 Yeah, I already know it is Sunday I got this big old button on because we are going to do a light light church function bath this beat Yeah, I got an hour that's more than enough because I don't do a lot I don't do a lot anymore at all for my face. I need to eat some breakfast. Let me eat half of this banana girl We ain't gonna talk about my way. Look, I'm not one of those type of people. Hold on y'all Don't you be don't people be working your nerves when they come on and talking about their weight and their weight loss And the struggles with their way and maybe that's their way of venting. I should say I'm a person of action. So I rather just come back on and like seven or eight months She's looking fine. And y'all be like, dang you lost what? Why don't you get this fine girl? You know, that's why I want to be I just don't want to be talking about because You can see I ain't lost no damn way. So So, what's up y'all? Oh, yeah, I can see me excuse the mess in the back. I'm starting to pack for a trip to Texas I started packing a while back I'm just to turn you down here So y'all so much is going on We if we are Avid watchers of different people we know by now that Nikki tutorials has came out and revealed. She was born a man I was completely shocked when I saw that video when I tell you I was shocked on y'all. I Was shocked because I thought, you know, she had the rainbow border And it says I'm coming out something good. Okay, you know, she she likes to pop, you know pocket books with other people She likes, you know fish tacos girl. She's a lesbian, you know, that's what she's gonna say She's a lesbian or no, she's bisexual because I know she's engaged, right? Girl now Y'all know I'm dramatic came out here and said that she was born a man y'all when I I'm like But because she started a young age transitioning It came through but that is scary. The reason why that's scary to me is because you really can't tell I couldn't clock her at all I did see some pictures of her. She big. Oh, I didn't know she was that big. She's like six foot two a Stallion and big big neck big legs big now That's the only way, you know and watching if you see someone moving, you know walking around them Yeah, you look suspect but just in front of the camera Even her voice couldn't tell but I think she started hormones at a very young age And you know now that she's came out. I've come to the realization that a lot of these top Makeup artists are actually trans if you think about it a lot of them are yes I was a bit bit shocked by that to say the least Alright y'all so now we're gonna go in with what time is it? With some eyes. Oh, so let me So I did see BuzzFeed did an update. Um, oh My gosh y'all she's pregnant again. I gotta pretend like I'm shocked Oh my god, I can't believe she's pregnant I didn't know she's pregnant look. I keep secrets y'all. I am loyal. I am a Leo I will keep your secrets and really this is not my business to tell someone's business So y'all I'm doing stuff out of order We had a lot going on last year a lot with the house a seat went down water He didn't went down revamping of the bathrooms new toilets new Um Master bathroom and now this ninja talking about well It has to be done our master bathroom has to be redone. Let me tell you something do not move the phoenix Don't move the phoenix not only are we the kidnapping capital of the US I was not joking I Told you guys a couple of logs ago. I mentioned it slightly mentioning um The what girl get to the point. So yeah besides that I mean we really are it's really bad here. Um Heartwater We have had to replace our toilets due to hot water and we've only been in this house for teen years We have had to replace all of the our sink twice in the kitchen due to hot water and now the bathroom has All the deposits and all that just trash now I have to put in a filter on these um showers back in well It's been about four years now, but it's not in our master. So I don't shower in there I don't do my hair in there. Yeah, your hair your skin We were thinking about having a filtration system put on the house But that will require them to like drill and have something going all across the That ceiling and it would have been It's doable But a couple of people were afraid to do it and it's a couple of thousand dollars extra just to have that line Some of the newer houses already have that hookup for you You don't have to we don't have it because this house is older, you know, so um, I Don't see us Seeing in this house forever. I really don't it's way too much upkeep because of just uh, you know, yeah I'm trying to get him to move back to Texas Why am I whispering he ain't here? Well, he ain't here. I'm trying to get him to move back to Texas. I really am So yeah, that has to be done Yeah, I keep adjusting the lights and stuff so that's why things are gonna be looking funny So, okay, y'all what am I watching on TV? Oh, we getting over YouTube. Yeah, that happened. I talked about a little bit about the mukbang stuff in my Vlog y'all that was crazy because so many people started doing reacting video reaction videos Based off of that whatever went down up in Atlanta. I Didn't say this about that guy. His name was L lips. He has some huge grotesque looking lips I don't know if he was born like that. Oh My god, I have never seen lips that big on someone But one thing I that another youtuber is a couple that mentioned he kept referring to himself as the Legion He he he did that several times and someone else mentioned it nonchalantly that he signed of his