 Book 3, Chapter 5 of THE HEAVENLY TWINS. Edith Beow had now been married for more than a year to Sir Mosley Mentieth, and the whole of their life together had been to her a painful period of gradual disillusion, and all the more painful because she was totally unprepared, even for the possibility of any troubles of the kind which had beset her. Parental opinion and prejudice, ignorance, education and custom had combined to deceive her with regard to the transient nature of her own feeling for her lover. And it was only inevitable that she should lend herself enthusiastically to the deception, for who would not believe, if they could, that a state so ecstatic is enduring, even people who do know better are apt to persuade themselves that an exception will be made in their favor, and this being so it naturally follows that a girl like Edith, all faith and fondness, is fordoomed by every circumstance of her life and virtue of her nature to make the fatal mistake. But as Avonne told her, passion stays midway between love and hate, and is an introduction to either, and there is no doubt that if Mentieth had been the kind of repentant erring, sinner she imagined him, her first wild desire would have cooled down into the lasting joy of tranquil love. Mentieth, however, was not at all that kind of man, and consequently from the first the marriage had been a miserable example of the result of uniting the spiritual, or better part of human nature, with the essentially animal, or most degraded side of it. In that position there was just one hope of happiness left for Edith, and that was in her children. If such a woman so situated can be happy anywhere, it will be in her nursery, but Edith's child, which arrived pretty promptly, only proved to be another whip to scourge her. Although of an unmistakable type, he was apparently healthy when he was born, but had rapidly degenerated, and Edith herself was a wreck. They had been out to Malta for a short time, but had come home, Mentieth being invalidated, and were now at a bracing seaside place, trying what the air would do for them all. It was Edith's habit to send the child out with his nurse directly after breakfast, and having done so as usual one morning she remained alone with her husband in the breakfast room, which looked out upon the stands. She had her hands idly folded on her lap, and was watching Mentieth, as she might have watched a stranger about whom she was curious. He sat at some distance from her reading a paper, and there was no perceptible change in him, but she had changed very much for the worse. Why was she not recovering her strength? Why had it pleased Heaven to afflict her? That was what she was thinking, but at the same time she blamed herself for repining, and in order to banish the thought she rose, and going over to her husband laid her hand gently on his shoulder, courting a caress. He had been lavish enough of caresses at first, but all that was over now, and he finished the paragraph he was reading before he noticed Edith at all. Then he glanced at her, but his eyes were cold and critical. You certainly are not looking well, he observed evidently meaning not attractive, as if he were injured by the fact. He got up when he had spoken, so that in the act of rising he dislodged her hand from his shoulder. Then he yawned and lounged over to the window, which was wide open, the weather being warm, and stood there with his legs apart and his hands in his pockets looking out. One little loving caress or kindly word would have changed the whole direction of Edith's thoughts, but, wanting that, she stood where he had left her for some moments, lost in pained reflection, and then she followed him listlessly, seated herself in a low, easy chair, and looked out also. There were crowds of people on the sands, and her dull eyes wandered from group to group, then up to the sky and down again to the sea and shore, the sun shone radiantly, sparkles of light from the rippling wavelets responded to his ardent caress. The sea-sweet air fanned her face, but neither light nor air nor sound availed to move her pleasurably. Is this to be my life? She thought. The tide was coming in over the sands. Some children with their shoes and stockings off were playing close to the water's edge. They had made a castle and were standing on top of it, all crowded together, waiting for a big wave to come and surround them, and when at last it came it carried half their fortress away with it, and they all hopped off into the water and slashed up through it, helter-skelter, with shouts of laughter to the dry land. I should have enjoyed that once, thought Edith. A party of grown-up people cantered past upon donkeys driven by boys with big sticks. The women were clinging to the pummels of their saddles and streaking as they bumped along, while the men shouted and beat and kicked the donkeys with all their might. Horrid, common, cruel people, thought Edith, how dreadful it would be to have known them. A girl came riding past alone on a hired horse. She wore a rusty black skirt over her petticoats. It was gathered in by a drawing-string at the waist and made her look ludicrously bunchy. Her stirrup was too short, and she clung desperately with both hands to whip and reins and saddle, only venturing to guide her horse now and then, in a timid, half-apologetic sort of way, as if she were afraid he would resent it. She must have felt far from comfortable, but probably the dream of her life had been to ride, and now that she was riding, she admired herself extremely. Edith involuntarily drew a mental picture of the contrast she herself presented on horseback. But that girl was well and happy, she objected to her own disadvantage. She became aware at this moment of another girl who was passing on foot. She was one of those good-looking girls of the middle class who throng to fashionable watering-places in the season. Young women with senses rampant and minds undisciplined and powered by natural instinct to find a mate and practising every little art of dress and manner which they imagined will help them to that end by making them attractive. Their object is always evident in their eyes, which row from man to man, pathetically, pleadingly, anxiously, mischievously, according to their temperaments, but always with the same inquiry. Will it be you? This girl had made herself by tight-lacing into a notable specimen of the peg-top figure, bulging at the boston shoulders and tapering off at the waist. She had also squeezed her feet into boots that were much too small for them, and fluffed her hair out till her head seemed preposterously large, by which means she had achieved the appearance known to her set as stylish. When Edith first saw her, she was walking along very quickly with a dissatisfied look on her face, but as she approached the window she glanced up and seen mentyeth, her countenance cleared and she slackened her speed, seeming suddenly to become uncertain of the direction she wished to take. First she had stopped and then appeared to be thinking. Then she hastily put her hand in her pocket and looked back the way she had come as if she had lost something, then shrugged her shoulders to signify that it didn't matter much, and with a faraway look in her eyes walked slowly into the sea. This was an order that she might spring nimbly out again with a fine pretense of confusion at her affected fit of absent-mindedness. Mentyeth watched these maneuvers attentively, patiently awaiting the inevitable moment when she would look at him again. So far she had pretended to ignore him, but he understood her tactics, and as he observed them he twisted first one end, and then the other of his little light mustache with a self-complacency not to be concealed. He had been feeling bored all the morning, but now his interest in life revived. He had only the one interest in life, and when the girl on the beach had done all she could to excite it, she glanced at him again and saw by the look with which he responded that she had succeeded. Then she sat down on the sand, placing herself so that she could meet his eyes every time she looked up, and taking a letter out of her pocket she began to read it, varying the expression of her countenance the while to show that she derived great pleasure from the perusal. This was to pique Mentyeth into supposing that he had a rival. The girl had not troubled herself about Edith's presence, but the latter had also been watching her wiles, dully enough, however, until all at once a thought occurred to her, a hateful thought. It was the emotional rather than the intellectual side of her nature which had been developed by early associations. She had been accustomed to feel more than to think, and now when all food for elevating emotions had been withdrawn from her daily life, others, mostly of a distressing kind, took possession of her mind. She had gone through all the phases of acute misery to which a girl so trained and was such a husband as liable. She had been weakened into dependence by excess of sympathy, and now as being demoralized from one to any. Mentyeth had hung upon her words at first, had been responsive to her every glance, but laterally he had become indifferent to both, and she knew it without, however, comprehending the why and wherefore of the change or of the growing sense of something wanting which was fast becoming her own normal condition. She was still finding hard to preserve the spiritual fervor which had been the predominant characteristic of her girlhood, but at this period in their intercourse she knew better than to attempt to re-arouse in him that semblance of spirituality which had deluded her in their early passion period, but she had from the first cultivated a passive attitude toward him, and that even when the natural instinct of her womanhood impelled her to war with him, in any case, however, instinct is not safeguard enough for creatures living under purely artificial conditions. They must have knowledge, and Edith had been robbed of all means of self-defense by the teaching which insisted that her only duty as a wife consisted in silent submission to her husband's will. Her intellectual life, such as it was, had stopped short from the time of her intimate association with Mentieth, and her spiritual nature had been starved in close contact with him. Only her senses had been nourished, and these were now being rendered morbidly active by disease, the shadow of an awful form of insanity already darkened her days. The mental torture was extreme, but she fought for her reason with the fearful malady valiantly, and all the time presented outwardly only the same dull apathy, giving no sign and speaking no word which could betray the fury of the rage within. This last thought took her unawares as usual and followed an accustomed course. She had entertained it for a moment, turning it over in her mind with interest, before she realized its nature when she did so, however, her soul sickened. What am I coming to? She mentally ejaculated recovering herself with an effort which resulted also in a sudden resolution. I want to go home, she said. Her voice was very husky. Mentieth, startled from the absorbing occupation of ogling the girl on the beach, looked at her sharply. Had she noticed what he was up to, and was she jealous by any chance, as these confounded, unreasonable women are apt to be? No, he concluded after carefully scrutinizing her face and attitude. There was not a trace of that kind of thing, and she evidently only meant what she said. And by jove, he thought, it's an excellent idea, for she's looking anything but nice at present. Marriage is certainly a lottery. A fellow chooses a girl for her health and beauty and gives her everything she can want in the world, and in less than a year she's a wreck. The injury done to himself implied in this last reflection caused a certain amount of irritation which portrayed itself in the politely nagging tone of his reply. What precisely do you mean by home? He asked. I mean morning quest. She answered, ah, he ejaculated. That was what I inferred. I hope I have not said anything to annoy you, she exclaimed. Oh, dear, no, he assured her. I know your sex too well to be annoyed at any of its caprices. But still, he added, a wife does not usually make her home with her parents. But we have no settled home, she remonstrated. Do you mean that for a reproach, because my want of means at present obliges me to keep my houses shut up? He asked. No, she answered with a gleam of spirit. And you know I do not. There was a pause after this. It pleased him to make her ask for his permission to go to her mother, and so many words. He