 Good morning guys. Welcome back to the vlog. I'm not quite sure what this vlog is going to be So I guess we'll see it feels really weird wearing black since all I wear is chocolate brown Anyways, it is currently like 645 guys. I don't know what happened to me all of a sudden I wake up at 630. Just naturally Today is Tuesday. So it's mainly a podcasting day It's been kind of hard to vlog recently Just because I feel like so much of what I do is just work and I sit in my office and like that's not exciting So I'm gonna try to slice things up this morning. We're going to Starbucks. I know it's like so fun, right? I actually haven't been to Starbucks actually. I don't think all year. I'm like relaxed It's only been 19 days, but that's still a long time free drink. I woke up to realizing that so that's exciting I don't feel like I want to do full full makeup My current two favorite base products rare beauty if I want like actual coverage so tomorrow I'm filming so I'll probably use that and then this Kosas Facial oil which I told you guys about so many times If you guys haven't heard me talk about this though It's the best thing to ever happen to me. It is a facial oil. That's basically tinted So they've got like a tinted moisturizer, but it's even lighter than that It gives you this really beautiful perfect glow I would put it kind of in the same genre like the a cosmetic CC cream that I love so much But this is just different because it's an oil It's even less like makeup so if you are like a no makeup makeup girl You need this product is the best one, and I also have my Kosas concealer. I really do like this as well I've never really gotten into higher-end Not this is a super high-end. It's just not drugstore Concealers before because I love my main lean one and I really do like this concealer I'm not a big concealer girl. I never use concealer if I don't really have any other makeup on. Okay, so I do bake I use my Laura Mercier Translucent powder No surprise here. Also guys, I saw a tiktok. Remember when all the girls and I got these cute little Dior Brent friendship bracelets when we were in New York like last last December I saw a girl make a tiktok about how her and her friends got to our matching bracelets But I do that don't you just hate when that happens Someone has a better tiktok than you when you've done the same thing. It's really hard You know I'm going to do a little light bake next bronzer by the way. I use morphe brushes, and I love them I got the Jaclyn Hill set, and I really really like them next up blush I use it in cosmetics blush in a magic hour or heaven's glow based about like blush back in the day And boy was I wrong. I feel like everyone goes to this realization of realizing that like blush is actually great My favorite the hourglass powder the hourglass ambient light setting powder, and then I get the dim light I love this stuff. I've used it forever This especially paired with a cosmetic CC cream makes your skin look so beautiful I'm really throwing it back with my Becca highlighter. This is literally champagne pop I suppose the biggest crave on YouTube, but it is a really really pretty highlighter And I picked it up a few months ago, and I'm like why not stop using this Is highlighter so cool, or are we not doing that anymore? I'm not really quite sure why I wanted to do a full makeup thing, but I just wanted to feel ready today Oh, okay on Instagram story recently. I was just talking about how with work lately I think with a combination of no actually I'm gonna talk about this in the car Oh, you know what? I also have another process product you guys are really getting a review. This is the mascara I don't love how it got really gross and dirty, but I think it's really cute packaging. I do like this It's really buildable. I found at the beginning. I thought it was a little bit clumpy But then I worked how to use it and I actually really like this mascara I use the bite Beauty packaging on this is like perfect. I love how the wand is really big And it gives you a kind of a light mascara look which I love little products I'm using an M cosmetics little binder and then a Mac lipstick I forgot how moisturizing these lipsticks are the best look at how cute my flowers are looking also if you guys Haven't seen it Coco's latest sweater. It is so cute. It's from Claws in effect on Etsy. It is so cute I literally just did 30 seconds with the air app. Here's what I'm wearing today Not my favorite outfit ever, but it's really cozy. This sweater is revolve. I want it in every color It is so long. It's so cozy. It feels like you're wearing a blanket, but it's also really chic I have this white toned up on from nasty gal. These black pants are also revolved and then my shoes are Prada Lookalike from Princess Polly. So have them linked down below. I was just trying out the trend and seeing if I liked them I'm gonna talk about a few things actually This is a side note, but I just think it's so funny because a friend of mine also posted this last night But I just feel like on the internet when I'm actually doing the worst emotionally and right now I'm actually doing really really well saying this now because I actually am doing really well You know when after something hits and it's just so bad and then