 Listen shit happens to everybody. You know what I'm saying? Shit happens to everybody. I'm not the only person in this world I'm being raped. I'm not the only person in this world being sold. I'm not the only person in this world I've been molested. I am not a victim though. You know what I'm saying? Shit that happened to me I done some shit. You know what I'm saying? I ain't molested nobody don't shit like that But shit has happened to me. I done some shit, but I'm nobody's fucking victim Before I get into kids one thing I didn't want to ask you before your father passed away Did you ever tell him about your molestations? No, no, I never I never I never I Like I said, I knew you knew what he would do, but I knew what I didn't even talk about my molestations until Shit I was like 25 years old. Yeah, you know I'm saying some shit you just you can understand something about me. You have some people Listen shit happens to everybody You know I'm saying shit happens to everybody. I'm not the only person in this world. I've been raped I'm not the only person in this world being sold. I'm not the only person in this world I've been molested. I am not a victim though. You know I'm saying shit that happened to me I done some shit. You know I'm saying I ain't even last nobody no shit like that But shit has happened to me out of done some shit, but I'm nobody's fucking victim Right a lot of people like playing victim. You know I'm saying I'm not saying I'm not saying to mute What has happened to you shit like that, but I'm not going to sit up there and fuck up my life Fuck up the rest of my life because some shit happened to me when I was five years old some shit like that No, baby, you pull your big girl pants on you keep that shit going or I'm gonna be a fucked-up individual I don't know. I could have been a fucking crackhead like my mother I could have been an alcoholic. I could have I could have been down in the slums I could have been fucked up. I could have been in the gut I could have let people use me and I could have kept when I finally come back around say You know cuz I was molesting. I know that's not my fucking story. I love I love you So let me say the fact that you know the way that you're telling your story It helps so many different people because of you being so passionate on the way that you express your story and what you've been through That's the dope part for me I know already as you speak that people gonna get healed I it don't matter if you even it's because of you being able to make it They gonna be like I can make it that's some little girl That's somebody that's 12 that might be going through something man So I think that's dope brah and the strength that they see in you because people who are going through that don't have that strength They're trying to find that courage to go man. Yeah to talk about it It's do you have to like my show like I know we haven't gotten to that part yet But my show people said well did you go to therapy if this is my therapy y'all open my mouth and talk But here's the thing a lot of people like to live in certain moments You know I'm saying they like to live in certain moments, and they like to feel that now Man, that's feel to my fucking fire I don't live at that address the more when you move from some fucking way you don't keep going to that apartment You don't keep going in the house. I don't fuck what I keep going there But mentally do you relive it mentally? No, you know if I have to talk about it I go through it. That's only if I have to talk about other than this fuck Some people say that some people say that like as much as they put it behind them like in future Relationships like if their husband or boyfriend or whoever touched them they you know Triggers they have triggers here's the thing with that You know I'm saying if you're if you find out that you're that way you need to be by yourself You know I'm saying a lot of people that go through certain things Such as the molestations and the rapes in this 33th They can't be in normal relationships because they keep placing the person who they're with in the same shoes as the person Who harmed them? You know I'm saying if you find yourself in that space you need to be by yourself You know I'm saying a lot of times we don't like being as humans We don't like being alone now. I'm gonna speak on women You know I'm saying women always want to be with a dude want to be with somebody want to be with a girl I'm nurturing one of your but do not spread that cancer You know I'm saying you taking that shit over there to that get ass man over there if he's a good man You know I'm saying you're not gonna build anything you're gonna be a demolition person You're gonna tear down everything and you're spreading that cancer what you do you take the time you need to heal Yourself, you know I'm saying you make peace you make peace with that situation I have you need to do it you make peace I've got a knit if you got a pain if you got a stand in the middle of a fucking lily feeling screams on the top of your lungs You make peace with that shit it might take a year might take two might take seven who knows who knows how much time You know I'm saying there's no expiration date on healing Yeah, but what you don't do is take all that fucked up broach infested baggage over there to the next motherfuckers Spreading that poison the right. That's real time. I'm saying that's too heavy That's I don't want to say that's too heavy for one individual to keep reliving every motherfucking day You know I'm saying and your life is too beautiful and too precious and it's too short for you to live in the hellhole