perceived that she found it difficult to do so, and there was a satisfaction in the respect and fear which he thought was betokened by her hesitation. The sense of power and possession flattered his self-esteem and enlivened him. Do you object, she ventured at last? To what, dear? He asked, without interrupting in exchange of amorous glances, which was just then going on between him and the girl on the beach. To my going home. Oh, no, he exclaimed, smiling, only to that way of putting it. By the way, he added pleasantly, taking up a pair of opera glasses that were lying on the table beside him and adjusting the sight. Shall I accompany you? Edith had taken it for granted that he would, as they had never yet been separated since their marriage, and the question, striking as it did another note of change, surprised and hurt her. But as it was evident that he would not have asked if he had wished to go, she answered quietly, oh no, why should you trouble yourself? It would be no trouble, I assure you, he answered, confirming her first impression that he did not wish to go. Oh no! She repeated, I could not think of taking you away from here. If the air is doing you good. Ah, well, he answered, catching at the excuse. I suppose I ought to forego the pleasure, for I am just beginning at last to feel some benefit from the change, and I shall probably lose the little good it has done me if I go away now. Morning quest is relaxing. However, I shall join you as soon as I can, you know. This was said with a plausible affectation of being impelled by a sense of duty to act contrary to his inclination, which did not, however, impose upon Edith, and the thought that the wish to be with her now was not imperative, although she was ill, became another haunting torment during the short remaining time they were together. But happily for herself, she never perceived that he did not care to accompany her principally because she was ill. She left that afternoon with her servants and child, and he saw to the preparations for their departure with cheerful alacrity. She was depressed, and he told her she must keep up her spirits for everybody's sake, and set her a good example by keeping his own up manfully. He saw her off at the station and stood smiling and bowing with his hat in his hand until she was out of sight, and then he turned on his heel and went with a jaunty air to look for the girl on the beach. Up to the last moment Edith would have been thankful for any excuse to change her mind and stay. But when she found herself alone, and the journey had fairly begun, she experienced a sudden sense of relief. She had not realized the fact, but laterally her husband's presence had oppressed her. End of Book 3, Chapter 5 Book 3, Chapter 6 of the Heavenly Twins. This is a Librox recording. All Librox recordings are in the public domain. For more information or to volunteer, please visit Librox.org. Recording by Sandeep P.V.D.S. The Heavenly Twins by Sarah Grant. Chapter 6 The Bells had not seen their daughter and grandson for some months, and the appearance of both was a shock to them. They said not a word to each other at first, but neither of them could help looking at Edith virtually from time to time on the evening of her arrival. When the bishop came up to the drawing room after dinner and settled himself in his accustomed easy chair, Edith had crept to his side and slipping her hand through his arm. Sat leaning her head against his shoulder and staring striped before her, neither speaking nor listening, except when directly addressed. Her father, between whom and herself, there had always been a great deal of sympathy, was inexpressively touched by the silent appeal to his love. And letting the paper lie on his lap, he sat silent also, and serious feeling without in any way knowing that all was not well. Mrs. Bale was also depressed, although she assured herself again and again that such deep devotion between father and daughter was an elevating and beautiful sight, which it was a privilege to witness and tried to persuade herself that they were all extremely happy in a tranquil joy of this peaceful evening, spent alone together with the world shut out. The child is not right, the bishop said, when Edith had gone to bed. Have you noticed her face? I don't like the look of it at all, not at all. Isn't that rather unkind here? Mrs. Bale replied, I always recovered in time. You never were as ill as the poor child evidently is, he answered, and retired to his library, must disturbed. But Mrs. Bale determined not to worry herself and managed to dismiss the subject from her mind until the next day, when she was sitting alone with her daughter in the morning room upstairs. They were both working, but the conversation flagged. And Mrs. Bale from wondering why Edith was so uncommunicative, found herself involuntarily, repeating the bishop's observation that child is not right. And the question, what is the matter with your face? Dearest, I slipped from her and I was, I don't know, mother. Edith answered shortly. She had never before in her life spoken to her mother in that tone. And the latter was surprised and heard for a moment. But then pursued herself that some irritability was only natural if the child were out of health and at once made proper allowances. Edith had got up when she had spoken and left the room. She was occupying one of the state departments of the palace then. But on the way to it, she had to pass the room which had been hers as a girl. The door was open and she went in. Nothing was changed there. But the moment she entered, she felt that there was a dire full difference in herself. The sad, benignant Christ with tender, sympathetic eyes looked down upon her from the picture on the wall. But she returned the glances indifferently at first. And then remembering the rapture with which she had been owned to kneel at his feet. She looked again, the recollection of the once dear delight tantalized her now. However, because it did not renew it and turning from the picture impatiently, she went to the window. And there sank onto the seat from once she had looked out at the moonlight and the shadows on the night of the day on which it had been arranged that she should winter with her mother at Malta. And here again she endeavored to recall the glow of sensation which had thrilled her then. But only the lifeless ashes of that fire in mind. And they were burnt out past all hope of rekindling them. Even the remembrance of what her feelings had been eluded her. And she could think of nothing but of her experiences. Experiences of her married life and those precisely which it was not wise to recall. They were not exactly thoughts, however, that occupied her. But emotions to which, looking out on the sunlit garden with rounded eyes and pupils dilated to the uttermost, she had unconsciously lent herself for some time as on other occasions. Before she realized what she was doing, suddenly, however, she came to her senses and fled in a fret to the morning room where she threw herself down on her knees beside her mother impeccuously and buried her face in her lap. Take care, dear child, Mrs. Bale exclaimed. You will hurt yourself. Mother, mother, Edith cried. I have such terrible, terrible thoughts. I can't control them. I can't keep them away. The torment of my mind is awful. I could kill myself, Mrs. Bale turned pale. Pray, dearest, she ejaculated. I do, I do, mother. Edith filed, but they mingled with my prayers. God is a demon, isn't he? Mrs. Bale threw her arms around her daughter and almost shook her in her concernation. Edith, darling, do you know what you are saying? She demanded. Edith looked into her face in a bewildered way. No, mother, what was it she answered? Then all outward sign of Mrs. Bale's hesitation subsided. Some shocks stunned and some strengthened and steady us. The picturesque appeal in real size, the puzzle and the pain of her face as she made an effort to recall her words and understand them had a latter effect upon her mother. I'm afraid you are very weak, dear child. The poor lady bravely responded. Weakness makes people unhealthy-minded. You must see the doctor and have a tonic. The doctor again, Edith ground. It has been nothing but the doctor and tonics ever since I have been married. What does he say in the matter exactly? Mrs. Bale asked. All his endeavour seems to be not to say what is the matter exactly, Edith replied. Mrs. Bale reflected, caressing her daughter the while. And under the soothing influence of her loving touch, Edith's countenance began to relax. When it's mostly coming, her mother said at last. Edith's face contracted again and she rose to her feet. I don't know, mother, she answered coldly. The chime rang out at this moment and she frowned as she listened to it. I wish those bells could be stopped. She exclaimed. They deafened me. Mrs. Bale had also risen from her chair, smiling mechanically, but with pain and perplexity at her heart. I'm sure it is a journey, she said. It has quite upset you. You are nervous or all jarred. You must really lie down for a little. See, dearest, here on the couch and keep quiet quiet. She arranged the cushions. Come here, she urged. Like a good child, I'll cover you up. Edith had been accustomed to this kind of gentle compulsion all her life and she led to it now. She began to feel more like herself. I knew I should be better with you, mother, she said, sighing, and then she reached up her arm and drew her mother's face down to hers. Kiss me, mother, and tell me you forgive me for being impatient. Dear child, you are not impatient. Her mother answered, adding to herself as she returned to her seat. I hope it is only impatience. Edith had turned her face to the wall and soon appeared to be asleep. Then her mother went down to the library. The bishop rose from his writing table when she entered. It was a habit of his to be polite to his wife. I think you were right last night about Edith, she said. She is not as she should be. Right to Dr. Galfright. Ask him to come here tomorrow. Ask him to dine and stay the night as if it were only an ordinary visit, not to alarm her, you know? But tell him why we want him to come. I am nervous about her. Mrs. Bale's face quivered and she burst into tears as she spoke. Oh, my dear, I'm sure there is no need to agitate yourself, the bishop exclaimed. Now do, now don't really. See, I will write at once. He sat down and began. My dear George, and then looked up at his wife to see if she was not already relieved. Mrs. Bale could not speak, but she stroked his head once or twice in acknowledgement of his great kindness. Then more tears came because he was so very kind. And finally she was obliged to go to her own room to recover herself. As the day wore on, however, she became reassured. Edith seemed much refreshed by her sleep. And in the afternoon, when the three ladies came from the castle to call upon her, bringing Angelica with them, she quite rose up. What, Angelica, I've grown up, I've laid in a long dress, she exclaimed. Where is Diavolo? We had a slight difference of opinion this morning. Angelica answers stiffly, dear me, that is a new thing. Mrs. Bale commented, no, it's not. Angelica contradicted, bridling visible. Only when we were young, we used to settle our differences at once and have done with them. But now that I am in a long dress, Diavolo won't do that. So we have to sell like married people. But my dear child, I don't see why you should quarrel at all. Mrs. Bale remonstrated. You would if you were with us, I expect. Angelica answered. And then she turned her attention to Edith. But not by a sign, did she betray. The slightest consciousness of the latest disfigurement, unless making herself unusually agreeable, was a symptom of commiseration. And in this, she succeeded so thoroughly that when the others rose to go, Edith did not feel inclined to part with her. Won't you stay with me here for a few days? She untreated. Angelica reflected, it would do him good. I should think, she said at last. I should think it would. Edith agreed, laughing. Need I speak? Said Angelica. As Edith answered, you informed me that you are going to stay here. In order to punish Diavolo by depriving him of your society for a time. I am sure I did not say all that. Angelica exclaimed. Well, not exactly perhaps. Edith confessed, but you led me to infer it. Well, I'll stay. Angelica decided. Aunt Fulda, I'm going to stay here for a few days with Edith. She answered. Very well dear, her aunt meekly rejoined. Are you going to stay now? Yes, tell Elgibor to bring me some wearing a pearl. As a drawback to Moran, Lady Claudia scolded Lady Fulda for so weakly allowing