so many things hit at once And you're just in the middle of the chaos and then at the end of that as you're kind of coming out of it Then you're at the point where you're like, wow I'm actually like really proud of who I've become and I really feel good and you know That's the face that I'm in right now. Anyways, that being said I have really not been in that face to the past like six months And it's so funny because I got so many messages from you guys of oh my gosh You just seem so much happier you look so much happier all the stuff And it wasn't that I wasn't being honest on my like I was pretty upfront about where I was at I don't really know what it is But I just got so many messages saying that when I was at one of my like worst places My friend posted something about that the other day same thing It's just so interesting because people were like so convinced Wait so that being said I actually do feel so much better now than I did before But what I really want to talk about I'm gonna go a little bit more in-depth on this week's podcast episode intro But I wanted to talk about this because I'm sure I'm not alone in this where I have been feeling really anxious and Overwhelmed with work recently and I think it's a combination of having a lot of near motivation and wanting to do everything at once and then trying to restructure my days and maybe just like putting too much on my plate or Going from a year where it was a little bit slower So it could be a combination of near motivation and getting really excited and wanting to do everything at once And me just not having patience and just wanting to literally do everything at once and even to the point where like my Mainly just to the point where my day-to-day workload is just too much But my day-to-day I allowed it to be a lot slower and now that I'm kind of trying to go back up To picking up the pace to kind of where I normally am Maybe I'm just getting overwhelmed. I don't know I think it's a combination of like that and near as motivation to where I have just been like oh my gosh There's so much I feel really anxious and overwhelmed and I've gone back a little bit to like my overworking tendencies I've just been feeling like a little bit all over the place with that So I'm gonna talk about that and this week's pocket center So go listen and how I'm like and how I am making sure I don't do that like for instance one thing today I decided that I am going to do an evening workout obviously instead of a morning workout clearly I'm like you know going to Starbucks right now The reason that I do enjoy evening workouts So it's because it breaks up my day or even if I do a workout or I sometimes I'll just do it in the middle Of my work day to kind of break up the work sorry for the blinker I'm like in the middle of the road just in the Starbucks line, you know story of my life. That's it Thank you. I know This is my Christmas drink and I said I don't get it outside of Christmas even though it's not technically seasonal But I'm just not ready to let go Also guys, I'm listening to Margot's new podcast. I am so excited for her She's been wanting to do this for so long and it's so incredible Perfect. Thank you. Have a good day This does not look great So we'll see alright, so I'm in the office. It's only 8 a.m. I got an early start on my day Today to make sure that I'm not overworking myself and getting anxious and overwhelmed. I tend to go on walks I have to anyways of the dogs but going on walks really helps me Like I said, I love an evening workout because then that signals that I'm done if I do it in the evening Sometimes I'll just do it throughout the day and just certain things so I am going to get some work done I'm recording with Maggie today, and then I'm actually scheduling a lot more at a lot of recordings I actually have the next few months. I think almost booked. I think we're getting Margot on actually like really soon So that'll be exciting Taste tests for my drink to see if it is actually right. It says it's right here, but it just It's okay another thing too. That's been helping me with being overwhelmed It's just writing things down constantly with my notes up I feel and I'm always have like to do lists and things like that on the notes app Which normally really works for me this week I was like a half of this right everything down and I just have so many notes and it has been Really helping me so I would also recommend that alright guys is 1040 a lot has happened today Let me tell you first off really cool like business opportunity I've been wanting to do for a long time just like appeared in my inbox this morning So I have another call for that I've been on the phone with the bank like all morning trying to get like a new account set up blah blah blah a bunch of like behind-the-scenes, you know tax stuff and Business and like what I'm registering a living room as and blah blah blah by the way in the living room We now have a lot more tiers, so it's cheaper depending on what you want. We have a lot of options So check it out all of the tiers get the zoom Bible study So it's like barely anything the lowest here is like two dollars a month So I'm also looking into click-up for organization for work Adelie Barbour posted off me yesterday I love her I'm