 How's everyone doing tonight? Good, great. Love to see your smiling face inside, Patricia. Hi, Emery. Hi, Dem, hi, Jen. Nice to have you, hi, Julian. Hello, everybody. Thanks for coming on tonight. I was wondering how many people might show up after the holiday. So you might be able to tell them in a different location. I'm in New York visiting my family and I have better lighting here than in my own place. So we're going to wait a couple minutes like people pop on. But I hope you had a nice Thanksgiving. Maybe you just rested. Maybe you're with family. But this is the holiday season and I know it can be difficult for a lot of people. So we're just going to keep doing the Zoom, all right? We'll just keep meeting together even though it will be really close to Christmas. That's okay. We'll just keep going if that's all right. Does that sound good? Give me a thumbs up if you agree. Awesome. This is my favorite. This is one of my favorite days of the week. I'm missing Tuesdays. We had a big disaster at the Deliverance Center. You might have heard about it. It's a major plumbing job and the small sanctuaries being used to house different items that came out of the bathrooms of the kitchen. So they cleaned it up last week but I know last Saturday but I know that this week and yesterday they were doing a lot of digging inside the building. So there's gonna be a lot of work that gets done but we should be back in business next Tuesday in person. And if we're not, I will make arrangements for us to be in the large sanctuary. We can't be in the small sanctuary. So that's what we'll do. But we'll, for the Zoom community we'll just keep meeting here. I gotta tell you, I am so proud of you. There's many on here right now that you started with me 12 weeks ago and you're still here. Yeah, Deb, thanks for being with me every week. Thank you. Lisa, thanks for being with me every week. Heather, awesome. I think Angie's been with us too every week. That's beautiful. So I appreciate, I feel supported like it's something that you really need or want and it's helpful. So then it tells me I'll just keep going. So I know that it's been life-changing for some people and for other people it's just been, you know, going through, you're heading it little by little. We talked about it in the beginning that when the Israelites were taking over Jericho and they were taking over the land, the Lord said, I'm gonna drive out your enemies little by little. And so effective deliverance is when you drive out the spirits little by little. Sometimes a whole bunch come out at once but for the most of us, we get a big deliverance in the beginning, right? They call it the dumpster deliverance. You may have a few of those and then it's a bunch of feather dusting, right? Maintenance. And so, you know, the miracle list, I was going through the miracle list just a few minutes ago and I was like, okay, what part of the miracle list do you, that you cannot, you don't have to look at it again, you're done with it now. Now you can move on to something else. What part of the miracle list can you just cross off and you don't have to ever look at it again? At least I was like, nope, nothing. Well, I did find one, I found one item and that's the part where you apologize to your parents for being a rotten teenager. You don't have to do that again. You don't have to do it again. So you apologize, you apologize to God, you renounce that simple behavior and you broke the curse, okay? You don't have to do that again. You don't have to do it again. So that one's done, but the rest of the list, you know, you got to keep on forgiving, right? You got to keep catching your negative thoughts. You got to stop saying negative things about yourself, to yourself, about yourself. You got to stop complaining. Like every day we need to practice that, right? Every day. Oh, thank you Ann and Marie, thank you very much. And so there are many things on the list, you know, we need to still pray in tongues, right? We got to keep doing that. You got to keep renewing your mind by reading the word of God and getting it into your heart. You can't give that up, all right? So tonight I'm gonna talk a little bit about the last part of the list. It's some of you got the miracle list with 18 items and some of you got a miracle list with, I believe 14 or 12 items on it, not 14 I think, 16 maybe. Not sure, there's a couple of them floating around. So before we get started, of course we're gonna pray and we'll see where the Lord leads us tonight, okay? I just have a little bit that I prepared but then we'll see what the Holy Spirit does. Sound good? All right. Sister Renju, are you with us? Where'd she go? Yes. There she is. Hi friends, hi sister. Hi sister, hi sisters. I can't see everybody, I'm on the phone. Hello everybody. You're waving, you're waving. All right, let's pray. Father, we thank you for another opportunity to be before you again and to fellowship with one another. Thank you Father for teaching us how to be warriors, Father God. Thank you and thank you for teaching us Holy Spirit how to be overcomers and victorious, Father God. I pray for tonight as help us, oh God, tune our ears and our spirit man to hear from you Holy Spirit. I bind any spirit on here in this call right now, any witchcraft spirit into faring in any form or manner, intercepting with our communication with each other with our oneness in Jesus' name, I bind you. I bind you from operating on this call in Jesus' name. I bind every miscommunication, every offense taking, every distracting spirit in the name of Jesus. I bind you from operating on this call in Jesus' name. Father God, I pray that God you bind us with one, with your love and one accord that we hear you tonight. Lord, I pray for Julie that you cause her ears to be in tune with heaven today, God and her words to be aligned with the Holy Spirit. I bind every, I bind her thoughts and her words to be with you Holy Spirit. Thank you Holy Spirit. Thank you, oh God, for cleansing, purging us. I also wanna bind every spirit that is affecting anybody's free will, holding them back, holding them back from submitting, from resisting the enemy today. In any form or manner, Father God, I bind every stubborn self-will in them that would not want to cooperate with the Holy Spirit today. Father, I cover these sisters with the blood of Jesus, with the mind of Christ. I lose the spirit of power, love and a sound mind over us, God. Help us hear, help us walk with you, talk with you, clean our ears so we can hear you