Angelica to have her own way in everything. I thought you would agree with me that sweet womanly influence at the palace would do her good. Lady Fulda answered in an injured tone. Sweet womanly nonsense, said Lady Claudia. She will twist them all round her little finger and turn the whole place upside down before she leaves. Or I am much mistaken. Well dear, if you would only make Angelica do what you wish, while you are here to influence her, I should be thankful. Lady Fulda rejoined with gentle dignity. Lady Claudia said no more. Things went merrily at the palace for the rest of the day. Mrs. Otonbag called Terkelroy of Ilvertope between whom and Angelica there were always an excellent understanding and she entertained him now with observations and antidotes which so amused aided that as Mrs. Bale said to the bishop afterward, the dear naughty child quite took her out of herself. Angelica had never been in the same house with a baby before and she was all in trust. Whatever defects of character the new woman may eventually acquire, lack of maternal affection will not be one of them. Have you seen the baby? She asked Delugibat. When the later was brushing her hair for dinner, he had not been visible during the afternoon but Angelica had thought of him incessantly. Yes, miss, Elgbert answered. Is he a pretty boy? Angelica wanted to know. Elgbert pursed her lips with an air of reserve. You don't think so, Angelica said. She had seen the maid's face in the mirror before her. What is he like? He's exactly like the bishop, miss. Angelica broke into a broad smile at herself in the glass. What, a little old man baby? She exclaimed. Yes, miss, with a cold in his head, the maid said seriously. When she was dressed, Angelica went to make his acquaintance. On the way, she discovered her particular friend, the bishop, going virtually in the same direction and slipped her hand through his arm. We'll go together, she said confidently, taking it for granted that his errand was the same as her own. The nurse was undressing the child when they entered and Edith sat watching her. She was already dressed for the evening and looked worse in an elaborate toilet than she had done in her morning dress. A stranger would have found it hard to believe that only the year before she had been radiantly healthy and beautiful. The puzzled, pathetic expression again in her eyes as she watched the child, she had no smile for him and uttered no baby words to him nor had he a smile for her. He was old, old already and exhausted with suffering and as his gaze wandered from one to other, it was easy to believe that he was asking each dumbly why had he ever been born? Is that Edith's baby? Angelica exclaimed in her astonishment and horror under her breath. Sleeping her hand from the bishop's arms, she had seen enough in one momentary glance and she fled from the room. And the bishop followed her. Mrs. Bale was there when they entered and standing behind her daughter's chair. But she did not look at her husband nor he at her. For the first time in their married life, poor souls, they were afraid to meet each other's eyes. End of chapter six, reading by Sandeep P.V.D.S. Book three, chapter seven of The Heavenly Twins. This is a Librox recording. All Librox recordings are in the public domain. For more information or to volunteer, please visit Librox.org. Recording by Sandeep P.V.D.S. The Heavenly Twins by Sarah Grant, chapter seven. Next day in the afternoon, Mrs. Bale being otherwise engaged. Edith proposed that she and Angelica should go for a drive together. Edith was feeling better and Angelica had recovered her equanimity. She suggested that they should drive toward fountain towers. Edith had not been on that road since her marriage. And when they passed at the place where she and her mother had seen the young French girl lying insensibly on the pathway with her baby beside her, she was reminded of the incident and described it to Angelica, adding, I have so often longed to know what became of her. I can tell you, said Angelica. I know her quite well by sight. She is living with nurse Griffiths in honeysuckle cottage on Dr. Gilbride's estate. Nurse Griffiths told us he bought her there one day in his carriage, very ill. And she had been there ever since. He always gets angry and snaps at you if he's bothered about anybody who is ill or unfortunate. And I met him that day coming away from the cottage. And he spoke to us so shortly. We were sure there was something bad the matter. So we went to see what it was. And nurse Griffiths said she was French. I have not been there since, but I expect it's the same girl. Shall we stop and see? We passed the end of the lane where the cottage is. He had a tigre diggerly. She said it would be a relief to her mind to know that the girl was well cared for and happy. Oh, everybody is well cared for and happy on Dr. Gilbride's estate, said Angelica. His tenants worship him. And they would rather be abused by him than complimented by anybody else. The cottage covered with the honeysuckle from which it took its name, stood in a large old-fashioned garden at the edge of a fair plantation, which sheltered it from the northeast wind at the back and filled the air about it with blasemic fragrance. Edith and Angelica left the carriage at the end of the lane and walked up. What a lovely spot, Edith exclaimed. On a still bright day like this, it makes one realize what the saints meant by holy calm. I think I should like to live in such a place and never hear another echo from the outside world. I suppose you would just like to add beer mostly to the establishment, Angelica suggested. Edith's heart contracted. She had not thought of her husband and now she did. It was with a pang because she could not include him in her idea of Eden. The French girl was standing at the door of the cottage with a child in her arms. Is nurse Griffith seen? Angelica asked. Edith looked at the child. It should have been running about by that time, but it was small and rickety with bones that bent beneath its weight, slight as it was. Edith had looked at it first with some interest, but its unhealthy appearance repelled her. She managed, however, to speak to the girl about it kindly. What is your baby's name? She asked. Mostly, menteth was the answer. For a moment, it seemed to Edith as if all the world were blotted out. And then again, the hum of bees, the chirp of birds, the fall of a fear cone, the call of a cock-pacent in the wood-sounded, obstinately making the girl's voice as she continued speaking, appear far off and indistinct. I called him after his father, then, didn't I? She was saying to the baby in good English, but with French accent. And he used to grow up and be a strong fellow and beat his father, isn't he? For he's a bad, bad man. Nurse Griffith, hearing voices in the porch came out. Hush, Lois, she said to the girl, have no call to talk in that way now. You must excuse her. She added to the ladies. She's had a bad bringing up. I can't believe you, Edith faltered. Tell me exactly. Well, it was in this way. The girl rejoined, speaking in the prosaic tone in which her country women are accustomed to discuss matters that inspire ours with too much discussed to be mentioned. Menteth came after me and my sister wanted money. So she made me believe that he couldn't marry me because there was a law to prevent it. She said he loved me. And if I allowed him well enough, it would be a noble thing to disregard the law. And he gave her 75 pounds for that. I found her letter to Menteth about it. And I got it here, tapping the bosom of her gown. He took me abroad where he wanted to get rid of me and left me in Paris with five pounds in my pocket. But it was enough to bring me back. I was sick when I landed at Dover and they sent me to the workhouse. And when I got well again, I told them I had friends in Morning Quest and they gave me a little help to get there. But I had to tramp most of the way and I was weak. I couldn't have got as far as I did if I hadn't wanted to kill them both. Now hush, said nurse Griffiths. The Lord saved you from such a sin. The Lord said the girl derisively. If the Lord had been inclined to help me, he wouldn't have waited till I came to murder. It wasn't the Lord saved me. She will say that and I can't cure her. Nurse Griffiths declared. But I'm afraid you're feeling the heat, ma'am. And you're not very strong. She added, addressing Edith, who was clinging to the porch for support. Looking strangely haggard. Won't you come in and sit down a bit? No, thank you. It is nothing. Edith answered, steadily, recovering herself. Will you come and sit with me on that seat? She said to Lewis, indicating a rustic bench under an old pear tree at the end of the garden. I want to talk to you. Nurse Griffiths and Angelica are in mind in the porch. Who is that lady, miss? The nurse asked when Edith was out of hearing. Lady Mentieth, Angelica answered. The woman threw up her hands. Oh, Lord, have mercy upon her and upon us. What a cruel, cruel shame. She's showing her the letter. Ah, it's enough to kill her. You generally know all the mischiefs that's going miss. Why did you bring her here? I wish I had known this then, said Angelica, whose heart was thumping painfully. Fairly harm comes of it. I shall always think it was my fault. Well, there is no call to do that If you didn't know, the woman answered. I see, she was a great lady myself, but I never thought it was her. Ah, but it's a dirty man makes the misery. On the way back, Edith stopped the carriage at the telegraph office and dispatched a message to her husband to come to her, come at once. They only arrived in time to dress hurriedly for dinner. And when they went down to the drawing room, they found Dr. Galbraiths. There, with the bishop and Mrs. Bale. Where have you two been the whole afternoon? The later asked. We had tea in the library at fountain towers. Angelica answered easily and obtained some useful knowledge from your books. Dr. Galbraith looked hard at her. I wonder what development you have been up to? He thought, but Angelica's manner was unconcerned as possible. Ediths was not, however. Her face was flushed, her eyes unnaturally glittering. And she became excited about truffles and talked loudly at table. And in the drawing room after dinner, she could not keep still. Mrs. Bale asked Angelica to play and Angelica tried something soothing at first. But Ediths complied impatiently that those things always made her melancholy. Then Angelica played some bars of patriotic music stirring in the extreme. But Ediths stopped her again. That varies my brain, she said, and began to pace about the room, up and down, up and down. Her mother watched her anxiously. Angelica closed the piano. Dr. Galbraith and the bishop came in from the dining room and then Edith declared that driving in open air had made her so sleepy, she must go to bed. Angelica noticed that Dr. Galbraith scrutinized her face sharply as he shook hands with her. God bless you, my dear child. The bishop said when she kissed him and his lips moved afterward for some seconds as if he were in prayer. Her mother followed her out of the room and then silence settled on the three who were left. The bishop was obviously uneasy. Dr. Galbraith's good-looking playness was softened by a serious expression which added much to the attractiveness of his strong kind face. Angelica shivered and was about to break the spell of silence boldly in her energetic way. When suddenly and apparently overhead a heavy bell told once, it was only the cathedral clock striking the hour. But it sounded pretentiously through the solemn stillness of the night and with quickened attention, they looked up and listened. Slowly the big bell boomed forth ten strokes, then came a pass and then the chimmy rolled through the room a deafening volume of sound in long reverberations from amidst which the constant message distangled itself as it were but distinctly, all though to each listener with a different effect. It evoked Dr. Galbraith from a train of painful reflections. It reassured the bishop and it made Angelica fretful, diavolo, remorsefully. End of chapter 7 Book 3, Chapter 8 of The Heavenly Twins This is a liverbox recording. Our liverbox recordings are in the public domain. For more information or to volunteer, please visit liverbox.org. Recording by Judy Guinen. The Heavenly Twins by Sarah Grand. Book 3, Chapter 8 Angelica must have fallen asleep the moment she got into bed that night, and just as instantly she began to dream. She had never hitherto felt a throb of passion. She had given the best love of her life to her brother and had made no personal application