 So ever since I started sharing my journey of going through amputation becoming an amputee on the internet I have been consistently praised for being such a positive person. How do I do it? How do I stay so positive? I just want to let you know that I don't. There are days like today when I am not hopeful about the future. I am not even attempting to be pleasant. I am upset and sad and anxious and scared and worried and frustrated about what is going on with my body and the way that I have been treated by doctors and just life in general. I'm not hopeful about the future, but I am just curious enough to keep going and for today that's got to be enough because it's all I have. It's okay not to always be positive. I don't think that that is a realistic expectation for human experiences. So speaking as someone who is often seen as a beacon of positivity, it's okay if you're not okay, like actually.