 Join us wherever you are. It's early in the morning here, but it's afternoon in Germany in Europe so I have my friend Bhakti with me and What a delight. This is such a delight for me to have Bhakti on today. She is so devoted to spirit. She Practices everything that she speaks and writes. She's authentic and transparent and has a great wisdom pouring through her and great inner strength, of course, which it takes to follow the spirit in a very deep uncompromising way and Also, Bhakti is talented. She's multi-lingual. She speaks many languages. She plays the guitar. She sings. Wow Spirit is the angels are rejoicing with the way you Give your life over to spirit and to God. So just thank you so much for coming on with me today It's just a great honor to have you and have a conversation with you Thank you, David, for me. I'm so so happy for this opportunity with you and to to share and Yeah, to be to be in this great Communication Yeah Well, there's so many things we could talk about because I know Wow, you've just gone through so many amazing hard-opening experiences and mind-expanding experiences from traveling to India when you were younger and More at the beginning of your spiritual journey and going through lots of we'll say unwinding and dismantling That you go through and just letting go of concern for the body being there at Arville and in India and then we have a mutual friend in in the Middle East there in Israel that you've been able to go and visit and and really Maybe you could just share a little bit about how how it's just been this journey that you've just kept to faith with all these years in Terms of the authentic spiritual journey. It can seem to the ego. It seems messy It seems the dark and it seems extremely intense at times, but but your faith has grown so strong Through all those trials and all those challenges Say that the essence of my past is that And is in the center of my life and I Yeah, I was really struggling and as Everybody else I tried I tried to be right to Yeah, I tried to find its world and I Felt so much so much pain pain to do that to try to to to be someone Actually, yeah My past started with Yeah, it was this incredible Pain I can't it's not the purpose of my of my life to take a special role and to Something to reach something And that felt so Yeah, I mean at the time I was so depressed And I was growing up in in Luxembourg at the time. I was working Travelling everywhere I have my my horse is But inside I yeah, I I feel bad and so depressed and I I Started when I When I opened up to this Here I am I I can't I can't in this in this way. I'm not able to do that but here I am life just Yeah guide me And How it it started and then I Yeah So my my horse my car and yeah, and then I went to to India To all of it Just the way it It started and I met yeah There's which is help helpful Encounters and yeah, they are my journey started Many states and this development and many traps also Because I went Yeah Spiritual Yeah Yeah, I'm telling you I really found Being in service Yeah 2006 I Really also to do course in miracle and I have been desert Yeah, that's also Met a frat and yeah, I went Everything what is written down in in the course everything I Yeah Some some years being Americans, yeah, there was darkness coming up. Yeah, not all the ideas What I had to I have to do Yeah, and also Yeah, some desires of the heart and Yeah, I Also thought that I have to Sacrifice all those I was really Yeah a process deep To offer all all of those desires and Yeah, and I I Found I found a freedom in this Freya Decide Nothing nothing on my own really They will be done. Yeah That there is This Is wonderful And Plan Yeah, and that he's From my own will so yeah, and this in this process Yeah, many many stations of my soul Yeah Motherhood Son Yeah, everything everything what Yes Actually my Yeah, my my joy with cause Yeah That I see is so nice to love and to be more and more and this radiance and Yeah, my my special function That's yet. It's my vehicle. It's like it's my wake up call Yeah, it's all Always Yeah all on my will Yeah, and for for me personally so much the Form Small Community my house Yes, I don't Form here because it's just like I am I don't Have this special my my life. It's I just just about Yeah to be To be who I am in every situation in every Relationships to follow the guidance To hear the voice Of the spirit and to receive it for me and to share it Not yeah, not for other At the same time I hear and I And I share it Spirit speaking Yeah That's what I Yeah, and there I Really straight to practice that because I I Don't want I don't want to and Want to to meet everyone this identity of Love Hmm, so beautiful, you know, it's I'm in the middle of doing a an online retreat called The miracle is involuntary and I think that your life is just a Great example of that, you know that Jesus says in the course miracles are involuntary And they should not be under conscious control and there was a time I where you said, well, would you write a like a forward or Introduction to my book that's coming out a trilogy of books and and so I got to read the book And and I could really feel that when I when I read your book the first part the first one Was even when you were in India and you had sold your horse when you were up in Europe But then when you were going through this big dismantling then even horses Showed up there at Auroville. You were able to work in the stable So how gentle the Holy Spirit is to bring those same symbols that you Relate to that helped carry you through that experience and then when you came up and then You when you had silly and you know, that was another Experience this is what is given to me So how beautiful that you've