Emo to them as a legion. That's demonic in nature And it's it shows me that that's demonic in nature because he had all these people It was a negative reaction from everybody who came in contact with this individual You gotta be very careful who you already talk about that you gotta be very careful who you allow in your circle So anyway on to other stuff Why I've been watching on TV girl. My mom been giving me good stuff to watch on TV first of all the only good thing. She didn't Tyler Perry Tyler Perry I'm not a fan of Tyler Perry's Medias movies. They all cookie-cutter same type of taste same actors same everything I do like the why did I get married series? But even that after a while It's redundant. His movies are very predictable There are a few like I said that I like but I can count them on one hand out of all the movies Yeah, and I didn't mean I didn't become a fan until after why did I get married? I never watched the plays I don't like seeing in the end. Just if you're gonna act act don't just break out in the song Anyway, so a fall from grace. I saw it It was predictable as usual. It was okay. It felt like it was rushed The movie itself felt like it was rushed it went by too fast I'm on y'all. I'm checking the time it went by too fast The only person I recognize was Felicia Rashad and why the hell was Sicily? Let's all hard Sicily Tyson was running around that house like she was a slave Tyson looks small y'all and she's small She looks short as hail and weighs probably less than a hundred pounds So yeah y'all fall for grace from grace and her name is Grace. Oh wow Yeah, but since he has his own studios, he doesn't need to run nothing by anybody. It's his movie You could do whatever hell he wants, you know, it's not like he has to get approval I'm sure from someone. So yeah another series that I started to watch y'all. I'm looking for my okay, I Don't know what I'm doing. I don't know what I'm doing. I need some more foundation. I Have I'm looking in front of me because I mixed foundations and most people of color do women of color. I bench watch Got the name here Bond fire of destiny when I tell you is French based That was one of the best series. I've seen in a long time Really good bond fire of destinies is surrounding a fire that occurred in this Building is I think the time period is I should have looked it up Because I didn't have to do they have cars. I didn't have cars if I would have guessed late 1800s early 1900s Yeah Really good. It's called bonfire destiny. It's on the Netflix. Um girl. I cannot wait Look, I'm blaming y'all. I just saw yesterday and it's been out for months I just saw the preview for Westworld. I Was caught the spirit Westworld 3 I Am so ready for Westworld first of all I saw Nazis. I saw robots. I'm like Nazis and robots I'm here for it. I'm ready. It's coming back. HBO is about to do the damn thing. I Cannot wait to see it. Um I Tried to get into True detective. I'm gonna skip the second series based off of reviews and go straight to the third series With the oh the black guy from moonlight. Is it moonlight or wasn't one of the Oscars? He's a great actor. I'm gonna try to watch that when I can so yeah, good girls is coming back I'm ready for good girls. I'm ready for Westworld 3. I'm ready for Ozark I'm ready for dork Yeah, I know why I'm I'm ready. I'm ready for Black Panther 2. When is that coming out? I'm ready for um Oh Yes, y'all know I'm thotish. I'm ready for Chat with boss man to grace my screen and I he's cutting real Fanny, I know you know black people we get real nervous when people get when people get skinny all of a sudden But that's for a role. He is in an upcoming Spike Lee movie. I believe it's Spike Lee and he is playing a Is he playing a soldier who was captured by the it's I don't know captured by either the Japanese or I Don't I don't remember exactly so I should really shouldn't be Guessing so but I'm ready for Chad quick Ready for fear the walking dead. I'm gonna be scared. We're gonna pray I am not watching America house. I stopped watching American house American horror story It should be called American horror story. I am not watching it. I stopped watching it the one season when they did It was the witches that came back for that I thought it was all into the world But when I saw those then I know some people were excited about it when I saw the cubbin holes come up Okay, okay, the cubbin witches girl, they not holes. I mean, I don't know but When I saw them show up, I know some people like yeah I'm like, no, I want it just to be about the end of the world. I don't want to see them girl It is what it is Oh Zork, let me tell y'all some so if you haven't seen them, you this is what you need to watch get a pen and pencil dark black spot Oh Zork the old a letter old a oh, that's a sign. Oh a Bonfire destiny glitch Europeans be doing the damn thing all this stuff is European base. Yeah, watch those. Yeah, they're they're good They're very good. Um There's some highlight in there. I need some more highlight. I'm using this Anastasia Beverly Hills palette that I got from tea as a gift and I'm going in with Moonstone and bronze I'm gonna look super blessed today Bless and highly favor Yeah, so what y'all watching on TV? Let me know girl So I wanted to watch the movie that Irish man, but I don't know y'all I feel like I'm getting old Don't you feel a certain way when you see people that you used to watch on TV looking old as hell It was good. He's young in my opinion though. Oh, that's a little too red girl. We're going to