of anything she had heard or seen or read of lovers, so that the possibility of ever having one of her own had never cost her a serious thought, but the excitement of that day and the occupations that so wrought upon her imagination that when she slept she dreamt, and in her dream she saw a semblance, the semblance of a man, a changing semblance, the features of which she could not discern, although she tried with frenzied effort, because she knew that when she saw him fully face to face he would be hers. They were not in this world nor in the next, they were not even in the universe. They were simply each the center of a great light which formed a sphere around them, and separated them from one another, and heaven and hell and earth and sky, and night and day and life and death were all added to the glory of those spheres of light, and she knew how, but there is no word of human speech to express it, she lay on light, she stood on light, she sat on light, she swam in light, and wallowed and walked and ran and meaped and soared, rolling along in her own sphere until the monotony made her giddy, and all her endeavor was to reach her lover, not for himself so much as because she knew that if their two lights could be added in equal parts to each other and mingled into one, their combined effergence would make a pathway to heaven. But try she would she could not attain her object, and finally she became so exhausted by the struggle that she was obliged to desist, the moment she did so, however, the other sphere tamed of its own accord, and rolled up to her, Dear me, Saint Angelica, how easily things are done when the right time comes. The semblance now took shape and kissed her. How nice, thought Angelica, returning the kiss. This is love, love is life. I am his, he is mine. Most of all, he is mine. No, we can't allow that, said a chorus of men from the earth. You're beginning to know too much. You'll want to be paid for your labor next just as well as we are, and that is unwomenly. But Angelica only laughed and kissed her lover. Talk does no good, she said. This is the one thing the great man-boy-booby understands at present. So she kissed him again, and every time she kissed him, he changed. He was Samson, Abraham, Lot, Antony, Caesar, Pan, Achilles. Her Achilles, Joe, he was Lancelot and Arthur, Percival, Gallahad, and Gawain. He was Henry VIII, Richelieu, Rubsapyr, Luther, and several popes. He was David the Palmist, beloved of the man-god of the Hebrews. He was golden hair to Absalon, and Saint Paul in his unregenerate days. But he never was Solomon. She saw hundreds of women dividing Solomon among them, and cherishing the little bits in the women's sphere of their day, and they offered her a portion. But she refused to take it. She said she would have the whole of him or none at all. And they were horribly shocked. They said, Fi, you are no true woman. A woman is satisfied with very little, and silently submits. But Angelica answered, Rubbish, what do you know of womanhood and truth? You talk like a bishop. And the clergy were dreadfully offended at this. They said she was all wrong. They said it mildly. They shouted it rudely. They whispered it persuasively. And then they blustered. We are right and you are wrong, they maintained. Well, I have only your word for that, Saint Angelica, which provoked them again. We speak in the name of the Lord, they answered. Oh, anybody could do that, Saint Angelica, but it wouldn't prove that they have the Lord's permission to use his name. Then they reminded her that the true spirit of God had been bestowed upon them for transmission. And she answered, Yes, but it was taken from you again for your sins and confided to us, and wherever a virtuous woman is, there is the spirit of God, and the will of God, and there only. Then they drew off a little and consulted, and when they spoke again, they had lowered their tone considerably. But you will allow, I suppose, that we have done some good in the world, they said collectively. Oh, yes, she answered. You have done your duty here and there to the best of your ability. But your ability was considerably impaired by vice. However, you have brought the world up out of the dark ages of physical force at our instigation and helped to prepare it for us. Now step down gracefully, take your pensions and perquisites, and hold your tongues. Men are the muscle, the hard-working material of the nation, women are the soul and spirit, the directing intelligence. They were about to reply, but before they could do so, a stintoran voice proclaimed, Home is a woman's fear. Who are you, said Angelica Cooley? I am the Pope of Rome, he answered, strutting up to her with dignity. And what do you know about the woman's fear, she said, laughing. I am informed of God, he declared, but she answered that she had much later information and slammed the doors of the sphere in his face. Then she peeped through the keyhole, and saw that the Pope was in consultation with the Archbishops of Canterbury and York and two popular Cardinals. They were very quiet at first, but presently they began to quarrel. Don't make such a noise, she shrieked, through the keyhole. Go away and be good, will you? We're very busy in here, and you disturb us. We're revising the moral laws. The shock of this intelligence electrified them, and while they stared at each other helplessly, not knowing what to do, she armed herself with a vulgar vernacular, which was the best weapon she understood, to level at Kant. Lord, she said to herself, how devil would enjoy this? I wish he was here. She found the work of the sphere very heavy, and she tried to remember the name of some saint, but for the life of her she couldn't think of any. So she called upon Oda and Rhoda, Broughton. Then she peeped through the keyhole again, and finding that the Pope was listening, she squirted water into his ear. The other achesiastical commissioners remained in the background looking anxious. We're tending to man, the Inuikodes now, she called to them kindly to relieve their minds. He's been too much for you, it seems, but we'll soon settle him. You're a nasty-minded woman, said the Pope. Always abusive, old candles and vestments. Angelica retorted. Candles and vestments in excess, said the Archbishop of York currently. Where? And he went off to see about them. To the pure, all things are pure, a powerful voice proclaimed at that moment. Ah, that is St. Paul's at Angelica, surprised and delighted, and then she shook hands with him. The sacred duties of wife and mother, one of the Cardinals, began to pipe. There you are meddling again, Angelica interrupted him rudely. Will you go away and let us mine our own business? This is all your fault, the Pope said, to the Archbishop of Canterbury. The Archbishop defended himself crudously, but another quarrel seemed inevitable, nevertheless. Before it could come off, however, it suddenly appeared that if it were anything, it was unwomanly. About that they were quite in accord, and having made the discovery, they went there several ways, shaking their several heads impressively. Now I shall have time to consider the state of the sphere, said Angelica. Just wait till I can come and teach you your duty. She called to the women there. I am not Esther, most decidedly, but I am Judah. I am Jail. I am Vasty. I am Godiva. I am all the heroic women of all the ages rolled into one, not for the shedding of blood, but for the saving of suffering. They did not understand her a bit, however, they were so dazed, and they all looked a-scance at her. I see, she said, I shall have to save you in spite of yourselves. But when she had looked a little longer and seen men, women, and children crowding like loathsome maggots together, she was disheartened. All this filth will breed a pestilence, she said. And I shouldn't be surprised if that pestilence were me, but just at that moment the light went out, somewhat uttered a cry in Angelica awoke. The room was flooded with moonlight. I am awake now, she said to herself, and that was a real cry. It was murder, I think, and she rose intrepidly to rush to the rescue. She was going off at once, just as she was in her nightdress. But the house was so still at the moment that she thought she might be mistaken. She was determined to go and see for herself, however, in order to make sure. And having pinned up her hair, she put on her shoes and stockings and a dressing gown, and opened the door, her heart beating wildly all the time. It was a sickening sensation. But as she listened she became aware of voices speaking naturally, and people moving to and fro, which somewhat reassured her. She left the room, however, and ran down the corridor. At the farther end a bright shaft of light streamed across it from a half-open door, and she heard Edith speaking wildly. My poor child, my poor child, Mrs. Biel answered with tears in her voice. Do try and calm yourself. Won't you tell us this story that is troubling you now? You will feel better if you tell us. No, no, Edith answered quickly. I will not tell you until he comes, any of you. But when he comes there was a pause. Then she asked Feebly, Doctor, what is the matter with my head? But before he could answer she broke out into a stream of horrid implications. Angelica put her hands to her ears, and flew back past her own room to the top of the stairs. There she encountered the bishop. He was trembling. He was at a loss. Nothing he had ever studied, either in theology or metaphysics, had the slightest degree prepared him for the state of things in society, which he was now being forced to consider. My dear child, he exclaimed, what are you doing here? Oh, I'm frightened, I'm frightened. Angelica cried thumping him hard on the chest with both fists. Let us go away and hide ourselves. She seized his hand impetuously and dragged him downstairs after her sideways. A mode of dissent, which was more rapid than either safe or graceful for a little fat bishop in evening dress. Come, come, come to the library with me and talk about God and good angels, and that kind of thing she cried. But this is the middle of the night the bishop objected. Well, and is there any time like the present Angelica exclaimed? Come at once, come and say nice soothing things from the Psalms. As she spoke, she dragged him across the hall and into the library from whence he had just issued, and then slammed the door. The bishop reproved her for this and wanted her to go to bed. But she refused. Go to bed and lie awake in the dark with horrid words about how can you expect it? She demanded, I shall not go to bed unless you come and sit beside me all night long. Poor Angelica, impetuous imperious. But in that she was her father's daughter, not saved by her wonderful intelligence from being fantastical. There must inevitably have been an element of broad farce in the various tragedy into which she might have been brought at that time, an element which was rendered all the more conspicuous by her own inability to perceive at the moment that she was behaving ridiculously and making others ridiculous. But the bishop himself was not conscious of any absurdity or loss of dignity. It was only the inconvenience that he felt just then. For he was fresh from a painful interview with Dr. Galbraith, and every nerve was drawing in response to the horror that had come upon him. His heart was rung and his conscience did not acquit him. He did recognize now, however, that Angelica was in no fit state of mind to be left alone, and sitting down beside a little table on which stood his constant companion and friend for many years a large quartile copy of the Bible. He folded his hands upon it, seeming to pray, while he waited patiently until she should have calmed herself. Her indignation had driven her to seek a more popular form of relief than the bishop had chosen, as she paced up and down the room in evident agitation every now and then stopping short to wring her hands when terrible thoughts came crowding. She became, in her own mind, exceedingly abusive. She revised and enlarged her reply to that carden who had piped to her earlier in the night about the sacred duties of wife and mother. What do you know about the sacred duties of wife and mother? She jeered, increasing her pace, as her passion waxed. Wait until you are wife and mother yourself, and then perhaps you'll be able to give an opinion, and, meanwhile, attend to your own sacred duties. You will come poking your nose into the sphere where it's not wanted. She shook her fist at him. With your theories, she exclaimed. You meddling priest, what you are afraid of is there won't be slaves enough in the world to make money for