 Hi, welcome to Above Life Channel. I'm Bridget. Today I have a wonderful afterlife conversation with two very beautiful, let's just say that because it's the truth, two very beautiful people. This couple actually went into the afterlife together and I just spoke with the mom, mother-in-law, and she recommended I speak to them next. So I am. Welcome to Above Life Channel, the purpose here is to inspire your spirit and fill you up with hope. I hope that this interesting conversation does that for you today. Please help me welcome my guest today from the afterlife, Mr. John Kennedy, Jr. and his beautiful wife, Carolyn Beset Kennedy. Thank you both so much for joining me today. I really do appreciate it and I feel like we're kind of doing an actual more formal interview. They came and they sat down. He came in first with a like a dark navy blue suit on and a white shirt. He's got a blue tie. It's a lighter blue tie, not a royal blue light blue tie. It looks like some white and a little bit of gold in there and maybe a little bit of gray stripes kind of at an angle and she actually has what looks kind of like a white, an ivory colored kind of a dress. A little bit of a silky kind of a soft kind of a dress and there's like a layering piece over the top of it that's really long like almost down like past mid-calf and it's like a lighter. It kind of comes just mid-arm up kind of a sherry covering kind of over it and again it's like an ivory color. Very beautiful. Thank you. She says thank you. She's got long hair. It's a little bit wavy. It's blonde but it looks a little golden kind of colored, a little golden. Almost red but not red. That's not the right way to say it but a little golden. And then she is, she, one of the things I noticed right away about Carolyn is that she has a necklace that is significant. She's pointing to a necklace and I can see it. It's not just a round necklace that comes down in there. It's either a pendant or it's got like this little shape to it like a teardrop or an oval or something. There's a shape. It's not square. It looks different than that to me when I'm looking at it and it's significant. Just a simple beautiful necklace. Thank you. She says thank you. I'm looking at her wedding ring too and it looks pretty big. Good job John. Very nice. But it looks like it's either platinum like it's silver. It looks like a little bit around the edges and then in between I can kind of see gold. I don't know why I would see the gold unless it's reflecting off something else but it kind of looks platinum or silver. I'm assuming that's the wedding ring or the engagement ring. It might just be a gift ring but it's something significant so we're pointing that out as well. Okay and something. She has a piece of jewelry from Jacqueline from your mom. She just acknowledged that. I have jewelry from his mom. His mother gave me something after we got engaged. She gave me something. Okay thank you. All right. Beautiful. Yeah the necklace was a gift. I don't know if it was from John or from Jacqueline. All right so I have to start off by asking you this question. John this question is for you. Did people call you John John a lot? Even as you were a grown man did they call you John John? He laughs. He kind of straightens his the pant leg of his kind of right knee. His right leg is crossed over kind of at an angle laterally across his other leg and and his wife's kind of close to him and they're holding hands and he kind of straightens the knee of his suit and he says good question. Yes as you would expect. Right. Okay so I also get the impression of you playing football. Did you play football? I tried to catch a football a few times. Yes you could say I've tried to catch a football a few times. You know that runs in the family. Right. The Kennedy boys certainly like to rough house and I think that that was something that's in our blood you know and even my uncle would uh you know he kind of got a little bit rough with some of us. Okay so uncle like Robert it looks like Bobby yeah yeah yeah definitely you know they just they kind of let you have it you know and so he's like sharing like he feels like happy fond memories of childhood growing up around the big family so big family is that that's something that you just that's all you knew right yes he said yeah and uh he said but she didn't he's pointing to Caroline and he says um or Caroline I'm sorry Caroline Caroline okay because I don't know if I should call you Caroline or Caroline Caroline okay Caroline Lynn Lynn is the she's distinguishing Lynn LYN Lynn okay um he said she didn't and then she's kind of saying yeah she kind of looks down she said it took some getting used to you know who she reminds me of you guys the viewers um uh like her or don't like her however you take it she kind of reminds me of Gwyneth Paltrow that's kind of the look she has to me a little bit of that but she feels very different she feels much more she feels uh authentic approachable and very much in love with her husband actually you two do feel like lovebirds they do they really do feel connected but John you were saying that Caroline you did not have a you did not have a big family no small much much smaller than John's for sure okay but we want but you wanted a big family the two of you she says but we wanted a big family the two of us we wanted a bit I would have been fine with you know maybe two or three children but he wanted like five you know so we would have had to and then John says we would have had to negotiate that I would have we would have definitely had to negotiate that and all right so how um all right I so John you your love life as a person you dated a lot of different famous people and such and you were considered like a major bachelor in fact I think I remember one of the magazines I don't know if it was people or time or something um considered you like the ultimate most successful bachelor or something like that I don't remember but I remember that like you being single and and the the women in your life that you dated I can actually see one but I can't think of her name she's the same woman that I think actually oh gosh I can't think of Michelle Pfeiffer is it Michelle Pfeiffer um and okay so but when you met Carolyn how how did you know I guess how did you know