better. Lord, we bless you, we worship you. Thank you for preserving our lives. Thank you for keeping us. Thank you for giving us a song of deliverance. And thank you for teaching us how to equip others. Thank you, Father God, for making an army of saints in Jesus' name, Amen. Amen. Thanks, Renju. Does anyone have a testimony to share some goodness the Lord has done in your life in the last week, something they like to share with us before we get started? All right, Joanne. Hi, Joanne. Operating this new thing. Anyway, I have two short. One is that I have quit mourning my past because I have a really hard time with that. And the other one is there is a lady at work that she just goes after people and it was my turn. Anyway, I knew she just didn't like me. She went to the GM and all kinds of crazy stuff, crazy. Anyway, I was assigned to work with her for a Saturday and a Sunday. And I just determined that I was not gonna be that ugly-acting person. And I treated her like I would treat, would wanna be treated or anything because we had a great working condition until she went after me. So those are my two. That's the miracle that has really changed me. Amen. Thank you. It was hard to hear her, so I'm gonna repeat what she said. She said the first one, oh, where is it? I'll say the second one first. Oh, she stopped mourning her past. Some of you need to do that, all right? If you have never mourned your past, do it and get it over with. I can't tell you how damaging it is to keep going back there. Paul said, I forget the former things and I press on. Because we all could cry a river of regret, right? We all could cry a river of the sin and the trauma that was done to us. We all could do that. And the enemy would be happy to keep you there and keep you going up for prayer over and over for it. But the Lord said, no, I came to bind up the broken heart. I came to give you, I have a plan and a purpose for your life. And I am, I wanna move you into that destiny. But if you keep looking, if when we look back or we look or we can, oh, that shouldn't have got divorced. I shouldn't have cheated. I, all these terrible things that happen. We keep regoing over it again and again in our mind. The enemy, it loves that, okay? And so the enemy may not even be bringing it up anymore for you, but you're the one bringing it up. You have to let it go. So that's a major victory, Joanne. You decided, right? I mourned enough. I've mourned and now I'm done. Does that mean that she'll never be sad again ever from time to time when it comes to her mind or something reminds her, no, it could. And that's okay, but she made a decision. I am done mourning. So now when those thoughts and those feelings come up, you can say, devil, I'm done mourning. Thank you. I am not going, I am not sad anymore. I am not in pain over that anymore. You're a liar. You're a liar. I had to do that right before Thanksgiving. I, holidays can be difficult for me, I'll be honest. I have spent far too many of them alone and that's hard. And so I had an emotion rise up and it was like a poor me sadness type of, anybody know what I'm talking about? No, nobody here knows what I'm talking about. Okay, a poor me sadness kind of like was coming up and I said, no, I am not sad. That's a lie. I am not sad. I am not in self-pity. I don't have self-pity, you leave. And I'm telling you, the feeling left me. It left. And then the other thing Joanne says, she testified about keeping her cool with a coworker. She didn't allow herself to be triggered. That's awesome. That's awesome. Well, no one's listening here, so I'll tell you. So I'm here in New York and I'm at my brother's house and my mom is here also. And I'm on day three of victory with hanging out with my mom. Thank you. I love my mom dearly, but she doesn't know freedom in Jesus. She doesn't know the Lord like we do. And so therefore she doesn't have freedom in her heart and it breaks my heart because I see her stuff right. But I did give her a book, A More Excellent Way by Dr. Henry Wright and I'm hoping she'll read it. So we may even say a little prayer for her because it's gonna take the Lord to move in her life for her to recommit her life to the Lord. And she needs to go through the miracle list, that's what she needs. And I think her body would start to heal if she did. So I'm just gonna say a little prayer right now. Lord, I looked at my mom to you and I declare that she will be saved one day. She will turn her life back to you, Lord. She would again trust you, read her Bible. She will make a decision to catch those thoughts and to reject stubbornness and anger and bitterness, Lord. I know you love her and I know you want to heal her. And so I commit her and every mom that all the daughters here that are praying for their moms, we all pray for our moms and we commit them to you, Lord and we trust you in Jesus' name. Amen. Amen. So we got time. Does anybody else have a little testimony? They'd like to share some quick little testimony about, about that. Oh, all kinds of people. Oh my goodness. Okay, I'm gonna go Deb. I'm gonna go Jen first and then Lisa, okay? All right, hi, Jen. So my testimony is it's actually it came in stages. So I went up for deliverance. Some of you guys had heard that I had shared about them asking who had hurt me and my sister came to mind as the person. And in that deliverance, someone called out, I can't remember who it was, but they called out the spirit of my sister. So they said the spirit of Heather come out and later after that experience, I'm like, wow, this is interesting because I didn't know that you could have like a spirit of your sibling or family members. I was like, okay. But that's not when I got full deliverance because I still had art in my heart towards us. And even though I would like repeatedly try to forgive her, it was really a process of God like changing my heart and causing me to reach out to her. And so I was leading Henry White's book like you guys had recommended. Can't even remember the name of it, but if you'll reach to disease. Yes, so God had prompted me that I needed to reach out to my sister. And so I had, I didn't do it right away. I waited a couple of days and then he reminds me again. And so I reached out to her and it was like the hardest week as far as back and forth texts, but I trusted God and I remained like humble and calm and just she expected me to kind of run away and just shut the door and that kind of thing. But I didn't, I persisted and like even my family knew about how hard it was and I was just