 Just being able to walk around and like a school just go to class You make new friends join new clubs do all this new stuff even with everything that was going on really just like Help me get a visual on life that no matter what like you're doing or what's going on you can still accomplish other things Second half of my junior year I played the cross I eventually got hit pretty hard win in and they found my spleen was enlarged from there It's like a couple blood tests probably three days in a row this test after test and then finally we got admitted and got the diagnosis leukemia You know you hear the word cancer. You never really think it's real, but it was All he wanted was to continue being a normal child I honestly think it affected my friends more than it did for me They would come to the hospital like I'd stand to look at my window and I'd see them just down on like the street But the biggest moment was when I lost my hair And I wasn't even the first one that shaved my head through my friends went before I did because I was still scared to do it But uh after that we all were balled together. We all flocked around. It's actually kind of fun now looking at it Same with like the pictures So like coming in college decision. I knew Purdue was definitely one of the top choices Growing up we always came to like basketball and football games always had huge tailgates with the families Having all three of my children here has just been amazing I learned pretty quick that not only was like everything a lot harder But also like in my own mind things weren't working the same as a boy the record you always keep pushing can't let anything really stop you All the beta kids really just like made me feel welcome They kind of just treated me for the person I am and that really like helped they have been amazing Their philanthropy is for the Tyler Trent Foundation and it's called buzz a beta and they raise money And if they raise enough then they shave their head in support of children with cancer All the like the brothers in the house go out We set up a stage and then I'd say a good 80% of how shaved their head the buzz a beta really I mean made me feel like they actually care. I Was actually here the first Tyler Trent game against Ohio State. I mean everyone there knew something special was going on Obviously Tyler was like exactly what a border maker is his mindset really is also something I like look at as like motivation Really is just like the you always got to keep going There's light at the end of the tunnel and my tunnel really is coming pretty soon the lights there