been able to pour your heart and be Have so much love extended into silly and in such a deep Connection and and that you're just listening to what comes out of his mouth Because the spirit comes through so much in that way and that's such a great Example two for parents because sometimes parents feel like their their child is More in a typical way for they have to really Raise the child to be a good citizen or a good provider and Money-maker and contribute to the gross national product and your relationship with silly and is not that it's this deep it's a holy relationship of Openness of of connection of transparency and then also I remember you called me When when your mother you were just on a walk with your mother and and she was guided to Sell just came right out to you and said I'm guided to sell an apartment and I want you to put this money towards buying a house where you and Sillian and and other mighty companions can come and This is so important too because this is just showing how just at the right time Things are given as symbols that are perfectly effortless not something you were Trying to make happen. It just dropped into your lap and then More healing I mean getting a house in the woods and in beautiful nature and and then working to fix it up, but that was a whole other phase and then the mighty companions start showing up and and then Whenever you have a group of people live together, whether it's just two people in a relationship or a household with with you and Sillian Financial considerations come up How do we spend the money and and how do we handle the money and those kind of things which everybody deals with on a practical basis? but for me your life has been just one flow one series of of of involuntary miracles where You lead with your devotion where you just want to see our shared identity and everyone that you meet And then as you go forward with that then the backdrop just shows up It's not something that that you have to put a lot of effort in it's it's some ways It's like a fairy tale I mean if we put down all of our life story people would say wow are some real dark times and hard times But but now I don't think either of us feel that way It feels like we were like a twig in the river somehow We were just getting carried along down when the river turns and twist we're just happily bobbing along and and going along and and it shows how When you have a devotion to God Everything is taken care of Everything without exception for for you for your mighty companions. I think I read a couple of days ago, I think you said silly and starting the second grade and and even To to be pretty much will say like a single mother in the middle of a pandemic. I Just so enjoyed reading What you were writing because it was things basic things like with lockdowns and going to buy groceries in the grocery store or Places where silly and could be or couldn't be and and you just lovingly took every single situation is just an opportunity to live in grace just lived by the grace of God and I do feel like that is such a strong example because we both know when we tried to fit into the world and we both had skills and abilities and and Coming from Luxembourg, you know, you already had what people would say is a great lifestyle And and yet you weren't happy and I think it was the same with me I seem to have all my material needs met But there was an emptiness inside like this is not why I'm here It's almost like a something gets activated in us. That's taking us in a very different direction from the typical ways of the world and And also to not Judge anything, I mean, you know, I know you recently you were posting or sometimes people write in why do you wear makeup and and Do you eat vegetarian or organic and all those things I get all that too because when you're public whether Facebook or whatever then you're just there to shine the light, but then there seems to be these Thoughts that swirl around that something should be different and and yet we're kind of in this graceful state where we know everything's just exactly perfect as it is and we don't need to change and we don't need to try to act spiritual or follow some kind of spiritual regimen and You do that so well. You just live there. You're you're raising your son You have a group of mighty companions that live with you and it's very natural I get the feeling that that you're just living the most authentic natural life There could be and and just saying this is me This is me. I'm not I'm not gonna make any excuses or try to even Try to to justify anything. There's nothing to justify. It's just you're living a wonderful life and and sharing it not necessarily by Trying to you know speak around the world or whatever, but just by your presence and And that to me is also what a teacher of God is a teacher teaches through demonstration Above all beyond the words even the attitude and the demonstration of how you carry yourself is is the highest quality of a teacher of God and I have met many teachers of God around the world and and that the things that really touched me the most are are the humbleness are the The the faithfulness, you know when you meet somebody you really are there fully present with them You know to you're giving of your whole self You're not just trying to Navigate through the world. You're just taking every moment and just giving of your heart So wow, what a what a wonderful life. This is like we have a very honored life to just be our natural self Thank you My book Yeah, and I could say my my past it's really Smooth because Yeah, because it's so clear that of my life is Be wholly in spend and of course I am Yes, I am leaving leaving here and there are issues and and relationship Yeah