you, or poor enough to bear witness to your Christian charity. You needn't be afraid, though. As long as we have you, there'll be poverty in plenty. Here she became conscious of the attitude of her companion. The bishop blotted out the cardinal. His wrinkled hands meekly folded, his white head bowed, his benign face expressive of intense mental suffering, heroically born, impressed her. Resignation? No, not resignation exactly. Her thoughts ran on. To be resigned is to acquiesce. Resistance? Yes, to resist. But not to resist with rage. Be firm, but be gentle. She sat down at last in an easy chair and leaned back, looking up at the ceiling. In a few minutes she was fast asleep. When she awoke, the room was empty. But outside she heard receding footsteps, and springing up with characteristic impeturosity, she followed after to see for herself. The shutters were still closed in the library, and the lamps were burning, but it was broad daylight in the hall. And a heavy squall of rain was beating against the windows with mournful effect. Angelica saw a man-servant standing beside some baggage as she passed, and wondered who had arrived. At the foot of the stairs she overtook Dr. Galbreath and caught his arm. Is Edith better, she exclaimed? Dr. Galbreath looked down at her, clasped both her hands in one of his as they rested on his arm, and led her upstairs. Before they reached the top, his firm, cool touch had studied her nerves and calmed her. This is your room, I think, he said, stopping when they reached it. Angelica took the hint and went in. But she did not shut the door. You might have told me, you pig. And then perhaps I should have been satisfied, she reflected, standing just inside her room, holding her head very high, and straining her ears to listen. She heard Dr. Galbreath go to the end of the corridor, and then, as the sound of his footsteps ceased, she knew that he must have gone into Edith's room. The house was oppressively still. I suppose I am to be tortured with suspense because I am young, she thought, and then she followed Dr. Galbreath. The shutters were still closed in Edith's room, and the gas was burning. Nobody had thought of letting the daylight in. The door was open and a screen was drawn across it. What Angelica could see past the screen. She saw Edith first. She was lying on her bed still dressed, and sensible now, but exhausted. Her yellow hair, all in disorder, fell over the pillow to one side, and on the same side her mother sat facing her, rocking herself to and fro, and holding Edith's hand, which she padded from time to time in a helpless, piteous sort of way. Edith was lying on her back with her face turned toward Angelica. There were deep lines of suffering marked upon it, and her eyes glittered feverishly. But otherwise she was gray and ghastly and old. It was the horrible look of age that impressed Angelica. There were three gentlemen present, the Bishop, Dr. Galbreath, and Sir Mosley, Menteeth. Edith was looking at her father. That is why I sent for you all, she was saying feebly, to tell you, you who represent the arrangement of society which has made it possible for me and my child to be sacrificed in this way. I have nothing more to say to any of you except she sat up in bed suddenly and addressed her husband in scathing tones, except to you. And what I want to say to you is go, go, father, turn him out of the house. Don't let me ever see that dreadful man again. She fell back on her pillow, white and still, and shut her eyes. My darling, you will kill yourself, her mother exclaimed. Dr. Galbreath stepped to the side of the bed hurriedly and bent over her. The Bishop stood at the foot holding on to the rail with both hands. His whole face quivering with suppressed emotion. Menteeth gave them a vindictive glance and then stole quietly away. Angelica had made her escape and was standing at the head of the stairs wringing her hands. She was trembling with rage and excitement. I am jail. I am Judith. No, I am Cassandra. She was saying to herself, I must speak. I wished to God I hadn't answered that telegram so promptly, coming to be made an exhibition of by a sick woman in her tantrums. Menteeth reflected as he walked down the corridor. I'm surprised, Edith, but it is so like a woman. You never can count upon them. Here he caught sight of Angelica and quite started with interest. That's a deuce, fine girl, he thought, and followed her to the library instinctively. A servant had just opened the shutters. Angelica went to one of the windows and throwing it up to the top and hailed a deep breath of the fresh morning air. The rain had stopped. The servant put out the lamps and withdrew after standing aside for a moment respectfully to allow sermosely Menteeth to enter. The latter glanced round the room, but Angelica was hidden by the curtain in the deep embrasure of the window. Menteeth bit his nails and stood still for some time. Then the bishop came followed by Dr. Galbraith and walked straight up to him. It was a bad moment for sermosely Menteeth. He tried to inspect his father-in-law Cooley, but his hand was somewhat tremulous as he raised it to twist the ends of his little light moustache. My daughter wishes you to leave the house, the bishop said sternly, and I may say that we, her father and mother, also wish you to go now at once. Angelica sprang from her hiding place. And take that, she cried for a present, you father of a speckled toad. And seizing the heavy quartile Bible from the table, she flung it with all her might full in his face. It happened to hit him on the bridge of his nose, which it broke. End of Book 3, Chapter 8, Recording by Judy Guinen Book 3, Chapter 9 of The Heavenly Twins This is a liverbox recording. All liverbox recordings are in the public domain. For more information or to volunteer, please visit liverbox.org. Recording by Judy Guinen The Heavenly Twins by Sarah Grand Book 3, Chapter 9 Later in the day, Lord Don, who had written in, saw Dr. Galbraith's carriage waiting before Mrs. Orton Begg's little house in the clothes. He reigned in his horse, which was fidgety, and at the same moment Dr. Galbraith came out. Nothing wrong here, I hope, Lord Don inquired. No, is the current response. It is that poor child at the palace. I have been up with her all night. What is the matter now, Lord Don inquired. Now it is her brain, the doctor answered, then stepped into his carriage and was driven away. Lord Don dismounted and met Mrs. Orton Begg, who was coming out with her body on. No hope, I suppose, he said in a tone of deep commiseration. Oh, it is worse than death, she answered. I am going there now. Dr. Galbraith said I shall be of use. The bishop and Angelica spent some time in the library together that morning. The bishop had sent for Angelica to talk to her, and she had come to talk to the bishop. And being quicker of speech than he, she had taken the initiative. Did you ever feel like a horse with a bearing reign, championing his bit? She began the moment she burst into the room. No, I never did, so the bishop severely. Ah, then I can never make you understand how I feel now. She said throwing herself on to a chair, opposite to him sideways, so that she could clasp the back. You look very unsympathetic, she remarked. It seems to me the bishop began with increased severity, that you have no respect for anybody. No, I have not, she answered decidedly, at least not for bishops and doctors who let Menteath miscreate Lucy's society to marry whom they please, the bishop winced. I am sorry to have to reprove you seriously, he recommended, shaking his head, but I feel that I should not be doing my duty if I neglected to point out to you the extremely reprehensible nature of your conduct, first in causing grievous distress of mind to Edith, in consequence of which partly she is now lying dangerously ill upstairs. Angelica stopped him by suddenly assuming a dignified position on her chair. She looked hard at him, and as she did so great tears came into her eyes, and ran down her cheeks. If I have done Edith any injury, she exclaimed, I shall never forgive myself. Well, well, said the bishop kindly, but do you think I was so much to blame, Angelica demanded interrupting him? I only did what you and Mrs. Biel and everybody else did, took it for granted that she had married a decent man. But go on, said Angelica, throwing herself back in her chair and folding her arms, what else have I done? You have grievously injured a fellow creature. Oh, fellow, if you like, and creature too, said Angelica, but the injury I did him was a piece of luck for which I expect to be congratulated. You took the sacred word of God, the bishop began. Because of the weight of it, Angelica interrupted again. Figuratively, too, it was most appropriate. I call it poetic justice, whichever way you look at it. And she burst into a sudden squall of rage. If you nag me any more, I'll throw bibles about until there isn't a whole one in the house. The bishop looked at her steadily. I shall say no more, he observed very gently. But I beg of you to reflect. Then he opened the court of Bible and began to read to himself. Angelica remained sitting opposite to him, looking mootily at the floor, but now and then they stole fertile glances at each other. And every time the bishop looked at Angelica, he shook his head. Things have gone wrong and the sphere slipped from Angelica at last. The sphere? Said the bishop looking up. What's sphere? The woman's sphere, Angelica answered solemnly, and then she told him her dream. It took her exactly an hour to relate it with such comments and hallucinations as she deemed necessary. And the bishop heard her out. When she finished he was somewhat exhausted. But he said that he thought it a very remarkable dream. If you had been able to manage the sphere you see, Angelica concluded, and to regulate the extent of it, you would have been able to make it a proper place for us to live in by this time. My dear child, you are talking nonsense, the bishop exclaimed. Well, it may sound so to you at present, Angelica answered temperately. But there is a small idea in my mind, which won't be nonsense when it grows up. She was silent for a little after that, and then she ejaculated. I shouldn't be surprised if that pestilence were me. Ah, said the bishop. Did I speak, said Angelica? Yes. Ah, then that is because I am tired out. I shall go to bed. Don't for the life of you let anybody disturb me. She got up and left the room yawning desperately, and very soon afterward her aunts came to take her back to mourn. But the bishop obeyed her last injunction implicitly, and they were obliged to return without her. The news that Edith had returned to the palace bringing her little son for the first time was soon known in the neighborhood. The arrival of the boy was one of those events of life originally destined to be a great joy, which softened the heart and make it tender. And very soon carriages came rolling up with ladies leaning forward in them, all in a flutter of sympathy and interest, eager to offer their congratulations to the young mother and to be introduced to the child. And meanwhile Mrs. Beale sat beside her daughter's bed, patting her slender white hand from time to time, as it lay upon the coverlet. With that little gesture which had struck Angelica as being so piteous, Edith had not spoken for hours, but suddenly she exclaimed, Evadin was right. Mrs. Beale rocked herself to and fro and the tears gathered in her eyes and slowly trickled down her cheeks. Edith, darling, she said at last with a great effort. Do you blame me? Oh, no, mother, oh, no, Edith cried, pressing her hand and looking at her with the last flash of loving recognition. The same thing may happen now to any mother, to any daughter, and will happen so long as we refuse to know and resist. As Phasma Payne contracted her face, she pressed her mother's hand again gently and closed her eyes. Presently she laughed. I am quite, quite mad, she said. Do you know what I have been doing? I have been murdering him. I have been creeping, creeping with bare feet to surprise him in his sleep, and I had a tiny knife, very sharp, and I felt for the artery. She touched her neck, and then stabbed quickly, and he awoke, and knew he must die, and cowered. And it was all a pleasure to me. Oh, yes, I am quite, quite mad. She did not notice the coming and going of people now, or anything that was done in her room that day, only once when she heard a servant outside the door whisper. For her ladyship she asked what it was, and a silver solver was brought to her covered with visiting cards. She looked at one or two kind messages, she said, great names, and I