 Hey you guys, how are y'all doing? Let me put some lipstick on Let's put this pink on since it's springtime. Just use my hair. I put I just moisturized it and Yeah, okay girl you looking a little bit chalky What's going on? How does it look y'all my skin looks good girl. Hold on. That's better. That's better y'all. Let me kind of Get my back my background together Get my dolls up here. Y'all can't even see them. Y'all. Yes, you can you can see Y'all those you don't follow me on Instagram Let me show y'all my stickers. I got they are so cute. I got them from oh so paper Isn't it me? This is me Yeah, this is me girl. She's reading and then this is me going shopping with my big legs Oh, yes, picaboo leg right there picaboo This is me, um, uh black panther realness Yeah, this is me in my element with my glass of red wine Doing my hair. Yes. Y'all. This is so cute and look at this one. Um Absolutely adorable. Oh, so paper is the site all of this including a notebook. I can't find the notebook Hold on. I'm too lazy to find the notebook. All of this cost me less than 30 dollars So, yes girl, we have been shopping. I have been sharing all the sales all the sales I've been finding on my community page because if I'm gonna be broke, you're gonna be broke. I mean I shouldn't say that And this morning I just bought some more addresses from asos. Y'all my fluffy ass. Let me tell you something Let me put this back I think I'm gonna have a little spring haul fashion show for y'all. I'm gonna do my hair bad. I'm gonna do um I'm gonna break this up into like three different videos So I'm gonna be reviewing a product and I'll show y'all some stuff in a minute I'm gonna be reviewing something and then I'm gonna be doing like a spring curl look This gonna be like an early May because I I need to lose some weight. We'll get that get into that too Um And then I have at least six new dresses And no, I mean like within the last six months or so And some of them I've only worn one once some of them. I've never worn before two of them are still coming in But they're spring summer Very cute. I like feminine dresses. I have a lot of dresses you guys at one point fair All our world dresses, especially since I'm curvy Um dresses are more comfortable. I I like to look feminine when I was at going into the office I was that chick. Yes the girl with the big hair and the tight wiggle dress I'm not afraid to say it. So if you don't know by now, we're not doing my hair. I'm gonna be eating Watermelon we'll get into this Girl black people. Oh, that is so blackety black lord have mercy y'all But this is good for you really get it because it's mostly water. So it really is it's good for you. So anyway, um So many things are going through my head right now y'all. So Uh, yeah, I know how we do this. We talk about what's in these youtube streets We talk about a little bit of personal life and we talk about what I'm watching girl We're really gonna be talking about what I've been watching. So before we get into that I'm gonna talk about a little bit about what's going on in my personal life when I tell you today I had a breakdown I was breaking down almost I can feel when I'm about to have a release Um, I'm not the type of person that keeps anything in first per se like my emotions in but I'm a type of person where I'm like man up Like don't don't cry girl. You know, you a gangster. Let's just go So I do that like if I have a moment where I'm about to cry I like suck it up because I ain't got time to be crying And so I'm like that and I would do that week after week after week after week Um, I'm just that type of person y'all. I don't pity party. I don't try to feel sorry for myself I just believe in pushing forward but today My company was hit last week by a ransomware ransomware is basically When a hacker or hackers in this case um Still your data and they hold it ransom until you pay and if you don't pay they will they will release that data We have been off the system since thursday So that's causing some anxiety because I can't access none of us can access our email. I can still access The intranet which is an internal company site But with all that going on work is in the work is there, but we're having to do It's just crazy. I'm having I still got this one gel nail on this raggedy hoe Look I called my sister because she did my nails for me back in february I said look I cannot get these holes off to the oh girl gel nails don't come off We'll get her off anyway So my breakdown today jb woke up coughing. I'm like, oh shit. So we all been having allergies girl. How are your allergies doing? Allergy season is off the chart. Look my husband He takes an allergy shot every year and even he's like my allergies are messed up, right? So I've been doing saline rinses saline rinsing saline rinses For about four or five days. I got back on my singular singular in my opinion is is dangerous Very dangerous, especially for younger people Even for adults So but I got back on it because I'm like I have no other choice It takes a couple of days for it to actually start to work. So now I feel good I've had some days there where I was like whatever and single excuse me Um, your allergies. I mean, I'm sure those of you who have who suffer with allergies Your allergies can get so bad to where you feel like you have a damn cold, right? You feel sick. You feel horrible So we've been we've been in it and I've been feeling better You know doing what I'm supposed to be doing. So jb wakes up He was sneezing all week all weekend. I'm like, oh hell yeah, I got him his own flow nays I removed him off of singular because it was causing some bad side effects So monk story short. He woke up coughing. Then he said his throat is