church That's deep in that up. I'm not sure if I like my makeup today. Let me go in with some of this What do you call this? I Know who the y'all know what this is Y'all my mama's having her sixth birthday party in a couple of weeks and she getting on my nerves Yeah, she is getting on my First of all, I'm in charge of the program like I said and she didn't tell me anything about this until a couple of weeks ago and I Was busy trying to get stuff on my baby's birthday We went to a resort, which by the way, I accidentally deleted all of that footage You when I tell you I was heated because the resort was beautiful I accidentally deleted all of the footage of us at the resort Um Yeah, so I already did her program up with hardly no details You y'all don't need to know who's I'm doing the solo just looking look around I see watch who's gonna come up to the podium That's who's doing this No, it's my mama whatever she says she I do it y'all I am a very What do you say it I'm a I'm a very obedient child and I was like that when I was younger because I'm afraid to get in trouble Oh, I was that kid I'm afraid to get it given trouble like they looked worked for me. It didn't work for my sister My sister was bad as hell who she was bad You know what let me go on with this gold bronzer Yeah, my sister was bad She would get spankings all the time to the point. I would ask my mom my mama mama. Do you need help? Do you need help you want me to help you with a child? All right y'all, so what else is going on? Yeah, I need to really It's it was Great to see a couple of other youtubers share their Upcoming goals for their channels and all this and I got the overall feeling from everyone especially with you know hair related videos that There's only so many products that we can review. There's only so many styles we can do So it's getting old if you notice. I mean I'm even gonna go back to like Shari Jay and Natural 85 and she's still she's doing mostly hair care stuff But a lot of people are strand away from doing reviews. So What I'm trying to say I put on mascara specifically BuzzFeed myself and Nezzie Naps and I'm like a couple other people straight away from you know hair care Oh, excuse me doing our hair hair tutorials and reviewing products. Nezzie never really did with your products She was trying new products, but it's getting old like we're more than just sitting in front of the video Doing our hair girl. I look like a damn doll up on this blush. Hold on. Let me buff that out Yeah, yeah, okay at least help me out here Look like what it was porcelain porcelain dolls. They had them around it's still a little It's y'all fault. So anyway um so, you know every now and then it's okay, but Oh So I have a couple of reviews that I know I need to do but I'm stretching it out Oh, yes, you gonna be getting a new review like every other week And then we'll be having teacher. We already know what I already talked about what I'm gonna be doing on my channel So let me do these brows and come back y'all Drinking water with lime Yeah, drinking water with lime is way better than drinking water with lemons. Look it up I'm not good at doing my brows. Ciao. I can barely see Sorry, y'all, but when I have this hair all in front of my face Girl you ain't gonna be able to see those brows You ain't gonna be able to see that not one brow. I'm gonna get that hair down um, I Need to focus on myself More importantly my relationship with God and my relationship with my husband. Um, I yeah I need to do that. It's a lot to juggle and so And I'm tired, you know, I think I've had a good run on YouTube and I'm still consistently posting every week but as I've said numerous times a Good youtuber should be posting if you want your numbers to grow You should be posting Three to four times a week Girl who got time for that? Hey There's so many things that I want to accomplish you guys I have my goals that I've set on my vision board if you're interested in that I do have several videos on how to do digital vision boards And I I set some goals for myself and I accomplished a lot last year But I feel like I could have done more I was at a because you know We when the first thing of the year starts off you you're high. You're excited about, you know, your goals by the way, this is an old wash and go and so And then it declines, you know the moment so those you don't know I wrote a children's books last year a children's book Excuse me and I wrote it fairly fast y'all and I have all of these ideas about writing For children's books and I know that it is hard to write children's books because we're not a child a children's picture book which tends to run around 32 pages, which is really hard to do and and to Not sound immature, but to not use big words to where children won't understand, you know what I mean I basically have to you know talk from the mindset of a six seven-year-old But it's good that I have a child in the age range that can get it Alongside of that I started just writing notes of other ideas. I had I have for the twins pre-tween like Harry Potter Twilight age And I may start those off as short stories cuz I don't think a lot of you realized that some of your favorite movies Started off as short stories the curious case of Benjamin Button is a short story So yeah, I always have these ideas I had an idea just and it's used to me from life Experience and something can happen and I would think to myself with my creative mind. Oh my god What if cuz I'm crazy too So I had a doctor's appointment, I'll be doing my hair y'all. Let me