like looking into it and getting all my stuff organized, and I'm just really looking forward to it So today's been a really good day, and I've crossed so much off my to-do list This is why I love starting work early because I just feel like I've gotten so much fun I have one more call actually have two more calls for the day I'm almost done with the work that I need to do after so just giving you guys a little update I am so excited though if this project actually works out We just had a call already if the product actually works out you're going to be so excited update on my house We're looking at another at least two weeks, so That's unfortunate if you guys didn't know we unfortunately have some water damage. That is not good So working on that right now Hasn't been the most fun thing ever but at the end of the day I still have a house So I'm grateful, and I still have an upstairs, and I still have the gym So I'll be fine. I just am so affected by my environment So like that downstairs is really bothering me, and I just want everything to be done I also am in the middle of like picking out new stuff. So it's okay I'm not here complaining just giving you guys a little update on the haunted house situation downstairs. So great, right? I just recorded for the living room. All right guys. I think I finished the work day I got a quote on my kitchen. There's so much happening Even though my house will be a mess for the next few weeks at the end of it Hopefully everything will be good. I have been waiting to wear this I don't know why I just got this new set from set and I was just like waiting for the perfect day Look what what does that even make sense? It doesn't I just as much as my hair down I literally feel like a Barbie in this because it's just bright pink, and I love it guys I am so excited. So I'm gonna go to use some 12 3 30 I'm gonna clean downstairs even though nothing to do there and Just get some workouts and things like that. So I'm done with my work day. I'm feeling good Oh, by the way, I'm gonna just clue you guys in on what happened So I have been wanting to make bread-winning housewife clothes like sets for so long I can set you up right here. Actually, okay So I have been hearing all of your DMs your comments messages a lot of you guys actually really want bread-winning house Like merch which like makes me feel good because it's not just me wanting to do it It's not even gonna be merch. I wanted to work with the right partner, okay? I've been praying I have been trying to figure it out for so long like months. We've had calls We've had things just that I didn't want to work with things like that. Okay This morning. I got an email. That's and then we have on the call that actually seems like they would be the perfect Partner and so I'm not for sure. I haven't got their contract and things like that yet But my manager called me after and she's like you should take your followers like with you through the process It's gonna be very simple designs like something you'd actually wear out in public but I'm gonna take you guys with me through the design progress process not progress on Instagram so follow me on Instagram because I'm gonna be going through it on Instagram just because it's more real-time than a vlog would be and Then at the end we'll do a whole vlog of like the whole process and whatnot. I'm really really really excited for this guys So I'm gonna go clean for like 30 minutes downstairs. Just get the place so clean Oh by the way this morning something I didn't vlog was that Fitz decided that he wanted to throw up all Over my couch, so that was so nice of him. So I had to clean my couch and do all that but I'm gonna go upstairs I'm gonna get to cleaning Get to figuring my life out and we will chat soon. All right guys. I just cleaned everything Feels so much better. I'm gonna go work out. I've been listening to some podcasts What a good day I feel like I did a good job with boundaries and working hard and being where I'm at where I'm and being Where I'm at when I'm there versus just like stressing out about everything else I have to do Just worked out and went on a walk. I feel so good. I'm gonna cook dinner listen to a podcast Maybe take a bubble bath. I just love my life back on my night routine. Oh What a sweet pie Look at how handsome you are it is time for a nice bath So I have my pajamas also I'm really excited because I got these in the mail today from summer Fridays I recorded a podcast episode of Karina. I'm sure you guys have already heard about it in the vlogs But she is the co-founder of summer Friday, so they sent over some goodies. I've been wanting to try this This is their cloud gel oil-free gel cream. So I'm really excited This is baby moon. Obviously. I'm not pregnant, but They said this is really hydrating anyways, so I really wanted to try it just like a lotion I've actually never tried their R&R mask, which I've always wanted to do So I'm excited. I love the jet lag one and then you guys already know this is one of my favorite products ever It's their lip balm. I haven't linked below. I'll have all these products link below But if you get anything that I honestly anything that I ever really talk about I would get this summer Friday's lip balm There's really truly nothing