this just have to to take it and for to offer to him Just to just to be in this present and Yeah, of course, sometimes I I feel those feelings of being headless and Not anything and it's just yes In this and I go Into the into the play I just feel that my life kind of a prayer Yeah, and then Miracle help there and this Yeah plan Just It's an Yes Every other little step spirit Here I am just show you the next the next steps that I follow I mean this open up my mind for Voice and voice True to my from my brothers actually It's really really Simple When yeah darkness comes up. It's so Yeah, so many of us and of course I experienced that also then struggling struggling and to Yeah, this Confusations is that trying to solve something there Yeah, just have to accept the atonement such Yeah, such an important Just such an important prayer remind Responsibility is to accept to accept the atonement and and then then healing happens cause I Yeah, at me everyone Love yeah humbleness Open up myself But spirit My humbleness Yeah, just needs that I What I really am that I Was love yeah Yeah, it is amazing Well to me it's you know you Because of your humbleness and your openness and just your willingness to be a service to God, you know, it's Just from the prayer of your heart so much comes through. I mean you You are quite a beautiful I would say almost like a scribe for spirit because I Remember we talked at one point and you thought well Don't mind writing some stuff down But I'm not going to put it on Facebook and then the day came to put it on Facebook And you were just so willing to okay do that and then I Think so many people have been touched by By your you allowing the spirit to to come through and to write And it's a it's a practical Way of writing. It's it it has deep ideas, but it's always woven together with the practical And that's I think So important, you know, you don't Skip over anything you you talk about the things that you're facing in your own life and and how by surrendering they Resolve everything that was a challenge resolves itself through that prayer and through that faith and also, I guess it's more than just describing with the words, but you've written songs beautiful beautiful touching songs and Play the guitar and I think there's something about music that just kind of goes right into the heart It just it just doesn't filter through the intellect because people When you're on a stage or you're playing with your mighty companions You can feel you can see the joy on your face. We can see everybody Is having so much fun. It's so you're so happy with it and then and it's a felt experience So I think that's another way of transmitting the love and the light is that way through through the music so and The other thing people should know is that you know, of course, I When we even talked about doing this Conversation, I think you were on a vacation with silly and and and people should know. Yeah, that's their time for vacations where you Go off with your son and have a wonderful time and intimate experience a spaciousness with you and your son on a vacation to to away from the house and school and all the other things and Sometimes people feel like oh if I give my life to spirit, then I'll I'll never have another vacation or I'll never get to do the things that I want to do because it's just that Deep belief in sacrifice, but I think you're demonstrating that actually no, it's there is no sacrifice In following God that you can have fun on a vacation. You can have fun walking silly into his first day of school and just I know how I was in the second grade when I went to the second grade. I I was a little bit a Little bit scared. I think the beginning of every school year, you know, meeting a bunch of new children new classmates new teachers. I Remember those grade school years where I just was you know, I Would have loved to always have my mother walking me or taking me Taking my hand to go through those experiences because they were quite I was very shy So it was you know quite fearful change. It was just a big change I I felt comfortable at home with my pets my dog or my cats But but with new people and new situations. There was a bit of fear So I think it's a good example of how you just live your life And then you just offer yourself to bring peace. You're a bringer of peace you're a bringer of harmony and I'm showing a Turkish series now called another self that's on Netflix, but the characters are Demonstrating every week every episode that the issues that come up for them are just some form of the past That's still being clung to or held to in the unconscious mind and and I think your approach of just trusting and taking whatever is given you is is the way that we are carried through these challenges because the unconscious mind does Bring things up issues or things that we sometimes don't even expect. They can be very unexpected But the surrender and I give this to you. God. I give this to you. I know this is from my mind I know this is for healing That's what Allows it to be carried carried away. It comes and it goes When when we're humble and when we try to handle it on art with our own personality selves It's it's not easy at all. It feels overwhelming and it feels stressful, but You know, it's beautiful. You're just showing the way that no just be prayerful and faithful and It is gonna work out great It does Yes Music music for me. It's also. Yeah, that's something into me Yes when when I when I music I mean this intimate deep Confess very I just open up Yeah, and that's also what I When I write I'm this I'm in this flow Yeah, this development trust when I get when I at the beginning Yeah, this date and I was The good student I really want to do