 I don't feel on fire for God, and to be honest, I don't really know why. I don't know why I feel a certain way today and a different way tomorrow. I can't really control how I feel, but I can decide how I respond to my emotions. I just think about the disciples. Like, did the disciples wake up every single day and say, I am totally on fire for Jesus, and I'm ready to follow him, and I'm excited about what he has in store for me? Or were they filled with fear some mornings, and some doubt, and some questions? Were they scared all the above, and yet they chose to follow Jesus? For us as believers, we have the Holy Spirit dwelling inside of us, and it's God that carries us through the darkest of seasons that we can follow him. So today, instead of me just asking God, God, make me on fire for you. Make me feel on fire for you. I'm going to ask God to help me persevere, to follow him even when I don't feel like it.