going Morning everyone. I just got home from my little Wednesday morning Coffee tradition just got water on myself because they're also make cold beer from home. I'm wearing my okay, sis My okay, sis. I have on my cute beige coat. It was it was like way more of a look five seconds ago Anyways today. I'm not sure how much I'm gonna vlog because it's not a very exciting day I have like bank calls you guys are really Hi, they just want attention both of them and you know if it's conveniently you're right in front of the camera Hi, boy. Um, I have bank calls and just like not exciting things that I'm doing all day So I probably won't vlog that much today Also, by the way, if you guys haven't seen their cute little bandanas Let me show you Coco's isn't on right now because I took that collar off, but so cute. I just attached them to their collars They're from shop revival, which is where I get my key chains from but anyways I'm going to head off to my office and get some work done. Oh my gosh guys Good morning guys. There's a morning 7 a.m. I'm about to go get coffee at a new coffee shop that I have been so excited for to open in Dallas called a Bernie bean This is my ultimate like guilty pleasure snack and I brought it all the way upstairs last night and there was none in there So great. I'm just wearing this very cozy outfit The top is a white long sleeve Maurizia my favorite jeans are Princess Polly This cardigan is revolve and then my hugs as always, but this is pretty much what I live in these days I actually did rollers in my hair this morning guys. I'm just like playing around with them I have not perfected it clearly. It's only my second time. So I apologize for this vlog this week I'm trying my absolute best to make it a great vlog But it's been hard because obviously my house so I can't really like film so many things I want to because it's too loud downstairs, but we're gonna pick things up I just want to talk about my newfound early mornings to you guys in 2020 I found it so hard every morning to wake up. I just felt like I was exhausted Even if I was waking up at like 745 or 8 which is really late for me I just am a morning person and I go to bed really early So I used to wake up at like 5 a.m. Every morning in LA and all I have wanted was to be able to just wake up at 6 With energy, it's like literally all I've wanted like to the point where I'm like begging in prayer because I'm so tired of having Like really tired sluggish slow mornings and I work out. I drink so much water I'm like watch what I eat. I've done all of that. Okay all of a sudden a few weeks ago I started waking up at 6 30 just naturally like wide awake And so now I'm pushing myself to wake up at 6 and I don't say all this to be like, oh my god I'm waking up so early or whatever it just one I'm just so happy that I can now and I just am asking more so questions like has this happened to you and Maybe is there something I changed that like I'm not aware of Also, just keep in mind like I'm just not a night person So I go to bed at 10 and that's like sleeping like I was in bed probably I eat like I am just I am just a Morning girl through and through it also makes me feel so much better. I get so much more done I feel like a healthier human being. I also I've been using the five-minute journal and I Really love it that I was cynical of the journal. I recognized especially things like that. It's like right at my alley, you know But I just underestimated how much of a difference it would make in my day I 10 out of 10 cannot recommend it enough. It's just so great charm Another standout is the Dewey serum if you're in the serum this is incredible at six times, okay? All right, I'm downtown There this guy is so cute. She sent me or dropped off the cutest little Christmas package last month So I'm really excited to support but it's a new local coffee shop. So if you guys are in Dallas, definitely check it out This is a little bit of a fail after at 730. I thought they opened at 730, but they weren't there Anyways, it was fine. I just walked over to weekend coffee, which is one of my favorite Coffee spots in Dallas. It's in the jewel hotel. It's just super comment below if you guys want me to do an entire video on like Dallas spots Or series I just I know that's so niche So that's why I normally do it on like tick-tock But I get questions 24-7 and I feel like I have some good recs anyways I'm heading home today is another working from home day I have like a bunch of calls actually today We have anti-racism training with my agency that I'm like signed with not like my agency that I own This is our second one. We have to do I think we did two Annually or you're like dropped. I'm pretty sure I love that they have us do this. I think it's really important So that's happening a new episode went up this morning with Maggie. I'm actually about to listen to it I'm gonna make myself listen to my podcast episodes this year so I can just know when I need to improve Um, so that's that's not for this morning back with the haunted house I make this clip quick But the first thing I wanted to do is show you guys my new case to buy package our friend Quentin He is a part of the incomparable. He's really good for the job. I'm sure you guys have seen his stuff