 You're just going with what the truth is telling you to do. And the joy is increasing in your life. It will not decrease, it will increase. Because you're present, you're aware of your soul, you're also, beautifully so, aware of the soul of the other. Not in a cosmic sense, but in a terrestrial, corporeal, present sense. You're aware of the other. So, your actions with the other are much more precise and informed than when you're in that larger picture. Because if you are actually out there identified in a Samadhi state, you are actually like a spirit. There is no experience of body anymore. And then the question arises, why not just be a spirit?