 I used to wear the hijab all the time and now alhamdulillah but the thing is I work in a high school I don't wear it anymore. There is every single day at the end of the day when I'm driving back home it kind of gets to me. As you said it's just that I don't know I'm so overwhelmed trying to wear it and I hate myself for that frankly speaking I always question myself like why am I not wearing is it because of the other people I'm working with or is it just the environment where am I stuck quit your job and I mean it if my job gonna take me from Allah swt it doesn't worth it as I always say this to myself don't sell your akhira for your dunya it's a lost stock market quit if you cannot be you who you are who you want to be who you are actually in work at work quit the job you have Allah of Allah he will give you not a job in high school he will give you even better one option or you go tomorrow and wear it on Monday before you leave you are the strong keep me strong no other options there is no tomorrow I will do it because tomorrow shaitan is going to come to you doesn't worth it ladies and gentlemen and brothers and sisters doesn't worth it you know this is beautiful statement I don't know who said it and he said the wise person who leaves dunya before dunya leaves him or her and flourish and build his or her grave not homes before he or she enters and look at the last one and he pleased his lord before he or she meets him put these three in you before you go to school when you are when you are getting dressed get ready put these three and see if you're not going to do the hijab and I ask everybody in this room including my myself please make a du'a for you because you don't know whose du'a will be respond who Allah will accept and if she gets so strong Allah knows how many people who have the same issue they will see you they will follow you you know it's a domino effect the negative is domino effect but the positive is also domino effect may Allah keep you strong Allahumma in me I say look at the bat that's the du'a I always asked Allah swt ya Allah keep me straight stay fast stay fast on your path Ya Rabbi Amid