everywhere He's honestly probably my favorite graphic designer. I think this stuff is incredible. He did a collaboration with case to fight Look at how cute evolve or repeat and then also This one is loving kindness goes a long way so cute I don't know what I'm gonna put my phone first. I haven't decided be sure to go shop these cases also case to fight like packaging is So incredible. This is for a phone case. Oh and AirPod Pro an AirPod Pro case Which I need to get new AirPod pros because I broke mine. I copied Molly and I've always loved her glasses She has the best glasses for her iced coffee in the morning, and they're actually beer glasses She sent me the link. So that's how I picked these out. They look so nice. So I got four so I made Colbert yesterday I feel so proud of myself. I've been at my desk for a few hours I just changed into a seductive set. This is the sports bras with the one shoulder. It's really cute Honestly, I'm crashing and I'm about to get on a few zoom calls, and then I have FaceTime therapy So I just made myself a little ice coffee from the Colbert I made and then with my new mug frother And I'm really excited for it. I'm just trying to get a little second wind They really need to work out in a few hours as well, and I need some energy My work day is over my room guys I'm just so in love with my room because it's so cozy just feels so good. It's is Hi boy. Anyways, I'm about to go watch. I almost said watch 12 through 30 I'm about to go do 12 through 30 and then probably Do I think I'll probably watch Brooks vlog picking out what video you're gonna watch in 12 through 30 is like quite the commitment You know I think the vlog is picking up now You guys just don't want vlogs when like my life is like this and just not very exciting tell me But like I say this and then you guys are like no we still want vlogs and then I do the vlog I'm like it's not good though, and then you guys are still like please post it So now that I have done it you guys can tell me the honest truth that you don't care to see these Vlogs and it's okay. No one's feelings are hurt. I get it other update Of course the people are trying to overcharge me so thank God My dad was like absolutely not and my dad's handling a lot of the house stuff I might have to like go move and like stay at a hotel because who knows how long this will take and then I can live My best with life is back in Cody dreams, so we will see I showered and now I'm gonna take you guys through my Post shower relative and then just relaxing bath, but I'm gonna take you guys through my nice little routine I have pajamas on and a sweater just because it's cold in here And I'm gonna be answering some true or false questions on Instagram throughout the night First one is you're not buying a new car anymore. If I'll answer that in a second. I use my Luxon filtered Tanner by the way after this is the best stuff ever now I'm gonna go in with oh, I can't do that actually now I'm gonna go on my moisturizer and The face tanning drops and combine these together also because I literally have no idea like when I did this Because I don't have this problem anymore, but it's just the past like when did I even have I don't buy these two But Luxon filtered is my favorite soft tanner at these face tanner drops are bomb I shared a few months ago that I was looking for a new car, and I wanted to buy A new car I was looking at a Range Rover and very seriously and I was kind of taking you guys to the process So I was like really really close like the morning of I thought I woke up thinking I was gonna get the car that day Basically it fell through which honestly now Then I know what my life is gonna look like over the next few months was a very big blessing in disguise I'd like my car now, and I'm not in a rush. I will at some point, but it's not like top of priority right now I'm also putting a lot of money into like projects that I'm already doing right now That's like my own money going into things so I'm not like I need a new car right now The lighting in this bathroom is so unflattering But the next thing I do is I brush out my hair and I use this product I don't even really know what it is. I know it's like a good leave-in. It's for blonde hair My sister told me to get it. I'll link it below. I really like it Of course I get so many questions about the breakup. You don't want to tell us what you guys broke up You miss having a boyfriend What else we have You regret getting back with your ex after your first breakup and that just like goes on and on and I totally get why I get The questions because I really did never address it for like quite a few reasons the first reason being that like right now I just honestly simply don't care and I know that sounds harsh I feel like I'm so far past that in my life. It was months ago at this point I kind of already been through it before and I'm just so over it It doesn't even really come to mind like I don't care people in my life. We're all over it Everyone's over it. So I feel like because it's not something that's so prevalent in my life right now It's just not something I want to talk about the second being that obviously involves my person And so like I'm respectful of privacy and that and the third being that I was never I wasn't