that she was the one you know that was going to marry you you know that kind of a thing and Carolyn did you know like that he was the one that you were going to marry and and did you have any reservations about that because of all these other women and such you know let's be let's be clear on that um and John says um I think I'll let you go first I'll let you go first they feel very much I love you guys okay so Carolyn says she says it's sort of she's likening it to um when William and Kate got married in the United Kingdom she's likening it to that where they knew each other they were in the same circles or not that far out from each other and so when they had the opportunity to actually meet and really connect then it just sort of happened it just seemed she's saying it just seemed very natural very very natural for the two of them to be together and she's saying it seems like when it seemed like when we were together we were it was just normal it's like it had always been that way and um he kind of says and not he says and he interrupts and he says and not like an old married couple he says don't say that don't call us an old married couple oh I want I want um I feel like you guys got married quick I feel like six months or something and he says well I loved her I knew I it was just it was just different with her it was this is John speaking and he says it was easy it was very natural it was very comfortable and she's beautiful she's very beautiful it was just all there all the parts all the pieces all the things that you might want it was just all there you know he says and he just looks at her like very adoringly they dare very much in love and so okay so I'm gonna ask you I feel like you were pregnant um Caroline when you died is that true she says yes yes I was and I don't know if that's public I'm assuming it would be but I don't know I feel like you're pregnant she said yes um and I know you died in a plane crashed together and I feel like it was very windy is what it feels like to me like the weather was very windy and it feels dark I don't know if it's dark because there's a storm I feel like there's a lot of winds and I feel like it's by the ocean I feel like the plane is being pushed and like a gust of wind and it pushed the plane and you couldn't gain control and I feel like I think you're in the water I think you hit the water is what it looks like to me um so I it's important here at above life channel to give the viewers the understanding of your perspective about transitioning into the afterlife that's a really important part of of the videos so that people can understand about death and the transition between the difference between life and then afterlife so can you both of you share with me um either together or or individually what what was it like um did you know you were going to die if you can dial back to the time right before um the plane crash did you know you were you were this was it this was done we were done Caroline says or Caroline I'm sorry Caroline trying to say it right Caroline says it was there wasn't much time she says there was not much time there wasn't much time really to think about anything and John was just doing his best to try to gain control of the plane and the altitude was affecting the oxygen level and so there was kind of a almost like a lightheaded confused state like in the head so she's saying there really wasn't a lot to feel I mean there there is fear like you're you're afraid because you know that the situation is dangerous and you're you know you're I was aware she says I was aware that we were going to crash and he was just trying to you know manage things and would not give up until he he never gave up John never gave up he was very brave never gave up and I don't know that there was time to really think about anything to process any of that and John how about you it's like she said he says it's like she said I was just really I was trying desperately to gain control back to get the instruments to work to get the plane to respond and it just was not whatever I did nothing was responding it was like there was no it's like there was no power at all but yet you could still hear the the the beeps and the noises like I he's there he's there he's making me hear the the things and the the cockpit and stuff but right all the way until the moment that everything ended everything stopped I was trying to I was just focused on gaining control of the plane so I didn't I didn't have any time to think about any of that so once you entered into the afterlife can you talk about that what that was like and then she says she looks at him and she says well it was it was dark at first it was dark everything was just it's like all this noise and chaos around you and then all of a sudden it was just quiet and there was just like this dark darkness and not not like not um not to be fearful not to be afraid of dark the darkness it was simply a like a soothing almost like a piece it was just everything was quiet and still and and dark you couldn't see anything there was nothing that that's what I felt that's how I felt but I knew I we weren't alone I knew we were together and I could feel him right right with me like almost on top of me on the side you know just like really tight I felt him with me I felt him as part of me and I'm not sure I can't speak for you and how you feel she says to him he says I was just very aware that all I wanted was to know that you were with me that you were okay that you were that you and I were not separated that you were not taken from me that's what I that was my my first feeling was you was on Carolyn and she was right there I mean it took like a second and I then I felt I didn't feel as though I didn't realize that I was with you around you or as part of you but I felt as though I felt big bigger than I had been in my life I don't know it's hard to describe I felt big like I felt like myself as a big presence and then I felt you as the small this the small sliver of light that's what it felt like to me like you were this little sliver of light and all I wanted was to not let you go I didn't want to let you go and my biggest fear would be to not be with you to die without you or to have you die without me and so this is the way it sounds rather poetic