 7, 10 o'clock 2017 I have staying with my late brother In the room After we take dinner We stay talking about the domestic issues Suddenly The man came with the AK47 Pointed my late brother in his chest And then the other guy he asked my brother Where is the money? My brother told him The money is under the bed I push him outside After I push him outside My late brother come with his feet To go out He doesn't know There are so many people outside And then he come I tried to push him inside But no way out I tried to catch him from here But it's too late When I put my leg outside The door The other guy is about 2 meters behind me He shoot me 3 bullets in my hand And my late brother was shot by many people And that's why my late brother was fall down And he is dead And then they come And stand Looking at me If I died I'm still alive They told me My hand is totally It's not well They want to cut it out Because The bone was cut all All the bone was cut it But told them If I can be alive I can cut it down No problem When I die Asa bida mat khalas Fagata amalin no hamza shunu Haikun hai Anabu shufu tani zeda Anakuntamama tawagai nihae Bata amali eza Amalo lisa mahalas Onza zato utagali shunu Nymchi bet Nymchi bet Nihae mahanibki Felen zamanda kana mapeket Na kaya jusiltu bet Hatana napeket Firstly It is hard to me To accept that situation Because After that accident I need help from others There are some jobs I can't able I cannot able to do it By myself And then I think What can I do Tomorrow Or next tomorrow That question is running in my In my mind What can I do What can I have my children And then suddenly I read the Bible That encourage me and advise me And then Somehow I try to accept this situation Who almost advise me Things are happen But Let me be strong In my life There are a lot of things I can do it By myself I look at him Sometimes His speech is moving in my mind There And then I say I trust myself I say I am able to do everything On doing the assessment So I was asking him some questions What do you really expect Me to do Or the center to do To help you Immediately I started doing the measurements So I worked on it The following day Just came when the hand is already there So I brought it On his looking When he saw the device I could see from the face that he is happy So immediately I tried I fit it And it was okay He was happy with it I told him You will come tomorrow to take it He said no he has to go with it today When I discharged from the hospital Almost Three months I asked my brother I told him I need your vehicle He said really I said I want to drive a vehicle He said you can't I told him I can't You give me your key He was scared He was scared He asked me one day My father How you can drive the vehicle again One day When he saw me I drive the vehicle He became very very very happy And he sit front of me here When I drive Currently I am trying To accept this situation Sometimes If you lay Down on the bed A lot of things A lot of words running in my mind About this life Half of my life is back Then I try to accept this situation But that question almost is running in my mind What can I do