 I feel like my entire life is a monument to complacency. Should I start over? I rarely leave my couch. I haven't met anyone new in many generations. I'm pretty much a slug. Most days out of the week, I don't go more than a quarter mile from my house. My work, the grocery store, the restaurants that I go to, the gym I go to, are all within about a five-block radius. I've only been to a single bar the entire time I have lived here. Every Saturday, if I had my druthers, I would buy the same cup of coffee, buy the same scone, and watch 10 hours of law and order on USA. I nap on a couch and fall in the net of consciousness with law and order playing like a hearth in the corner of the room. I use grocery delivery apps, even though I live right next to three grocery stores that are within walking distance because they don't like dealing with lines or people. I have these grand ambitions to make web series and feature films and short films and all sorts of content, right? But what I find myself doing more of these days is not actually producing content or making strides professionally, but instead I get sucked in the wormhole on YouTube. In a new city, in a hotel room, my meetings were done for the day. I had free time. Rather than go out and explore the city and eat somewhere new, I decided I wanted to eat in my room, so I had Uber Eats deliver food directly to my hotel room. I forgot to close my tab at the bar. I called the bar the next day and they didn't open until 10 p.m., so rather than going all the way downtown, I just thought I'd rather cancel my card than actually pick it up. I found out an hour later that my friend also forgot her card and was offering to pick up my card as well, but it was already too late. My card was canceled. I retired about a year and a half ago. My wife's upset with me because she says, go find something to do, and I don't want to. And it's a good thing. I'm just relaxing and enjoying myself right now. It has been absolutely wonderful to just sit and be complacent.