sore Then he had a little fever not a lot like 98.8 When I saw that I broke now crying not in front of him because I don't leave and boo you know every now and then okay, but Y'all because I'm like I can't I can't deal with this right now So my husband's like calm down. It's just you know, it's just a low fever. It's just his allergies I said, I know it is his allergies, but I'm done. I'm tired So I have no other choice but to get him back on the singular at least For another two or three weeks and then I'll take him off again Um, because I tried everything I put him on the benadryl I gave him benadryl earlier and I gave him I put him on his breathing machine the nebulizer and He said he feels better But his voice is so raspy you guys, you notice jb has a natural raspiness to his voice That's due to that's due to allergies. That's not his normal voice. His normal speaking voice Really haven't been watching a lot of youtubers. I catch Um, lovelies. You can hear him coughing my baby. I catch lovely ti every now and then um Who did I I did see a couple of people's reviews as it relates to um the clock sisters movie and layer of her dome the young lady from atlanta She She when she did her review she kind of insinuated that twinkie was autistic I'm like She's not on this. She's not on this. She's not autistic. I don't get that I guess the way that her mother treated her. Let me tell you something. Dr. Maddie Clark Was a manipulator a master manipulator, okay? I would have loved to learn a little bit about her background and see how she became this boss choir director that we know So, I don't think twinkie was autistic. That that is not what I was getting. I mean, yeah No, that's I don't know where she that was really that was a reach in my opinion I'm not watching youtube's post when I get on youtube I see all those ads and I be wanting to buy stuff So y'all real quick before we get into what I've been watching because I have been watching A lot of tv shows and stuff so I've been doing some shopping that we we already discussed this but I am going back to the products. I used to use. I really am so um a lot of the product reviews you'll see me doing or Not new to me But it will be new to my channel as far as a review go So one of them child when this came in the middle, I was like, what in the hell When I tell you this is the business. I used to use this all the time year three year four Me and you so, uh, this is the double Dabur Vatika This indian deep conditioner purple top with almond With olive oil almond oil and henna This made my hair so shiny girl. Look how big it is. Now the one I got was never this big um, it doesn't even have I don't know how big this is. I have no idea. It doesn't have everything is is in um Indian language dialect. So yeah, I used to use this all the time now. I bought this online I think it's shop hair. I'll be putting the link in the official video amazon does not have it anymore So yeah, that's coming I will be doing an official review of this locking gel by jamaican Uh, mango and lime. I will be doing an official review of gia bunny leaving conditioning cream That was hard to find too. I got it through iHerb. I used to shop on iHerb a lot actually Um, uh shipping is very cheap right now. I think I got it for like a dollar or something Yeah, shipping fees. Yeah for the one product not bad at all. So yeah, those are coming up I have the mielle um rosemary and mitt conditioner cameo rose Sultana clothes. Yeah, we got some more stuff coming up. Yeah, it's just that my hair is in twists like every two weeks I'm gonna do a hairstyle for y'all like I said with the springtime. So anyway, y'all let's get into these tv shows So we're gonna go down the list of shows. I've been walk watching on a weekly basis And then we're gonna talk about dd Blanchard this raggedy mama Oh my god y'all from the act it's a tv show that's on Netflix. Excuse me. No, it's on hulu. So anyway I wanted to watch the lifetime movie tempted by danger With quiche and knight paulman. I I haven't recorded. So i'm gonna watch it Let me know if you're watching if it's good if it's if it's worth worth it Sorry y'all my camera battery was going low Let me know if you've watched it because I really do I have to go in and watch it Hold on y'all. Give me some more watermelon Hmm. I caught good girls Good girls. I'm buying good girls because I don't I can never catch you when it comes on So I just purchased it for like a dollar 99 whenever it's available on youtube I know spending money when I really shouldn't I am not liking season three. We're in the middle of season three. I am not here for it Let me tell you something They need to give us what we want I need to see beth and rio Mashed up against the wall somewhere or in the bathtub something. Okay. I know there's very you know Thottish and horse mentality right now, but that's what we that's what we like them for season two. Okay Dean is getting on my nerves. Dean is her husband Um, he's the guy that was in scream y'all. He is so silly looking to me whenever he comes on the screen I'm just expecting him to come out with that screen mask I'm like, can I just kill him off already? So yeah, good girls if they don't give me what I want by the next episode, which I think we're almost done with this season I'm done. I I don't want to watch it anymore. So yes. I know to good girls not having it little fires everywhere on hulu Okay, you guys, this is the one with Reese Witherspoon and Kerry Washington Now I told y'all a couple of chit chat to go that I had no idea it was in the 90s girl That was yeah, I don't know where my mind was that but at first I thought this series was about Classism But it is more about racism than it is about