 Today I had my autism assessment and it was very nerve-wracking. I was very anxious and some of the things that you asked are very random. So for me it's a we'll see where this goes, if it goes anywhere. In the assessment you get asked to go for this book that hasn't got any words and read a story. So you have to create a story based off a picture book and then you have to do the same with these cards. On the break I had the best time, but she goes and then spinner things. But you either rather start off and then spin it around then just spins. There's one of them and I just sat and played for about 10 minutes. But yeah I don't find out the results until either tomorrow or Thursday. Hey guys, today I didn't get the result, it's Wednesday. But I do speak to my grandparents about it and I'll play a clip and half of them I filmed earlier on. But with all that I just wanted to sit and talk about how I feel. I think it's gonna come back and say I'm autistic. Which isn't a bad thing, don't get me wrong, it's not bad. It's not a shameful thing. It's just a whole new world for me and that's what scares me. I just wanted, I just wanted a definitive answer. Which I'll begin tomorrow. So stay tuned. Today I saw my grandparents it's Wednesday and I said to them I had an autistic assassin. And their reaction was, wow, I don't know. Because I, oh well everyone's on the autistic spectrum somewhere. Which, yeah. But then it was like, oh such and such has autistic disorder, such and such has aspergers. And it's like oh you're not worried about it are you? I was like no, but the answer's yeah. I am worried about it. Because I don't know what's going to come of it. And it just felt kind of invalidating with their response. And they were like, I love my grandparents to pieces. But it just felt a bit invalidating. So it's been a long time since I was assessed for being autistic. It's also been a long time since I uploaded a video. But I can now reveal the test results of my assessment for being autistic came back that I am in fact autistic. So it explains a lot about how I am with things. So it makes perfect sense. However I still didn't see it coming. Even after the assessment I didn't see it coming. But yes I'm autistic. Which is another topic we can talk about on this channel. As I grow and learn more about it I can share with you guys what I learned. The reason it's taken so long for me to get the result is because the person who did the assessment went on a annual leave. And then Christmas happened and it's just been chaotic. But yeah thanks for watching and I hope you are doing okay and I will see you in the next one. I am back by the way.