom made pumpkin pie and when I tell you it's literally the best pumpkin pie on heaven earth. It literally is and it smells like a fall in my house right now and I couldn't be in a happier mood. She usually coats it with cream cheese icing and it's literally the most delicious thing ever. This is literally why I love Thanksgiving and fall for the pumpkin pie. You just literally can't beat it. Homemade pumpkin pie. It's the best thing ever. Thank you, mom. I love you for this. You guys, I'm about to go get my hair to treatment done for my hair and I'm so excited. My appointment's at 1030. I'm 10 o'clock so I've literally like 10 minutes to get in right now but I'm so freaking excited. I can't wait to show you guys like that after. This is the before but not really the before because my hair has been like straightened and all that. So this is not like my natural hair but I'm so excited and I'm gonna document the process and show you guys how it goes but I literally couldn't be more excited. Like my hair has been so hard to manage my whole life. Takes me an hour, over an hour to just straighten it and I just really hope that this helps. So I'm getting also a little cut. So yeah. Okay, I'm gonna walk over there. Five minutes. You guys, I'm literally obsessed. Like if you can feel my hair right now I've never felt my hair so soft in my literal entire life. So I'll tell you guys a bit about the process of what happened. So what happened was she washed my hair, she cut my hair and then she applied the keratin treatment on my wet hair, blow dried the keratin treatment into my hair and then straightened it and she said that the heat seals it into your hair. So it's like baking it pretty much. And she said since I have a dry scalp she recommended that she rinse my hair and then just like blow dried again just to get like the product out more cause it didn't need to sit in my hair longer than that. So she's really nice. She didn't have to do that but she rinsed my hair put some conditioner in it or whatever and then she re blow dried it which only took like literally 10 minutes because it dries frizzless. I've never seen my hair dry so perfectly and soft in my life. Like I am so shocked. Totally worth the money you guys. I'll put her Instagram right here if you guys are from the Vancouver area but if not search up like keratin treatments, do some research. I just found her on Instagram cause I searched up keratin Vancouver and then she came up. I will update you guys after I washed my hair like with shampoo cause she just had rinsed it but she said that the way that it blow dried when she just rinsed it it's gonna like be that way and dry naturally that way until the keratin treatment comes out of my hair. So basically she said that it coats my hair. So the keratin treatment it coats your hair versus Japanese straining which like actually goes inside your hair molecule and changes the chemical formation. So keratin treatment just goes on the outer bones of your hair or whatever. So over time it's going to wash out. If that makes sense. So she said it lasts three to eight months. She has clients where it lasts eight months but she said average is around five, six. This is going to make my life so much easier. Like I am so excited. But yeah, so it does wash out. She said to use sulfate free shampoo. She suggested I go to like a hairdresser get a good quality shampoo or order one because she said that the better shampoo you use the longer it's going to last because if you use like shitty quality shampoo and ingredients and it's going to make the keratin treatment wash out quicker. So I'm probably going to end up buying like a good quality shampoo. She says conditioner doesn't really matter because it's no sulfates in it anyways. My hair has been like such a, I don't want to say a burden because that's very dramatic. Very, very dramatic. I'm so grateful for the hair that I have. Like the thickness, like everything. Like I'm very blessed but just very hard to manage. And it's just been something that I've always had to like worry about and spend a lot of time on. So this is just like so freaking nice that I don't have to worry about it anymore. She said a lot of moms who don't have time love it. If you guys have hard to manage hair frizzy or whatever your scenario is I totally recommend doing a keratin treatment. I will update you guys like after I wash my hair I probably going to be in a different vlog but she did like already rinse my hair and this is the result. So I'm so happy. I just can't believe it. Also I'll put like a before of my natural hair but yeah that's my experience and I'm literally like I could cry because of how happy I am about it. Best decision ever. I wish I knew about this sooner. Like I wish I got it done sooner because it would have saved me a lot of time but you know now I know now and I'm spreading the word to you guys. Anyways it's Thanksgiving today so I think I'm going to make like a separate vlog about Thanksgiving not about it but just like you know I'm going to start a new vlog today. So yeah thank you so much for watching if you want to keep up with my keratin hair updates subscribe, like this video and I'll see you guys in my next one. Peace out.