 Greetings proud sons of Macedon. I just want to reassure you that I'm still still quite juicy as is evident by my physique today. No, okay that's not the topic of today's video. I just want to reassure you the fact that I will continue continue on the holy work even though I am shadow band and I thought to mention this I didn't want to mention it at first but I have had this sensation that I've been shadow band for about half a year now and at this particular moment in time I can quite safely assume that this is the case so what we're talking about is people being unsubscribed so regular cleaning of my subscriber base so to speak so that people gets get unsubscribed people do not receive notification my videos doesn't show up in the newsfeed etc so I'm not completely certain about all the different algorithms that might be coming to play here but definitely there is something that is dodgy that is something that has not been on my channel before and I can see this even though I've set a very high pace as of late the subscriber count it doesn't change and I've seen this before on Facebook I've been at 23,000 likes on Facebook for about two years now despite being consistent in posting content obviously except for when I'm banned which have been for two months of this year so I've seen this before and yeah I'm not particularly happy about it of course and the reason for that is that 100,000 subscribers on YouTube has always been the the goal the main goal that have always been striving towards sort of life goal and even though it might not matter if I still reach the same amount of people it matters to me because I wanted to reach my goal that's always been a philosophy of mine I like to reach my goal I like to say that I'm gonna do something and then I do it that's that's part of my teachings you set goals and you achieve them and so for me even though the end result is the same even though I have reached a lot of guys with my teachings over the years it is still something at least for me personally that I would like to have had I would like to have the the silver play YouTube button there somewhere in the library here in the Shrine of Glory and just have had that achievement but now as it looks right now not sure if if or when that will happen I am quite certain though that if this shadow ban thing didn't happen I would already have reached 100,000 subscribers if I would have kept the trend from before when I think the shadow ban happened and that might have been in April or May this year so on a personal level it's quite it's quite heartbreaking but that being said you know it's just a personal goal of mine doesn't affect anyone else well okay it kind of does if they aren't reached by my teachings in in time and they perhaps go through a hard time and then they're bereft of my benevolent light but in the grand scheme of things it's more about my personal goal being taken away from me but that being said I can still distinguish between my personal feelings and my holy work so the holy work continues on as before I have plenty of videos to make I've plenty of motivation to make them too even though of course I'm a bit demoralized when I realize that that goal perhaps will not happen but it's the same thing if you're stalling the gym for example you must still train you must still train hard even though you know that each each KG extra in progression it takes it's toll and when I look upon all of these years when I reminisce about all of these years and all the hard work I've put in it's quite ridiculous to be honest to to not be over a hundred thousand subscribers yet but it is what it is life isn't fair I just have to keep pushing that's the only reasonable course of action so again thank you for your support and also don't worry I will keep pushing even though it might be the case that it's for for nothing but it's only for nothing in regards to my own personal goal of reaching a hundred thousand subscribers I can you help yeah definitely you can help make sure to always like my videos that helps to a certain extent at least but other than that yeah no I don't know share my videos around if you have a channel do like I have done to so many other people over all these years give them shout outs so if I count the amount of times I've promoted other people versus the time I've been promoted themselves it's like without exaggerating a hundred to one so always the first to promote other people but yeah where are you all who can promote me would definitely appreciate some support in this regard and it might sound a bit better when I say that and that's because I am so yeah anyway I am going to hit the Temple of Iron now going to do some deadlifts for Thor some push press for Atlas it will be a joyous gym session and yeah the lesson for the day even though things are going slowly just keep pushing and that is exactly what I intend to do and who am I in the great lion XXO boom