spray this Jane Carter I'm gonna say this without giving a lot of tea if you like Jane Carter products If you like her older products, I should say go ahead and swoop these up cuz they're gonna be hard They're getting hard to find for several reasons. So if you like them, you better get them Girl So anyway, um Let me check the time. Okay. I was I have plenty of time. I actually have 30 minutes I was on my way to the doctor and they left me a message Basically said and this is an older hospital my doctor's office in an older hospital and the Front desk girl was basically like on the message. She said make sure that you park on the south side because the hospital is closed That went in one ear and right there next so I get to the hospital and sure enough Everything's locked down the hospital's closed and I'm like what the heck it's going on like literally every door was locked And this is an old Institution looking psych hospital. Look it has that look to it, right? So as I'm going around still not girl. I have no sense of direction So I don't know what a hell the south side is that so I'm just going around to every door. This is cute y'all Let me shake it up loosen up those curls As I'm going around Trying every door and it's locked right and I'm like forget about it. Let me go back to my car and walk walk around to my car and Drive around to figure out the hell it's not on over here So as I was looking up I saw some blinds and they were kind of moving and that kind of that kind of spooked me out but they gave me an idea for a short story of a woman going to a supposedly doctor's appointment and She looks up and she sees a Young girl Looking out the window and she looks distressed so after her appointment This woman decides to go and try to find this young girl to figure out just to make sure she's okay She ends up trapped in the hospital And going through different doors. I need to write some more of this down Sorry, hold on because it just came to me Going through different doors of the hospital. She enters different Different rooms Different worlds and long story short that little girl was her that was a Version of her, but she just didn't recognize her So that's an idea of mine. It came to me like that just walking around that Abandoned hospital for my doctor's appointment. I'm like wouldn't it be Kind of scary for that to happen to see at that. That's what I do. I get these ideas I jot it down and then I don't go anywhere. Well, I'm gonna stop doing that 2020 I'm not gonna do that anymore. I'm gonna finish the second book I'm gonna start on the short story books as Washington goes be getting on my nerves if I had 4a 4b. I would probably only do Washington goes Definitely if I was three tight girl, please and it's so funny. I don't know who it is. I saw she's She's from the south because she has a southern accent She had a video titled Finally achieving a successful twist out I'm like a cuz she always does washing girls because she has a lucid curl pattern. Um, is it pretty witty y'all? Is it pretty witty? I did that But that makes sense because if you have a lucid curl pattern It probably would be kind of challenging to do a twist out Or as with holly textured hair with four types We could do twist out and braid outs all day. This is why, you know, our hair the four type hair in my opinion is the most most Versatile hair. You know, I can pronounce it. We can do just about anything with our hair if you know how to really style it The other curl types. You know, they really can't do a lot honestly Like seriously, we can flat out our hair. We can press our hair. We could do flexi rods perm rods any type of Perm rods we could do silk presses. Um braid outs twist outs. Like I said, just about anything You just got to know how to do it. Okay. It's all about technique and using the correct products I look like I'm 12 years old with my hair like this Look, I when I tell you I am a bargain shopper yet I don't know what's going on on this side, but it's okay when I tell you I am I am a bargain bargain Shopper let me show y'all the back This one isn't so let me go get my baby together. See when you are mom cold, I mean, uh cold tip Get yourself half together. Don't put your clothes on Beat it on do your face and go say be do your face do your hair Go get your child together because what you don't want to do is have your clothes all on you looking on cute And your child acting a fool you tear up, you know, you rip your pantyhose and I'm not saying this from experience But I am You know your child does something they waste something on your nice dress and now you upset you want to mess up your church clothes Yeah, get yourself halfway. Go get your baby together and then you finish getting ready Just last week. I purchased revolution It's called girl I can't pronounce this stuff tropical carnival shadow palette revolution look Hold on Look at that It was only $16. Look at that. So yeah, I'm gonna wear this to the brunch I don't know which colors but it's gonna be cute Let me go get my baby together and then I'll get together. Um, and I'll show y'all my dress dress I'll show it to you now Also, it's good to buy clothes on off seasons So right now it's starting to warm up a little bit here in phoenix. So everything the sweaters are on sale This right here is a little big, but it's okay and it comes with a scarf like the other one. Um $7 $7 It's a extra large Um, yeah, she got some room because this is what we Normally, but it's cute. I'm gonna show y'all my hair and makeup All right y'all. Bye