like praying about it and like, and honestly our relationships who just came back, they were visiting for Thanksgiving and I didn't have any art towards my sister and I can't tell you how many times, you know, she came here and I can pair myself. Oh, she's thinner, she's more popular, she's this, she's that. And stuff would come up in the past. I didn't know that, but this time I didn't have that. And when the enemy tried to plant a few thoughts in my head, I rejected it and I recognized it. And so like we'll now have a text relationship and a relationship is like so much better. And so I'm grateful to be on this end of it. Awesome. I wanna clarify, so when Jen got delivered from her sister Heather, it's not her actual sister Heather's spirit, okay? But it's spirits that got in through the argument or through the disagreeing or whatever it was, whatever situation it was, it was spirits of offense or fear or anger that got in. And then they got in through the interaction with her. So then we'll say, okay, you know, it will say the person's name that you're offended by or hurt or whatever. And then a person gets relief. It's very effective to release. You may not even know what spirits got in. So you just say their name, but I did wanna clarify that. So that's awesome testimony. Beautiful, beautiful. Yeah, I have to say, I hope I don't tag on everybody, but my mom, she, you know how moms can be, no offense to the moms on here with daughters. You know how moms can just push the button, right? The exact, they're talking their good and then all of a sudden they go in for the jugular. And that's happened to me now three days in a row and I wasn't triggered. Praise the Lord. No, this is a major victory for me actually. Yeah, so anyway, I'll stop talking about myself now. Where's Lisa go? Where'd she go, hon? Well, there you are. Okay, sorry, I didn't see you. A lot of people have their cameras on. I wish more did. Put your cameras on. There we go. Mine was like, just it was really random, but it was just a sign that I am becoming more in tune to the Holy Spirit and catching the demons trying to trick me. And so I was in on a group chat, which is fine, a group text. There's no problem there, but it was a really random text and a little vague. And I was like, so this is what the enemy did. Oh, did you do something wrong? You know, you're always a screw up. You always do something wrong. It's always your fault. What did you do? And I was like, well, that was way too obvious. I was like, nope, I'm not gonna go there. So I did respond to a text. Haven't seen you. You've been really busy lately. Missed you. Hey, if you want to get together some. I was like, nope, I am not gonna go there. And I am going to deflect your, your, I don't know. I said something that was really good. I'm deflecting you. Right back at you. I reject you. So it was really cool. Cause I mean, for a while I didn't see it up front and now I'm starting to see things like that. And I had shared with a friend that was in on that and that friend got the same thing. Oh, good. From the demons. And then it was just like, okay, I'm not the only one. It's like trying to mess up a group of people, a group of friends, a group of family, or whatever they're trying to break up everything. Everything good. So, yeah, so it was like, yeah, yay, holy spirit. Now life becomes a little easier when we cooperate with the Lord and we don't cooperate with the enemy. Now I have to warn you guys, my nieces might come down to say hello and they are the sweetest girls we were. So last, so what's today? I got in on Saturday night. So Sunday night, it's like 730 at night. And what are a lot of kids doing on a Sunday night at 7, 730 for watching TV, right? These girls, they're playing card games with their mom. And then the other one, one of the girls was playing and then the other one, she brought out her Bible, one of the, read it to us. And then the other one, she's nine and then the 10 year old, she grabbed a bigger Bible that had songs in the back and she made up her own melody and started singing these hints to us. And I was like, wow. This is beautiful, this is my family. Now my family, I was the first one to become a Christian in my family. And now I have three brothers. Now all three of my brothers are saved and their children are saved. They love the Lord. So that scripture about you and your household, even though it wasn't my own household, I used to quote that a lot that the Lord would save everyone in my family. And he has, and so many curses were broken off just by becoming Christians. One, we were talking about it yesterday, the curse of poverty and the incorrect view of money. And for my brother is a curse of divorce. They both have great marriages for over 10 years and they love each other. They love each other well, they fight well, they make up well, they forgive, and they love the Lord. So what a blessing. I just praise God. So I don't know if they'll come down, but if I get distracted, that's what's happening. So the miracle list, we've gone through all the steps. At the end of the miracle list, Mike encourages everybody reminding you, God really wants you healed. And in John 14, 21, Jesus said, he who has my commandments and keeps them, it is he who loves me. And he who loves me will be loved by my father and I will love him and manifest myself to him. And so your heavenly father loves you and he wants to help you. We talk about that, I think every week, but your heavenly father wants to help you. Jesus wants, the Holy Spirit wants to help you, right? And so you have to keep going. You can't give up, all right? You've come too far and it's hard and we have to go day by day, right? Little by little he said, I'll drive them out before you. And so every day we have challenges, we have trials, we have tribulations, we have negative thoughts to fight, people to forgive. We got to hold our tongue. I went to church. So yeah, I'm here in New York. I think Evelyn, where'd she go Evelyn? She is in New York too. I mean, I'm in Pine Bush, New York. It's a really small town, upstate a little bit, but on Sunday, yesterday, we went to the Bronx and we went to Alex Pagani's church down there. Amazing church. And I, do you guys know who that guy, you know who he is? Alexander Pagani. He's a... Dolly, I go to his church. Evelyn, where'd he go to church? I go to his church. You were there yesterday? No, I wasn't there yesterday. I was there yesterday. Yeah, I just emailed you, telling you if you were in Manhattan so we could