it, right? and I gave I gave up I gave up the music I Yeah, I was in what I was doing before And I think it's it's just it is Yeah, it's necessary to To do it And then we go further on the path and then we we see know that It was me just do do it in this this and then Yeah, and then to to like I Not know why I gave up And then Yeah, and they be in this to use everything just Tools whatever it is in my case is right acting Just yeah To use everything to communicate Is this Tools yeah, yeah Yeah, it's amazing how sometimes we Have some kind of concept in our mind of what's Spiritual or what we should be doing or whatever, but in the end of spirit always playfully Reminds us It's great you you're wonderful with the music Have fun with the music and then when when we go into it. Oh my gosh, it's so wonderful. It's so natural and But I think that's of course that's part of the spiritual journey where you Even no matter what path you're on that the ego is trying to judge certain behaviors and Judge certain forms is better than other forms even though the first principle of a course of miracles is There's no order of difficulty in miracles I can just see Jesus laughing with all these attempts to Put something down or push something away and just laughing and encouraging us. No not necessary The you can have you can use this the spirit can use The body and a communication device in Beautiful wonderful ways and you don't have to be analyzing and judging Is this right? Is this wrong? You know, but that's that's just part of maturity as you go further you start to laugh more at at the silliness That was there before trying to be a good student, of course Yeah, you knew you find a book like a course of miracles and you want to be a really good student And then slowly you have to soften up And it's really apparent with you. I think I think it comes through in your presence. You have very Soft eyes. You have very kind Gentle eyes so I can see when people would come to do like a one-on-one with you. They would just immediately feel Welcome and safe In in the presence to be able to to talk about whatever Whatever is going on for them And I think that's the key thing that safety and that gentleness and non-judgment is is That's the spirit for sure. That's that's how it works That's how it works to be in this presence To see to see in this Yeah, yeah Yeah, sure Everything is used That's cute Well, I Know that if you and silly and ever decide to take a a trip to the United States or Mexico Be so wonderful to host both of you maybe when he has a Pause usually is sometimes his summer break or something where there's a pause from school and If you were up to it and he was up to it I would just be so honored to host you both and that could be a just a fun vacation to meet a lot more mighty companions and I've actually Had our friend effrat Her son Told me one time young town. He he told me that one time he You know, he didn't know too much of the course of miracles and being a Jewish man You know, he was not you know so much and maybe to Jesus says as Some people are but you know, he thought oh, well, I'm just living my life trying to live a good life and curious but he went He went to a gathering that his mother effrat was doing with the a course of miracles gathering and and He said I think was He just said his heart opened up. He he couldn't explain What was happening or how but he just felt there was a warmth in the people and his heart opened up and and More recently then he's he's Felt much more of a connection with a spirit coming through him. He's not sure if it's Yeshua or who what the spirit is but Musically his his heart is expanding His his outlook is getting softer and Sometimes I know that's what I liked about travel Was that it helped me open up because I was always meeting new people And I was in so many new places and I thought hmm This is the spirit helping me to trust more to become more calm and confident and and Just enjoy the moment with whoever I'm I'm meeting It helps me expand it helped me a lot so and I know Yeah, you do sometimes take your trips or vacations Just know you have an open Invitation if you ever feel to come to the United States or or down to Mexico because it would be yeah Just delightful to to spend some time with you and Sillian Yeah, oh, yes Meet two years ago and then Lockdown it will happen. Yeah It will happen. We won't let a pandemic get between us We'll we'll come back for another try Well, thank you so much for coming on with me and I feel this is in the flow when you mentioned this day I thought oh, that's good. That's the middle day of my retreat on the Involuntary nature of miracles and I thought wow, that's Jesus orchestrating it to to bring Bakhti into the middle of my retreat on involuntary miracles that that was a nice stroke of love like a fresh breeze blowing in because You know, it's I think everyone wants to see examples and witnesses and you know, you're just a natural Witness to the miracle, you know when people Think of a course of miracles I would be happy that they would think of you because they would they would have a kind of example of you know What the love is truly like so so thank you so much and yeah Give a big hug to Sillian and and all your mighty campaign is there and if I if I make it to Germany I will certainly Come and and look you up and come to your house in the woods Yeah, so I come And yeah, thank you David or your light I Really see so you you bring Everyone together in light Yeah That's beautiful, that's what we're all we're the same one so I Keep trying to share share the good news. We're all the same one Okay, well, thank you and thank you everyone for tuning in and we're with you and we're so grateful