 the zoo and of course jessiah is grumpy he fell asleep in the car hey baby we Look to saya you ready to go see the other animals You want to go in here with a goat Mostly been a son you ready to go I Think the best time to go zoo is early soon as it open That's the tree trees tree That's the rhino look baby look Yeah, it's so big Look look jessiah you see the leopard Yeah, look like it come out with a plant to escape We will you please send back on board Yeah You see the porcupine African-crested porcupine Yeah, did you have fun? Let's see your ship and his gifts and he's knocked out, but it's his birthday. What do you want? Are you ready to open your gifts? This whole cake and all you want to do is nurse I You like it no Yeah And you want to open this one No, there are letters and numbers Noise Want to go down, you know just slide it open That's not smart He trying to figure out Ain't as low as the egg. Do I see a drum? You put batteries in it. For jessiah's birthday. I Can consider I was able to do everything I wanted to do with him I got him a little smash cake even though he will I can bougie and they want to smash in it after all his gifts We went to the zoo You know got him some balloons. Yeah, I just wanted him to get the experience of okay today is a special day It's different than every other day of the week. So even though he's one. I won't remember all of this I have pictures and videos and I didn't see it necessary to spend money and turn off big one birthday bash because one I have no friends in Orlando and Two like I don't I just don't see it necessary never have So people would say oh, they only turn one once You turn every age once okay, so Yeah, so he enjoyed his day The zoo exhausted him he was walking around looking at the animals laughing pointing like He do actually love animals, which is why he decides to take him to the zoo. He'll sit down and watch animal planet and stuff So I Think he actually enjoyed that until he started to get tired and a lot and see so then we left We were there for like about two hours So Yeah Today was a success Happy happy birthday to my sunshine. I cannot believe it's been a year already like time actually flies, but I Know that I consciously made sure that I enjoyed every stage From his newborn three months six months nine months Whatever like I enjoyed every stage the good the bad the ugly the great. I enjoyed it all and I made sure to always stay present when I'm with him You know being a mother even a first-time mother sometimes you get kind of overwhelmed and you know, just need a little new time Take that time Refuel and I'm back in mommy mode, but yeah today was a success Like that boy brings me so much joy like So much joy. He's just a breath of fresh air I wish I could just keep him in this bubble and just keep him in a sense at and pure how he is and away from this evil world, but You know, it is what it is and my job is just to raise him the best way I know how to and prepare him for this ugly world because it is ugly Yeah, so I am going to put this together as a little vlog It's just truly amazing how fast they grow like Every milestone he reached I literally just feel overwhelmed joy. He Just he's so smart for his age and I know every mother says that every mother says Oh, my baby is so smart, but he's this boy is literally so smart and mature for his age that it amazes me and He's now walking he started walking at 11 months I Could I remember when he took those first two steps like it's just it's just It's so exciting. Like I don't know how someone could not enjoy being a mother or a parent Or whatever because watching these little humans grow is nothing more amazing than that so at one he's now He's now Walking he is clapping. He can point to his nose. He knows he can point to his teeth his tongue his eyes He knows how to get down the steps and up the steps safely He knows how to come off the bed come off the couch What else? He loves to dance as soon as you hear music. He starts to dance. He loves to drum. He drums on everything What else This little boy is just so amazing. Oh, he loves to read He would go take a book off his shelf and sit down and just flip through it Like he just amazes me so much and this is he's been doing this before he even turned one like he loves to read He loves books Sometimes he's flipping through the books and rambling like if he's reading it himself. It's the cutest thing ever What else? Yeah, that's all I can think of at the moment from the top of my head, but His growth is amazing. He's growing so beautifully And I'm just excited to see what this next year has in store for us for him For my family like I'm actually excited. So, you know when he was getting like When he turned like nine months and so I was starting to get sad because I'm like, oh my gosh He's growing up so fast like he was literally just a little tiny baby boy. And now he's just this big tall Chunky boy walking around and following me around the house But I decided that it's not a reason to be sad just because he's growing quickly Because he's actually growing very beautifully and I should be proud. So I was excited for this day from then on and When he gets older I'll be able to show him this video and show him that you know He is truly loved and he's always been truly loved and was he can care of so Yeah, I I think it's important to document moments like this and amazing milestones, so I'm just happy that he's happy. He's healthy and he's growing and glowing. Okay, so Yeah, I am so proud to be his mother. So happy birthday Blessed earth strong to my sunshine my baby boy. Just say I'm Mackay Andrew. I love you. Oh He also knows to blow kisses. This is so cute The aftermath toys everywhere. Now it's time to clean up