meet up for lunch or something. Yeah, no, I'm upstate. I'm up in the mountains. Okay, I would have met up with you if you were in the city. I'm in the city. Yeah, we were in the Bronx. Yeah, his church is powerful. Yeah, so one thing I got to tell you, you know, some people, you don't understand their preaching style. You don't understand their mannerisms. Well, he was saying stuff and I was like looking at my brother, I go, what is he talking about? And it was slang from the East Coast. Yeah. And he taught a very difficult message for his congregation. So this man, Alexander Pagani, he is Puerto Rican. And if you never met a Puerto Rican, you're missing out. Because they are vivacious. They are loud. I'm Puerto Rican. Describing Evelyn. They like to talk with their hands. They love food, they love fun, they love family, but they're ghetto. I'm not ghetto, though. Oh, okay, okay. No, no, really, I'm not proud, but I grew up in the ghetto, but I'm an exception. Yeah, I told you. I don't act ghetto. People tell me I don't act like that. I don't act ghetto. All right, you know what they say, Evelyn. You can get out of the ghetto, but it's hard to get the ghetto out of you. All right. God bless you. Love you. Anyway, they were, it was wonderful. They're very, it was a lot of fun and they believe in, they do deliverance there. And I can tell you, when I was home, my brother was like, I didn't see one trace of Kundalini there. Even though it's a very charismatic, they're very, they're different. They're different than white people, okay? Very different. Very different. Different than Black folk. They're different, but lovely. I grew up in the East Coast, so I had a lot of Puerto Rican friends, and they're very different than, say, Mexico, which is very different, okay? So you got this guy, Alexander Bragani. He preaches very loud, very fast, and that's just their culture. It's their culture. And so it was lovely. It was wonderful. I am all white, one through, through and through, but I love the ethnic churches. They're my favorite. I feel, I felt the most at home there. And the other funny part is this church is in an old nightclub. Am I right? Yeah, I'm right. I thought so because we walked upstairs. Yeah, it is. It is. It's all black. Yeah. It's an old nightclub, yeah. So they took it over the story of that. It was great. My grandson is a member to that church now. My 22-year-old grandson is a member. I took him there now. He's a member now for a year, and God is doing a beautiful parking lot program. It's a good place. Anyway, I really enjoyed myself there. It was fun. New York City's got some amazing churches that I have visited at the Times Square Church, the Brooklyn Tabernacle, like they got wonderful, very different than say Arizona. Anyway, so that was, that's what I did yesterday. Pretty fun. But I say all that to say, you're gonna keep going with this thing, all right? Even in church yesterday, all these Puerto Ricans, they love to talk. They love to be loud. They love to be right, okay? And his message was, shut your mouth sometimes, okay? That's what his message to everybody was. Sometimes you just need to shut up, okay? He didn't say shut up, but it's basically what he was saying. And that's a really hard thing to say to a bunch of Latinos, Latinas. I mean, they accepted it, they loved him, but he was giving them some sound wisdom from the Bible. And it was a simple message, but it was very good. And he basically was like, you need to zip it. You don't always need to have the last word. You don't have to always be right. You don't have to, he used the term clap back. I don't use that term. I don't know it. It's an East Coast slang. He's like, you don't have to clap back. You don't have to get back at that person on Facebook. You don't have to always have your two cents in there. So that was super. Back to the miraculous though, you got to keep going. We're going to fall, you're going to make mistakes. You're going to think wrong. You're going to say stuff that you shouldn't have said. You're going to lose it. You're going to make a bunch of mistakes, but then you just get back on it and keep going, right? You got to just keep going. I'm going to say this early, over the next week, I want you to really make, like intentionally, pray in tongues as much as you can, okay? So you're going to pray in tongues in the morning, as you're getting ready. You're going to pray in tongues on your first break. You're going to pray in tongues at lunchtime. You're going to pray in tongues on your second break. You're going to pray in tongues on your way home from work. You're going to pray in tongues before you go to bed at night. You're going to do that for one week. Deb says, right on. Okay, in the elevator, you're going to pray in tongues. Right. You're going to do it everywhere as much as you can, okay? This is my challenge for you. I know the Holy Spirit has something special. He wants to reveal it to you. He's going to reveal it to some of you in a dream. He's going to reveal it to some of you in your thoughts. He's going to reveal it to you through another person. He's going to reveal it to you through the scriptures. But he has something you've been asking for. You've been wondering about unique clarification and he will answer you, okay? But you got to get your mind off of life and just pray in tongues and be focused on the Lord for one week. Can you do it? All right. I need it too. I'm looking forward to it. I was sharing an experience with my brother and his family just recently about one time the Lord revealed. Sometimes the Lord reveals things to me in dreams, but sometimes I just, it's like, I don't know how to explain it, other than it's like someone really far away is saying something and you can't quite make it out. But you're like really focusing your attention on what are they saying? What is that? I can almost hear it. I hope they repeat it again. What is that? I can't quite hear it. And so it's not that the person gets closer to you. There's still far away yelling this thing to you, but you're so distracted and you're listening to all this other stuff around you that you can't hear them. But when you focus your mind and you block out all this other noise and it gets quiet, and then that voice, that message coming from very far away, you get it. This has happened to me a handful of times. This has happened to me a handful of times. And it is real. The Holy Spirit is communicating with you. You just are too distracted. You got too much noise going on. You're too busy. You're thinking too much. Oh, here they are. Come on in. Oh, good. You just come to say goodnight. All right, do you want to sit right here? All right. This is my niece Maggie. Everybody wave to my niece Maggie. She's my singer. She likes to sing to the Lord. Yeah. Thanks. Good night. Good night, sweetie. Sleep well. God bless you. All right. Good night. She is. She likes to make up her own songs. Sweet. 