am a great lady, too, I suppose. I made a splendid match, and now I have a lovely little boy. The one thing wanting to complete my happiness, what numbers of girls must envy me? Ah, they don't know, but tell them, tell them that I am quite, quite mad. Mrs. Beale was at last persuaded to go and rest, and Mrs. Orton Begg replaced her. I am glad you have come, said Edith. I want to show you my lovely little son. Naturally I want to show him to everyone, and she laughed. Late in the evening when the room was lighted up, Edith noticed her father and mother and Dr. Galbraith. Angelica was there, too, but in the background. Oh, Edith exclaimed with a sudden shriek. Starting up in bed, I want to kill, I want to kill him, I want to kill that monstrous child. Dr. Galbraith was in time to prevent her springing out of bed. I know I am mad, she moaned in a broken voice. I am quite, quite mad. I never heard a creature in my life, never thought, an evil thought of anyone. Why must I suffer so? Father, my head, again she started up. Can't you? Can't you save me? She shrieked, Father, my head, my head. Angelica stole away to her own room, put on her things, and walked back to Morn alone. LibriVox.org Recording by Laura Riley The Heavenly Twins by Sarah Grand Book 3 Chapter 10 Angelica had been baptized into the world of anguish. She had assisted at horrid mysteries of life and death, and the experience was likely to be warping. She had fled from the palace, first because she could not bear the place any longer, and secondly because she felt imperatively that she must see Diabolo. He had been in bed and asleep for some time when she went to his room that night, and awoke him by flashing a light in his face. He was startled at first, but when he saw who it was, he remembered their last quarrel and the base ways she had deserted him by going to stay at the palace, and he thought it due to his wounded heart to snap at her. What do you mean by disturbing me so late at night? He drawled, plaintatively, bringing in such a beastly lot of fresh air with you, too. You make me shiver. Don't be a fool, Diabolo, Angelica answered. You know you're delighted to see me. How nice you look, with your hair all tousled. I wish my hair was fair like yours. Oh, I have such a lot to tell you. Get on, then, he said, lying back on his broad white pillows, resignedly, or go away and keep your confidences till tomorrow. If you would be so good as to kindly consult my inclinations, that is what I should ask. He added politely. Angelica curled herself up on the end of his bed and leaned against the foot rail. The room was large and lofty, and the only light in it was that of the candle which she still held in her hand. She had a walking jacket on, over an evening dress, and a hat, but this she took off and threw on the floor. I've run away, she said. I walked home all alone. What, up that long dark hill? He exclaimed, with interest, but without incredulity. The heavenly twins never lied to each other. Yes, she answered impressively, and I cut across the pine woods, and the big black shadows fluttered about me like butterfly bogies, and I wasn't afraid. I threw my arms about, and ran, and jumped, and breathed. Oh, she exclaimed, after holding your breath for 24 hours and a house full of gaslight and groans, you learn what it is to be able to breathe freely out under the stars in the blessed dark. And there was a little crescent moon above the trees, she added. Diavolo had opened his great gray eyes, and looked out over her head through the wall opposite, watching her with enthusiasm as she cut across the pine woods. And how did you get in? he asked. At the back, she answered, they looked into each other's intelligent faces and grinned. Everybody is in bed, she added, and I'm half inclined to return to the palace and come back tomorrow in the carriage properly. I shouldn't do that, said Diavolo, feeling that such a proceeding would be an inartistic anti-climax. And it's tomorrow now, I should think. He raised himself on his elbow and peered at the clock on the mantelpiece. Angelica held up the candle. It's two, she said. What do you do when you first wake up in the morning? Turn round and go to sleep again, Diavolo grunted. I always look at the clock, said Angelica. But I want to tell you, you know after you said I was a cyclone in petticoats? Diavolo nodded. So you are, he remarked. Well, I am, then, Angelica retorted. Have it so, only don't interrupt me. I can't think why I cared, she added upon reflection. It seems so little now and such a long way off. Is it as far from the point as you are? Diavolo courteously inquired. Ah, I'm coming to that, she resumed, and then she graphically recounted her late painful experiences, including the bishop's charge to Sir Mosley Manteath, and poor Edas last piteous appeal to heaven and earth for the relief which she was not to receive. And did she die? Diavolo asked in an awestruck whisper. Being less sturdy and more sensitive than Angelica, he was quite shaken by the bare recital of such suffering. Not while I was there, Angelica answered, I heard her as I came out. She was calling on God then. They were both silent for some moments after this. Angelica fixed her eyes on the candle, and Diavolo looked up to the unanswering heaven, full of the vague wonderment which asks, Why? Why? Why? There is no law, you see, Angelica resumed, either to protect us or avenge us. That is because men made law for themselves, and that is why women are fighting for the right to make laws, too. I'll help them, Diavolo exclaimed. Will you? said Angelica. That's right, shake hands. Having solemnly ratified the compact, Angelica boldly asserted that all the manly men were helping women now, including Uncle Dawn and Dr. Galbraith. Then she thought she would go to bed. Of course, she had flung the door wide open when she entered, and left it so, and happening to glance toward it now, it seemed to her that there was a horrible, peculiar, kind of pitchy black darkness streaming in. Oh Diavolo, she exclaimed. I'm frightened. I dare not go alone. You, frightened, he jeered, after dancing home alone and tipped dark through the pine woods, too. There were only birds, beasts, and bogies there, pleasant creatures, she said, but here, behind those rows and rows of closed doors, there will be ghosts of tortured women, and I shall hear them shriek. Her terror communicated itself to Diavolo's quick imagination, and he glanced toward the door apprehensively. Then he deliberately arose, put on his dressing gown and slippers, and lit a candle, by which time his face was steadily set. Come, he said, I'll see you safely to your room. Diavolo, you're a real gentleman, Angelica protested, for I know you're in as big a fright as I am. Diavolo drew himself up and led the way. Their rooms were far apart, it having been deemed advisable to separate them when they first came to the castle, at which time there had been a curious delusion that distance would do this. The first part of their progress that night was nervous work, but they had not gone far before the new aspect, which familiar things took on by the light of their candles, arrested their attention. The light makes great grandpa wink, said Angelica, looking up at a portrait, and Venus has put on a cloak. She's wrapped in shadow, said Diavolo poetically. They were talking quite unconcernedly by this time, and in their usual somewhat loud tone of voice, fear of discovery not being one of their characteristics. They were bound to have awakened any light sleeper, but it so happened that they passed no occupied rooms, but their uncle Dawn's. He, however, being up, heard them, and opened his door on them suddenly. They both jumped. What are you two doing? he said. And why are you here at all, Angelica? I didn't think it delicate to stay at the palace any longer under the circumstances, she answered glibly. Lord Dawn was struck by the extreme propriety of this reply. And may I ask when you returned? he said. Yesterday, she answered. And I've had nothing to eat since. Oh, he observed. And you've not had time to remove your walking jacket, either. He looked hard at her. I should like very much to know how you got in, he said, shaking his head. The heavenly twins looked at him affably. Well, he concluded, knowing better than to question them. I suppose you know where to find food if that is your object. They both grinned. Come along, Uncle Dawn, and we'll show you. Angelica burst out sociably. Yes, do. Diavolo entreated. Come and revel. The heavenly twins never worked on any regular plan. Their ideas always came to them as they went on. Lord Dawn felt that this was really claiming a kinship with him and a picture which presented itself to his mind's eye of himself foraging for food in his father's castle with the heavenly twins in the small hours of the night appealed to him. It was an opportunity not to be lost. Very well, he said, putting his hands in the pockets of the short velvet jacket he was wearing and preparing to follow. The twins led the way, holding their candles aloft and descending the stairs in step. But exactly what the mysteries were into which they initiated their uncle that night, nobody knows. Only they were all very late for breakfast the next morning, and when Lord Dawn saw his sisters, he listened in silence to such explanations of Angelica's reappearance at the castle as they were able to offer. Angelica herself forgot she was not at home and came down to breakfast yawning unconcernedly. The exclamation of surprise with which she was greeted took her aback at first. She had intended to send a carriage early in the morning for her maid Elizabeth and to walk in herself with her hat on when it returned as if she had come in it. But as she only remembered this intention when Lady Folda exclaimed, Why, Angelica, how did you come? She was obliged to have recourse to the simple truth, and after answering blandly, I walked, Auntie. She left the matter there for others to elucidate at their leisure if they chose to make inquiries. But the accustomed trouble with the heavenly twins seemed insignificant at this time, compared with other perplexities which were pending at the castle. The Old Duke had been very queer lately. He had been dreaming and seeing things, as Diavolo exclaimed to Angelica. Storms and what dreams, ye holy gods, what dreams? Father Ricardo said they were the miraculous temptations of the devil, the implications being that the poor Old Duke's soul was more specially worth wrangling for than those of less exalted sinners. The one dear wish of Father Ricardo's life was to be mixed up in something miraculous. He was too humble to expect anything to be revealed to himself personally, but he had great hopes of the saintly Lady Folda. And certainly, if concessions are to be wrung from the infinite to the finite by perfect holiness of life and mind, she should have obtained some. She had become deeply red in that kind of lore under Father Ricardo's direction and had meditated so much about occurrences of the like that it would not have surprised her if she had met our Lady anywhere. Bright light, blue cloak, supernatural beauty, indefinite draperies, lilies, sacred heart, and all. She had, in fact, thought too much about it, and was becoming somewhat hysterical, which raised Father Ricardo's hopes, for he was not a scientific man and knew nothing of the natural history of the human being and of hysteria. And besides, by dint of long watching, fasting, and otherwise outraging what he believed to had been created in the image of God, these his own poor body, and also by the feverish fervor by which he entreated heaven to vouchsafe them a revelation at mourn for the benefit of Holy Church, he was warned to a shadow and had become somewhat hysterical himself. The twins had discovered him on his knees before the altar in the chapel at night, and had been much interested in the vain repetitions and other audible ejaculations, which he was offering up with many contortions of his attenuated form. Isn't he enjoying himself? Diabolo whispered. He must be in training to wrestle with the devil when they meet. Angelica surmised. But all this was having a bad effect upon the old Duke. In private, he and Lady Falda and the priest talked of nothing but apparitions and supernatural occurrences generally. Lord Dawn had obtained a hint of what was going on from some chance observations of the heavenly twins, but until the day after Angelica's return from the palace, neither his father nor his sister had spoken to him on the subject. That morning, however, he happened to go into the chapel to see how the colors were lasting and some decorative