classism and I caught that by the third episode I am really liking the different layers And I know one thing Kerry Washington can act her ass off you guys She has come a long way the very first time I saw her in a movie was like Late 90s early. I think it was early 2000s and she played this like This schemer she was stealing stuff It was a long time ago like 20 plus years ago, seriously But she has come a long way if you haven't watched it, please catch it It's called little fires everywhere. It's on hulu really good really really good. Um Child I tried to yeah, I tried to go back to ahs American Horror Story Should be called American Horror Story And um, I tried to look at coven because apparently that is the best season I couldn't do it by the third. I think I was on the third episode when that um Angela uh, Angela bassids old lover came out with the with the head the bullhead. What is he supposed to be a matador? What do you call that? What do you call those things girl? I don't know. Have bull have black man came came out and um precious Precious who her character is a living voodoo doll She's like I understand you you excuse me. She's like I do this is precious to the bull bull man I understand you you just want to be touch When that thing they would have they was messing around screwing in in the um, the uh storage bin outside the coven house I said no, I can't do this and I know it gets worse than that I know the scenes the episodes gets worse. I said no not gonna be able to do it I am not going I would look if I feel a certain type of way a lot of series and it's It's If it's too graphic, I will stop in the middle. I don't care how good it is I don't care how great people say it. It is whatever. I will stop if I get a mm-hmm. I can't do it y'all I can't do it. So look The act I don't even know if I'm finished watching the act. Let me tell you something DD Blanchard who is the mother to gypsy rose? In my opinion, it's possibly the most evil mother Y'all have to understand I watch a lot of id a lot of 48 hours a lot of crime shows I've seen it all. Okay this woman just for the fact How long she did just to her own child makes her in my opinion an evil Just downright so sucking person So my child's going crazy. So got to episode Or like episode five and I was like, no, I think it was like plan b was the episode and I was like, you know what? Let me look up some more on this on these people because I had vaguely heard about this case I said, let me look up some more about this. So y'all there is a movie on netflix called mommy dead and dearest They basically took the act basically took almost everything from this documentary and they did a damn good job And this portrayal and in the actual series. And did y'all know that Patricia Arquette is playing DD Patricia she I couldn't tell she's a chameleon. I did not recognize her. She played in No, you're not I'm in the middle Girl, I don't give a rat. I don't care about no dang on Lego people She played in she was the blonde and nightmare on m street three And I think she played on csi and of course she's done more work since nightmare on m street girl That was like in the in the early 90s mid 90s. So anyway, she did a really good job I mean, I don't know if she's wearing a fact too because she's normally not that big and DD Blanchard was a heavier woman y'all Okay, so let's get into the movie and we'll go back to the series. Okay So in the movie, of course, it talks about this is spoiler if you don't want to hear it spoiler And the movie it basically just goes over how um You can't be walking in front of me working out and looking good See y'all you see I try to I try to be a christian woman DD Blanchard and her daughter gypsy rose escape here at kinkatrina And her daughter had all of these elements. I mean everything she was vision impaired hearing impaired Lou Kimia she had cancer She had a feeding tube, uh, she has something wrong with her teeth She had a blood disorder. I mean she had all of these different issues, right? So Uh DD Blanchard ended up being murdered Her daughter was missing who was also in a wheelchair. There were two facebook posts made by gypsy rose They were able to track that to her boyfriend's house. They go in and see she's walking Not only is she walking, but she doesn't have any of these elements that her mother had had supposedly told everyone, right? y'all The system clearly felt this young girl. It is absolutely horrible So, yes, I agree with you a couple of you guys said that she manipulated nick who was the guy who's serving a life sentence Absolutely She manipulated this man, but who look who she learned from from her her mother But let's let me let me get that her mother was a master scammer and schemer you guys apparently she went to jail for Um, writing back checks from her own parents grandparents. Excuse me and family members in general Um, so they wrote her off and was like to hell with you There was rumors that she supposedly was poisoning her stepmother and possibly killed her own mother That has been proven, but that that's the rumor. So she started slowly Over I almost overkill a hypochondriac when it came to gypsy when she was just a baby She put this child in a wheelchair And basically had her in a wheelchair for 14 years She subjected her to a feeding tube Y'all this is just horrible. I mean, this is just like a slow death for this child. Um, so in the series Let's talk about that in a series The mom was just bashing crazy. Absolutely crazy So she was starting to have dizzy spells. Didi didi the mom and come to find out she got the sugar You know, she's diabetic. So Honestly guys and they're looking at pictures of her. She was on borrowed time the mother There's just