10 years old. Train up a child in the way they should go. When they are old, they will not. It's really important. So I'm out of soup. So you're going to pray in tongues, okay? And I want to talk about, and Mike talks about this is there's a lot of deliverance ministers out there. And I mentioned one, Alexander Fregani. I'm not saying go online and go follow him. I was just sharing my experience. That was a good experience. So I hope you are in church somewhere. That's good. Keep doing that. But as you are working through your deliverance, okay? As you're working through your deliverance, I want you to be mindful of the information that you're taking in from other ministries, okay? So on the miracle list, Mike says point blank in Mike Smith style, don't watch deliverance videos, okay? Or healing programs on the internet. Why does he say this? He says it will confuse you. It'll only bring confusion. Is he against other deliverance ministries? No. Is he against other deliverance ministers or programs? Not necessarily. You don't want to confuse yourself. So you have the gauge where you are on this journey, okay? You have to decide for yourself where are you at. Now the first year, for sure, I didn't listen to anybody. Actually probably for the first two years, I did watch a church online. It was during COVID, so we were indoors. But I stayed with hardcore Christianity and learned as much as I could about what was going on here so that I could make better choices. So I knew what spirits were afflicting me to cast them out. I stayed and learned from him for a set period of time. And I still learned from him, but there was a time where I felt like, okay, I can listen and I've mentioned a couple, like Noah Hines, like every once in a while, listen to him, listen to something that he's teaching off. But you need to gauge, if you started this process because let's say you have anxiety, all right? And you're still dealing with anxiety, I'm gonna say, don't watch these other deliverance videos. Okay, get delivered from anxiety first. If you have some other, you have depression or you have some other ailments happening and you're like, I know I need deliverance, I have an anger problem. You know you need deliverance from this, you're still working it out. Stay away from the other programs because it'll confuse you and it'll become a distraction, okay? If you went through deliverance before, other than with us, try to forget about that experience, okay? Because, and you're gonna start your journey over using the list. So you've been using the list and some of you, I know some of you, this is like year two, working on the list, right? Yeah, and some of you, you just started and some of you are saying, what's the miracle list? And if that's you, you need to send me an email so I can send it to you. If you don't know what the miracle list is, I'll basically say it's just a list of things from God's word that you need to check yourself and see what you're missing, okay? Other people you need to forgive and it walks you through some steps on how to do that. Are you not taking every thought captive? Are you not casting down imaginations? It kind of walks you through like how to do that. So if you're new on here and we have, you know, 50 people on tonight and you don't have the miracle list, could you please send me an email at stepsthefreedomadc.com and I'll send it to you, okay? You can always, and if you got to me through Mike Smith, you can always send him an email and ask him for it, okay, cause we're working off to the same list. Um, yeah, there's a lot of other programs out there. I was chatting with a gal on Facebook just today and yesterday. She, someone had posted on Facebook that anxiety, what you need to do is just pray, pause and praise. That was the remedy for anxiety. And so I couldn't help myself and I said, anxiety's a demon and you got to cast it out. Point blank. And the gal was like, yeah, no, what you need is psychotherapy and meds and, you know, healing herbs and that's what you need to do. Not all anxiety is a demon. I'm like, no, it is, it's a demon. This lady, I come to find out and I was maybe a little too straight, a little too much hard work Christianity at the first in the beginning that I kind of softened up, but she went to like churches that were Pentecostal, not Pentecostal, but Charismatic, which are Pentecostal. The new, new apostolic reformation NRA type churches, churches like Bethel, churches that, you know, are very prophetic and they did a bunch of deliverance on her. And she went through sozo and programs like cleansing streams and she said she did a bunch of inner healing and they did deliverance and she even did self deliverance. And she said she became more sick. She got sicker. And I said, yeah, I can see how you got sicker. I go, I would run away from those churches if I was you. And she said, oh yeah, I got out of there. Now I'm a Lutheran. I'm like, what? And, you know, she kind of said bad things about deliverance. She's like, you know, Christians think that deliverance is an answer and really what you need is, you know, you need a good therapist. I was like, so now she's telling me she's doing Gregorian chanting and taking herbs. And it's giving her relief for her anxiety. I'm like, wow. Tell her I said, that's a be very careful. Now, anybody used to be in the Lutheran religion here? Anybody used to be a Lutheran? Lisa says so, so I went to a baptism one time for my brother's third child, I think. And when they baptize the baby, when they just sprinkle water, they say now the baby has the Holy Spirit. That the baptism, they receive the Holy Spirit and they're sealed and they're saved. And so I asked her, I go, you still believe it? I go, is that true? I was like kind of asking. And she says, yes, I baptized my baby and he now has the Holy Spirit. And I was just like, oh, okay. I guess I'm wasting my time talking to her. She went from Kundalini churches, charismatic, crazy, whatever, mixed doctrine to a religion that teaches something completely false. I asked her where the scripture was, but I didn't hear back from