work which he had done there himself years before, and there he found his father standing in the aisle to the right of the altar near the door of the sacristy, gazing up fixately at a particular panel in the dark oak work which covered that portion of the wall. Anything wrong, father? He said, going up to him. Dawn, the old Duke replied in an undertone, touching his son's arm with the point of the forefinger of his left hand and pointing up to the panel with the stick he held in his right. Dawn, if it were not for what that panel conceals, he ended by folding his hands on the top of his stick, looking down at the pavement and shaking his head. I saw it in a dream first, he resumed, looking up at the panel, but now it appears during every service. It comes out. It stretches its baby hands to me. It sobs. It sighs. It begs. It prays. And sometimes it smiles. And then there are dimples about its innocent mouth. Some disturbance of the atmosphere caused Lord Dawn to look round at this moment, although he had heard nothing, and he was startled to find his sister Falda standing behind him, looking as awestruck as the Duke. We must tear down that panel, the old man exclaimed, becoming excited. We must exercise and purify and cleanse the house. It is that, that, shaking his stick at the panel, which hinders the event. Burry it deep, bury it deep, give it the holy rites, and then, his voice dropped, he muttered something inaudible, and walked feebly down the aisle. Lady Falda followed him out of the chapel, but presently she returned. Her brother was still standing as she had left him, looking now at the pavement, and now at the panel, and deep in thought. His gray face lighted with tenderness as he turned to meet her. She was very pale. I am afraid all this is too much for you, Falda. He said seriously. No, this is nothing, she answered. Nothing. No human excitement ever disturbs me. But, Dawn, I have seen it myself. It? What, Falda? The child, just as he describes it. It appears there, looking up at the panel, and stretches out its little hands to me, smiling. But when I move to take it, it is gone. My dear Falda, Lord Dawn replied, with a shiver which he attributed to the chill of the chapel. People who live in such an atmosphere as you do are liable to see things. It would ease my mind, she said, clasping her hands on his shoulder, and laying her cheek upon them. It would ease my mind if that panel were removed. There is something behind it. It must be solid masonry, then, he answered, smiling. And, stepping up to the panel, he tapped it hard with his knuckles. But contrary to his expectations, the sound it emitted was somewhat hollow. Then he examined it carefully, and discovered that it was not fitted into grooves, as the other panels were, but was held in place by four screws, the heads of which had been carefully concealed by putty, stained and varnished to the color of the oak. I will see about this at once, he said. The message from the palace that morning, sent by Mrs. Orton Begg, had been, Edith still lingers, and Lord Dawn had intended to go there to see the bishop. In times of sickness and sorrow, he was everywhere welcome. But now he went with the further intention of finding Dr. Galbraith. In this he was successful, and they had a long talk about the state of affairs at the castle, and it was finally arranged that Dr. Galbraith should dine there that evening and remain for the night. That panel must be removed, he said, and it should be done with great ceremony. The best time would be midnight. But leave all that to Father Ricardo, and only insist upon one thing, and that is the presence of the heavenly twins. Are you meditating a coup de theatre? No, not at all, Dr. Galbraith replied. Only I am quite certain that if there is any exorcism to be done, the heavenly twins will accomplish it better than any priest. Lord Dawn, however, remained somewhat uncertain about the wisdom of this recommendation, but as Dr. Galbraith had always managed his father's foibles and other difficult matters at the castle with admirable tact and delicacy he gave in. The twins themselves soon perceived that there was something in the air. During the day several strange priests arrived, all looking more or less important, but they did not dine with the Duke. The demeanor of the latter was portentiously solemn. Diavolo tried to take him out of himself, but was reproved for his levity, and Father Ricardo and Lady Falda went about with exalted expressions of countenance, and looking greatly in need of food and rest. Even in the early part of the evening nobody talked much, and as the hours dragged on slowly toward midnight the silence in the castle became oppressive. The servants stole about on tiptoe and in pairs, being nervous about going into the big empty rooms and down the long shadowy corridors alone. There was, besides, a general inclination to glance about furtively as the hush of anxious expectancy settled upon everybody. The twins felt it themselves, but they were everywhere all the same, and if any particular preparations had been made it would have been at the risk of their discovering them. The night was sultry and very dark. Dr. Galbraith and Lord Dawn stood together, stirring their coffee at an open window in the great drawing room. It is curiously still, said Lord Dawn, looking out. It reminds me of the legend of nature, waiting breathless for the happy release of an imprisoned soul. I wonder how that poor child Edith is. I would give anything that anybody could name. Dr. Galbraith said slowly, to be quite sure that she would pass into peace tonight. Ah, poor girl, poor innocent girl! Lord Dawn ejaculated, and then he said, as if speaking to himself, How long, oh Lord, how long? We are so powerless. We accomplish so little. The great sum of suffering never seems lessened. Do what we will. They were silent for some time after that, each occupied with painful thoughts, and then Dr. Galbraith spoke with an effort to change the direction of them. A storm tonight would be most opportune, he said. But things of that kind never do happen, opportunely. Lord Dawn rejoined. Just as he spoke, however, a brilliant flash of lightning lit up vividly the precipitous side of the hill and the whole valley beneath them for a moment. Let us hope it is a happy omen, said Dr. Galbraith. Toward midnight, the various members of the household who were privileged to be present at the coming ceremony began to assemble in the chapel. But the very first to arrive found that the heavenly twins were before them, and had secured the best seats for seeing and hearing. The chapel was dim and even dark at the corners and at the farther end, there being no light except from the candles which were burning upon the altar. Four priests were kneeling before it at the rails, and a fifth came out of the sacristy, presently, and passed in. It was Father Ricardo, and as he made the genuflection, it was seen that his face was irradiated by profound emotion. He remained on his knees before the altar for some moments. Then he arose, and at the same instant the chapel glowed in every color of the prism. It was merely the play of the lightning through the stained glass windows, but the unexpected effect combined with the electricity in the atmosphere and the tension of expectancy wrought upon the nerves of all present. The heavenly twins snuggled up close to each other. Lady Fulda's lips began to move rapidly in fervent prayer. Angelica noticed this, and as she watched her ant, her own lips began to move in imitation, either involuntarily or in order to see if she could work them as fast. But now the attention of all present became riveted upon the priests. Father Ricardo descended the altar steps, and two of the others followed him into the sacristy. They returned in the same order, but Father Ricardo was carrying a basin of holy water and an aspergillus, with which he proceeded to sprinkle all present, murmuring some inaudible adoration the while. One of the strange priests held an open book, and the other carried some common carpenter's tools. During this interval the lightning flashed again, and was seen to play about the chapel in fantastic figures before the black darkness engulfed it. A long, irregular roll of distant thunder succeeded, and then, after a perceptible pause, there was a sound as of hundreds of little feet pattering upon the roof. They were the advanced guard of raindrops heralding the approaching storm, and halted instantly, while the air in the chapel became perceptibly colder. And Dr. Goldbraith himself began to experience sensations which made him fear it would have been wiser if a less appropriate time had been chosen to lay the ghost. The priest now approached the panel, upon one corner of which a ray of light from the altar fell obliquely. Father Ricardo sprinkled it liberally from where he stood on the ground, repeating some formula as he did so, and then mounted a small pair of steps which had been placed there for the purpose, and began to search for the screws. As he found them, he cut out the hard putty that concealed them with a knife which one of the priests had handed up to him for the purpose, and when he had accomplished this he exchanged the knife for a screwdriver, and endeavored to turn the screws. But this required more strength than his ill-treatment of his poor body had left in it, and he was obliged to relinquish the task to one of the other priests. The two who had hitherto knelt at the altar now joined the group in front of the panel. All five looked unhealthy and frightened, but the one who next descended the steps and made a brave effort, and began to remove the screws. He was a muscular man, but it was hard work, requiring his full strength, and those present held their breath and anxiously watched him straining every sinew, and meanwhile the storm gathered overhead, the lightning and thunder flashed and crashed almost simultaneously, and the rain fell in torrents. Having removed the screws, the priest descended the steps, which he pushed on one side, and inserting the screwdriver into a crevice prized the panel outward. It resisted for some time, then, suddenly yielding, fell forward on his head, and crashed noisily to the ground. All present started and stared. The panel had concealed an aperture, a small niche rudely made by simply removing some of the masonry. It was long and low, and there lay in it what was unmistakably the body of a young child, fully dressed. The priest fell back. Lady Fulda's parted lips became set in the act of uttering a word. The duke groaned aloud, while an expression of not being able to believe their own eyes settled upon the countenances of Lord Dawn, Dr. Galbraith, and the tutor, Mr. Ellis. After the fall of the panel, there was a pause, during which the very storm seemed to wait in suspense. Nobody knew what to do next, but before they had recovered themselves, Angelica broke the silence at the top of her voice. You pushed me, she angrily exclaimed. I did not, Diavolo retorted. You did. I didn't. Smack. And Miss Hamilton Wells stood trembling with rage in the aisle. Then she darted toward the aperture. The priest fell back. I believe it's all a trick, she said, reaching up and seizing the child by its petticoats. Lady Fulda uttered an exclamation. The duke stood up. Angelica tugged the figure out of the niche, looked at it, and then held it to the light. It was a huge wax-baby doll, considerably battered, which had once been a favorite of her own. Diavolo came out of his seat, hugging himself, and bursting in eloquent silence. Father Ricardo wiped the perspiration from his face. Lord Dawn bit under his lip. Lady Fulda gathered herself up from her knees and stood helpless. Everybody looked foolish, including the duke, whose eyebrows contracted nervously. Then suddenly that treacherous memory of his landed him back in the old days. By Jove, he exclaimed aloud, I'm more like Angelica, and less of a damned fool than I thought. Come, Diavolo, this is no place for us. Angelica cried. She seized his hand, and they both darted into the sacristy. There was a bang, a scuffle, and then a dull thud. But the first to follow was only in time to see eight fingertips clinging for a moment outside to the ledge of one of the narrow windows, which was open. They've jumped out. It's fourteen feet. Hush, listen. And then the congregation scattered hurriedly from the sacred precincts, leaving the candles burning on the altar, the doll lying on the pavement, the gaping niche and the fallen panel to bear witness to some of the incredible phases through which the human race passes on its way from incomprehensible nothingness to