able to address it in the way that I would have wanted to like Lauren and I actually went through the break Our breakups legit the same week. So it's been like really helpful to have her But I was kind of jealous of her because she was able to like address I literally look in her. I'm literally looking insane right now She was able to like address her break up when she was like ready and when it was the right time and in my situation This last time around it was like 24 hours later And I woke up to like a hundred DMs because a lot of photos have been deleted. I guess and so from that I was kind of like forced to address it like prematurely Which is fine like totally okay because of that I was never able to like come on like what a month or two later and be like hi guys Like yes has happened and address it in a way that like I would have been able to be like this is what I've learned Or this is why I matter like I brought something of value to you guys and then ultimately I think I just got over it Honestly, I don't know. I honestly am just such a different person now. I love who I am even more I think I it's not that I didn't love who I was in that relationship. I just think that I've grown so much and I It meant just a much much better headspace from the past few months And obviously like I wish everyone who's ever been in my life the absolute best. I want nothing good for them But that's just kind of where I moved on. I just don't care. It's not really something that I care to talk about I would never sit here and like dish out the details of a breakup I did record an episode that was actually already planned with Amy Chan who's a good breakup coach who Actually wrote a book that's really really good and really helpful also I'm in therapy also my whole family's around me and like they were there through it all So yeah, that's just my mouth I feel like I'm just really honestly fully moved on from it like very moved on you know But answering the questions about like do you regret getting back together blah blah blah whatever no I don't regret it. You miss having a boyfriend blah blah blah I think like I would want a boyfriend and a very healthy great relationship with that person is also very healthy That is what I would like one But I also really love being single and I'm having fun and like being able to have like friends just come and live with me And like I don't know I saw a lot of freedom stuff. Not really. I'm just in a really good place and That's that but I am sorry that I just like said Yeah, that's it and like never talked about it because normally I am more open on my channel But I don't know. I just like respect other people's privacy I needed to kind of process through it go through it deal with it handle it whatever Before I could like come on and I wasn't given the chance to do that And then also by the time that I was at that point I was like I don't want to like sit here and talk about it. Okay guys. I'm in my room It feels so good in here. So cozy. So I decided tonight I'm legit on my ninth book of 2021 and it is only January 21st right now, so I need to chill out. I decided that tonight I'm going to watch a show and go on Pinterest in DoorDash because I have DoorDash credits That is what I am doing. Hi Coco. You were so crazy and then I'll answer more true or false questions I think I'm gonna start watching the wild tonight. Hopefully I like that because I am so bad at Like paying attention to shows I can pay attention to a book. No problem But shows are just too hard for me my velvet taco. Oh my gosh. Hi Fitz My velvet taco has arrived. So suddenly he's on the bed. This is my favorite food answer a few more before I Am off my phone for the night. I'm really excited to watch a show eat some food And just kind of relax. Oh my god I get this one all the time you love your dogs both equally But Fitz gets more attention because he's bigger slash the baby and I get comments that are like you don't pay attention to Coco Oh, blah blah blah. Here's the thing I don't know if you guys realize but Coco literally she's sitting right here is seven pounds Fitz is 50 plus and is going to be 75 pounds. He gets in the way of the camera all the time I spend equal amount of time with them. I do equal amount Fitz requires more Like attention and obviously like activity Coco just gets what he gets because I do everything with both of them Fitz is getting training now because he's a puppy No, I do not have a favorite. It's really crazy. I wouldn't even I wouldn't even say he gets more attention I think honestly Coco Coco's like a lap dog She's literally with me 24-7 and Fitz will go lay in another room for like hours You do your morning routine every single day So I have different routines for different days every morning what I do for sure though Is I do my divo my five-minute journal and then I drink a lot of water and I get some form of movement So if I don't do my normal workout in the morning, I go on a long walk And then I'll do my workout in the evening So like yes, I do like rituals and habits that I have every day Hey, I see you over there nice try another one. You feel like you always have to Okay, the dogs you feel like you always have to fit the type of persona you have created on the internet I haven't