her. If you start deliverance and you don't finish, the enemy will definitely trick you and pull you away from the people that I actually could probably help you and put you in like the Lutheran religion, okay? It's very important. You started this process, you have to finish. Can I get an amen? You have to finish. You can't quit, okay? You're no longer a casual Christian. You are a warrior for Christ. You are a soldier in the army of God, okay? There's no turning back. You are gonna be telling that devil to shut up, get away, get out until the end. You're gonna be speaking in tongues. You're gonna be laying your hands on the sick and they're gonna recover. You're gonna trample on snakes and scorpions. You're gonna forgive everybody, release the ought. You're gonna do this stuff until you die. And you're gonna see miracles and you're gonna see God work out your life to be exactly where he wants you. Stay on track. I've preached to myself. Stay on track, Julie. You cannot stop this process, okay? Now holidays get us screwed up in our mind. We leave our routine. We spend time with family. We can forget, you know, what am I doing? No, I'm a Christian. I need to pray in tongues. Like it's hard, it's kind of hard being here because I'm like, you know, praying a little bit in the shower, I'm like, can anyone hear me, you know, and a little bit at night? And even though my brother, he prays in tongues and I'd like to get my niece's baptized in spirit while I'm here, pray for that. But I'm out of my routine. It's 40 degrees here. It's ridiculous cold. I'm from Arizona, I'm from Phoenix. It's not that cold. I used to, I go for a walk every day but here it's a little, and it's probably be colder tomorrow. So, you know, we have to keep our mind set on him and the purpose for what we're doing this, right? Jesus said, He said, who the Son is set free is free indeed. Now you may not be completely free right now but you're on your way. So you can't quit. You cannot quit. I'll say it one more time. You cannot quit. You have to keep going. Keep encouraging each other. I love the WhatsApp group. If you're not on there yet, I'd love for you to join us. The encouragement that happens there is remarkable. I don't always comment, but sometimes I do. But when I read, hey, pray for me. I stop what I'm doing and I pray for you. Okay. And so there's like 49, 50 people on that group. And I bet there's a lot of you women and you see, hey, I need prayer. You stop a minute and you lift up that person to the Lord. And then heaven gets bombarded in a moment of time with this one sister who's struggling in that moment. And you know, there's people on there from all over the world. And so this is happening. This is remarkable. This is the Lord. And he loves the cooperation and the love that we're having from one another. And he's blessing it, definitely blessing it. Yeah, so you're gonna keep going. You're not gonna do any other deliverance program right now. You're gonna stay away from watching. You've been binge watching at Isaiah Salavar. Take a break from that, okay? Take a break. Some people are like, oh yeah, I know who that guy is. You know, just take a break. Just be quiet. You don't need to always be doing something always listening to somebody. Always going here, going there. Just get peace, get peace, all right? Tonight, I feel Loretta, is that your name, sister? Yeah, are you in pain tonight? She's gonna cook on. She's gonna unmute any moment. It's awesome movement. Oh, oh, she's coming. Can we unmute Loretta by chance? Are we able to do that? Anyway, I think she's frozen right now. I don't know, I saw some movement in Loretta's screen at the beginning of the night and it made me... Okay. Oh, there she is. In here, yes. Hi, you know, I had cancer in my kidney, so I had the kidney removed. And so I'm just trying to put ice packs on it to have it calm down. I had to take a bus to an appointment today and it really shakes you around. And so it's a little sore, you know? And so I just put the ice packs to make it like calm down. But no, I'm fine. Cancer's gone, everything's good. But the ice pack keeps slipping out of this stupid towel. I keep trying to keep it up there. But yeah, it was a horrendous surgery, six days in the hospital. Wow. Yeah, I'm just... It was my last thing I needed to do because I'm actually moving back to Arizona. So I cannot wait to get to that deliverance center. Me and my sister, Deanna. So, yeah. Well, can we get prayer for you tonight? Sure, yes, yes. Good, good. You know, you're recovering. Yeah. And we just want to lift you up in prayer. And I know I call on my fellow minister sisters on here randomly. They never know what I'm gonna... But I was wondering, Ellen might help me tonight. Pray for Loretta. I just walked in the door. Can you give me five minutes? Okay. I'm glad you're on. Hold on. He's been working hard. Sometimes the best person to pray for someone who's in pain is someone who's well-acquainted with pain. Because they know what it is like. And I have to be honest. It's been, you know, I'm up there. I'm no spring chicken. So I've got little aches and pains, whatever. But I don't know serious pain. I had chronic back pain for 10 years. And that was very serious. But it's been gone for a while now. And I kind of forget what it's like. So we'll give Ellen a minute. Loretta, did something happen in your life when you were very young to break your heart? No. I was the abusive, you know, 20-year marriage, you know. I had to get rid of a lot of soul ties. But not when I was little. It just, I had a good childhood. Good. Your parents were good? They were. And unfortunately, they divorced. I was, you know, I had a good childhood. I was, I guess, sort of hurt and angry at my parents for that. But I forgave them. And they both passed now. So I didn't know that I actually harbored some anger in there towards them, you know. And, but I did. And... What was it about? What was the thing that hurt you? Well, the whole divorce thing. And my dad was really wealthy. And it's like when he left, the money left. So therefore the family left. And I don't know. I think I was sort of mad at my mom for like making him leave, but yet he was a cheater. So I understand why she did that. But at 10 years old, 11 years old, you don't understand that, you know. And I could just see her. She was just, you know, my dad was like my hero. And she was like always mean to him, but I didn't understand why she was mean at him. So in that anger towards her, fortunately before she died, we