no way she would have been able to survive another five 10 years because she wasn't taking her medication or nothing So gypsy rose started going online chatting these other guys because she's like i'm done I gotta have a life So that's another thing too. She was telling people the girl was like 12 years old with the brain capacity of a nine year old When she was 17 18 years old, right? So this girl started going online talking to these guys. She finally met nick who i'm I feel so bad for this guy y'all He um has asparagus. He's autistic and I think he has some mental issues alongside with that I wouldn't be surprised if he had because he tried to say that he had multiple personality disorder that From what I understand that no longer exists that um diagnosis as far as mental health is uh, This is show is is it is it called disassociative behavior? I shouldn't speak on if I don't know but basically it's very rare to even have that. Okay. Um, some people can be borderline schizophrenic. I have a cousin Who has um Disassociative behavior disorder and when I tell you it is scary Um, and a lot of the times that people who do suffer from that when they create multiple personalities They have suffered physical or sexual trauma and unfortunately my cousin Um, uh was sexually abused by her father, which was my aunt's husband He abused all those girls sexually, but she was the main one Um, and she developed all these personalities you guys when I tell you it is scary My cousin is so scary and the thing is that she is so intelligent She's probably one of the most intelligent people in our family to be honest and to see her Uh, the state that she's in now. Yeah, I know I'm going off tangent. I'm just talking about it I'm gonna try to explain to you what it's like to her. So I went to go visit her and I think I mentioned this a couple of years ago I went to go visit my cousin and um When she was living in houston, excuse me. She was living in um east texas because she was living in houston She was working for a government government agency when she had a breakdown and then they moved her to uh east texas closer to family members I went in one day with my mom to see her because I hadn't seen her in years And so we're talking talking talking talking and then she's like Vivian I want you to go into the drawer and get my paper for me I go into the drawer and get the paper. She has a notebook pad It is full of scribble and scrabble and just Every page is full of what to me looks like nonsense. It probably makes sense to her and so I would ask we would talk as she would take a second to respond And she would literally say she would literally say just a second. I got to wait for them I said excuse me. She said yeah, I gotta I have different people That i'm talking to and I need to wait for them. So the way she said it was that She said this is how she explained it to me because let me say she's intelligent Okay, she's extremely intelligent. That's not the problem here So the way my cousin explained what you said when I take a bite of food I have to wait for everyone else at the table to take a bite of food Everyone else is everyone in her head. Everyone else has to take a bite And she also said it's almost like a major red line When I'm high kick or do a twirl everyone else do it everywhere. I have to wait for everyone else That was scary, but it made so sense and made a lot of sense to me But y'all I could not stop laughing when she said You know who one of the personalities that she One of her personalities is morris day Y'all morris day from the time Even the morris day they used to have the the dark skinned guy used to have the um He was chocolate too girl used to have the mirror and morris day was fixing his pretty stuff up child When she said morris day was when I say, you know what? When is he gonna come out? Oh, no, I'm sorry. When are you gonna come out with some more music then? Baby, they had me well. So anyway, y'all I got way off subject. I'm so sorry Dee Dee's was basically Going to all of these doctors. Oh, she even said that her child was allergic to sugar yet she's giving her pediatric sugar, which is full of sugar and I just don't understand how so many people felt this this young girl gypsy rose I just don't understand. How could you be going to all of these doctors and no one looked at her medical history? Thoroughly and I know one thing that she would say I guess because she was that she was a master manipulator She was oh our our stuff was lost in hurricane Katrina Let me tell you something that that was really an eye opener for her for me her family meaning the mom They were like, oh, well, she died. They cremated her No one wanted the ashes y'all What type of person do you have to be to where no one mourns your death? Think about that The her own mama was like, we don't want um, excuse me her own father was like, we don't want it They asked the siblings. They're like, we don't want her in here. We don't want her And so the one sister was like just flushing down the toilet I was like I mentioned that in the previous one, but when I actually heard the father say that Not only that but both the father and the stepmother basically said she got it. She she got what she deserved. Wow That is That's cold blooded. So anyway, you guys that is it my child is screaming for me I need to finish up this watermelon. Y'all we ain't gonna talk about this I got on the scale this morning That raggedy wholesale 175 I was like I was like, wow, so we're gonna be doing a lot more fresh fruits and vegetables Um, I would more than likely do a water fast here coming up on friday. I may record that. I mean So anyway, you guys that is it. Thank you so much for watching. Take care. Bye