 But right from his childhood, Shiva has so fired him up and just some twenty-five kilometers away there's a famous Shiva temple and he feels Shiva is calling him. But his life is not his own, he cannot make the trip. Any number of times he presented his gaze to the landlord, just one day trip, I will go to the temple and come back. Landlord always said, today there is reading, day after tomorrow there is fertilizing, day after tomorrow there is some other work, you have to till the land. No, one day you can't waste, what do you think? As it is, you're a useless fellow. One day you want to waste in a life. Any number of times presented the gaze. This started building up with a name, he wants to see Shiva. This time he went to a student in front of the landlord with a different kind of dignity that a bonded labor never knows, not supposed to have. And the landlord started off. You idiot, last time your mother was sick, before that your sister was getting married, before that your grandmother died three times over. Now you want to go to the temple, nothing doing. He said, I do all the work today, tomorrow, just a day trip, I will go and come. Then the landlord in some moment, just this new dignity in the man, the new energy that was reverberating in him. In a moment the landlord gave in and said, okay, go and come back before evening. Then he realized what he's done. Then he said, before you leave, all the forty acres you must till and go. Entire forty acres you must plow, it's evening. Before morning you must plow and then go to the temple. He was not foolish enough even to attempt that. He just went to bed, his entire system was reverberating. He knew he will go to the temple no matter what's the consequence. A new kind of energy has been reverberating throughout his entire body. Morning before he woke up, there was a big commotion in the village. What is it? Entire forty acres was plowed and he came out and looked, he couldn't believe it. The landlord was standing where his mouth opened. Landlord's wife and children started coming and falling at this man's feet. His name we do not know. Generally he's referred to as the tiller. He couldn't believe this. Then he knew he always thought by appealing to Shiva, he can move the laws of nature, he can bend the laws of nature. But the laws of men are so cruel that you can never bend them. But here the laws of men and gods and nature all bent. Suddenly people came, put silver coins in his hand, somebody put a food hamper in his hand, somebody gave him a stick and said, he's gone to the temple, he's a chosen one. Shiva himself has come and plowed forty acres of land. He went to the temple with great joy in his heart. But having lived the life of an outcast, he's not forgotten that he cannot cross the threshold of the temple. He stood there, of course they wouldn't let him into the temple. He knew they're not going to bend the rules and he came, all he wants to do is just see what's the big Nandi which was sitting in his way. The Nandi moved to one side and later on people called him Nandanar, becoming famous sage. Nobody ever knew his name because he's just known as the tiller. But his entire life is just this one thing. You cannot even call him activity, just intrigued and willing to let go of the intrigue. The problem with most logical minds is something intrigues you, then you give a stupid explanation to it and you kill it right there. Most minds are incapable of living with intrigue. They want a stupid answer to it today and they'll come to a conclusion tonight before they go to bed. Oh this is like this, that is every idiot on the planet thinks he's a scientist because they read some textbook in the school. The stupid textbook is no more relevant. Anybody, any man of science will not accept this stupid stuff anymore. There is so much here, there is so much everywhere. Unanswered, you don't have the intelligence or the means to answer these questions. Just remain with that. That is a sincere human being. One who knows that he doesn't know the answers is a sincere human being. One who finds a silly logical answer is a foolish human being. But he thinks he's smart. This is all that's needed. You just have to walk with this intrigue. If you have devotion in your heart, fantastic. If you don't have devotion in your heart, your mind bothers you. Just maintain the intrigue. That's all it takes.