talked about this. And I said, hey mom, you know, I'm sorry for being that wayward child and just, you know, not listening to you and doing my own thing. And I used to tell her everything whether she liked it or not. She always knew where I was going and who I was with. But I guess I sort of lost respect. And so I apologized for that. And she said, oh, go on. It was nothing. And I said, okay, mom, but yeah, now they're both gone and I miss them. But I know I'll see them again. And so I went through this whole grieving thing for the last couple of years because it hasn't been that long. And so while I was making up the list, my mom just popped in my brain. And I thought, why would I be mad at her? And then memories came and I thought, oh, there it is there. So I got rid of all that and moved on. So you said your dad was like a hero? He, you know, I don't know. I guess it was daddy's little girl, you know, and me and him would go to church together where the other kids, you know, would stay home with mom. And he'd say, well, I'm gonna take Loretta with me, and then we would go to church and we were raised to Pentecostal. And so, but I did see a miracle when I was like nine. He was a three-pack-a-day smoker and we were listening to some Mahalo Jackson in the car and he just put out that cigarette and he raised his hand and said, thank you, Jesus. And he never smoked again after that. It was just gone. So I was like, wow, that was interesting. And so yeah, he never smoked again after that. It was a Wednesday night service, Bible study service. We were in that church Sunday morning, Sunday night, Wednesday night, Friday night, Saturday night, we were there. Yeah, I mean, we, you know, so we were going to Billy Graham revivals and different outreach centers and my parents were really active. And sometimes she would take us to these, like the center where Mike and Pete and all them go, where the homeless and stuff are and we would go down there and they would preach to people and then I remember different Christian bands coming in and playing music. I remember getting hot dogs for a quarter. So it was like outreach centers we would go and I don't know, it was just, I grew up with all of that. So sometimes I, yeah, yeah. And so when you were 10 and your parents got divorced, all that stopped. Yes, church stopped, everything stopped. And there was a little Baptist church and the pastor lived right across the street from us and my little friend, his daughter, her name was Tammy and she'd say, well, if you're not going to your church today, you can come to ours. And so I would go over there and, yeah, I was little. I was nine, 10 years old and I just wanted to be in church. I wanted to hear about the Bible. I wanted to hear about God. I wanted to hear about the Israelites. I just, I love the Bible. I love the history of the Bible and I just, I should have went to college for theologian so I could really know histories. But I ended up being a certified public accountant instead. So what I'm hearing, what I hear in your voice is when you were 10 years old, your heart is broken. Yes, my mom, she just told him to get out. And I never ever, I never ever, heard my dad cuss, but two times in my whole life. And my mom, neither. And, because nobody talked like that. And as he was going, he said, Ebb, please don't do this in front of the kids. And she said, no, I want them all to see you and you're a cheater and you need to get out and they need to know the truth about you. And I thought, what is she doing? She's lost her mind. So he had packed some of this stuff and I remember standing there crying. And I said, dad, what are you doing? He said, I have to go Loretta. And he said, I'll call you. And I thought, oh my gosh, my world is just shattering. And then mom said something to him and she said, you won't be calling her nothing. And he said, Ebb, you can kiss my A-S-S. And that was the first time ever in my life, I heard him cuss as he was going out the door. Because my mom would hit him, she would smash the lamp over his head, always telling him he's cheating. And he'd say, Ebb, don't do this in front of the kids. But she would. So I used to think my mom was a monster. And she's just, that's always working. He's not cheating, he's working. Well, I didn't know about the secretary or anything like that. I had to have been really scary to hear your parents fight like that and understand he's leaving and your mom basically saying, you're not gonna talk to her. No, and she hit us for two years. She kept you away from him for two years? Yeah, two years. Wow. And I just couldn't believe it. And I said, but I wanna see dad. And she says, well, you're not. And I would always bug her, well, why not? And she'd say, just go on, just go away. And she says, you'll see him when I'm good and ready for you to see him. And I thought, wow, what is she doing? Like, I thought she was off a rocker, really. And I thought she's crazy. So I would tell my grandmother, her mother, I say, what's wrong with mom? Why is she acting like this? And she said, well, you know, your dad did some things and your mom's really mad and, but your mom has somebody else. So I had no clue. And she had met somebody at church and it was just a big mess for like two years. Yeah, I can see where the anger came from. But the thing I think the Lord, I think what the Lord wants to highlight for you, and if you're able to turn on your camera, I'd encourage you, but you don't have to. You have a broken heart still. And the Lord wants to heal you. I think so. I do, I hear it in your voice. You know, when I think about them, I think I'm more sad about it. Sad, that's right. I did. Yeah, I think I'm more sad about the whole thing that it had to do that. It's about the loss. Yeah. Okay. Yeah. All right. So we want to pray. Yeah. Okay, she had kidney cancer and her dad was kicked out of the house. Her hero, who took her to church and introduced her to Jesus. She lost them for two years. And there's a wound in there in her soul. And it might hurt a little bit to cry, but the Lord wants to take it out. He wants a healer. She's confessed the anger towards her mom. She's released the awe. Now she's to her heart, it's still hurting. She misses him. So Father God, I pray in the name of Jesus, to you again. Supernaturally Lord, by the bomb of Gilead, to her broken heart, to her broken body, that you would bring your healing power to her Lord. Those precious years, 10, 11, 12 years. She needed her daddy, her best friend. And that sadness