created a persona. I've just like been myself and shared my life So I don't feel that way at all. I think on the other hand though Like I do share a lot of my life and there are definitely parts of my life I look back on I just don't even like like myself. I just feel like I've grown so much and I'm a different person, honestly So like I grow and evolve and I feel like that's pretty evident in my videos Over time and I don't really ever feel held back because like an old version of me is on the internet You miss Dom. Yes, but Dom did book her flight back So comment down below what date you guys think Dom is coming. You're crazy when you move to LA No, this is probably because I talk about I recently talked about My wild phase a little bit on the podcast with Maggie that just went up because we talked about alcohol and all that stuff No, not when I moved to LA I definitely went through like a little like party phase, but even at that I definitely went through like a party phase, but I wouldn't say I was wild when I moved to LA You wish you could change Fitz's name. Absolutely not I think Fitz's name is so cute if you guys didn't know he's named after Fitz from scandal So no, okay, maybe I'll answer more of these tomorrow because these are cute the dog Just really want my attention. So I need to go play with them. I love you. I love you so much Okay, well the rest of tonight I'm just watching this show and just having a little mean night, which I'm really good morning guys It's Friday morning. I have my coffee. I just got dressed. I actually curled my hair today I don't know why I haven't actually like done my hair recently I'm also wearing like my favorite set that I own it's from revolve. I'll link it below Speaking of I'm here to show you guys a revolve haul. It's early 9 a.m. Little Fitz has dog training today I'm very bougie dog. You can't even see him right now. He's just lying right here. He has a private trainer come to the house I act I got a really good deal on it. It's like socially distanced and masked. It's only one person He's enjoying a really good job easily the most intelligent and easiest to train dog out of any dog We've ever had wouldn't like both my families, which is like literally 10 dogs Everyone says that he's just so smart when people say they want a dog that can family dog Fitz is like everyone's dream dog Love you and then Cocoa is like every girl and they're like 20 a stream dog You know any meme you guys are both the dream things to show you. I'm really excited The first thing being this top which I wanted to wear today because I already have the matching pants But I think that they're in my I think they're in the laundry right now, but this is really cute when I have matching pants It's just like a really cute. How many times can I say cute? It's a really good set This is gifting but I order myself and I keep ordering the wrong colors because like I don't know why I keep getting sparkly things Cuz like I don't wear sparkly things But this is cute. Maybe it'll have its moment. It's not registering as sparkly on camera I like the cut of it, but it still is really cute and pretty. I feel like this would have been perfect for the holidays But like I'm gonna wear it intermission for a princess poly look I have this pink neon cowboy hat and then I've had this vision for a photo for like a year So I bought this For the photo and this will be used probably as like a Halloween costume in the fact that ever happens It's literally this like bright pink Skirt like this is just not something I'm wearing on a day today This is like specifically for this one look that I need to create and then just like a pink top. You'll see it's fun Okay. Oh next thing so I Love this like love love love love. Okay, basically it looks like pajamas, but it's a set So it's this black set you can kind of see it's very yeah It's lined a little bit and then same thing with the top, but this spring time I'm just gonna live in sets that look like pajamas and like really nice sandals. That's my look this spring. So Very excited about this new sets. Of course. I got another I thought this one was cute It's a lot more see-through, but it's fun. It's kind of like an orange color that I don't normally wear But like I'm into it cute too if I like go to a ranch or something, you know I really have this fixation on ranches right now guys. Okay, then I got these the underwear is lying The rest is like a little bit see-through mesh, but super cute I got these shorts and there's a matching top that I didn't get that I didn't get in this package But I think it might be on its way. They're so soft like the quality is unreal By the way, I'll link all this stuff below. So while we're here I'm gonna answer some more true or false questions. You don't listen to music much I listen to music like 24-7. I always have music playing in my house. I love a good Nora Jones. I'm Frank Sinatra Montel fish Daniel Caesar that's kind of what I have playing in the house Just I really care a lot about making my house feel very calm I could do an entire video literally on like how I call okay I literally am about to hate myself so much for I'm gonna say it but I could do an entire video for how to like Cultivate a vibe or something someone has a better