the illimitable unknown. End of Book 3, Chapter 10. Book 3, Chapter 11 of The Heavenly Twins. This is a LibriVox recording. All LibriVox recordings are in the public domain. For more information or to volunteer, please visit LibriVox.org. Recording by Laura Riley. The Heavenly Twins by Sarah Grand. Book 3, Chapter 11. The Heavenly Twins had disappeared for the night. Those who ran round to the outside wall of the sacristy to look for them found only a shred of Angelica's gown hanging on a shrub. Their footsteps could be followed cutting across the grass of a sappy lawn, but beyond that was a walk of hard asphalt, and there all trace of them was lost. But Lady Folder said they must be found and brought back, and sleepy servants were accordingly aroused and set to search the grounds, while grooms were sent off on horseback to scour the lanes. The storm was still muttering in the distance, but above Mornay the sky had cleared, and the crescent moon shone out to facilitate the search. It was quite fruitless, however, from Mornay to Morning Quest the messengers went, passing backward and forward from the castle the whole night long. Lady Folder never closed her eyes, and when the party assembled at breakfast next morning, they were all suffering from want of sleep. The Duke, Lord Dawn, Dr. Galbraith, Mr. Ellis, Father Ricardo, and the Four Strange Priests were at table. What can have become of those children? Lady Folder was exclaiming for the hundredth time when the door opened, and the twins themselves appeared, hand in hand, smiling affably. They looked as fresh as usual, and began to perform their morning salutations with their habitual self-possession. Where have you been? the Duke asked sternly. In bed, of course. Angelica answered, till we got up, at least. Where else should we be? She looked round in innocent inquiry. We just ran round to the garden door, you know, Diavolo explained, and went to bed. You couldn't expect us to stay out on a dripping night like that. Lord Dawn afterward expressed the feeling of the whole household when he declared, well, it never did, and it never would, have occurred to me to look for them in their own rooms. He remained behind with them in the breakfast room that morning when the others withdrew. I suppose we shall be sent for directly, said Angelica, resignedly, Diavolo grinned. I say, how did you feel last night when it was all going on? She inquired. Awfully nice, he rejoined. I had little warm shivers all over me. So had I, she said, like small electric shocks, and I believed in the ghost and everything. I expect that is why that kind of supernatural business is kept up, because it makes people feel creepy and nice. You can't get the same sensation in any other way, and I daresay there are lots of people who wouldn't like to lose a whole set of sensations. I should think they're the kind of people who collect the remains of a language to save it when it begins to die out. I should say those were intelligent people, her uncle observed. Angelica looked at him doubtfully. Well, at any rate, I should like to believe in ghost, said Diavolo. So should I, said Angelica, in fun, you know, and I was thinking so last night. But then I could not help noticing what a fool Aunt Falda was making of herself, and Grand Papa looked such a precious old idiot, too. They weren't enjoying it a bit. You were the only one of the family, Uncle Dawn, who believed and looked dignified. Who told you I believed, he asked. Well, I'm not sure that you did, Angelica answered. But at all events, your demeanor was respectful, hence the dignity, perhaps. If yours were a little more respectful, you would gain in dignity, too, I imagine, Diavolo observed. Angelica boxed his ears promptly, whereupon her uncle took her to task with unusual severity for him. You are quite grown up now, he said. You talk like a mature woman, and act like a badly brought up child of ten. You are always doing something ridiculous, too. I should be ashamed to have you at my house. Angelica looked amazed. Well, it is your fault as much as anybody's. She burst out when she had recovered herself. Why don't you make me something of a life? You can't expect me to go on like this forever, getting up in the morning, riding, driving, lessons, dressing, and bed. It's the life of a lap dog. She got up and going to one of the windows, which was open, leant out. Dawn and Diavolo followed her. As the former approached, she turned and looked him full in the face for an answer. You will marry eventually, he began. Like poor Edith, she suggested. Dawn compressed his lips. That was her ideal, Angelica proceeded. Her own home and husband and family, someone to love and trust and look up to. She told me all about it at Fountain Towers, under the influence of indignation and strong tea. And she was an exquisite womanly creature. No, thank you. It isn't safe to be an exquisite womanly creature in this rotten world. The most useful kind of heart for a woman is one hard enough to crack nuts with. Nobody could ring it then. You would lose all finer feeling, Lord Dawn began. Including the heartache itself, she supplemented. But what do you want? he asked. An object, she answered. Something, something, something beyond the mirror getting up in the morning and going to bed at night with an interval of exercise between. I want to do something for somebody. Lord Dawn raised his eyebrows slightly. He had no idea that such a notion had ever entered her head. At this point a servant was sent by his Grace to request the twins to be so good as to go to him in the library at once. It is the inevitable inquiry, Angelica said residedly. Come with us, Uncle, do, she coaxed. It is sure to be fun. Lord Dawn consented. On the way Diabolo remarked ambiguously. But I don't understand yet how there came to be a ghost as well. The inquiry led to nothing. The heavenly twins had determined not to incriminate themselves and they refused to answer a question. They stood together, drawn up in line, with their hands behind their backs, changed from one leg to the other when they were tired and looked exceedingly bored, but they would not speak. The duke stormed. Lady Falda entreated. Father Ricardo prayed. Even Lord Dawn begged them not to be obstinate. But it was all in vain and their grandfather, losing all patience, ordered them out of the room at last. As they retired Diabolo asked Father Ricardo if he were thinking of thumb screws. I feel quite sure that Angelica did not know the doll was there. Lord Dawn said when the twins had gone, I fancy it was a trick Diabolo had played her. Nobody mentioned the ghost again. It was felt to be a delicate subject. Lady Falda was made to take rest and atonic. The duke was rigidly dieted and Father Ricardo was sent away for change of air. But the twins never ceased from troubling. As soon as the duke's temper was restored, they consulted the party collectively at afternoon tea in the Oriole room on the subject of Angelica's dissatisfaction. Diabolo affected to share it, but that was only by way of being agreeable as he inadvertently betrayed. I suppose I shall have to do something myself. He drawled in his lazy way. I should think marriage is the best profession for you, said Angelica scornfully. Thank you, I will consider the question. Diabolo answered. He was lying on the floor in his habitual attitude with his head on the windowsill, beaming about him blandly. The army is the only possible profession for a gentleman in your position, the duke observed. Ah, that would not meet my views at present, Diabolo rejoined. I am advised that the army is not a career for a man. It is a career for a machine, for a machine with a talent for converting other men into machines, and I haven't the talent. I suppose if Uncle Dawn won't marry, I shall be obliged to go into the House of Lords eventually, but in the meantime, I should like to be doing some good in the world. You might go into Parliament, his uncle suggested. Ah, no, Diabolo answered seriously. I should never dream of undertaking any of the actual work of the world while there are plenty of good women to do it for me. My modest idea was to be a musician or a philanthropic lecturer or artist of some kind, something that gives pleasure, you know, and the proceeds to be devoted to the indigent. May I ask if you belong to the peace party? said the duke. I am a peace party myself, Diabolo answered. Anybody who has lived as long with Angelica as I have would be that. If you were not a party in pieces. I admire your wit, said Angelica sarcastically. Diabolo bestowed a grateful smile upon her. But everything is easy enough for a man of intellect, she went on, whatever his position. It is our powers that are wasted. Vanity, vanity, said Lady Falda. Why do you suppose that your abilities are superior? I can prove that they are, Angelica answered hotly. Then suddenly her spirits went up and she began to be sociable. For a few days after this the heavenly twins appeared to be very busy. They both wrote a great deal and also practiced regularly on their violins and the piano. And they made some mysterious expeditions slipping away unattended into Morning Quest. It was suspected that they had something serious on hand, but Father Ricardo, being away, the spy system was suspended, so nobody knew. One morning, however, big placards which had been printed in London appeared on every hoarding in Morning Quest, announcing in the largest type that Ms. Hamilton Wells and Mr. Theodore Hamilton Wells would give an entertainment in the theatre for the benefit of certain of the city charities which were specified. The programme opened with music which was to be followed by a speech from Mr. Theodore Hamilton Wells and to conclude with a monologue entitled The Condemned Cell to be delivered by Ms. Hamilton Wells, who had written it specially for the occasion. This was the news which greeted Mr. Hamilton Wells and Lady Adeline upon their return from their voyage round the world, and like everybody else, when they first saw the placard, which was as they drove from the station through Morning Quest to the castle, they exclaimed, who on earth is Mr. Theodore Hamilton Wells? The Old Duke was rather taken with the idea of the entertainment. It was something quite in the manner of his youth, and if it had not been for the inopportune arrival of his son-in-law and daughter, the heavenly twins would probably have carried out their programme under his distinguished patronage. Dr. Goldbraith was all in favour of letting them do it. Lord Dawn was neutral, but Mr. Hamilton Wells objected. He caused the announcement to be cancelled, and handsomely indemnified the various charities named to be recipients of the possible proceeds. Diabolo did not much mind. He was prepared to do all that Angelica required of him, but when the necessity was removed, he acknowledged that it would have been rather a bore, and afterwards spoke disrespectfully of the whole project as The Condemned Cell. Angelica raged, but the energy which Mr. Hamilton Wells had collected during his travels was not yet expended. He summoned a family council at Mornay to sit upon the twins, and having tried them in their absence, they were sent for to be sentenced without the option of appeal. Angelica was to be presented at court and otherwise brought out in proper splendour immediately, while with a view to going into the guards eventually, Diabolo was to be sent to Sandhurst as soon as he had passed the necessary examinations, about which Mr. Ellis said there would be no difficulty if Diabolo chose. Diabolo shrugged his shoulders and said that he didn't mind. Angelica said nothing, but her brow contracted. Diabolo's indifference was putting an end to everything. It was not that she had any actual objection to going to court and coming out, but only to the way in which the arrangement had been made, to the coercion, in fact. She was too shrewd, however, not to perceive that, in consequence of Diabolo's attitude, rebellion on her part would be both undignified and ineffectual, so she held her peace and went to walk off her irritation in the grounds alone. And there she encountered her fast friend of many years standing, Mr. Kilroy, of Ilverthorpe, who was just riding in to lunch at the castle. When he saw her, he dismounted, and Angelica snatched the whip from his hand and, clenching her teeth, gave the horse a vicious slash with it, which set him off at a gallop into the woods. Mr. Kilroy let him go, but he was silent for some seconds, and then he asked her in his peculiarly kindly way, What is the matter, Angelica? Marry me, said Angelica, stamping her foot at him. Marry me, and let me do as I like.