 I'm going to go wax my legs for the first time ever. I'm going to shop now for the time today, and you know, I wish me luck. Whatever I have left in my life. All ready to go out with Aaron. We're going to wait for him to turn up. Then we're going to head up town together. Yesterday was too much anxiety for me. On my own, it was so much anxiety for me. Seven people around here have been with me. I'm going to check my vape. I think that's it. I sat in the yard at the moment, and people said it was Aaron's family. I don't know why, I don't know why. What's going on with the positive packages that I'm sending out? I just sent one off today. I'm super excited. That's what's going on in my mind. There's a crying kid and it's irritating. What? There's a crying kid and it's irritating. Do you remember when I got banned from walking on bridges? Yeah, I do. Good to see you. Okay, do you have shit for me? Yeah, no comment. Well, we're walking through an underpass. It's so fun, isn't it? It's very fun. I remember when I was a kid, I used to scream. I used to scream in here. I'm going to start recording, because I got kicked out of the bloody shop otherwise. Oh, trashy stuff. Huh? Four large, yeah. 16 pounds and 10 pounds, thank you. Four vinyl. It's a very popular format today. Don't look it directly, okay? 24, 98, isn't it? That's about as big as Medusa, isn't it? It is. You might, but you never know. I did it once, Dan. You don't look anywhere but up to Skalperia. Oh no, Lincoln Curses. Yeah. We've been shopping. Well, you've been shopping? Yeah. I've really bought that much. Yeah, you have. Okay, I bought two new vinyls and spent a lot of money. Yep. No comment on how much I spent. Look at this amazing angle. Hello. I'm going to charge and then we're going to my mom's and I'm going to try and talk to her about mental health. My mom doesn't like me talking about it. She doesn't like talking about it. Of course, I'm not going to put her on a fucking camera though I'm going to be recording myself. So. I'm strange. I'll take another chance to go on these four jumps. Are you going to let me know if I have to go? You're back. What's this? What's this? Okay, so I'm currently home and my mom's. I'm visiting today. I feel really on edge. It's really good because this is the room where everything... I remember sitting and being stopped by that door with a desk and I just don't want my mom from getting in. This is the job of a man. He's attacking me. He's hitting me. She called the police that day. I said, oh, I'm a daughter of self harm. I need someone to come and get her out. In reality, I wasn't so harming at that time. I ended up having to talk to the police. Because I wouldn't let her come to my room and I didn't really drop her in it so I never talked about that. I didn't tell the police what happened. I just wanted to heal my health and she wouldn't leave me all that long. That's kind of hard. At the door I shoved in. They were back in. That's why I have such a bad back now. It damaged the desk so I swiped in. Yeah. It's very hard being back. My mom is a dog now. I don't want to be here.