I I recognize and I don't want to to romanticize death in any way but this is what was meant to be for us and the two of us the three of us together I recognize that it's really sad I mean it's really probably quite sad to think about this and I don't and I know my mother has such a difficult time with it and I would never have wanted to cause her any more loss or grief than she had suffered in her lifetime herself she's a very brave woman I had a lot of respect I have a lot of respect for my mother very brave very strong woman and I know that this caused her a great deal of pain but I hope that there is comfort in knowing that we were together and our family was together and that is something that will just always be eternal ever after it will always be it's interesting to listen to both of you and your different views of the moment of the passing of the transition because Carolyn when you said everything was like you did you saw this darkness and then John describing that he felt big I'm feeling like he was like the shadow or this incredible figure in the darkness like he described feeling really really big so he maybe was the darkness trying to protect you and to him you were the light and I think that's so beautiful and then you said that you could feel him all around you as part of you anyway like there was no separation ever at any point and for him he just felt so big like his desire to to save you and to be with you and to make sure you were okay was so powerful that he just overshadowed all the light that you had and just enough was there so that he knew that you were okay individually as a spirit and then you too could merge or just be one that's how it feels to me the way you described it I think that's incredible but again I also agree it's not to romanticize death in any way shape or form but to give some kind of comfort to those who who loved your family John especially you know and to your friends also to both of you to your friends and and those who are fans and such as well so I think that this will give a great deal of comfort to them to know that as well because you know John I mean we sure could use you here in the United States in the political system oh that's a good question before I wrap up I mean this was such a great conversation and thank you both so much for being here John would you have run for office would you it was politics something that was on your radar and he shows me writing like he likes to write and he likes political banter you know he likes to study politics and he likes the the back and forth and the engagement and the the system okay he says something specifically about the two-party system he's not necessarily he says I'm not necessarily in agreement with the current political structure or the two-party system myself which is pretty much contradictory to what my family believed created and continues to work for the people but and in service and I have cousins and lots of relatives who are in in the public service now who are public servants and yes I think eventually it would have been my path it would have been something that I would have chosen for myself I I could have chosen for myself if I had been asked to run for office I think I would and of course I'd have to ask my wife to make sure that it was something that our family we wanted for our family but I think free speech is something that's very close to my heart and the opportunity for many voices to be heard and through our our political system in the United States of America we are very much a country that is proud of our voices and that is a piece that I would most certainly stand up for and through my writing and publishing that is definitely a piece that would be a common theme for me and so you know it's hard to predict the future when now it is different you know there's not I'm not I don't have a human life to look forward to at this point it's hard to say what would have happened what could have happened this is the simple quite simply this is what is but had things been different yes it my life could have taken that course it kind of seems like it's faded in the stars as a Kennedy doesn't it it certainly does seem like that is a predetermined destiny and I think my little sis my big sis it's funny he's showing me I know in my brain that that Caroline is older than you but you're calling her your little sis were she were you quite a bit taller than her you must have been because it's kind of a joke it seems like kind of a joke like he's nudging her my little sis I think she can handle herself just fine I think she can carry on the family legacy if if she chose to do that but that's her choice like we never felt pressure growing up I know that sounds kind of unusual I can say that I never felt pressure from my mom maybe some of my dad's side of the family but not from my mother she always impressed upon us to be the best people we could be and that our country was important and we should be in service to humanity as a whole and as Americans that was our we had a lot of privilege to be able to have so many rights that we have and to make sure that we appreciate those things and give back when we can but she never impressed upon us mom never impressed upon us to that we had to be in political office so that we had to be in public service there was not that kind of pressure so if that comes out if that comes out for my little sis then she that's her choice and I would be very proud of her for standing up for what she believes in and she always was like that anyway she was kind of she was always kind of bossy anyway so I think she could handle herself just fine so that's what I would say about that that is incredible thank you both very much so this is above life channel and you have been watching a channel discussion with john kennedy jr and his beautiful wife caroline beset kennedy from the afterlife remember the purpose of this and all of the weekly videos that I share with you here is to inspire your spirit and to fill you with hope because this right now right here right now this is your life so live it live it be sure to like this video if you do share it with others that you think would love to hear from the kennedys and be sure to click that red subscribe 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