way to say that let me know but I could Very passionate about it in your home is what I was saying. You were really quiet and shy in high school Absolutely, not okay when I tell people this in real life. I like don't believe me. I was held back or not held back I just had an extra year of preschool because I was so shy So I don't know is that how I think I guess that's being held back because I was so shy and I tell people that now And I'm extremely outgoing and they're like I don't believe you and so like basically all throughout school For the most part I was really outgoing so no, I wasn't shy. You're very attached to your dogs Yes, seeing as how I've already done a whole clip about Fitz's training this morning Also, just like living on your own and having dogs one. It's so good for mental health It's really great for having responsibilities taking care of things and just like having dog like even right now They're with me. It's just so fun, you know, okay guys, you need to see him right now. He's just staring This hi You are so handsome. How are you doing? Oh? He's posing for the picture or for the camera you are so cute. He's so handsome guys like oh He's just so sweet. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you Oh, thank you so much for that. Okay. I got a question that said your family wasn't really into politics And then you kind of found that in LA my step-siblings Which there's a lot of them are all on like the exact same page that I'm at actually like we text all the time Also, one of my best friends Maddie trap if you guys have been a long time viewer You know her because she's like oh gee oh gee YouTube days. She really educated me I remember when Ferguson happened. We were probably like early high school She like educated me on a lot of things and all happening and like open my eyes really and then I moved to LA When I was actually in high school No, it was my senior year of high school moving to a place where there's so many people of different backgrounds and learning From them and just seeing life in a totally different way Then like you're a fluent suburb of Dallas obviously opens your eyes to things and you Learn things and see things that hi guys. I'm editing. I wanted to add there is this quote that is distance creates distortion and Proximity creates passion. So basically what I was saying is like when I was surrounded by even more people of diverse backgrounds It obviously like makes you more passionate because those are your neighbors and those are like your people You know any meme I thought I wasn't really before honestly I was living in LA in the ages that like you really can actually like start to vote and things like that too Definitely opens up your perspective and your mind. That's why I think it's so great to you at some point in your life Like move away from your hometown definitely affected me in so many ways, especially as far as like Empathy also update I get questions on if I like this bag a lot and let me just work the right way So I don't bother some of you guys this bag is like the best thing to ever happen to me It's so easy. I just haven't had a cross body in years Like I don't know why I haven't I just always have shoulder bags, but I love this purse cannot recommend it enough I won't leave it below, but if you guys are considering investing in any like designer bag I honestly would probably say go for this one Cheers everyone off to the office we go Okay It's a few hours later I just got back from lunch with Michelle Brooke just texted me and asked me if I wanted to do a clubhouse with her Which is like an app for It's like really cool. Basically you listen to conversations live on certain topics. So it's really good for Learning networking things like that. I'm about to help on that call question guys What do you guys think I should do for this office? I keep going back and forth this weekend the biggest thing on my agenda is that I'm going to rearrange all my Pinterest boards and Decide and plan out the rest of what I want and what I really want to do with this room specifically and like my look Downstairs Risa some of my favorite drinks ever. They're so good. They're hemp drinks, so they really help calm you down Love them. I have a code use code Kinsey for 15% off or it's Kinsey 15 I can't remember but I also think like there's so many people who just want to do it because they want to be healthy Like I watch like certain what I eat a day healthy videos because I want to get good meal ideas to make it home You know like I don't think it has to be like that and then if it is something Obviously that's triggering like some sort of warning for like other people and like they can just not watch that video But I also think that that would be good as far as growth because you said like over when I break Whatever you're watching so many of those Yeah We were on clubhouse for a legit like three hours It was really nice because we were talking but and then I could just do like stuff that I need to do on my computer Anyways, that is going to be it for this week in my life vlog I hope you guys enjoyed if you guys did let me know by giving a thumbs up comment below with you guys We prefer daily or weekly vlogs. I love you guys so much and I'll talk to you soon. Bye