is her, her body. Come with your grace, Lord. Come with your mercy. Come with your love, Holy Spirit. And help her to release the pain of those days. Help her to release that great sadness she felt day after day. The fear that came in. I may never see my dad. All the pain she's endured these months and years are the suffering, the sorrow. Take a nice deep breath, Loretta. Let's let it out. Oh, I know it hurts to cry. Let it go. Thank you. It hurts this and it shows him too when he moved her body. Thank you Lord, heal her body Lord. Thank you Jesus, Holy Spirit. Come, come and take that pain right out of her soul Lord, out of her kidneys God. We pray God that the other kidney would be well, Lord. That the broken heartedness sits right in the kidneys would go in Jesus' name. She needs that other kidney. There it goes, come out of there. Come out, devil. You come out right now. You're not gonna kill her. You're not gonna take that other kidney. You come out broken hearted. Come out right now. Ellen, join me. Come out right now. Broken hearted. She could be key on that. Come out, devil. Broken heartedness, come out of there. Sorry. Breathe. Pain. Heavenly Father, we just pray for healing to go deep. Just to go deep, deep into Loretta, Lord. We just pray for that healing balm of Gilead to wash over her Lord. Any soul wounds. Anything from her past, Lord, that's still causing her pain, Lord. We just pray for your mercy and your grace to wash over her right now, Lord. In Jesus' name. In Jesus' name. All condemnation come out in Jesus' name. Any regrets. Any regrets. Sadness and sorrow come out in Jesus' name. Bad memory, in Jesus' name. Pain, all of that pain. Pain that's been sitting. Pain that's been sitting stagnant for years. Come out in Jesus' name. Come out in Jesus' name. All the wounds, even insignificant. Things that seemed insignificant. Father, we just pray that you would just wash over her right now. From the top of her head to the soles of her feet. God, that you would just blow through her God. We just pray against any cancers right now in Jesus' name. We tell all cancer to leave her body right now in Jesus' name. Go. Thank you, Lord. Thank you, Lord, that they were able to remove the cancer. We just pray against any remnants of cancer right now in Jesus' name. Any kind of, any self-hatred come out in Jesus' name. Anything that she is still blaming herself for, God. She's gonna release it today in Jesus' name. She's gonna receive your forgiveness, Lord. Right now in Jesus' name. Any self-blame, self-ignition, self-session, low self-esteem, negative feelings. Feeling not good enough, not worthy. Go in Jesus' name. Go in Jesus' name. Lord, I pray that, God, I just pray that she would be able to see herself the way that you see her, Lord. That you would just show her how extremely important she is, Lord. That she matters, God, that she makes a difference, Lord. We just thank you, Lord. We just thank you for her life, God. We thank you that she got through this surgery. Father, we pray that you would expedite her healing, Lord. We pray right now that those incisions would heal up quickly, Father. And that the kidney that is left will perform perfectly, God. That it will do everything that both of her kidneys did. Lord, in Jesus' name. In Jesus' name, thank you, Lord. Thank you, Lord, amen. Thank you, Lord. We command all that bitterness that's hiding in her body. I command it to go right now in the name of Jesus. Anything that's hiding, bitterness, come out. Come out, go in Jesus' name. Resentment, come out of there. Go, you're hiding. Come up and out, uproot right now. Retaliation, come out. Come out of there. Go right now. Unforgiveness, you're hiding. You're buried in there. Come out right now in the name of Jesus. Go, go out of that body. Come out right now. Go in Jesus' name. Come out, sickness. Come out of there. Root of bitterness, you uproot right now in the mighty name of Jesus Christ. Come out. Come out. Come out. Go. Go unforgiveness. Go regret. Go on. Come out. Resentment, retaliation, anger, rage. Come up and out. Get out of there, all the way out. All the way out right now. Come out. Come out right now. Those spirits that came in when her dad left a fear. Come out of there. Those spirits that came in through fear. Her dad left. Broken heartedness. Get out of there. Come out right now. Come out. Spirits that came in through dad. That fornication, that adultery. You come out right now. Come up and out, devil. Come up and out right now. Go. Go. She forgives her dad. She forgives them. She forgives her mom. Come out right now in the mighty name of Jesus Christ. Go. Go. She said she forgives her mom already. Come out of there, devil. Go right now. Any leftover unforgiveness is hiding in there towards mom. You come out right now. Come out of there. She forgives her dad. She forgives him for cheating. She forgives him for being unfaithful. She forgives him. Letting him go. Stop hurting. Oh my gosh. Oh my gosh. Oh my gosh. Wow. Jesus had surgery. She's up walking around. Oh my gosh. She just had her kidney removed. Now she's walking around. Oh, okay. Oh. Glory. This is the power. This is the power. That was so tired of laying in that bed. You guys pain anywhere else? Anybody else got pain in their kidney? God's healing on kidneys tonight. God's healing wounds tonight. He's healing broken hearts. I bet you I could touch my toes. I'm so sorry. Oh my gosh. Are there any other bruises? I'm going to take the bruises. Are there any other bruises? I'm going to take the bruises. I'm going to take the bruises. Jesus had surgery. Jesus had surgery. That's amazing. Yes. Wow. I mean, I would show you a scar, but it's like nine inches long. And then there's two other ones in the middle where they this Halloween. It was on Halloween. And you've been having pain. And now you don't have pain? Well, I just got the rest of the staples out last week. And it just every time I would take this bus to go and do something, it would just like put me in the bed for hours, a couple of days. And so I was telling my sister, I says, you know, I know I'm healing. They told me, you know, six to 12 weeks. Okay, I get it. But this isn't my first rodeo. I know I'm older. Okay. But I just, I thought I was like, really, I bounce back. But this time I just, I didn't. And they said, oh, we can give you all these oxy cotton. And I took nothing. I said, no, and I don't want it. I wouldn't even take the Tylenol. I said, no, I said, I'm going to believe God for this. And I said, that's just it.