 I'm not sliding! Never am I? Don't see! Since Dylan's fit up with Rianne, we've been getting on so well. And I can't help but think he wants to be back with me and the children. I think this all karma is right now, don't you? See you on afternoon. I don't even know you'd love to get back with me. So you love me. I wouldn't speak to her about that today anyway, that. What? Speak to me about what? Oh, I've been seeing her again. I stay lost inside my tears. I can't believe he's back with Rianne. He's made a mug of me again. It's too late now. But you need to remember that this is the girl that lived next door to me for a year that I was friends with that you slept with behind my back when we were together. You do not love her and you do not want to be with her. She's convenient for the time. She washes your clothes. She's always got a bed for you to stay in. She's convenient to you for this moment in time. Who else is going to wash your clothes for? I wash my dad. I wash my own clothes at my dad's all the time. That's why your clothes smell of her. She washed them last night, innit? Exactly my point. She washes your clothes for you. I've been bare miserable lately, like, and when I've spent time with her... I know you've been miserable. Yeah, and when I've spent time with her, I've been happy, like. You've said all this time that you're bare-wired about me and all this ****, and I'm sitting here telling you that someone's making me up to you. How do you know she don't? Whatever, I don't care. Me and you are fine when I'm single, like, as soon as I speak about getting her something. I don't care if you're with anyone. A week ago, you were saying to me, of course I care about you and all this **** you're just saying, I don't care about you. Obviously I care about you. If I didn't care about you, then I wouldn't be here with you now. I know you care. I think I haven't had arguments with my mum because I've been too nice to you. I know you care, but you don't **** done that. I know you care, but you just sat there and sit through it all back in my face, like. Not even. I didn't speak to her for, like, three weeks, innit, and it just drove me mad, like. I can't get her to go out my head. I swear to God, like, I have tried so hard. It's being short and sweet, but everyone's had fun. And me and Darren haven't argued, which for me is the best bit. The part went really well today. It's just nice for me and you to be in this sort of environment and still be around to me. You know, even though me and you aren't together, I obviously have a lot of respect for you. What's wrong? I've had a lot of feelings for you as well, but at the moment I am, things have happened and I'm just trying to get over it. That's all it is. We're here talking. We're not arguing. We're not fighting. And who knows for the future? I don't know the future. I can't say what's going to happen. So don't get upset. I don't think that because I don't know of you. I've got a lot of feelings for you. Like, I've lost my best friend. Do you know when things go on in my life? Sometimes I just want to pick up the phone and have a conversation with you. Do you want a hug? Do you want a hug? Come on. Vasya, come on now. You can ring me whenever you want. Don't cry. It's just sad the way things have turned out over a misunderstanding. You know, your makeup's all messed up now. See, you're smiling. Alright. See, you're smiling. That's what you should be doing. Get upset. If you need someone to talk to, I'm just saying I'm there for you. You look nice as well. Today has gone really well. I'm so happy Zanaya had such a good time. And maybe I haven't lost my best friend after all.